Character Dimensions - Introduction (Writing): DAY 162
'Carrying Demons' by Andrew Gable, 2009
Fearing The Moment When I Sit Down To Write – An Artists Journey To Life: Day 138 http://wp.me/p2mGTf-ar
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The
Chicken or the Egg??? – continued
How
the Fruit of Life became Rotten – continued
Who
I Am as Money – continued
(To read this post, it
must be understood that we’re walking this process/Blog - Heaven's Journey to
Life multi-dimensionally, which means – each post covers one dimension, but is
interconnected into/as multi-dimensions in our process of walking the
point/question of “who I am” and how this “I” created/manifested this entire
physical existence. Thus, suggested – to read this Blog from DAY 1, as many of
the points in previous dimensions/DAYS/posts are always brought-through into
the next days/dimensions/posts as all the dimensions interconnect as the
mutli-dimensionality we’ve created/manifested as our separation as
Energy/Consciousness from/of Life/equality and Oneness. Thus, if one is faced
with this post, and have not yet read this Blog from DAY 1 - suggest that self
first start from DAY 1, as otherwise one will have no context of many
dimensions that is walked in this post, that has been dealt with in detail in
previous posts.)
As mentioned in the previous
post, we’re continuing with the “Postponement Character/Personality”
regarding how it exist/function in the Mind, and how to practically assist and
support self with writing, self-forgiveness and
self-corrective application as well as to assist and support self to not
accept and allow the Force of the Mind/Energy to distract/separate self from/of
the relationship with self, the physical body and one’s responsibility to/as
the actual Physical Reality; in in fact LIVING HERE.
Within this, we’ll also then walk the point of ‘change’ –
how we’ve deluded ourselves into the illusion of change as the Mind, and so
understand the difference between Mind Change, and actual real physical SELF
Change.
Thus, with the example that we’ve walked in DAY
161 as the “Postponement Character” we will practically guide you through
what a Character in the Mind consist of/exist as, regarding its
Dimensions/Components of Fear, Thought, Imagination, Backchat/Internal
Conversations, Reactions of Emotions/Feelings, Behavioural Systems – how to
outline these dimensions in Writing, walk the Self
Forgiveness of these Dimensions in Writing as well as one’s practical
commitment statements regarding how one is going to assist/support self in
changing/transforming self from the Postponement Character to Self-Discipline.
And additionally within this: how to stand up/stand through the “Force” of the
Mind/Energy in/as physical, practical moments of Change to not give in to the
Mind and give up on Self but utilize the moment as an opportunity/stepping
stone in and as one’s process of change/transformation from the Mind to
physical, practical living.
With looking at the components of a Character/Personality
in the Mind, it consist of the dimensions of Fear, Thought, Imagination,
Backchat/Internal Conversations, Reactions (emotions/feelings) and also a
Behavioural System. So, we will as we continue within our Blog, now and then
walk some Character/Personality examples and how to assist/support self from Character/Personality
control, to self-aware living in the Physical.
Thus, let’s first have a look at the Dimensions of a
Character. We’ll first walk an overview example of each of the Dimensions of a
Character/Personality and will in the next post go into more Detail within each
Dimension with walking the Practical Example of/as the Postponement Character.
Fear Dimension:
With what we have walked thus far in this Blog in the
relationship between the Mind as Energy to the Physical as Substance, is that
the very Origin Nature of Energy is ‘Negative Energy’, in the friction/conflict
it deliberately initiate in its relationship to Substance to transform substance
into energy; which we have walked/explained in detail within this Blog
regarding how the very nature of Energy is ‘negative’ and we only experience
‘positivity’ as actually an accumulation of energy from/of its source as the
negative friction/conflict relationship between energy and substance as energy
consume/transform substance for its own survival/existence. Thus, within this –
we had furthermore also walked our relationship/origin in existence as
separation and as fear that initiated the friction/conflict relationship
between energy and substance and so from and of that moment: Everything of the
Mind is existent within the starting-point of friction/conflict as
negative-energy experience and existent within the very Nature
of Fear.
Thus, what one will find within Characters/Personalities is
that it has its origin within and from a Fear that one created in one’s
childhood/within one’s life to something/someone, and from that Fear manifested
a Personality as a defence/protection mechanism for/of one’s
individuality/interest/desire. Thus, for each Personality/Character one can
thus identify the Fear Dimension – what was the original point/fear that
brought forth the construction/programming of a particular Personality.
