Emotional/Feeling Body Creation – Part 1 (Self-Forgiveness):
DAY 102
Featured Artwork: Agnieszka Dine
Words/quotes by Bernard Poolman: Did You Know?
(To read this post, it
must be understood that we’re walking this process/Blog - Heaven's Journey to
Life multi-dimensionally, which means – each post covers one dimension, but is
interconnected into/as multi-dimensions in our process of walking the point/question
of “who I am” and how this “I” created/manifested this entire physical
existence. Thus, suggested – to read this Blog from DAY 1, as many of the
points in previous dimensions/DAYS/posts are always brought-through into the
next days/dimensions/posts as all the dimensions interconnect as the
mutli-dimensionality we’ve created/manifested as our separation as
Energy/Consciousness from/of Life/equality and Oneness. Thus, if one is faced
with this post, and have not yet read this Blog from DAY 1 - suggest that self
first start from DAY 1, as otherwise one will have no context of many
dimensions that is walked in this post, that has been dealt with in detail in
previous posts.)
Friendship-Suspicion
Character – Part Twelve
The
First Character-Creation – continued
The
Chicken or the Egg??? – continued
How
the Fruit of Life became Rotten – continued
Who
I Am as Money – continued
Now that we have walked the two primary methods of how we
Sculpt Behaviour for and of Characters in our Minds we within and throughout
our lives come to physically embody/live-out, and tweak/change/alter as we
become exposed to society/the World-System – we’re now continuing with how we from
childhood develop, create and manifest our Character’s emotional/feeling body,
as well as thought-patterns and internal conversations with walking the example
of Friend A that is in the process of creating her ‘Conservative Character’,
that was initiated from One Micro-Chip Memory in seeing her Mother in
relationship to her Father that becomes the One Memory that will define who she
is within herself in relation to relationships and so eventually her
relationship to Friends and future/prospective partners.
I
forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to, in equality and oneness with
and as Life,
energy and substance, the mind and the physical, from the beginning to now –
seen, realised and understood the internal mind-processes/mechanics involved
with creating/programming and manifesting my emotional/feeling
reactions/experiences within and as particular/specific Characters within my
Mind. Where, with continuing walking the example of Friend A:
With each Primary Character, consisting of a micro-chip
memory that activate an entire internal ‘body/personality suit’ with its
own personalized compartments for/of a conscious, subconscious and
unconscious-mind, to organize/categorize the particular Character’s
thought-patterns in its Conscious-Mind, internal conversations/backchat
in its Subconscious Mind and its Unconscious Mind as the accumulated
data/memories with specific reference to the Character of the body/personality
suit that will be used as the building-blocks/schematic to emerge as the roots
for/of this Character within and as this body/personality suit/Main Character.
And so, from here – within and from the Memory-references within, and physical-reality
references without, will align the entire personality/body-suit with
behavioural-systems/-imitations copied from internal and external resources/sources
that will define the Character’s living in and with the Physical-Body.
With walking the creation/manifestation/substantiation of
the Character’s personalized emotional/feeling
body, the emotional/feeling body platform within a personality suit/body - consist
of/exist as a structural design of three primary circular formations/balls that’s
initially ‘empty’ and structured in a triangular position. With the centre ball
manifested in the centre of the body right below the diaphragm which holds ‘neutral
energy’, the ball to the bottom left positioned parallel to/in front of the
left kidney holds the ‘positive-energy’ and the ball to the bottom right
positioned parallel to/in front of the right kidney holds the ‘negative energy’.
Thus, initially – this emotional/feeling body is ‘empty’,
but when/as the Micro-Chip memory is positioned within a personality-suit/body
that activate, with and as the being within their mind-physical relationship/existence
manifesting the decision of who they are/will be/become: Consciousness from the
Main Mind Consciousness System platform – will transfer from its entire
Mind-Physical connections/relationships/roots within the physical-body,
pure-energy into and as the
emotional/feeling body of the personality-suit/body as ‘mini mind system’,
that essentially fill the three balls with pure energy. That will become neutrally,
positively, and negatively charged as the lining on the inside of the balls is
aligned with frequency-programmes that will, as pure energy enter the balls,
will neutrally, positively and negatively charge the pure energy within the
balls, respectively.
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself
to, see, realise and understand what must be
understood here, before continuing with the activation of the emotional/feeling
body of the specific Personality suit/body with the transfer of pure energy: is
the one energy-experience that will come to define this Conservative-Character
of and as Friend A. Which starts in/as the moment Friend A was seeing her
mother with her father in the external display of relationship where she made
her decision
of being/becoming the definition of that memory within and as a particular-specific
energy experience; for example: that moment of seeing the
Relationship evoked an energy-reaction/experience of ‘Love’
within her mind-physical-beingness existence. This ‘love reaction’/experience
coming from memories within her Main Mind Consciousness System’s
Unconscious-Mind from/of her parents’ transferred memories. But, this
energy-reaction was so overwhelming, because – the moment that present-moment
manifested into/onto her glass-window pane within her Unconscious/Physical-Mind:
this activated memories within and from/of both parents’ Minds regarding their
reactions/experiences to such displays of relationships within and throughout
their lives.
