We Only See what we Choose to See: DAY 81
Featured Artwork by: Kelly Posey
(To read this post, it
must be understood that we’re walking this process/Blog - Heaven's Journey to
Life multi-dimensionally, which means – each post covers one dimension, but is
interconnected into/as multi-dimensions in our process of walking the point/question
of “who I am” and how this “I” created/manifested this entire physical
existence. Thus, suggested – to read this Blog from DAY 1, as many of the
points in previous dimensions/DAYS/posts are always brought-through into the
next days/dimensions/posts as all the dimensions interconnect as the
mutli-dimensionality we’ve created/manifested as our separation as
Energy/Consciousness from/of Life/equality and Oneness. Thus, if one is faced
with this post, and have not yet read this Blog from DAY 1 - suggest that self
first start from DAY 1, as otherwise one will have no context of many
dimensions that is walked in this post, that has been dealt with in detail in
previous posts.)
The
First Character-Creation – continued
The
Chicken or the Egg??? – continued
How
the Fruit of Life became Rotten – continued
Who
I Am as Money – continued
(Please note, we will
be continuing with the process of The Origins of Males and Females and Adam and Eve within posts to continue once we have completed walking the framework
of ‘character/personality’ creations in the Mind that will be referred to
when/as we continue with walking the process of The Origins of Males and
Females, Adam and Eve. However, the thread/dimensions of The Chicken or the Egg
and How the Fruit of Life became Rotten still applies within this process of
Character-Creation in seeing/realising/understanding how we simultaneously
created/manifested our within and without as internal and external realities as
the chicken and the egg, and within this how we as the Tree of Humanity/Life
have produced the Rotten Fruit of ourselves/generations of children to come in
our accepted and allowed relationship of separation of and as the Mind and the
Physical.)
As mentioned in the previous
post, we’re in this post walking the process of how we exactly
manifested/create ourselves as characters in relation to
sex/sexuality/masturbation and relationships from and of memories
of what we’ve experienced/seen/heard within and as this physical-reality. Thus
essentially – how we’ve used our own physical-bodies and this
physical-existence to attempt/try to materialize/manifest characters within and
as our Minds of Energy; within and as the starting-point Character of
searching/seeking the More of Self/Here, which we then created in our Minds as
a myriad of characters and energy-experiences; abusing, compromising and
manipulating the very fabric/construct of this physical-existence just for the
fulfilment of the MORE, instead of realising the simplicity of Life
as Here in equality and oneness with Self, the Physical-Body and this
Physical-Existence as a whole.
But, before we walk this point – what must first be
understood is the Mind-Physical relationship with our physical-eyes and the ‘mind’s
eyes’, in how our Mind/Characters use our physical-eyes and what we physically
see/experience to build/construct/create/manifest characters, never actually in
fact SEEING Reality, Here – only seeing/experiencing what we WANT to
see/experiences in and as the self-interest of the Mind in searching/seeking
for the MORE of ourselves/here as characters and energy-experiences of
emotions/feelings.
