Character Creation – Review: Day 101
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(To read this post, it
must be understood that we’re walking this process/Blog - Heaven's Journey to
Life multi-dimensionally, which means – each post covers one dimension, but is
interconnected into/as multi-dimensions in our process of walking the
point/question of “who I am” and how this “I” created/manifested this entire
physical existence. Thus, suggested – to read this Blog from DAY 1, as many of
the points in previous dimensions/DAYS/posts are always brought-through into
the next days/dimensions/posts as all the dimensions interconnect as the
mutli-dimensionality we’ve created/manifested as our separation as
Energy/Consciousness from/of Life/equality and Oneness. Thus, if one is faced
with this post, and have not yet read this Blog from DAY 1 - suggest that self
first start from DAY 1, as otherwise one will have no context of many
dimensions that is walked in this post, that has been dealt with in detail in
previous posts.)
Friendship-Suspicion
Character – Part Eleven
The
First Character-Creation – continued
The
Chicken or the Egg??? – continued
How
the Fruit of Life became Rotten – continued
Who
I Am as Money – continued
For a moment – let’s Review:
We started off with walking the creation
of ourselves as Characters in the Mind and how we do this from and of
existent memories within ourselves of our parents, and from external reality
present-moments that is manifested as memories within our Minds, and the role
that imagination play in how we establish ourselves as Main Characters within
the Memories we accumulate/store within our Minds/Physical to so design,
program who we are and how/what we live in and as our mind-physical existence
and so within this, essentially – create/manifest our lives, our relationships
and our experiences within that.
Within this, we started walking the design of the ‘Suspicion-Character’,
to within this starting-point understand, see and realise the very nature of
the process of Character-Creation in our Minds that comes to define ourselves
and our living, regarding why and how it is that we exist in such
fear/resistance to/towards each-other/ourselves, why and how we exist as a
protection/defence system within our relationships, why and how we align
ourselves within particular friendship and eventually partner relationships and
within this, why and how we as a humanity have not been able to co-exist in and
on this Earth in equality and oneness.
In this, we continued with walking the relationship between
Friend A and Friend B, where at the moment we’re in the process of walking the
relationship between Friend A and Friend B, with starting with Friend A and how
she’s developed/manifested herself into and as a particular Character that
aligned her into a particular relationship with Friend B.
We’re walking this process as such, to understand the
following points:
How we create ourselves into Characters
How we create/program our Character’s thought patterns,
internal conversations, reactions of emotions/feelings and behaviour
How/why we align ourselves into and as particular-specific
relationships
How and why we – when/as another human being Change,
immediately go into protection, defence within fear of survival, instead of
realising another human being as equal-to and one-with ourselves and what we
can learn from their change in expanding, growing and developing who we are
into and as living beings that contribute to the life of this Earth and
Humanity.
Thus, to understand the dynamics within and between
relationships of Characters, we first have to walk how Friend A created herself
in her Mind, how Friend B created herself in her Mind – to within this,
understand the process and consequence of Character creation, and within this –
what happens when relationships change, why we as human beings don’t ever in
fact change, but approach change with fear/resistance – holding onto,
memories/past and never in fact evolving as living beings, but evolving within
methods to protect/defend our memories, definitions and past.
This we will walk within this example of Friend A and Friend
B with regards to what happens in relationships when one being change, what/why/how
is it that the Suspicion Character activates and what’s the processes that
manifest in the Mind as the Characters we exist as.
This we’re going to walk with, for example Friend A and
Friend B initially existing as Conservative Characters and what happens to the
relationship when Friend B change/transform her Conservative Character to the
Promiscuous Character and why/how Friend A would so extensively
react/fear/resist this change instead of understanding/realising/seeing the
change.
To within all of this – change our approach/living to
ourselves and each other, where we can transform relationships into platforms
of agreements to in fact grow, develop and expand as LIVING BEINGS that
contribute to the lives of humanity/this earth as the generation of humans that
will emerge, to from self – in fact lead the way/show the way as living
examples to the change of this world/humanity as ourselves.
