Suicide Paranoia – 15: Suicide and Blame (Part 2) DAY 401
We’re continuing having a look at the Relationship between
Suicide and Blame, how Blame in itself can become Paranoia to the extent where
one would even accept/allow oneself to consider ending one’s own life with the
extent to which Blame within the context of Revenge/Anger/Spite towards others
can possess one. So, first and foremost to understand here is How one is
Creating ALL of this…in one’s OWN MIND. So, if you’re creating all of it and all
your reactions/experiences within and as it – you sure as hell can un-create
it, let go of Blame/Spite/Revenge/Anger towards others, let others go IN YOUR
MIND and start focusing on you, your life/living in this Real World/Reality.
One have to here also understand the Nature
of Blame, within the context of Anger/Spite/Revenge: we all have/do in some
way/another – IMAGINE what we’d do unto others/can do unto others and some
actually DO it in REALITY when/as we feel OTHERS are Responsible for how they
make us feel in our own Minds. That, in some bizarre way – doing something to
someone else, either in our Minds or in Reality is “getting payback”, that “they
deserved it”, “they had it coming”, that it was/is “righteous” when you
spite/take revenge onto/towards something/someone either only in your
Mind’s Imagination and/or in Reality. But, it’s interesting how such a way
of approaching things…always only lead to CONSEQUENCE. Some to the extent where
it ends lives, others prison – life-changing moments that will fuck-up the rest
of your life here AND in the hereafter, a moment/an action that defines / will define
you eternally when you accept/allow yourself to “act out”, in reality,
vengeance/spite/anger within and as Blame onto/towards another when in Paranoia
Possession in the Mind/Consciousness. Some now might go “Argh, it would be
worth it / it is worth it” / “I would give up my life just to get back at
them/they” / “I don’t care what the consequences are, I’ll do whatever it takes
to get back at them/they” – but, it’s fascinating with this all that:
EVERYTHING that one IMAGINE one is doing to another, whether you just imagine
it and/or justify/excuse/validate/reason why you actually did it /acted upon it
in reality…only exists in YOUR OWN MIND. You have NO IDEA the process of
another human beings’ mind/life and how ANY action – whether imagined/lived,
will in fact influence/affect another human being’s life/mind. Therefore…are
you really then, in fact, doing ANYTHING to ANYONE…or just yourself? It is
really in fact just yourself, because the Mind can REALLY make you believe that
what you’re doing, the intention with which you’re doing it in your Imagination
/ in Reality is really going to manifest in accordance to how you intended it…when
it does not in fact, not at all.
Like for example with attempting Suicide/Thinking about
Suicide within the starting point/context of Blame as Spite/Revenge/Anger, you
BELIEVE you’re doing it TO someone, you BELIEVE that you’re ‘getting back at
them’…but that’s most certainly NOT how other human beings would interpret
it/internalize it, so – the entire process/attempt would really be futile. This
really goes for ANY and ALL contexts of revenge/spite/anger within and as
Blame, everyone’s MINDS make them believe they’re doing something to someone
else according to how they intend it to manifest/come out/play out…but in
Reality: it never really in fact happens that way AT ALL. You’re only doing
EVERYTHING in your own Mind – from the belief that you’re doing something TO
someone, to the point where you believe it was ‘worth it/just/righteous’ – none
of it in fact making any impact/difference in the long-term to you/your life or
that of another.
So, revenge/spite/anger towards another within Blame – in Imagination/Reality,
and attempting to manipulate others/reality through Suicide is futile with ALL
of it really only existing in the Mind. We suggest considering changing one’s
relationship to the Mind in such a way, where you no more accept/allow
memories/people to occupy it/haunt it in your imagination with
reactions/experiences, but learn how to work on a SELF-relationship and
changing/living your life into and as meaningful/purposeful way/expression,
where you GIFT yourself LIFE
– instead of taking it and/or even aligning your Mind/your Life in blame of
others – it’s only wasting breaths/energy and benefitting the Illusion of Consciousness
that will in anyway cease to exist upon Death and so look back at your
life/self and really wonder what you were thinking with accepting and allowing
Illusion/Paranoia/Possession of ENERGY to control/determine your Life/Living.
We suggest learning to let go of anger/revenge/spite that
always only compromise Self/lead to consequence – start focusing one’s
Life/Living on SELF in every moment of Breath, rather than haunting one’s Mind
with memories/imaginations of OTHERS – and become the Directive Principle of
oneself/one’s life that will lead to actually contributing to life/living in
this existence, rather than possessing your mind/your entire life with one/few
people within the Possession of Blame.
We suggest visiting Desteni,
Desteni I Process LITE – the Forums
and Free Course, that will assist and support one with UNDERSTANDING the Mind
and how to direct it, rather than it controlling you to giving up on yourself /
giving yourself up for others – and learn what it means to GIVE to you/GIFT you life/living.
We’ll continue more in the Next Post