I
forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise
and understand – in equality
and oneness with and as life, energy and substance, the mind and the physical,
from the beginning to now: The process that manifest within ‘character creation’
within and as our existence as the Mind, in separation from and of the
physical-body and this physical existence, where: Everything we see with our
human physical eyes, is interpreted from within our Minds – the Conscious,
Subconscious and Unconscious/Physical-Mind. Where, we don’t see in equality and
oneness here with, as and through the Physical, and so do not see, and are not
able to communicate with/be with/express with and as what we see with our human
physical eyes – and so can never really
comprehend/understand the entirety/totality of what we see with our
physical eyes because of our accepted and allowed separation from and of
physicality. And because our Minds’ relationship to the Physical-Body as Energy’s
relationship to Substance – consist of/exist as the starting-point
Character of the “searching/seeking for the MORE of self/here”: this is/has
become the starting-point of our interaction and relationship
with the rest of existence – searching/seeking for the MORE of
ourselves/here. And so our human physical eyes have become the eyes of the
Mind/Main Character of searching/seeking for the MORE of itself/here – MORE character
creations/energy experiences. And so, with our human physical eyes with the
Mind’s eyes as the Character of searching/seeking for MORE; we scan what we see
in the physical world, filtering/manifesting it from our Physical-Eyes into the
Physical-Mind/Unconscious where our automated Consciousness of the Mind
categorize/organize the physical-world images stored/processed into and as the
Unconscious/Physical-Mind as Memories. Where, the Memories are of moments we capture
of what we physically see, but is harnessed by Consciousness/our Mind as the
Primary Character as the Nature of Ego of searching/seeking for the MORE of
itself/here. Where the memories then become potential platforms for additional
character-creations / upgrades of already existent Characters
in our Minds, as our entire Conscious, Subconscious and
Unconscious/Physical-Mind is programmed to serve only our self-interest as
Characters within the show/game of life of searching/seeking which Characters
in our Minds are more easily/readily fulfilled/satisfied as we embody these
characters in our physical-living once they are created in the Mind, then speak
them and behave them. The more responses we receive from other human beings’ Characters,
with our Character reflecting their Character as we mirror each other’s
similar/same characters we come to embody/live-out: we so create relationships
between Characters. Never actually a relationship with ourselves/another human
being – always forming relationships with Characters in our own Minds,
that we then physically manifest/live out and when we recognize other human
beings with similar/the same Characters: we create/form/manifest relationships.
Because in those/such synchronized character-relationships: we
maintain/sustain/validate our successful Character-creations that give us the
energy-experiences of acceptance, appreciation, validation and ‘confirmation’
of who we have decided to be as particular-specific character(s) in our
Minds.
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself
to, in equality
and oneness with and as life, energy and substance, the mind and the
physical, from the beginning to now – seen, realised and understood the process
of character-creation, where – we actually use what we see with our human
physical eyes, from within and as our Mind. Where – every moment our eyes
blink, is a moment where the Mind takes the external physical visual
information/moment and actually channels it through into and as the
Unconscious/Physical-Mind; into and as a manifested-platform that is existent
within the Unconscious/Physical-Mind. With this platform existent –
interdimensionally-physically, that looks like a glass window pane. Where –
every moment one’s eyes blink, between one eye-blink and the next – that moment
of what one had seen with one’s human physical eyes, as well as all the
processes that manifested in one’s entire Mind as ‘who one is’ in that moment
within/between the eye-blinking: is channelled from the Physical-Eyes with interdimensional-physical
connections into and as the Unconscious/Physical-Mind and imprinted/manifested
onto the interdimensional-physical ‘glass window pane’. From where the physical
seeing moment, and ‘who self is/was’ in that moment is altogether manifested as
a ‘live memory’ / photograph within and on that ‘glass window pane’. From where
Consciousness/the Mind ‘scans’ the physical-moments of seeing and ‘who self was’
within those moments to accordingly assess/calibrate how such moments/memories
can be used within the Conscious, Subconscious and Unconscious-Mind – to upgrade/specific/alter/change
systems / create new systems/personalities/characters.
So, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed
myself to see, realise and understand we’re essentially literally existent
within the words “the eyes are the windows to the Soul”: with and from our
eyes, moments of reality are captured and stored within this
window-manifestation in the Unconscious/Physical-Mind that from there then
access the Soul/Mind Consciousness System as the entirety/totality of ‘who we
are’ within ourselves. The memories/live moments captured/manifested within and
on this Window that is then used by the Mind/Consciousness is accordingly transferred/redirected
to and as the various positions/parts of the Mind Consciousness System within
the Physical-Body to serve its purpose of evolution/survival. And those
memories not used, are then transferred into and as the flesh of the human
physical body in ‘liquefied form’. Where – the moment the memory/live moment of
reality is not used, it from the ‘window-manifestation’ ‘collapse into
information/energy’-form only, with the Energy then absorb into and as the
physical-flesh where the Mind Consciousness System will thus use the energy
absorbed into the flesh and again reabsorb it eventually as the Mind consume
physicality to transform into energy for its own continued existence/survival.
