The First Creation of Character: DAY 79
(To read this post, it
must be understood that we’re walking this process/Blog - Heaven's Journey to
Life multi-dimensionally, which means – each post covers one dimension, but is
interconnected into/as multi-dimensions in our process of walking the point/question
of “who I am” and how this “I” created/manifested this entire physical
existence. Thus, suggested – to read this Blog from DAY 1, as many of the
points in previous dimensions/DAYS/posts are always brought-through into the
next days/dimensions/posts as all the dimensions interconnect as the
mutli-dimensionality we’ve created/manifested as our separation as
Energy/Consciousness from/of Life/equality and Oneness. Thus, if one is faced
with this post, and have not yet read this Blog from DAY 1 - suggest that self
first start from DAY 1, as otherwise one will have no context of many
dimensions that is walked in this post, that has been dealt with in detail in
previous posts.)
The
Origins of Males and Females - continued
Adam
and Eve – continued
The
Chicken or the Egg??? – continued
How
the Fruit of Life became Rotten – continued
Who
I Am as Money – continued
In and from this Post, one may find references to the term ‘character’
within the context of how we had, from the beginning from and of Substance;
manifested ourselves into and as various
forms, dimensions and manifestations of ‘characters’ that we still do and
exist as to this day within and as our Minds. This ‘character-creation’ of ourselves
originated from and of the moment we as substance separated ourselves into and
as an innumerable amounts of manifested-singularities, where substance took on
the character of “There Must be MORE than ME, there must be MORE than ME as
HERE”. And so within the creation/manifestation of that character from and of
itself – Substance accordingly manifested/created the
embodiments/manifestations of that character from, within and as itself that
manifested as the MORE of itself as all the manifested/accumulated
manifested-singularities into and as which it separated itself
creating/manifesting the Illusion of MORE.
And so separated itself from HERE into and as the accumulation of and as
Energies from the negative, to the neutral and to the positive the MORE it
separated itself from itself as HERE.
Thus, this Illusion of MORENESS manifested the MORE it
separated itself from Itself and HERE. And so, substance as ourselves
created/manifested our/its first Character embodiments/manifestations “There
Must be MORE than ME, there must be MORE than HERE” that had become the
existent/manifested creations of and as the manifested-singularities and
energy. Characters which we still exist-as to this day: manifested
living-embodiments resonating within and as that starting-point of and as
searching/seeking the MORE of ourselves, the MORE of Here. And so from and of
us accepting and allowing ourselves to exist/live as this character of searching/seeking
the MORE of ourselves, the MORE of Here; we have accordingly created/manifested
ourselves and our existence as a whole in and as this image and likeness. To
now for example with the existence/manifestation of the World-System of Money in itself,
searching/seeking for the MORE of itself as Money, as the
very physical-existence that it can permeate and penetrate to
accumulate/manifest the MORE of itself as Money in consuming physicality to
transform into Money, and duplicating/multiplying itself within businesses,
industries, corporations to manifest/create the MORE of itself as the
World-System itself.
And so, we’ve from the beginning been stuck in this ONE
POINT Character-manifestation of seeking/searching for the MORE of ourselves
the MORE of Here, which is all that we’ve done and become infinitely at this
stage. Not seeing/realising/understanding that: as long as we exist as this
Character of searching/seeking for the MORE of ourselves, the MORE of Here –
this is all we’ll ever do, be and remain as. And therefore, the process thus is
to ‘step
out of character’ – stop the characteristic existence of ourselves as
seeking/searching for the MORE of ourselves, the MORE of Here, and realise
ourselves as Here in equality and oneness, that once we actually STOP
searching and seeking, and start
REALISING HERE, in equality and oneness – lol; we may just find what/who it
is that we’ve been searching for/looking for throughout existence…
I
forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to, in equality and oneness with
and as energy and substance, the mind and the physical – from the beginning to
now, remembered, seen, realised and understood; how I as substance accepted and
allowed myself to manifest the first
instance of creation of and as me – the moment I moved into and as the
creation/manifestation of me as a Character of and as myself within and as the
movement of and as “there must be more than ME, there must be more than HERE”.
Where simultaneously within that moment/movement I accordingly
created/manifested my Character(s) of “there must be more than ME, there must
be more than HERE” into and as the innumerable amounts of
manifested-singularities as the MORE of ME, and the Energy within them as the
MORE than HERE. Where the MORE of Me could only exist in the separation from
and of myself into and as manifested-singularities and the MORE of Here could
only exist within the separation of me from within myself as substance to
Energy that accumulate into and as the more of and as the positive-energy
experience.
