The Organic Memory-Chip: DAY 97
(To read this post, it
must be understood that we’re walking this process/Blog - Heaven's Journey to
Life multi-dimensionally, which means – each post covers one dimension, but is
interconnected into/as multi-dimensions in our process of walking the point/question
of “who I am” and how this “I” created/manifested this entire physical
existence. Thus, suggested – to read this Blog from DAY 1, as many of the
points in previous dimensions/DAYS/posts are always brought-through into the
next days/dimensions/posts as all the dimensions interconnect as the
mutli-dimensionality we’ve created/manifested as our separation as
Energy/Consciousness from/of Life/equality and Oneness. Thus, if one is faced
with this post, and have not yet read this Blog from DAY 1 - suggest that self
first start from DAY 1, as otherwise one will have no context of many
dimensions that is walked in this post, that has been dealt with in detail in
previous posts.)
Friendship-Suspicion
Character – Part Seven
The
First Character-Creation – continued
The
Chicken or the Egg??? – continued
How
the Fruit of Life became Rotten – continued
Who
I Am as Money – continued
As mentioned in the previous post, we’re in and from this
post continuing with how we create, design and manifest our process of, for
example staring/catching glances at others that we observe as we
cross-reference ourselves within the starting-point of Characters in our Minds
in our processes of either evolving/specifying a character and/or changing a
character and/or creating a character, as the child with the mother in the
process of developing her ‘Conservatism Character’ within herself.
And within this, continue with the mechanics/designs of
actual Personality-Systems in the Mind-Physical
relationship, where for example that One Memory/Decision will manifest as
an actual ‘micro-chip’ in a Personality Framework design; that centres itself within
a particular position that will serve as an primary activation for and of
Friend A’s Conservative Character, as the One Point that her
‘Suspicion’-Character will protect/defend to maintain the Conservative
Character, to secure her interest as want, need and desire for/of relationship.
I
forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to, see,
realise and understand the processes and mechanics involved when One Memory
manifest as a Micro-Chip within a Character that becomes a full-bodied
Personality we come to physically live-out, as a Primary Character that consist
of/exist as a myriad/conglomeration of ‘supporting Characters’ that is aligned
within the Subconscious and Unconscious Mind, one of them for example the ‘Suspicion’-Character
that would protect/defend the Primary Character/Personality the human being is
in their Mind-Physical existence living-out.
In this, I forgive
myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to, in equality and oneness with
and as Life,
energy and substance, the mind and the physical, from the beginning to now,
seen, realised and understood, with walking the Example of Friend A, how she –
the moment in her beingness, mind and physical self existence made The Decision
of ‘who she is/will be’ as the Conservative-Character of her Mother and the
relationship within and between the Mother and Father, where she in that moment
connected, merged and defined the ‘who she is/will become’ within herself as the Conservative Character in relation to
her relationships/partners: she manifested that One Memory
into the centre of a Primary Character as ‘Personality System’, that is/was
existent as system-embodiments/system body suits within the Subconscious Mind
of the Main Mind Consciousness
System. With such mind-system ‘body suits’, having a framework of an actual
physical-body – with already-existent platforms of a Conscious, Subconscious
and Unconscious Mind as ‘mini versions’ of the Main Mind Consciousness System, that
will be used to develop the Primary Character/Personality’s own
particular-specific thought-patterns and internal conversations/backchats
together with its individual-specific emotional/feeling body of
reaction-patterns. With such Main Character/Personality Suits activating –
within/from that One Moment, in quantum
time as the beingness in their mind-physical existence speaking/living The
Decision in that moment, that in that one moment is aware of the decision they
make of ‘who they are’ / ‘will be’, for example as the Conservative Character
(who she is) regarding Relationships (who/how she will be/become). And this
moment will thus be ‘forgotten’ as Consciousness then take-over in initiating a
internal systematized body-suit as Primary Character/Personality where this one
Memory will be centralized within the head-region of the ‘body-suit/physical
framework’ of a Primary Character/Personality that is existent within the Main
Mind Consciousness System as already-prepared frameworks of Personalities. That
just need activating by One Memory/One Decision of the being in a physical
real-time moment deciding with all that they are – who they’re going to
be/become within the living statement of, for example: “This is what I
want/want to be/have when I grow up”. With such moments never communicated
to anyone, as this becomes a ‘personal self-decision’ that will always remain
secret/kept hidden to so ensure/secure the potential for it
manifesting/materializing in their lives. Just as we ‘wish upon a star’ –
keeping the wish ‘secret’, for if it is spoken/shared – the deal one make with
existence in the wish will be broken, as it’s a ‘secret’ that is maintained
with existence and self, as it’s a secret that’s maintained between consciousness
and self.