And the information of the memory/live physical moment is then
stored/accumulated/manifested into and as the very tissue of the muscles of the
physical-body that would eventually form/manifest minute crystals of
interdimensional-physical information, that becomes one of the main
causes/sources of the physical-tissue/bone of the body/physical body slowly but
surely decaying in and throughout time as the crystal manifestations accumulate
in the very physical-flesh, changing/altering the very fabric of the physical.
And thus, how in this - every moment of ‘who
we’ve been’ within/between the eye-blinks: is manifested within and as our
bodies in crystallized form/as actual memory manifestations ‘intact’ manifested
as part of systems/constructs of the Mind.
In this, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and
allowed myself to see, realise and understand, in equality and oneness with and
as life, energy and substance, the mind and the physical – from the beginning
to now: why/how it is, that we don’t remember/recall each moment within and
between two eye-blinks that we’ve walked from the beginning to the age we are
now, because: we were ‘there’ in the moment, physically within and between the
two eye-blinks, but ‘who we are’ was not in fact ‘there’ in equality and
oneness with self, the moment, the physical and the environment. We only move
our eyes / our physical-bodies into and towards directions/experiences in this
physical-reality from/of which we can create characters/ become/live-out
characters as only recording/manifesting moments that could/would serve the
interest of our own Mind’s evolution/survival. And so we’re essentially
existing in ‘two worlds’: the one world where we’re physically seeing in every
moment between the eye-blinks, but do not actually really
SEE HERE in equality and oneness in absolutely being here with self, the
moment and the physical. And the other world where our Mind-Physical
relationship essentially ignores/disregards most of (if not close to all) that
we physically see, and only search/look for the MORE of self/experience; using
our eyes as scanners through the physical-eyes, in the search/seeking of
opportunity where we can accumulate/manifest live moments as memories
in/between the eye-blinks that can facilitate the evolution/survival of the
Mind/Characters.
And thus, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and
allowed myself to see/realise/understand why and how – most ‘memories’ existent
in our Minds that we can ‘consciously recall’ is manifested within the
preference/interest of the Mind/Consciousness and/or our characters within
that; as all memories we at this stage can consciously-recall / come up with in
the Mind: is attached to systems/constructs/characters manifested in the
Conscious/Subconscious/Unconscious Mind that in one way or the other: serves
the Mind/our characters within, as and of the Mind. Where, everything we’ve
physically seen from birth to the age of now – is still existent within and as
us, simply only just in different formats/forms/manifestations according to how
our Mind/Consciousness as primary character of the searching/seeking of the
more of itself/here – categorized/organized/changed the constitution of the
memories within itself/the physical-body to serve its own purpose of
creating/manifesting MORE characters/energy experiences from and of Memory. And
thus in this – why and how: we’re
Humans existing in and from and as Memory: never in fact HERE
in equality and oneness with ourselves, our physical-bodies/moments in
participations within actual physical-reality.
In the next post, we’ll continue with how this relationship
between the Mind and the Physical manifest in the utilization of our
physical-eyes and mind-eyes simultaneously; and within and from that walk the
practical example, of how we use our physical-mind eyes in the creation of
characters in relation to sex,
sexuality, masturbation and relationships; becoming humans prowling for prey as
targets within our external physical-existence to devour in our Minds as we
distort/alter/change/manipulate actual physical reality in our Minds to serve
the interest/infinite hunger of the search/seeking for the MORE of self/here.
I commit myself to show, how – we have never actually in
fact SEEN this physical-existence, ourselves and our physical-bodies in actual
equality and oneness, within this equal and one SEEING, realising that whatever
we see is in fact an equal and one part of us/ourselves; and in this equal and one seeing/being:
realising/ understanding the totality/multi-dimensionality of what we’re
seeing/being in equality and oneness. But instead, our very seeing with and
through our physical-eyes has come to manifest from within and as the
Mind/Consciousness of our Main Character of ‘searching/seeking the MORE of
ourselves/here’; that filter/control what we actually physically see and
categorize/organize it within the Mind-Physical relationship according to how
what we See could/would serve the interest/survival/evolution of the Mind/our
Characters within, as and of the Mind.