To identify the Fear Dimension – one want to walk through
one’s History within self and see where within one’s past/memories this
Character/Personality originated from/started. Sometimes one will find the
memory immediately ‘pop up’ in one’s Mind, other times one may have to walk through
one’s past experiences/memories to see which relationships/events relate to the
Character/Personality, other times there will be no indication of a Memory
coming through.
(It may be initially
difficult to find the Memory in one’s past that originated the particular
Character that one is Walking, so if/as one cannot identify the Memory/Fear
that originated the Character/Personality one is then not required to
identify/note this Fear Dimension. The Fear Dimension may initially be more
difficult to identify as this Dimension is situated within the
Unconscious-Mind, imbedded into the physical-flesh as the root of a
Character/Personality System of the Mind in the Physical. So, if/as one cannot
yet identify the Fear Dimension/Memory, one will be able to – the more one
practise one’s physical-hereness with Breath and walking more Characters
through all the Dimensions and start establishing one’s relationship to the
Mind and its Dimensions, Relationships and the more one stand/become equal to
and one with the blueprint/networking of the Mind, the more one will be able to
see all the dimensions and relationships.)
Thought Dimension:
Now, as we have walked within Thought’s
relationship to Personality – a Thought is what essentially ‘activate’ a
Personality, and as we have explained – it is quite difficult to identify the
specific Thought belonging to a specific Character, because the Thought move so
fast in the Mind, and because self is not HERE as the Physical in/as Breath
moving in real-time with Physicality, but always preoccupied in various others
dimensions and experiences in the Mind. Therefore, here – what one want to
identify is the Thought that activate the Character. This one will be able to
identify the more and more self walk one’s process of Physical-Breath,
remaining here in reality/physical space-time and will in this process be able
to stabilize self in the physical so that one will eventually be able to see a
Thought move in the Mind and stop participation in it BEFORE it activates a
Character/Personality. But, at the moment, we’re so separate from even the
dimensions/components of Characters that everything manifest automatically/fast
and before one know it – one is already simultaneously participating in
Imagination, Backchat/Internal Conversations, the Reactions and Behavioural
Possession – all of which started from one quantum moment in one’s relationship
to physical-reality, that activated a Thought and so a Personality/Character.
So, essentially in process one want to practise ‘slowing down’ in and with
Physical Breath to be
able to see how the Mind moves within self.
To identify the Thought Dimension, here one can also
practise the application of ‘slowing down’ with and as Breath. So, when you’re
about to write out the Thought Dimension – to consider here is that, the
Thought will be an image, it will be like an ‘instant flash photograph’ that
will speed through the Mind, and the Thought will be in particular context
to/as the Character/Personality. Thus, here – when you’re in the moment of
writing, one can sit and slow oneself down in and as breath and walk the Memory
of when one participated in a Character. What is cool here is how one can
practically utilize the Mind and one’s Memories to assist and support one in
one’s Process of identifying and redefining Characters. Thus, one can within
oneself go back to the Moment of when one accessed/became possessed with the
Character and see if one can identify what Image/Picture as Thought crossed
one’s Mind before one went into the Backchat/Internal Conversations,
Imaginations, Reactions and Behavioural System of/as a Character/Personality,
what happened in one’s Mind that lead one into the temptation of energy – where
this Force as the Mind lead one into the temptation of a feel-good energy
experience of rather Postponing, for example - than walking the Physical
Practical Reality of a moment of Self-Discipline.
Now – the Fear Dimension is essentially the ROOT of the
Character, the Thought Dimension is the ACTIVATION of a Character, and from the
Thought-Dimension one may simultaneously experience Imagination, internal
conversations/backchats, reactions of emotions/feelings and the behavioural
system. But, within the Mind – all the dimensions activate in a sequence until
eventually one is possessed within an entire Personality. On occasion though,
the Imagination Dimension may not activate – it essentially is determined by
the extent of convincing one has to do within oneself as the Mind to deliberately
sabotage/compromise oneself in a moment of self-change to rather fulfil an
energy-experience/desire. And so, one may on occasion not find the Imagination
Dimension to be existent – but will always find the primary
components/dimensions as the internal conversations/backchat, the reactions of
emotions and feelings and the specific behavioural systems as the how the
Personality will change one’s behaviour in the Physical. So, the Mind activates
initially in a sequence of Thought, then Imagination, then Internal
Conversations/Backchat together with the Reactions of emotions/feeling that
then determine one’s behaviour in the Physical Body. But, all of this can move
so fast that it may seem to self that self made a decision in an instant to not
take responsibility for a specific point for example, but rather postpone – but
one’s Mind had in fact walked all these Dimensions in Quantum Time within self
as the Force that moved self from a moment of Self-Responsibility/Living, into
and as an Experience as Energy.
