The Sound within the Energy-Body of a Child – Part 1
(Self-Forgiveness): DAY 104
Featured Artwork by: Kelly Posey
(To read this post, it
must be understood that we’re walking this process/Blog - Heaven's Journey to
Life multi-dimensionally, which means – each post covers one dimension, but is
interconnected into/as multi-dimensions in our process of walking the point/question
of “who I am” and how this “I” created/manifested this entire physical
existence. Thus, suggested – to read this Blog from DAY 1, as many of the
points in previous dimensions/DAYS/posts are always brought-through into the
next days/dimensions/posts as all the dimensions interconnect as the
mutli-dimensionality we’ve created/manifested as our separation as
Energy/Consciousness from/of Life/equality and Oneness. Thus, if one is faced
with this post, and have not yet read this Blog from DAY 1 - suggest that self
first start from DAY 1, as otherwise one will have no context of many
dimensions that is walked in this post, that has been dealt with in detail in
previous posts.)
Emotional/Feeling
Body Creation – Part 4 (Self-Forgiveness)
Friendship-Suspicion
Character – continued
The
First Character-Creation – continued
The
Chicken or the Egg??? – continued
How
the Fruit of Life became Rotten – continued
Who
I Am as Money – continued
As mentioned in the previous post, we’re continuing with
more detail regarding how Friend A, from the one energy-experience of ‘Love’
that formed the primary energy-experience alignment/activation within their
Conservative-Character within the want, need and desire for/of relationship:
created/manifested an entire emotional/feeling body-system that would come to
define herself/her experience of herself as this Character.
I
forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to, in equality and oneness with
and as Life, Energy and Substance, the Mind and the Physical, from the
beginning to now – seen, realised and understood the processes involved in
creating/manifesting the personalized emotions/feeling I experience within and
as the Main/Primary Characters in my Mind, with for example continuing with
Friend A:
Emotional/Feeling
Body Construction: Where, the first instance of the activation of the
Conservative-Character Personality Body/Suit within and through the micro-chip
memory, where her primary/main connection to that Memory exist within an
energy-experience of and as ‘love’. With the energy-experience of ‘love’
activating from/of her parents’ minds/memories/characters within herself, where
this moment – with connecting her mind-beingness-physical relationship to the
memory of her mother and father in an external display of relationship,
activating the overwhelming energy-experience of love: is the instance/moment
where a child from their external and internal reality; manifest the
generational-loop as the child will in that moment: create, design and manifest
her mind and so her living equal-to and one-with her parents, in essentially
re-walking the life of her mother as she’s come to align one of her Main
Characters/personalities to/towards her mother, within who she is within
herself and so also her relationships which within that: define her life.
Now, with the Main/Primary Conservative Character’s
emotional/feeling body being aligned with its Primary energy-experience of
‘love’ as the first energy-experience that will be filled within the
positive-energy ball of the emotional/feeling body of the
Conservative-Character’s personalized Mind. With this energy experience
manifesting a lining within and throughout the body-suit/mini mind-system of
the Conservative-Character: Friend A will from here continue developing/evolving
the Conservative-Character’s personalized emotions/feelings, as
experiences/reaction that belong specifically to only the Conservative
Character, that will be experienced within particular frequencies/definitions
within, and within particular situations/contexts/relationships without. So,
with the ‘love’ energy-experience manifesting as the first lining within the
entire personality body-suit/mini-mind of the Conservative-Character – as
Friend A’s initial purpose/intention of manifesting a relationship with a
prospective partner in the Future: this energy-experience initially becomes
‘unconscious’, as it’s the first energy-experience alignment that forms the
first ‘Energy-layer’ within the personality-suit; so also with the Memory – the
memory will initially become unconscious, as it’s the first memory that will be
aligned within the Unconscious-Mind of the Conservative Character’s Mind. As,
the more and more energies and memories Fiend A accumulate from/of the initial
memory/experience: the initial energy experience and memory will become layered
with more and more and more energy-experiences and memories to the extent
where: the being will thus not remember, why/how it is she has particular
friendships and particular preferences to/towards males, why and how it is she
behaves, thinks, speaks and experience herself to/towards friends/partners the
way she does – as the Mind layers and stores information in dimensions from the
Unconscious, to the Subconscious and Conscious Mind as it build, construct and
create its Characters through memories and energy-experiences the being
eventually comes to believe is ‘who they are’.
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself
to see, realise and understand the existence
of this positive-energy experience of ‘love’ that Friend A became overwhelmed
with from/of mostly unfulfilled memories, fantasies and experiences of and as
both her parents’ Minds within herself in relation to their
desire/positive-energy experience definition/connection to/towards
relationships.
Where, for the Mind – it does not define energy within the
context of ‘positive and negative’, the knowledge and information definition
within our Minds in the experience of ‘positive and negative’ is/has become
existent in the evolution of Consciousness to define the energies / the
velocity/extent/amount of energies it accumulates in its mind-physical
relationship to align the human being into/towards the ‘positive energy’, that
is really simply an ACCUMULATION of energy within the Mind in its relationship
to the physical. And so consciousness would within the knowledge and
information definition of energy as ‘positive/good and negative/bad’ maintain
more easy/simple control in directing the human’s attention to the
positive/good energy – whether it is created from actual
physical-events/internal mind-fantasies; to within that ensure control of the
accumulation of energy in the Mind for its survival.