And so, I had created/manifested me as Character(s) – as the
manifested-singularities with energies; that would as the Character of and as
“there must be more than me, there must be more than here” continue living-out
this character as-themselves. As whatever character(s) I create of and as me, I
equally as one become and so live-out – as they are creations/manifestations
of, as and from ME that I am creating/manifesting me into and as. And so I went
from Substance/Equality and Oneness/Here into and as the characters of and as
the manifested-singularities of and as energy, trapped/manifested into and as
my own character-creation(s); which I’m still to this day consisting of and
existing as, as living out as all the Human Beings of and as me: searching
for/looking for that More of Self, that More of Here experience within and
as Self’s relationship to the Mind/Energy and the Physical.
I forgive
myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to, from the
beginning to now, remember, see, realise and understand in equality and
oneness with and as energy and substance, the
mind and the physical, how: In any given moment I accept and allow myself
to conceive myself in separation from myself as HERE, in and as equality and
oneness – I will in that conception in immediacy manifest myself as that
conception. Where that very conception of me in and as separation of me – is
the moment I create/manifest a character of and as me; because I as substance
within and as the very nature/existence of and as substance-itself did not
consist-of/exist as time; but absolute, immediate hereness and so would
immediately, as I conceived the “search/seeking for the MORE of Me and the MORE
of Here” character, equally as one in immediacy manifested the MORE of Me and
the MORE of Here. Because the moment I conceived that separation of me from myself,
I immediately moved within and as that conception of separation within the
point of “there must be MORE than ME, there must be MORE than HERE” and so
immediately manifested me as that.
Where thus, in any given moment one conceive oneself in
separation from and of self as Here on is creating oneself into and as a
character that will embody that conception – one will in that moment
create/manifest self into and as a living-embodiment Character; as an Character
is a diminished representation of and as only ONE Part/Point of and as the
totality of and as self Here in and as equality and oneness. Equal-to and
One-with in
the Beginning, where Substance ‘characterized’ itself into and as
innumerable amounts of One Points/Representations of and as itself as the
manifested-singularities and ‘characterized’ itself into and as One
Point/Representation of and as Here as Energy/Energies within and as the
manifested-singularities as the diminished form/expression of itself as HERE.
Where, within creating/manifesting characters – we
diminish/lessen ourselves into and as One Part of ourselves, believing that
that One Part/Point/Experience defines the totality of and as who we are; when
it in fact represent our absolute/utmost separation from and of ourselves. As
with, for example the manifested-singularities as characters that substance
separated itself into and as and so became as its creation, because its
creation is itself – it moved itself into and as separation, its awareness into
and as the manifested-singularities and energy and so became lost within its
own creation of separation as the very manifested-singularities and energies
itself. Because the manifested-singularities consisted of/existed as the
purpose of ‘searching/seeking for the More of themselves, the MORE of here’ and
did not see/realise/understand their equality
and oneness with themselves, each other and existence as a whole, because
substance itself did not see/realise/understand this from the beginning. And
so, now – substance became its separation/creation/characters as
manifested-singularities and energies – evolving throughout time within and as
the searching/seeking for the MORE of itself/the MORE of HERE.
I forgive
myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to, in equality and
oneness with and as energy and substance, the mind and the
physical, from the beginning to now, remembered, seen, realised and
understood how and why the manifested-singularities themselves and the energies
of and as and within the manifested-singularities was ‘characters’
created/manifested from and of Substance, as both represented diminished
parts/expressions of and as Substance as a whole; as substance’s awareness
separated into and as the manifested-singularities and energy-itself, and in
this separation
of awareness and manifestation of substance into manifested-singularities
and energy: energy became a character/diminished
representation with the awareness of and as “there must be more than me, there
must be more than here” as energy
would accumulate itself from the negative, to the neutral and to the
positive, and would extend its accumulation into and as the external
positive-energy experience with the equal and one merging of the
manifested-singularities. And the manifested-singularities themselves became a
character/diminished representation within the awareness of and as “there must
be more than me, there must be more than here” as the manifested-singularities
would move themselves inward and forward, consuming substance to transform into
energy, and eventually would duplicate/copy themselves into more
manifested-singularities as the “more of me”.
Thus, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed
myself to see/realise/understand that when/as we create/manifest characters –
they represent our awareness of and as equality and oneness, into and as a
diminished/lessened/separated form/expression/manifestation/conception of and
as ourselves. As with for example Substance: it would’ve had an awareness of
equality and oneness, but instead separated/diminished its awareness/itself
into and as characters of manifested-singularities and energy that would only
have an awareness unto itself as the manifested-singularity itself and energy
itself. Same as how it exist today, we only have an awareness of and as the
characters we created/manifested in our own Minds, and an awareness of and as
the Energy-Experiences manifested within and as our own Minds and that’s the
extent to which our awareness exist – in absolute separation from the Physical
Body equal and one awareness, an equal and one awareness with another Human
Beings and an equal and one awareness with and as the rest of existence. Thus, I
forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and
understand that whatever we ‘move our attention/awareness/ourselves to/towards’
within ourselves and within that movement of our attention/awareness/ourselves
in separation from and of ourselves here – accordingly move ourselves into and
as that separation: we’re in that moment creating a character, a diminished
representation/manifestation of and as ourselves – because we moved into that
point THERE, instead of remaining with our awareness within ourselves, as
breath, here with and as the physical-body. As with, for example Substance – it
moved its awareness/itself into and as separation from and of itself; within
and as the experience of “there must be more than me, there must be more than
here” and because it in that moment moved itself/awareness within that
experience, accordingly created/manifested the diminished/lessened
forms/manifestations/representations of itself as characters as the manifested-singularities
and energy within and as the equal and one experience/starting-point of “there
must be more than ME, there must be MORE than here”. Instead of Substance
realising its awareness HERE in and as equality and oneness, it separated
itself, its awareness into and as an experience/character of and as
manifested-singularities and energy that became the very manifestation of and
as Substance’s awareness and movement of and as searching for/looking for the
MORE of Here, the More of Me.
