How Children are Taught to Lie: DAY 88
The
First Character-Creation – continued
The
Chicken or the Egg??? – continued
How
the Fruit of Life became Rotten – continued
Who
I Am as Money – continued
In and from this post, we’re continuing with the process of
character-creation where we’re going to have a look at what exactly a
‘Character’ is, as what Characters in our Mind exactly consist-of/exist-as. Where
initially as children our characters consist-of/exist-as the components of
memories, experiences (of energy/emotions/feelings) and behaviours but which
eventually evolve into an complete Mind-Physical System
consisting-of/existing-as Conscious-Mind Thoughts, Subconscious-Mind
internal-conversations/backchats and Physical Unconscious-Minds
behaviours/habits of mannerisms/demeanours.
Thus, the relationships that exist with our Minds, our
physical-bodies and this physical-existence is important to understand how we
use this accepted and allowed relationships that make it possible for us to
create/construct/manifest ourselves into Characters/various alternate versions
of ourselves in our relationship to our external world/reality and our
physical-bodies, as always in all ways – creating/constructing/manifesting
alternate versions of ourselves/reality in and as the Mind within and as the
primary purpose of establishing ourselves as the Main-Character in the Movie of
our ‘life’ existent within and as our Minds only – at the sacrifice of our very
beingness, our physical-body and so this physical-existence as a whole.
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself
to, in equality
and oneness with and as life,
energy and substance, the mind and the physical, from the beginning to now –
seen, realised and understood, how as children – the development of our
behaviour/physical-communication originate from a) memories within our
Unconscious-Mind of our parents’
Characters according to how they physically-behaved/reacted to/towards
instances/people within their external environment, as well as from b)
observation/imitation of our external world/reality behaviours/reactions. With
the origination of our behaviour/physical-communication manifesting from/is
initiated by/through reactions/energy-experiences that come to
permeate/infiltrate our Mind-Physical
relationship that initiate/instigate physical behaviours/movements that we
copy from our internal and external worlds/realities. Where, our behaviours/physical-communications
is thus not an equal and one expression with our physical-bodies in equality and oneness, but is always instigated/initiated by/through characters of
memories fuelled by/through energy-experiences of emotions/feelings that
drive/direct our physical behaviour/communication. Thus, our entire
‘self’-construction/creation processes within our Minds as Characters we’ll
within and throughout our lives come to create/evolve/physically-embody – from
our interrelationships between our external and internal realities.
With our relationship
to our External Reality: Whatever we physically-see, within our
Mind-Physical Eyes within and between the two eye-blinks, we’ll capture as
Present-Moments of Physical-Reality and store as ‘pixels’ within the
interdimensional-physical ‘glass window pane’ within our
Unconscious/Physical-Mind. Where such ‘pixels’ as memories of present-moments
of physical-reality will come to serve as pieces/parts as the past-manifest
that we’ll use to create/manifest our own scenes within our Minds, with
ourselves as the ‘Main Character/Actor/Actress’. Thus, we use present-moments
of actual physical-reality and our relationship to the external physical-world/reality
in such present-moments to ‘pixelate’ within our Minds to create/manifest our
own ‘Alternate Version’ of actual physical-reality and our relationship
to/towards it. So that in our Minds
we can manifest our own Alternate Reality/Illusion from/of Actual
Reality/Physicality, to within this Alternate Reality of the Mind: construct/manifest/create
ourselves and reality however we want, need and desire ourselves to be in
relationship to actual physical-reality/everything/everyone else within it. As
in the Mind-Reality – we can mould,
shape, warp, change and alter ourselves and actual physical-reality to our
Mind’s will/intent. Where, because our
Mind only exist in relationship to ourselves in the physical-body, our
internal-reality/alternate reality will always only serve the will/intention
and interest of ourselves and ourselves alone. Within this process, not
seeing/realising/understanding how we have as the Mind/Consciousness evolved our
relationship with ourselves to the Physical-Body/this Physical-Existence to
only use it as an External-Platform we pixelate into our Internal-Platform as
the Mind, capturing present-moment of ourselves in relationship to the external
reality/everything/everyone within it to use in our processes of
constructing/manifesting our Internal-Reality as a Reality where only we
thrive/exist as the Main-Character.