And, as we continue within and as this process of Character-creation,
one will see, realise and understand why/how it is that the points of
relationships, sex
and money is/has become the primary points we from childhood used to
create/construct/manifest our primary/main characters from/of within specific
wants, needs and desires and energy-experiences attached to them. As what we inherited
from our parents’ minds as hidden/secret desires, wants and needs charged with
so much energy in their minds that they couldn’t live-out in reality/the
physical that is then transferred into the child which the child will then
again attempt/try to physically live-out/embody within their lifetime. All of which
was mostly/prominently in relation to relationships,
sex and money as these
fields are the primary points within and as which the Mind evolves itself/its
characters in its relationship
to physicality/substance; and so why/how these three primary points becomes
human beings’ mind-possessions within and throughout our lives.
And so – with this point of relationship, for example being
so charged in both parents’ Minds within and throughout their lives, now
transferred into the child; literally all of the parents’ experiences to such
instances of relationships accumulate/activate in the child which overwhelm the
child in the physical/substantiate the child in the physical with and as the experience
of ‘love’ – a more ‘intense love’ than what the child experience in their
relationship to their parents, for example. But, what must be noted here is
that this ‘love experience’ is attached as an ENERGY to PICTURES/Memories. And
so, love
within human beings is essentially limited to mental pictures/images that
everyone throughout their lives attempt/try to materialize/manifest in the
physical, wasting our lives trying to animate
an illusion. Thus, with Friend A being overwhelmed with this
energy-experience and seeing her parents in their external display/presentation
of relationship, Friend A within her mind-physical-beingness existence
attribute this reaction to what they’re physically seeing as an epiphany/sign
of “this is what I want/how I want to be when I grow up”. And so in that moment
the memory of her parents and the overwhelming charge of energy experience as ‘love’
is charged within the memory itself as the connection of the beingness as
energy to the memory as the relationship self thus form of self’s ‘love
experience’ to a memory that self will attempt/try to animate within and
throughout one’s life.
I forgive
myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to, in equality and oneness
with and as Life,
energy and substance, the mind and the physical, from the beginning to now,
seen, realised and understood, thus – with the Micro-Chip Memory being
connected to our beingness, within our mind-physical existence, with and as the
energy-experience of and as ‘love’: the moment the Micro-Chip memory centres
itself and activated the personality suit/body, the ‘love experience energy’
will form a lining within and as the entire personality-suit/body of and as the
Conservative-Character as the primary energy-experience that initiated the
activation of the Conservative-Character, as the primary energy experience that
defines the want, need and desire of the being for/of relationship, and the one
primary energy experience that will drive/motivate the Conservative-Character’s
existence, in developing the conservative-character, in establishing relationships
that secure the conservative character to so ensure the eventual alignment of
the Character’s relationship to a partner to so materialize/manifest that
memory into reality later in life.
And so, with the Character’s personality/body-suit being
aligned with the love energy-experience within and as and from the Memory – so,
one can thus for example see one’s beingness merged with the energy experience
of love, connected to the micro-chip memory within a personality suit/body
within the Mind; with the energy experience lined within and as the body/suit
and primarily situated within the positive-energy ball of and as the
emotional/feeling body of this Character’s personality body/suit that is in the
process of programming/creation. And so, the first feeling experience is
activated.
Within this, the child may/may not initially be aware that
it is in fact “love” that they are initially experiencing, the only reference
they have is the experience of this energy and how this energy felt for their
Mind – which was ‘positive’. That, thus – it was/is never in fact ourselves ‘feeling’
with and as our beingness/physical body, but what does feel as its relationship
to the various / primary frequencies of energy is in fact the MIND, what the mind
likes/dislikes. As obviously the mind likes the positive energy experience as
this means MORE energy; and the Mind – as one will see in processes to come,
the Mind establish most of its energies from and of our primary definitions/relationships
to/as relationships, sex and money. Which is all that our lives have come to
consist of/exist as, which is why/how this world / humanity is in the
state/condition it is in at this stage; because we’re all possessed within
energy experience to relationships/sex and/or money as survival; instead of committing ourselves/our living to a
purpose more than serving our personal wants, needs and desires – such as
standing up/living to the contribution of this
world/reality/humanity within an equal and one starting point of and as
what’s best for all.
We’ll continue in the next post with commitment statements
of the self-forgiveness statements we have walked today and so continue the
process of how we created, automatically accepted and allowed
energy-experiences/reactions within our mind-beingness-physical existence, not
ever questioning whether it is in act ourselves in our beingness/physical that
feel/express/experience…when it is/always has been in fact more the Mind
experiencing itself, than us ever having discovered what it really means to
express/feel in the equality and oneness with our beingness and so our
physical.
