Suicide Paranoia – 2: How/Why Thought is (and creates) Paranoia DAY 388
This Process of how
Thought creates Paranoia and how Thought itself is Paranoia – we are going
to walk and explain through using the Example of Suicide and so why/how Suicide
is Paranoia. The ingredients in Consciousness for the creation of Paranoia is
Energy (emotions
and feelings, positive and negative), Memories and how this evolve into
Thought Processes / ‘Voices in the Head’ and in so-doing – creating a Paranormal
Reality in the mind with our own demons haunting our own Mind; with now having
a look at the relationship to Suicide.
How Consciousness defines itself into Thoughts, thoughts
such as for example “I don’t want to live anymore”, “I can’t go on”, “This life
is fucked” / “I am fucked”, “I want to die”, “I should never have been born in
the first place”, “Everyone else will be better off without me”, “No-one will
even notice I’m gone” and then into Imaginations where you Imagine ways of
killing yourself / ending your life – thus, Consciousness defines itself into
and as such thoughts and imaginations from ENERGY. It all starts with an
energy-movement/experience of an emotion that we then entertain/participate
within. The more we access that emotion/energy experience, with the ‘accessing
being’ the more ATTENTION we give it, so – the more we access/the more we give
attention to the energy - the more ‘force’ we give as we substantiate the
energy within/as our consciousness. And it’s fascinating what it looks like,
interdimensionally-physically – the creation of such suicidal
thoughts/imaginations – it all starts with an ENERGY MOVEMENT, and then one’s
awareness gives that energy-movement attention, and one then use the mind’s
platform through, for example, inner self-talk / backchat to start “defining /
WORDING” that energy the MORE you give it attention. Then, it’s like that
energy moves from within the mind and the body into and as WORDS in
Consciousness “giving life to Words as the Words give definition to the ENERGY”
and from the words, comes the associations of images, pictures and scenes in
the Mind/Consciousness that will then come to manifest Imaginations.
And so emerge the creation of one’s own Paranormal Reality
in the Mind. See, it was the same process essentially as when a being would die,
what remains is this “force / entity”, just like the initial energy-movement /
reactions as emotion that comes up within you. As the entity/being/force move into the
afterlife, just as the energy-movement moves up into the Mind/Consciousness
platform – the entity/being/force will start ‘looking/searching for
themselves/for self-definition’, just as the energy-movement one gives
attention to – one is in the process of, in the mind, looking/searching for its
self-definition through and as words. Then, the entity/being/force finds a
dimensional-plane in the afterlife where they feel they belong and then start
attaching words/definition/experience to themselves. Just like the energy-movement
will then, with one’s awareness start ‘finding its dimension, its experience’
in your Consciousness as you start giving it words, defining it and then
becomes your ‘defined
thoughts’ – as ‘actual energy beings in your mind / ghosts’ that YOU
YOURSELF created in and as your own Mind/Consciousness. Just as the
being/entity/force in the afterlife created/defined THEMSELVES through energy
and words.
The ‘problem’ within this all being, though that: Humans
don’t understand the mechanics of consciousness in its evolution/creation
process through energy and words and how humans in fact create/program their
own Thoughts/thinking processes through such means. Mainly because you don’t
even REMEMBER HOW you did it in the first place, so then, for example, feeling
Suicidal is believed to be ‘happening TO YOU’, not realising you created the
condition in your own Mind and so, if you created/programmed it – you can
re-program it/stop it/changing, with understanding the mechanics of thought,
energy and consciousness.
So, why/how THOUGHT
is Paranoia is because: THOUGHT is an evolutionary construct of Consciousness.
Meaning: THOUGHT is something one creates in CONSCIOUSNESS in a relationship
between your beingness-awareness and Consciousness-Energy. Your
beingness/awareness, through giving an energy ATTENTION, is then used
by/through your Consciousness to through that attention, substantiate the
energy more, make the energy more powerful, the more you give it attention, the
more you feed it, which gives Consciousness the power to start evolving that
energy into THOUGHTS, into IMAGINATION – hell, eventually into an entire
PERSONALITY system. And so, your consciousness can create a Paranoia in
relation to an ENERGY, one or few ENERGY experiences that you just didn’t in your
awareness understood, because you did not understand energy experiences /
emotions. And so, Consciousness-itself took Authority / Directive Principle
of/as the Energy Experiences/Emotions and created it into and as THOUGHTS/
Imaginations/self talk in the MIND. Using Energy and creating PARANORMAL
realities in the mind, instead of Self in self’s awareness UNDERSTANDING ENERGY
and how to practically DIRECT IT, to not create paranormal realities in the
MIND, but learn what it means to live in/as this
REAL WORLD/Reality.
Therefore, as long as one THINK: one is separate from
physical reality and lost in the paranormal reality of Consciousness, of which
one is then at the behest of Consciousness/the Control of Consciousness.
Therefore, one must learn to LIVE in
this physical world, BREATH
by BREATH – stopping the Paranoia of the Paranormal that drives us into and
as states of being/experience, all the while missing LIFE, missing ourselves,
RIGHT HERE.
We’ll continue more in the next post