Thus, I forgive
myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand
how/why we essentially – take the equality and oneness of Here of
Physical-Reality/External-Reality, where if we were to really live in and as it
in equality and oneness, we’d experience/move/communicate with all here in the
moment in equality and oneness, with no one being more/less than another. But
instead, have abdicated this responsibility of equality and oneness, separating
ourselves from and of it in our Mind-Physical relationship, to in our
Alternate-Reality as the Mind – establish ourselves in relationship to/with physical-reality participation/interaction as the Main-Character, as in and as
our Mind’s Alternate-Reality we can establish ourselves as more/less in
relationship to our external world/reality and everything/everyone within it,
according to what relationship of ourselves to our external world/reality will
best serve/suit only our interest/intentions/purposes of wants, needs and
desires. Essentially constructing/manifesting an Alternate-Reality/version of
Reality within our Minds where we can be/see however we want only ourselves to
be / see ourselves, others/the external world/reality, owning our own Reality
of ourselves, others and actual physical reality within ourselves as the Mind.
Deliberately not wanting to consider equality and oneness here with all in
every moment of breath, as this may/might mean that I cannot alter, change,
mould and shape myself, others and actual physical reality to suit/serve only
me within myself/my Mind as MY wants, needs, desires and interests only.
I commit myself to show – how, in this process of only
taking present-moments of physical-reality, with such present-moments existing
as a ‘live photograph/picture’ that is transformed into a memory-manifestation/pixel
within our Mind-Physical relationship; with such a memory as present-moment as
‘live photograph/picture’, consisting-of and existing-as a moment of ‘who we
were’ in relationship to our external world/reality/person within that moment.
That we take such present-moments – where we physically-interact with another
person/our external physical world/reality, and pixelate it into and as
present-moment memories, that manifest as remembrances/reminders of ‘who we
were’ in relationship to a person/our external world/reality. Where, within our
Mind-Physical relationship – we never in fact REALLY participate in actual, real physical-reality/with a person in a present-moment, because all that we’re
preoccupied with in that present-moment, is transforming it into
memories/pixels within our Minds, recording our ‘who we are’ in relationship to
the person/external environment that we’ll come to use in our Minds/Alternate
Reality with our ‘awesome special powers’ of changing/warping/misconstruing
that present-moment as memory in our Minds according to our will/intentions to
best suit our wants, needs, desires/intentions according to how WE WANT TO SEE
ourselves in relationship to a person/the external world/reality. And so, our
relationship within ourselves, as the Mind to the external physical
world/reality and people within it, is taking present-moments into
ourselves/within the Mind so that we can mould/change/shape/alternate it, where
we can create/manifest complete alternate versions from/of what actually really
in fact happened within and as actual, real physical-reality.
Which, within this I commit myself to show how/why this
comes to be one of the origins of how we as children learn to Lie: as we take
present-moments of actual physical-reality play-outs/situations, manifest them
as memories in our Minds, with the memories containing ‘who we were’ in
relationship to a situation/person, and will accordingly when confronted by
such memories of past situations/play outs by our parents – especially when we
know, for example that in the past present-moment as memory what we did/who we
were was dishonest/deceptive: we’d in the memory within our Minds, in quantum
time – change the entire scenario/situation and who/how we were within it, and
speak that altered memory from our Minds as ‘who we are’, completely
manifesting/becoming the altered-memory within our Mind as the reality of what
happened, when it is in fact not. And will reiterate that altered-memory with
all our might/power to have the parent believe that our altered memory/version
of what happened is real/reality, when in actual physical reality it was not.
Which within this brings us into question – aren’t we all
then liars, with the extent to which we warp/change/mould/alternate what in
fact happened in actual physical-reality and who/how we were within it, to in
our memories construct an alternate version of reality and who/how we were
within it to only serve our own interest and protect/defend only our own wants,
needs, desires and intentions? Where, as we continue within this Blog, the
process of character-creation
– how we create/manifest ourselves and reality/others into lies/illusions
within our own Minds, within the evil-nature
of ourselves as the Mind’s relationship to the Physical, that reverse
live/life into evil/illusion/lies for the benefit/purposes of only our own
experiences within our own Minds. Which will within this show/reveal/expose the
reality of who we are as the Mind as the lie we have become and now live/exist
as in and as the extent to which we’ve come to lie/deceive ourselves in
accepting and allowing ourselves to beLIEve that the Mind is real, when it’s in
fact always been the Illusion that’s dependent on its existence from and of the
Reality of the Physical-Body/this Physical Existence, and so why/how the very
nature of ourselves as the Mind – we’ve become liars, deceivers and
manipulators as ourselves, and so towards others/all of existence as ourselves.