So, now that we have walked Friend A – in her
Character-creation from ONE MEMORY within the want, need and desire for and of
relationship, where she’s in the process of copying/imitating her Mother’s
Conservative Character – from language, to voice-tonality, to
emotions/feelings, to thought patterns, internal conversations and behaviours,
she’ll accordingly align her life/living to particular friends and eventually
partners that stand equal-to and one-with her father, so that she can
materialize/manifest that one moment later in her life. This process that we’re
walking in detail is how we create Characters from childhood and will have many
more examples to come. For the moment, we’re walking the detailed components
and process of the construction of Main Characters we come to live-out within
and throughout our lives.
In this, now that we have walked how we Sculpt Behaviour
from the one being we’re in the process of copying/imitating from childhood,
where primarily this process manifest through taking present-moment ‘live
pictures’ from our Physical-Mind eyes into our Character’s unconscious-mind
platform; accumulating references of emotions/feelings and behaviour from
Memories of our parents in our Minds and/or manifesting quantum-integration of
behavioural systems into and as our mind-physical existence.
Thus, in and from this post – we’re going to have a look at
the detail of how, for example Friend A will develop, create and manifest her
Conservative Character’s emotional/feeling body, regarding why/how she would
thus have the same reactions to promiscuousness within her thoughts and
internal conversations/backchats to/towards promiscuousness as her Mother. So
that when/as we come to the moment of Friend A’s relationship with Friend B,
with Friend B changing into and as the very Promiscuousness that Friend A
created a resistant/fearful relationship to/towards in her Mind within her
Conservative-Character: one will be able to see, realise and understand how thought-patterns
and internal conversations/backchats as ‘voices of others’, essentially within
our Minds that we’ve believed is ‘who we are’, consequentially
influence/control our relationship with ourselves and others – with
thoughts/backchats some of the primary components/manifestations of the Mind
that is limiting/confining our living into our minds.
In this, furthermore – see, realise and understand how our
Primary/Main Characters will exist within a polarity of positive-negative,
always having an/the positive/friend as the Main/Primary Character and the/a
negative/enemy as ‘arch rival’ of our Primary/Main Characters in our Mind and
will accordingly, with anyone in our external reality embodying/resembling our
enemies/negative in our Minds – will resist them and protect/defend ourselves
against them, for essentially the survival of our Characters in our Minds.
So, before we continue with the detail of the
creation/manifestation as programming of our Character’s emotional/feeling
body, and so also internal conversations/backchat and Thought Patterns, we’ll
be walking some self-forgiveness on some of basic, yet multi-dimensional
consequences of our relationship to the Mind and our Characters within it.
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself
to see, realise and understand how I have come to exist as Characters in my
Mind, as different ‘players’ in this ‘game of life’ as ‘my life’ in this world
that I share with this Earth and Humanity and all the beings within it – great and
small, but where none of that exist in my awareness within me, as my
preoccupation had come to be limited only to my own ‘selves’ in my Mind that
keep me busy throughout my life in my Mind, diverting my attention away from
me, the physical body and so this physical existence as a whole.
I commit myself to assist and support myself to align my
attention and awareness to me, the physical body and so eventually this
physical existence, in standing equal-to
and one-with me, the physical body and eventually this physical existence
as a whole, through writing, self-forgiveness and
self-corrective application to finally stand with that which I have
used/compromised to serve only my ‘selves’ in my Mind; blinding me from
seeing/living the/a equal and one solution to me as all as me in and on this
Earth and so return to the directive-principle of life/living to the physical,
this physical existence to serve/stand with all in equality and oneness so each
as all may have an equal and one opportunity to life/living.
I forgive
myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to separate my oneness and equality of
and as my beingness into and as the Mind/Consciousness that has split me into
and as different selves/characters – each with its own ‘agenda’ as secret want,
need and desire – spending most of my life in the confines of my Secret Mind, strategizing
my ‘plays’ within the various Characters; using/abusing
people, the physical and this physical existence to satisfy/saturate only
my personal wants, needs and desires; in this – not seeing, realising and
understanding my equal and one contribution to the current accepted and allowed
state/condition of this world/humanity.