We’ll in the next post bring all this to practicality in how
we still in and as the Mind’s relationship to the Physical-Body –
create/manifest ourselves into and as diminished representations of ourselves
as Characters; as we constantly, continuously move ourselves/our awareness into
and as separation from and of ourselves as Here in and as equality and oneness
with and as the Physical-Body – creating characters from and of our Primary
Character we’ve become as we exist as Energy/Mind in relationship/separation to
Substance/Physical in the search/seeking for and of the MORE of and as
ourselves/here, and how from this One Character – we’ve just continued
infinitely creating MORE characters/experience of ourselves/here. As our very
selves/here existence had become a Character – searching/seeking for the MORE
of itself/here.
I commit myself to
show, how – we had, from the beginning as substance, created ourselves into and
as characters of and as manifested-singularities and energy, now existent as
human beings/Mind with, where within and as our Primary Character as
searching/seeking for the MORE of itself/here, we’ve just continued
creating/manifesting MORE characters within ourselves, MORE
energy-experiences within ourselves.
In this - I commit myself to show, how – because our
Beginnings from and of Substance, created ourselves into and as the
Character(s) of and as manifested-singularities and energy within and as the
awareness/experience/movement as conception of and as “there must be more than
me/here”; we had from that moment as the first instance of
creation/manifestation: accordingly within and throughout our existence as this
One Character existent as each of and as the manifested-singularities and
energy: only continued creating/manifested characters and energy-experiences
searching/seeking for the MORE of ourselves, the MORE of Here. Because our
initial starting-point creation was a Character, we only continued existing as
Characters – all equally as one Characters as diminished embodiments/manifestations
of and as our equality and oneness as Substance/Here. A Character
creating/manifesting Characters in the search/seeking of the MORE of Here and
the MORE of Me/itself - as we as human beings in the Mind-Physical relationship
as primary character as the Mind and Energy search/seek for the MORE of
ourselves/here – we create MORE CHARACTERS, and the more of Here, as we create
MORE ENERGY; the more and more and more we continue creating characters in the
Mind and Energies, the more and more we separate ourselves from our equality
and oneness with and as the living-manifestation of Substance as the Physical
Body and this Physical-Existence. From and of which we as substance separated
our awareness of ourselves from, into and as the Mind/Energy Characters –
searching/looking for the MORE of ourselves/here…when we’ve always already been
HERE and are still HERE, we must just stop
searching/looking and creating characters and energy and realise ourselves
Here.
I commit myself to show – how we have from the beginning,
not in fact created Life, as Life
is not a creation – it’s a realisation of Here in and as equality and oneness
with Self and All; that Substance was/is Life already – it is here, aware,
living/existent within and as its very Hereness; as what the
Physical-Body and this Physical-Existence is showing/revealing as the
manifestation of and as Substance-itself – it is Life/Living already in and as
its very Here expression/existence of itself. This
Physical-Existence/Physical-Body is not ‘looking for Life/creating Life or
searching/seeking for itself’ it is Here within and as its expression as Life
itself – giving Life/Living to all Physical-Bodies in equality and oneness. We’re
the One’s in our Mind/Consciousness existence as Characters in separation from
the Physical-Body/this Physical Existence the one’s that’s separated ourselves
from Life/Here/Living in the search/seeking for Life/Living/Ourselves – when it
has always been right Here with and as us all along as the living
representation of and as the Physical-Body and so this Physical-Existence.
In this, I commit myself to show and walk the process of
identifying/revealing and exposing the extent of characters we’ve
created/manifested from and of our One Primary Character as the ‘search/seeking
for the More of Here/Ourselves’ and the extent of separation and consequences
we’ve manifested within and for ourselves in this search/seeking for the
More of Here/Ourselves the more we created/manifested Characters and Energies;
going/creating ourselves OUT THERE into and as Separation; when we were always
only supposed to realise ourselves HERE
within and as the simplicity, living and expression of and as Life itself.
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