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself
to in equality and oneness with and as life, energy and substance, the mind and
the physical, from the beginning to now – seen, realised and understood our
entire ‘self’-construction/creation processes within our Minds as Characters
we’ll within and throughout our lives come to create/evolve/physically-embody –
from our interrelationships between our external and internal realities.
With our relationship
to our Internal Reality: Where, instead of us existing in an equal and one
relationship with our beingness, and with our beingness emerge in an equal and
one merging/manifestation with our physical-bodies within our inception and
conception process within the womb of the female and birthed into existence
into the physical, as the physical: we’ve abdicated this equality and oneness
into and as the separation of our beingness into and as an
interdimensional-dimensional Mind, that exist in the reversing of life/live as
substance/physicality into and as evil/energy as we come to within and as the
Mind, reverse our relationship with our beingness, our physical-body and this
physical-existence from equality and oneness into and as separation, to
create/construct/manifest our own alternate
reality/versions of ourselves as Characters within our Minds, and so
alternate versions of actual physicality/others within it. And additionally
within and as this Mind – instead of existing in equality and oneness with our
beingness and physical-body, we’ve abdicated this responsibility of equal and
one living to Consciousness, that reverse live/life/substance of our beingness,
physical-body and this physical-existence into and as energy and
pixels/memories as the components/manifestations we use to
create/construct/manifest our own alternate-reality/versions of ourselves
within our Minds. And additionally within this, we prepared an
alternate-reality platform within our Unconscious-Mind as our Parents’
Minds of Memories/Characters as a base/database we will use to
construct/manifest our own Alternate-Reality platform from our
Unconscious-Mind, to eventually the Subconscious-Mind and Conscious-Mind. Where,
thus – our entire process into this existence within our inception and
conception process/relationship of the Mind to the Physical, we’ve only come to
create our internal Alternate Reality/versions of ourselves, reality and others
to in this creation-process within the Alternate-Reality of the Mind – only
create a Reality within the Mind that serve us, and us alone – with no
consideration, regard, care for the physical-body,
actual human beings / this physical-existence as a whole, as we come into this
world to only create an Alternate Reality of ourselves within ourselves as the
Mind, in which only we exist/experience-ourselves and can have only our wants,
needs and desires tended-to/fulfilled at the sacrifice of our physical-bodies,
this physical-existence. As all human beings have become preoccupied with the
creation of an Alternate-Reality of and as the Mind WITHIN THEMSELVES ONLY,
that serve only themselves - with no human being ever standing in equality and
oneness with themselves, the physical-body and so this physical existence to
commit themselves/their lives to serving/as living WITH all that is here to in
fact create an existence that is real, eternal and substantial.
Where, in this – I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted
and allowed myself to see/realise/understand how/why from our Unconscious-Mind
– we in the beginning establish our ‘who we are’ in our physical-behaviour/reactions
as characters in our relationship to people/environments in our world where we
primarily draw from our parents’ alternate-reality platform as
memories/characters within our Unconscious-Mind, that we come to
physically-embody. From where our Subconscious-Mind evolve/manifest as
characters of behaviours/reactions we created/manifested from our Parents’
Memories/Characters that we’ve accepted as ‘Primary Characters’ we’d most often
embody/use in our relationships to people/environments in our external
world/reality. And the Conscious-Mind that become the automated Thought-Circulation
system, that is connected to all the Characters in our
Subconscious/Unconscious-Mind we’ve accepted as the Primary Main-Characters
we come to physically, habitually live-out/embody. With the Conscious-Mind
Thought-Circulation System the domain in which we constantly/continuously
remind-ourselves of our Characters in our Mind-Physical relationship within the
Subconscious and Unconscious Mind to keep them activate/activated.
(We will in posts to
come in detail walk this process of our character-creations from the
Unconscious, to the Subconscious and Conscious Mind – in why/how, for example
our character-creations have to be maintained with a constant-continuous
process of Thought-Circulation within the Conscious-Mind.)