I commit myself to show, how/why thus – with slowing oneself
down with and as the physical-breath in and as one’s process of aligning self
to the
One Character of and as the Physical as Life, living in and as equality
and oneness with and as the starting-point of ‘what’s best for all’,
aligning self into and as the Real/Reality
of the Physical – within and as the process of writing, self-forgiveness and
self-corrective application; where one will within this process clearly start
seeing, realising for self, how: dependent on the people and environment/situation,
will activate / ‘trigger’ a particular-specific Primary Character/Personality,
where one will have individualized/personalized experiences/reactions of
emotions/feelings, individualized/personalized thought/memory-patterns
emerging, together with individualized/personalized internal
conversations/backchats and physical-behaviour that is aligned with and as
that/such a particular-specific Main/Primary Character/Personality that was ‘activated/triggered’
that one had aligned with and as certain people, environments/situations. Which
is what we’re going to be walking through within the posts within this Blog, to
see/realise/understand the detail within the Mind-Physical existence of how we
have come to exist as various Characters/Personality – primarily in our Minds,
understanding, seeing and realising what separation from self, the
physical-body and this physical-existence mean, and the consequences of this
accepted and allowed separation for ourselves and humanity as a whole.
In this, I commit myself to show – how/why we will not have
a remembrance of such absolute quantum-time decisions we’ve made of ‘who we
are/will be/become’ in relation to memories from our childhood from what we’ve
copied/imitated from/of those that have gone before us. As we’ve accepted and
allowed ourselves to abdicate our ‘self-creation processes’ to Consciousness,
where the only ‘work’ we essentially do directively in the beginning of our
lives is making such ‘life decision’ from and of memories in our Minds, ‘holding
onto’ such Memories in connecting/merging/defining our beingness, mind and physical existence to/towards it. From
where Consciousness of and as ourselves will ‘take care of the rest’, in
activating the Primary Character/Personality systematized ‘body suits’ and
accumulating/storing memories with this Primary Character/Personality systematized
body-suits, from where we within and throughout our lives design/program this
particular Primary Character/Personality suits’ personalized Mind, that will
consist of/exist as specific thoughts, internal conversations/backchats,
reactions and behaviours.
In this, I commit myself to show how we’ve essentially
developed this ‘secret relationship’ with our own Mind/Consciousness in
essentially stating “I give you the points/memories of wants, needs and desires
to work with; you make sure I get, have, own and possess them”. And so, we
actively work with ourselves as Consciousness in designing/programming our
Personalities/Primary Characters to attempt/try to manifest/materialize our own
individual wants, needs and desires. With most of our lives existing in the
confines of our Mind with our primary relationship always in all ways existing
to/towards/with our own Minds, and the rest of our actual
physical-relationships, simply stepping stones to ensure/secure our wants,
needs and desires manifest. Which is why/how we will always stand up for
Consciousness/the Mind – protecting/defending it, as our own wants, needs and
desires cause it is the point/manifestation that will get us what WE want; and
thus will so never equally as one stand up for humanity/this physical existence
in any way whatsoever; as we’ve come to regard our own personal wants, needs
and desires MORE than the lives of all in equality and oneness here.
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself,
to see, realise and understand in equality and oneness with and as Life, energy
and substance, the mind and the physical, from the beginning to now – how, with
for example Friend A – would from within and as her Mind, thus: the moment
Consciousness activated the/a Primary Character/Personality systematized
body-suit, centralized within it the Memory of her standing observing her
Mother and Father in relationship, where the two primary points within the
Memory is 1.) her – observing her Mother’s Conservative Character, and 2.) her
observing the relationship between the Mother and Father. That One Memory will
thus resonate within and throughout the ‘body suit’/personality system. Where,
when the Personality as systematized body-suit activate, will align as an ‘inner
lining’ within the entire Physical-Body and positions itself parallel to the
Main Mind Consciousness System. Where Consciousness will thus use Friend A’s
primary Mind-Existence to construct, build, program and manifest the Primary
Character/Personality she is in the process of creating with and as herself as
the Mind/Consciousness.
And so, this Primary Character/Personality internal
body-suit will ‘activate’, the moment her Physical-Mind Eyes capture a
present-moment into a Memory within and on the ‘glass window pane’, where
Consciousness will scan it, and when/as it’s in alignment with the Primary
Character/Personality Memory as the Conservative-Character and/or relationship
between Mother and Father, will activate the Primary Character/Personality,
that will in quantum time align with the Physical-Body and the Mind
Consciousness System and so Friend A’s ‘awareness’ will be as her own ‘Conservative
Character in creation’. Where Consciousness will thus move its primary ‘attention’
into and as this ‘Conservative Character’ suit that has possessed the being and
the physical for a moment, where Friend A’s eyes and attention will be focused
on the Mother/the relationship between the Mother and Father, accumulating
specific memories/moments into and as this ‘Conservative Character in the
making’ body-suit within her Mind and Physical; as she’s actively in the
process of designing, programming, creating this Personality’s Thoughts,
internal conversations/backchats, emotional/feeling body and behaviour.
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself
to see, realise and understand how, for example – Friend A, will see a moment
of physical-interaction with her Mother and Father sitting watching television,
with her Mother sitting close to her Father, one leg crossed over the Father’s
leg, her Father’s arm over her Mothers and her Mother leaning her head slightly
on the Father’s shoulder.