I commit myself to show, thus – how and why we’ve never in
fact LIVED in this physical-existence, within our physical-bodies, as we’ve
used/abused/manipulated what we physically-see within our Minds, distorting
actual physical-reality within ourselves to suit/serve only our interest of the
survival/evolution of Characters in our Minds – creating the Mind-Reality to be
‘real’, simply because we’ve always existed within and as it and defined ‘who
we are’ within and through it; instead of realising that it is in fact the
Physical-Body, this Physical-Existence that is REAL and that we’ve only
manifested/created ‘who we are’ through the Mind, because of our separation
from the Physical, from the beginning to now. What we do with actual
physical-reality in our Minds that become Memories that we distort and
manipulate to suit/serve our self-interest is Illusion, as it is only Illusion
that can be manipulated/distorted/changed to suit/serve the interest of the
Individual; when reality remains stable, constant/consistent ‘as-is’; and that
we’ve as the Mind/Consciousness claimed ‘reality’ over and of the actual
reality of the Physical, simply to justify/excuse/validate our perceived ‘Power’
as Energy/Creation in our Minds. When, what we’re doing in our Minds is not
creation – it’s taking actual creation as this physical existence and altering/changing
it within our Minds in and as Illusion; constructing
Illusions in Minds, instead of creating/living in actual Reality as the
Physical/this Physical-Existence.
I commit myself to show – how and why this process of ‘selective
seeing’; where we ‘see’ as manifest/imprint/store in our Minds only that which
serve our individual interest of searching/seeking for the MORE of
ourselves/here in the evolution/construction of Characters in our Minds; brings
into question whether we then really in fact SEE the physical-existential
consequences manifesting in this world today within humanity, the earth, the
animal-kingdom – all that is in fact suffering within the Physical-Existence. As
we’ve created the World-System
of Money in our image and likeness that serve our Characters’ interest in
the Mind in serving us what we Want to See that would be aligned with our
Characters in the Mind, fulfilling our Characters’ wants, needs and desires. And
when our eyes so swiftly moves into Media presenting the condition/state of
this physical-existence, humanity, earth and the animal-kingdom in the ever
growing consequence/suffering: we simply deliberately choose to ignore it/not
in fact SEE/REALISE such parts of and as ourselves suffering endlessly; that is
suffering for the World-System of Money to continue as-is to serve our
Illusions as Characters of the Mind. Because if we would to in fact SEE, in
equal and one awareness and understanding – we’d a long time ago together stood up and done something about it.
But we’ve instead regarded the illusion/apparent power of the Mind’s ability to
create illusionary characters to be more than life-itself as the physical/this
physical existence, which – if we don’t stand up/stand together, all will
equally as one accordingly experience the
consequences for and of this physical existence/humanity we’ve neglected
due to deliberate self-serving self-interest of Illusion.
I commit myself to, with writing,
self-forgiveness and self-corrective application – assist and support me to
align myself into and as equality and oneness with and as the Physical-Body, so
that I can in fact SEE HERE in equality and oneness with me/my physical-body
and so this physical existence. As what the process of writing, self-forgiveness
and self-corrective application assist/support with: To see beyond/through the
characters/mind, into and as me (Intimacy – into-me-I-see) as my physical-body
and this physical existence, to in this Seeing – realise my responsibility to
the consequences I have accepted and allowed to create/manifest from the
Illusion of Mind within the Reality of the Physical. And so commit myself to
assist/support those willing / decided to SEE Here, to stand up/through the
veil of Consciousness into Physical Equality and Oneness so that we can stand up individually and together in
walking through and establishing solutions to what we’ve done and become to
ourselves, each other and this physical-existence as a whole, which is
essentially the process of guiding/directing
ourselves out of Illusion, into Reality to finally sort out the mess we’ve
created/manifested for ourselves and all as ourselves.
