The Fear of Failure and Desire for Success (Part Four): DAY 325
Solution (continued):
Here we’re going to walk through opening up all the
Dimensions of the Problem and within the Problem – also see the Solution, as we
walk a Process of
Writing of Self Forgiveness and Self Commitments
For Context from the previous post:
“We’ll continue more
with the Next Post in explaining how we defined our Awareness in relationship to
ENERGY as the Mind/Consciousness, and creating more consequence that solutions
for ourselves with looking for answers to ourselves in the very System that’s
Consequence-itself manifest. And that the Solution to ourselves, is releasing
our Awareness-definition from ENERGY, into and as equal and one Physical
Living, and so become REAL Self-Change in Physical Reality.”
So, overall – if we have a look at the two Characters /
Energy-Characterizations of Fear and Desire into Failure and Success and then
specified in our Minds into Laziness and Discipline: what we have Done is
attempt/try to ‘change ourselves’ within and as the very source/substance that
created the consequence in the first place as ENERGY, and with not
knowing/understanding how energy-work – created a Polarity,
Character-Polarities, Self-Polarity that will always exist to Balance itself
out within and between the Positive and the Negative, and so create our own
Internal Battles, accepting such a ‘way of existence’ in our Minds, towards
ourselves based-on the Premise of ‘who we are IS ENERGY’ and the
characterization of Energy / personalization/definition of Energy as thoughts,
emotions/feelings, memories, imaginations etc.
Now, for the Question: How do we Change without using
Mind/emotional/feeling Energy? How do one Move from Mind –to Physical, Equal
and One Self-Expression without using Mind/emotional/feeling Energy? Let’s walk
the example from the “I Am Lazy”-Character:
First STEP – one Map-out the Dimensions of a Character (how
to do this – we have walked within the Blog, explaining the Dimensions and also
Self Forgiveness/Commitment and Practical Corrective Application Process of
walking through the Fear, Thought, Imagination, Backchat, Reactions and
Physical/Behaviour Dimensions
of a Character). One map-out the Dimensions of a Character to be able to
See, Realise and Understand HOW a Character exist and how one had created a
‘separate self’ that one ‘Listen to’ / ‘Believe’ and in that – accept and allow
self to become subject to/enslaved to/possessed by: without Change.
See, with the Self Forgiveness Process – one release one’s
Awareness-relationship/definition to the Dimensions of a Character one had
accepted and allowed and Realise that one do in fact have the ability/potential
to Change, make a Decision to Change and from there – in fact Change. And, here
we get to the Solution-Process of how our very AWARENESS
and our relationship to/as it, is the Solution to assisting and supporting
ourselves in and as Change from Energy/Mind to actual, real, physical practical
Living. Thus, at the moment – our Awareness, our ‘Self’, ‘believe’ that ‘who we
are’ IS the thoughts, backchats, imaginations, reactions, behaviour patterns
that constitute a Character/Personality in the Mind. And yes, from a certain
perspective that IS who we are NOW, ‘cause we’re constantly/continuously
participating in it, accepting and allowing it –but, it doesn’t have to REMAIN
who/how/what we are. If one, for example have a look now at one’s Relationship
to the thoughts/imaginations/backchats of the “I am Lazy”-Character: it’s like
your Awareness PARTICIPATE in it all – like, you’re observing it all MOVE and
then ‘connect’ yourself to it and in that connection, accordingly define and
experience yourself based-on what is coming up in your Mind, you are REACTING
to what comes up in your mind, which means you’re not the Directive-Principle
of it, you’re not directing it / making an informed Decision of who you are.
Things in the Mind – automatically come-up, one’s Awareness is pulled towards
it, and now because one believe that was comes up in the Mind is ‘self’
ABSOLUTELY – one Absolutely believe it to be real, to be so and this REACT to
oneself, to what comes up in the Mind and from that reaction, leads one to
emotional/feeling and behavioural responses.
Now, what the Process of
Self Forgiveness Assist and Support with is: to see/realise/understand that one
in one’s Awareness – can Observe, can SEE, is the one that is automatically
PARTICIPATING in what automatically comes-up in the Mind, without Question.
Without Realising that: one’s Awareness can ‘step out of that’ automated
observation/participation/connection-definition/reaction relationship to what
comes up in the Mind – investigate it, introspect it, analyse it and then in
fact CHANGE SELF
in relationship to it. So, if we have a look at the current equation as our
relationship to what comes up, automatically in the Mind – it exist as follows:
automated observation (which means, one SEE as only observe what comes up in
the Mind) + THEN one participate in it as/while one connect oneself to it in
believing that it is ALL ME and so validate one’s definition AS it within the
participation/connection/definition to/as it and + THEN one REACT = which Lead
to one changing self/becoming something/someone in and as a reactive-response
to what comes up in one’s own Mind. So, let’s have a look at a Practical
Example of this Equation:
One is in front of a task – and in the process of Completing
it, and one is not 100% Satisfied with it, but then suddenly/unexpectedly,
automatically, a Thought came up of Seeing this entire task a Failure, and then
the Backchat came up of “It’s useless”, and together with the Backchat – came
the emotional-response of ‘feeling like a failure’, which then Lead to a
self/behavioural Change in that moment of ‘giving up and not completing the
task’. Now, here is an example of the equation as discussed above, where:
First and foremost – the THOUGHT, coming up automatically of
seeing this task as a complete Failure – one was SEEING it exist within
oneself, and observed its existence, THEN one participated in it, with
participation meaning that one believed the Thought’s-reflection of the task to
be REAL, to be SO without question and from the participation, connected and so
defined ‘who I am’ to the Thought in believing that “cause the Thought is
showing this to be a Failure, it must mean I AM a Failure” – which then lead
one to REACT to the initial Thought’s reflection on the Task, to going into
“It’s useless” and so determining oneself and one’s Behaviour to giving up and
giving in. All of this going from participation/observation +
connection/definition + reaction = determining/controlling one’s
mind/self/behaviour.
So, what Writing/Self Forgiveness
assist and support with is ‘seeing the Mind/all its parts’ infront of oneself
and to for a moment stop at the first instance of the equation, which is
Participation/Observation – and STAND within THAT MOMENT to become/become the
directive-principle that LOOK at what is coming up in the Mind, to UNDERSTAND
it – rather than automatically going into and as the relationship-equation of participation/observation
+ connection/definition + reaction = determining/controlling one’s
mind/self/behaviour.
Within and through Writing and Self
Forgiveness – one will See, Realise and Understand that: one existed AS the
relationship-equation participation/observation + connection/definition +
reaction = determining/controlling one’s mind/self/behaviour and all that was
involved within and it, through Automated Acceptance and Allowance without
question. Now, with standing at the First Moment – participation/observation
and Looking at the first Thought as seeing the task a Complete Failure, and
CHANGE who I am in/as my Awareness in relation to that Moment, that Thought as
“I am not accepting/allowing myself to see this task as a complete Failure, but
assist and support myself to investigate where the flaws/mistakes are that I
can perfect and Correct it, re-aligning the task into and as how I can do it to
reflect my utmost Potential”. Herein also an Example of how, changing who we
are in a Moment, change how we behave/relate/act in our external environment
and our relationship to it. See, here – in and as such a Change in one’s
Self-Awareness, in who I am, in directing/changing Who I Am – it is a simple
decision, and from there an action. There is NO ENERGY involved in this
Process, what is involved is a REALISATION of what Self Accepted and Allowed in
relation to the Initial Thought, seeing/realising/understanding the Consequence
of it, and from the REALISATION making a Decision, a Commitment of Self Change
and so Changing.