That moment is captured through the Physical-Mind Eyes of
Friend A, as a memory into the glass-window pane, where consciousness scans and
then detects its alignment to the Memory within the Personality suit/embodiment
of the ‘Conservative Character in the making’ within Friend A. From where
Consciousness moves its primary attention into and as the activation of the ‘Conservative
Character in the making’ that activate its ‘body suit’, and the being for a
moment becomes that ‘Conservative character in the making’ as it aligns with
her Physical-Body and parallel into and as the Mind Consciousness System. From
where this Memory/moment of her parents sitting – will transfer from the glass
window pane, into and as the centre of the Mind/head/brain region and IMPRINT
into and as the lining of the ‘Character in the making’ body suit, as a
memory-layer/storing that manifest. Where, the experience/reaction Friend A has
within herself within and as this memory/moment of her parents sitting
together, will also originate from Consciousness scanning the database of the
Parents’ Minds within herself, of her parents’ reactions to such moments they
observed in their lives, such as for example reacting in an experience of ‘love’,
as in “this is love”. And so – the Memory of her parents sitting in such a way,
is lined with an energy experience of ‘love/care’, is aligned as an inner lining/layer
in and as the body-suit of the Personality/Character, and so that specific
memory is then taken into the Body-Suits Unconscious-Mind Platform, where it’s
stored, that the being will eventually later in life use when/as they are in
relationship with their own partner to sit the exact same/similar way as what
her definition of love/care has become within and as her alignment of and as
her ‘Conservative Character’.
I commit myself to show, the extent to which we’ve automated
our existence as the mind in the physical with and as Consciousness, that due
to/because of this automation that we have evolved throughout the history of
human civilization, most/all of our processes of self-creation in our
mind-physical existence has become ‘automated’ / ‘unconscious’. ‘Unconscious’
simply meaning that we’re not 100% equally as one aware/here in equality and
oneness with and as our Mind/Consciousness/Physical processes as we
create/manifest ourselves into and as Characters/Personalities from and of
memories/within and during our physical living in this world/reality. As we in
essence only participate, actively/consciously in 1% awareness of the totality
we consist of/exist as with giving the system-representation of ourselves as automated
consciousness/mind the other 99%.
This, however does not in any way absolve us from and of any
responsibility, as Consciousness, the Mind and our relationship within it with
the physical body is still ourselves as system-representations WE CREATED and
accepted and allowed to evolve by OUR decision of who we are in abdication of
equality and oneness into and as separation. And thus – our responsibility
still remain 100%, cause everything that happen within us, is by our acceptance/allowance;
we’re existing only in the 1% awareness by our continued acceptance and
allowance, and can with a Decision – align ourselves to 100% awareness and
direct ourselves as living beings in
equality and oneness with the physical body, which is what the Desteni I
Process within Desteni assist/support with.
In this, I commit
myself to show – how, each human being in their alternate reality of Mind,
defined ‘love / care’ for example, within the context of relationships and/or
within the contexts of what will fulfil THEIR OWN wants, needs and desires
within their Mind-Physical existence and ‘personal life experience’. How we
have individualized/personalized the words ‘love and care’ for example in
alignments with Characters/Personalities that serve only our individual
interests. Not seeing, realising and understanding for example, how such
fantasies of love/care is Illusion, because
Friend A, for example – that moment with her parents sitting in HOME, on a COUCH, in front of TELEVISION, with FOOD: how such a moment can
only exist because of MONEY.
That that very moment of it apparently being LOVE
and CARE is illusion, cause only MONEY made that moment so ‘real’ for Friend A
and her parents, but all Friend A see is that mother and father in their
external portrayal/representation of apparent ‘love and care’. Not seeing
beyond that – what made that moment possible, as the couch, the home, the
television, the parents having a job/work within and as the very World-System
that provided it, with the labour,
suffering, abuse and compromise of human beings’, animals and earth’s lives
to create/construct such an illusionary moment in reality, with not seeing the
sacrifices in lives within this existence to have made it possible for such elitist
human beings.
In this, I commit myself to show – how/why the current
definitions/acceptance and allowances of love/care in this world is actually
abuse/evil, because love and care is only aligned within what will serve the
interest of the individual’s wants, needs and desires and that it can be traced
to the sacrifice/suffering of actual lives to make such an illusion an reality.
Where, what must be considered regarding actual love and care is aligning
it/self into and as equality and oneness with and as human beings/humanity/this
physical existence, in aligning one’s living through and as the Desteni I Process in walking
self to establish a PHYSICAL LIVING WORLD where self stand as a living
example as a human being that take responsibility for all, equally as one.
And the EQUAL MONEY SYSTEM that is the
manifestation of equality and oneness in VISIBLE, PHYSICAL, REAL alignment with
love and care, where each human being/all is equally as one considered, cared
for / taken care of. Then love/care transform into and as an actual physical
visible existence of equality and oneness as heaven
on earth, where NO CHILD coming into this world will be exposed to
suffering/sacrifice for a minority of Elite to materialize their Illusion of
love/care with and as MONEY that feed off of the lives of this existence that
is REAL.
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