And so, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed
myself to see/realise/understand how/why we have an entire Alternate
Reality/System/Database within us as the Unconscious, Subconscious and
Conscious Mind, where only we exist as Main-Characters in multi-dimensions into
and as which we’ve separated our beingness, our physical-bodies and this
physical-existence; as we create/manifest a multitude of alternate-versions of
ourselves as characters within our Minds. Where, instead of us trusting
ourselves here in our equal and one relationship/living with our beingness, to
the physical-body and so this physical-existence: we’ve placed our
responsibility/trust/directive-principle into and as our Character-Creation
System/Machine within and as our Alternate
Reality as the Mind, to create/construct/manifest our ‘who we are’ in
relationship to others/the external environment to serve only our own wants,
needs, desires and intentions.
Where, we’ve separated ourselves into the Mind/Consciousness
to such an extent, that we’re not even AWARE of this character-creation process
as is automated by Consciousness within/as our Minds, where we do not even have
control, directive-principle, will or choice within our own ALTERNATE
REALITY/ILLUSION as the Mind, let alone the actual real reality of our
beingness, the physical-body and this physical-existence.
And thus within this comes the question: what/who are we, if
we do not even have directive-principle, will or choice in ILLUSION as the
alternate-reality/existence of ourselves within the Mind, where all of
ourselves as the characters we create/manifest/construct in our Minds is
automated by/through Consciousness as a multitude of alternate versions of
ourselves in separation from our equality and oneness with and as our
beingness, the physical-body and so this physical existence?
I commit myself to show – the extent of separation we’ve
created/manifested from ourselves, where all we’ve done within existence, from
the beginning is create separation and in that separation-creation, became our
very creations of and as separation. As, for example – from the beginning – in
the relationship between energy and substance: the moment we as substance
accepted and allowed ourselves to split/separate ourselves into energy and
substance, we from that moment lost all directive-principle of ourselves as
energy and as substance as they would become two separate manifestations of
ourselves with awareness’s unto themselves individually.
And so from that moment: lost all directive-principle, will
and choice in this relationship of ourselves between energy and substance. As
now seen within the Mind’s relationship to the Physical-Body, this
Physical-Existence – where we have no directive-principle, will or choice in
either realities/manifestations as the Mind has a Consciousness/Awareness unto
itself, as the Physical-Body has an awareness unto itself. Where we’re existing
in an Illusion/Alternate reality as the Mind, as well is Physical-Reality –
with no presence/awareness/equality and oneness in either realities, as the
Mind has come to automatically exist, as the Physical has come to automatically
exist. As we had evolved into and as the very separation we created from the
beginning as the Mind’s relationship to the Physical/this Physical-Existence,
losing all control within and as that accepted and allowed relationship. Where
within this, the entirety of who we are in the Mind as characters we separate
ourselves into as a multitude of alternate versions of ourselves, where we do
not even have control/directive-principle/will/choice within who we are as
those characters/alternate versions of ourselves in the Illusion/Alternate
reality of our Mind, cause we were never in fact aware, here in the processes
involved in the creation/manifestation of ourselves in and as the Mind.
And thus, within this – I commit myself to show, that – as
long as we accept and allow this relationship of separation within and between
the two realities as the Mind and the Physical that is currently existent
within a parasitic relationship as energy consume/reverse substance/life into
and as evil as the reverse we’ve been creating in energy/mind’s
relationship to substance/physicality: nothing will/can
change within this existence. As we must take responsibility for both
realities as energy/mind and substance/physicality as it is ourselves we’ve
split ourselves into and lost directive-principle of and as within and as that
split/separation of the awareness of ourselves in equality and oneness.
And thus, is the process of walking writing, self
forgiveness and self-corrective application as the Mind and the Physical-Body,
as energy and as substance; taking responsibility for both realities as
ourselves to align ourselves from the split of awareness into two realities, to
merge here with the actual real reality as the Physical/this Physical Existence
as substance as the actual origin/starting-point of ourselves within existence.
To in this, stop the accepted and allowed consequential relationship between
the Mind and the Physical, and really in fact LIVE
HERE in establishing our living in taking responsibility for ourselves, our
physicals, each other and this physical-existence as a whole.
We’ll in the next post continue with a practical example in
how we use the interrelationships between the Mind, our beingness, the
physical-body and this physical-existence in the process of Character-Creation/Alternate
versions of ourselves and reality into and as Illusion, and within this –
practical-examples of the process of assisting and supporting self in taking
responsibility for the internal and external world/reality as the Mind and the Physical
as energy and substance, so that we walk ourselves from the separation between
the realities of energy and substance; no more accepting and allowing such an
existence of ourselves of separation and establish our equality and oneness
here with the physical-body/this physical existence as what it was supposed to
have been from the beginning.
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