Imagination
Dimension:
In this Dimension one’s Mind will wander off in imagining
doing/seeing/creating all sorts of different things/experiences – it’s
essentially the dimension/domain within the Personality that the Personality
will use to ‘motivate’ one’s decision from Reality into and as the Mind. So,
one will essentially start imagining about a variation of OTHER THINGS in
complete opposition to/as what is Here in actual Physical Reality. Sometimes,
the Imagination Dimension will be utilized as the primary distraction, on other
occasions the Personality possess entirely to distract self from the relationship to
self, the physical and one’s responsibility to here in/as reality.
Thus, to identify the Imagination Dimension – one can have a
look at where one wandered off into, within the Mind, what ‘play outs’ /
‘fantasies’ / ‘day
dreaming’ did one get caught up in that lead one into the temptation of
rather wanting to fulfil the Imagination in the Mind, than sticking to one’s
responsibility, living and directive principle in actual, real physical
reality.
Internal
Conversations/Backchat/Voices in the Head:
This is where one would have conversations with oneself as a
Personality in the Mind. Thus, Internal Conversations/Backchats would come
up/manifest as words, sentences, short statements that can vary in
length/intensity. It is within the internal conversation/backchat domain that
one would start activating the reactions of emotions/feelings together with the
words that one speak in one’s Mind – as, when we’ll continue walking the
creation of Backchat/Internal Conversations within and as Main
Characters/Personalities, one will see, realise and understand how the Mind
substantiate words with ENERGY, so that there’s always an energy experience
and definition to words. This is one of the primary relationships the Mind use
to ensure the human being never LIVE
words, and so words, their definitions and experiences becomes components
the Mind use to attach to Personality Systems that define one’s behaviour,
instead of self LIVING in the physical in self-aware directive-principle of who
one is one’s living/behaviour in the Physical.
Thus, to identify the internal conversations/backchat
of a Personality, one can within and during one’s writing have a look at what
words, sentences,
statements manifested in one’s Mind as the ‘voice of the Personality’ speaking
to oneself, essentially talking oneself out of/convincing oneself as a
Personality from/of taking responsibility for self here in/as the Physical.
Reaction Dimension:
Here one will Identify the reactions of emotions and
feelings that ‘substantiate / animate’ the Character/Personality; what
reactions of emotions and feelings,
essentially did one utilize to manipulate oneself with, to fall back into the
Mind/Personality instead of standing here with self in stability as Breath. Within
this, we’ll use, as Personalities, specific emotions
and feelings to activate specific behavioural patterns/habits to in/as this
process validate why/how it is that we are a Personality and so in this
attempt/try to make a Personality “more real”. Essentially saying “well, I am
experiencing this and my behaviour is like that and this is who I am and so I
cannot change” – when, all the while, we’re actively, within the Mind
participating in creating the experiences and behaviour from the thoughts, to
the imagination, to the internal conversations/backchat – sabotaging and
compromising ourselves deliberately in the Mind to
manifest/validate/materialize our wants, needs and desires, rather than our
responsibility to ourselves, our physicals and our lives in this World.
So, to identify the Reaction Dimension is to have a look at
what emotions/feelings manifested within one’s Mind in the Physical within and
during the Personality
Possession.
Behaviour Dimension:
Here, to identify the Behaviour Dimension – one have a look
at how one’s experience in the Physical Body changed within and during the
Possession of the Personality, how was one’s Physical
Body BEFORE the Possession and then during, to so identify how this
Personality would manipulate one’s Physical Body, and in this Physical
Manipulation would further validate/justify one’s decision to fall into the
Mind/Personality and give up on self/the responsibility of here as self in the
physical and so one’s world/reality.
Thus, what will become clear here is essentially how we
utilize the dimensions of the/a Personality to manipulate ourselves into
submission to Energy/Mind, over and over and over again – not standing, living,
being HERE in fact within/as this world/reality. So, in/during these processes
one will thus understand more of what we mean by the difference between
Personality-Control through/Energy as the Mind and actual, real Physical
Living.
We’ll in the next post walk the Practical Example of the
Postponement Character and so specify all these Dimensions, we have now only
walked an Overview as a preparation platform for when we’ll in the next Post
walk more detail in our relationship to the dimensions of Fear, Thought,
Imagination, Backchat/Internal Conversations, Reactions, Behaviour and will
also include, and so expand on the Dimension of Consequence.
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This is awesome! Thank you