And, so why/how at this stage – most human beings’
positive-energy experiences now come from internal Mind fantasies/delusions,
because the reality of this world/the physical is deteriorating at such a rapid
pace, where only a minority can fulfil a positive energy experience in their
mind and physical with their relationship with money; and in this process –
destroying the rest of the world. And so the rest of the world is conditioned
to mostly getting the positive energy experience through fantasizing in their
minds; as we as humanity have limited our living to the confines of our Mind.
And so with Friend A – most of her parents’ positive-energy experiences had
been confined to their Minds in their fantasies to/towards relationships, as
the Mind develop a myriad of ways, means and methods to lure the being into the
Mind to develop positive-energy experiences within their Mind-Physical
existence. Because the world is not presenting the necessary resources for
human beings to create their world into a positive-energy experience, so our
Minds are filled with various fantasies to get/have/obtain a positive-energy
experience body, so that the Mind can survive. And thus, why/how Friend A will
be overwhelmed with positive-energy experience, as all that the parents fantasized
about in their relationship to sex/relationships in their Minds as the
extents/extremes the Mind took them in their own Minds to initiate/create the
needed positive-energy experience for its continued Survival.
In this, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and
allowed myself to see, realise and understand the extent to which individual
human beings are so preoccupied with the positive-energy experience in
fantasies within the secrets of our Minds, spending so much time on just
experiencing the positive – and how much of this time/resources in our
mind-physical existence is wasted, ruined/destroyed to have a positive-energy
experience only confined to our Minds, instead of aligning ourselves/our living in
equality and oneness with the physical/this physical existence to
ensure/secure that each one, equally as one
has a life on this Earth/in this World – that is not dependent on an
positive energy experience, but is a physical, visible reality.
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself
to, in equality and oneness with and as Life, energy and substance, the mind
and the physical, from the beginning to now – seen, realised and understood;
how:
As Friend A from childhood develop a ‘close relationship’
with her Mother, with this ‘close relationship’ being her ‘Conservative
Character under construction’-attraction to/towards the Mother’s conservative
character to in that ‘closeness’ / ‘attraction’ imitate/copy the Mother’s
conservative-character in as much detail as possible. Which within this brings
to question the entire ‘being close to someone’-paradigm, because the ‘reality’
of closeness is literally standing right next to each other and/or obviously
within and during sex, but mostly: closeness has become an energy experience/projection
in the mind based-on FEELING, with the actual reality of ‘feeling close to
someone/attraction’ is/has the particular intention/purpose within/behind it
that is actually existent within self-interest. Even from childhood, as the
only reason Friend A is attracted/close to the Mother is for Consciousness/Mind
to in as much detail/specificity as possible – imitate/copy the Conservative
Character for the purpose / pursuit of happiness of relationship,
and so – the closeness/attraction is in no way in relation to who the mother is
within her entirety as a being, but in fact everything to do with the child in
the process of their own intentions/purposes of desire. And so, in this
‘close’-relationship, the child/Friend A will also – together with the Behaviour-Sculpting,
commence with the processes of the Emotional/Feeling Body construction that
manifest where, for example:
Friend A is having supper with her Mother and Father, and
Friend A observes the presence/nature of the Mother as she in a soft/soothing/gentle
voice speaks to her Father, and caresses his arm with her hand, sitting
cross-legged leaning slightly towards him. This is one of the first instances
that Friend A had seen such an physical display expressed through the mother’s
voice and body, especially the voice. Where in and from the mother’s voice:
Friend A could experience the energy of gentleness, care and affection together
with this physical-display of these/such energies as presented/expressed
to/towards the Father. What especially caught Friend A/Consciousness’s
attention is the SOUND of the mother’s voice, but the sound was in fact the
EXPERIENCE of the energy within and as the words from and of the Mind of the
Mother within her Physical that was essentially voicing/speaking energy/mind within
and through the Physical.
In this, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and
allowed myself to see, realise and understand, that what is not seen, realised
and understood, is that our Words have become the words of
energy-experiences/mind as knowledge and information definitions that we have
from the Mind, the energy experiences and knowledge and information definitions
of the words, come to physically-manifest/live-out. Where, our words have
become containers of energy that is sounded/voiced through the physical and
embodied within and through the physical in our mind-physical existence. Where
– even within the words we speak as energy and physically move as energy within
our physical-bodies, not 100% of the truth of the words/energy and physicality
of who we are within the words is physically expressed; as the actual
intentions/secrets/definitions of words, the energy and definitions within them,
is existent within and as the Secrets of the Mind. Where, Friend A, for example
– may have experienced the 1% of the energy of care/affection coming from the
sound/energy experience of the words that moved her mother’s physical-body
to/towards her father in the way that she did; but the 99% within/behind the
energy and physical display of the words is/was existent within the Mother’s
secret mind as the reasons/why’s/intentions of such an action to/towards the
Father.
We’ll in the next post continue with the commitment statements of the self
forgiveness we have walked in this post, and then from there continue with how
Friend A will imprint the feelings/emotions of care/gentleness/affection as
what she will equally as one display in her words/physical as the 1% of who she
will be as such energy experiences, and how she will create/manifest in her
secret Mind the 99% intentions/purposes of ‘who she is’ in/as such energy
experiences of care, gentleness / affection. In this, seeing, realising and
understanding how we use words, and who we are within them and how we live them
through the physical – to serve our own interests and how even our words and
our behaviour within them, is in no way and has no relationship to
anything/anyone else, but serving our own wants, needs and desires.