I commit myself to, assist and support me to through
writing, self-forgiveness and self-corrective application – identify the characters in my
mind, the selves I have split/separated myself into, identify the wants,
needs and desires that has consumed my attention/awareness into my Mind, that’s
abused/manipulated/compromised my physical, and relationships in my world – to,
character by character, align me, my beingness into and as equal and one
physical-living with and as my physical body, until I am HERE as me, as the living example that stands to direct
myself and so all as myself, in showing/revealing the consequences we’ve
created to ourselves and all in our mind-physical relationship, to transform
consciousness to life-awareness so that we can finally see, realise and
understand our responsibility to ourselves and all as ourselves, take/live that
responsibility and stand up for ourselves as for all as ourselves.
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed to
within and throughout my life, ever question my relationship to me, to other
human beings, to this Earth – but automatically accepted and allowed the ‘easy
life / excuse’ of ‘only living MY life’, which is ‘only taking care of my
selves/characters’ wants, needs and desires’ as MY Mind, never questioning /
considering what it is that is making this ‘my life’ in MY Mind tending to MY
character’s wants, needs and desires possible as the money I own, the clothes
on my body, the food in my belly and the roof over my head – where my only
concern is materializing/manifesting my Characters into the Physical; while
what is making my life/my characters/selves in my Mind possible to the extent
to which I’m living them, tending to them – is at the sacrifice of billions of
beings’ lives in humanity and on earth. Thus – how can who I am be real, when
it’s dependent on money and the sacrifice of billions of lives; when none of
who I am in the characters in my mind would exist if I’d suddenly find myself
on the outskirts of this World-System.
I commit myself to show – the extent to which the
Characters/selves as definitions is/has become dependent on Money/the
World-System at the sacrifice of billions of lives on this Earth/humanity; and
thus why/how the definitions of Characters of those with Money is Illusion as
it’s only existent at the cost of Reality, and will cease to exist when the Reality-connection
as Money/material possessions cease to exist. Thus, I commit myself to through
writing, self forgiveness and self corrective application – identify which
characters I have defined according to and as Money, where I would accept and
allow the World-System to continue existing as-is in its relationship to
humanity, just to serve/maintain/secure my definitions/characters in my Mind.
And so I commit myself to establish an equal and one
relationship with Money, where Money does not define who I am – but commit
myself to walk with the Equal Money System
in establish an equal and one World-System. I see, realise and understand that
it’s not about severing my relationship to money/this World-system, this is not
the solution. The solution must be who I am in my relationship to money, and
that correction is practically walked with internally letting go of
character-definitions to/towards money within my Mind, as I will only resist an
Equal Money System when the current relationship I have with money is serving
particular characters/definitions in my mind as personal wants, needs and
desires. So the process is to simply change/transform my relationship to money
WITHIN ME and commit myself to as I walk in this world-system and working with
money, to know within me that I am committing/aligning myself to implementing to
bringing forth the awareness of the solution to the current World-System as Money.
I
forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise
and understand how – within me existing in the limitation of my various selves/characters;
that what/who I am within me is all that I will see as myself, others and this
world/reality as myself. At the moment, thus – only seeing/viewing
everything/everyone through my characters/mind rooted within my personal wants,
needs and desires and will not/cannot see the solution right HERE as me to this
world/humanity within and through me simply aligning who/what I am to the
physical in equality and oneness to finally see, realise and understand my
responsibility to the consequences of humanity/this world I had accepted and
allowed within and from my own accepted and allowed consequential relationship between
the mind and the physical that have used my body, manipulated my body for
resources to animate characters in my Mind that serve only me.
I commit myself to, through writing, self-forgiveness and
self-corrective application assist and support me to see beyond the veil of the
Mind/Consciousness and so the limitation of the characters in my Mind I have
defined me as to in this at the same time establish self/physical awareness and realise my
equal and one responsibility to me, as all as me. And so align me/my living
to the purpose of establishing a world that is possible if all but realise, see
and understand the limitation of the Mind/Consciousness and the evil we’ve
become in reversing live for the purpose of only satisfying personal wants,
needs and desires for and of the characters in our minds as our creation we’ve
become enslaved to and slaves to as we serve these Characters within and
throughout our lives, within and as our accepted and allowed abdication of
responsibility to ourselves, the physical and all as self within existence.
