Emotional/Feeling Body Creation – Part 2 (Self-Commitments):
DAY 103
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(To read this post, it
must be understood that we’re walking this process/Blog - Heaven's Journey to
Life multi-dimensionally, which means – each post covers one dimension, but is
interconnected into/as multi-dimensions in our process of walking the point/question
of “who I am” and how this “I” created/manifested this entire physical
existence. Thus, suggested – to read this Blog from DAY 1, as many of the
points in previous dimensions/DAYS/posts are always brought-through into the
next days/dimensions/posts as all the dimensions interconnect as the
mutli-dimensionality we’ve created/manifested as our separation as
Energy/Consciousness from/of Life/equality and Oneness. Thus, if one is faced
with this post, and have not yet read this Blog from DAY 1 - suggest that self
first start from DAY 1, as otherwise one will have no context of many
dimensions that is walked in this post, that has been dealt with in detail in
previous posts.)
Friendship-Suspicion
Character – Part Thirteen
The
First Character-Creation – continued
The
Chicken or the Egg??? – continued
How
the Fruit of Life became Rotten – continued
Who
I Am as Money – continued
As mentioned in the previous-post, we’re continuing with the
commitment statements of the self-forgiveness
statements we have walked and so continue the process of how we created,
automatically accepted and allowed energy-experiences/reactions within our
mind-beingness-physical existence, not ever questioning whether it is in fact
ourselves in our beingness/physical that feel/express/experience…when it
is/always has been in fact more the Mind experiencing itself, than us ever
having discovered what it really means to express/feel in the equality and oneness with
our beingness and so our physical.
I commit myself to show – how what we feel/experience as
emotions/feelings/reactions is a system of energy of the Mind/Consciousness that has from
childhood, merged with the substance of the physical, that in this
merging-relationship between the Mind’s Energy Body and the actual Physical-Body:
created an organic-system, that when it activate as our energy-experience
connections/relationships to, for example our thoughts, memories, internal
conversations/backchat and/or behaviour as our internal environment and so also
our external environment; this activate the “physical experience” of energy
we’ve come to beLIEve/perceive means that we “exist / are alive”. That, thus –
what we have done, instead of accepting and allowing ourselves to live here, in
equality and oneness with our beingness and physical body, with breathing here,
expressing here with and as the physical as the reality of life/living: we’ve
separated our beingness into the entire mind consciousness system components
and parts, animating them with ENERGY that consume substance/physicality as
Reality to animate the Illusion as the Mind as the System we have created as
the manifested-separation of and as ourselves, and power/charge it with and as
energy to give its existence validity through and as experience/energy, referencing
ourselves/our living to/as ENERGY EXPERIENCE instead of actual physical living
with and as that which in fact gift us life/living.
In this, I commit myself to show why/how it is that we’re
not Living, because how can we in any way in fact LIVE when our very
Mind/Energy exist from and of the infinite continued separation of our
beingness into and as pixels/parts/components as various
characters/personalities consisting of thoughts, memories, emotions/feelings
etc. And where that very separation of ourselves, now existent/manifested as
the entire Mind is dependent on energy’s relationship to substance, dependent
on the sacrifice of the physical, our beingness to animate/construct the
Illusion as the Mind of Energy/Experience. That’s within its very existence/nature/manifestation
Illusion as it’s dependent on physicality to SURVIVE and thus it’s a system of
survival and not in fact a system of living, and when the physical end, so does
the Mind and so does the being as nothing of who they were as characters/personalities
of the mind remains in death.
I commit myself to show why/how the Mind/Consciousness is in
fact Illusion, walking the detail of how we in fact abuse the Physical in our
relationship to the Mind/Consciousness in valuing energy-experience/illusion
more than life/physicality/reality – which within this is proven within our
relationship to/as the
current World/Money-System. Where, as has been mentioned before: how can
any being in the current Money System, especially the Elite claim that they are
living, when their very lives/experience of their lives is dependent on the
sacrifice of the physical/other human beings. Not seeing/realising and
understanding that in this – themselves, their lives is an illusion/an
EXPERIENCE in their OWN MINDS as it’s dependent/created within their mind’s
relationship to Money, and the material/physical possessions they own that
validate their internal definitions/experiences/living in their relationship to
money within their minds, with the owning/possessing of material/physical
possessions validating their illusionary experience of life/living is
existent at the sacrifice of the
physical/earth/animal/human’s lives.
In this, I commit myself to establishing an Equal Money System – where each as all have
an equal and one opportunity to life/living, no more separation between the haves
and have-nots, where life is not an experience in the mind and in the physical
that is dependent on money, with the experience actually in fact existent
within survival, more than actual living; and so –transform the current system
of abuse, competition and survival with a minority and majority separation, to an
equal and one humanity of life/living on and with this Earth; where living
is VISIBLE, is REAL, is HERE as each individually and together in their within
and without, contribute to the well-being of all.
I commit myself to show, why/how energy-experience is in no
way any reference for self in fact being alive, but only a reference for/of the
Mind being ‘alive’ and why/how the Mind that we have become is now existent as
a parasitical
organic-system that consume physicality for its continued Survival. And as
long as one exist within energy-experience, one is existing in the very
acceptance and allowance of self’s own limitation in one’s separation from
oneself and the physical to keep Consciousness alive as energy the more and
more self continue accepting and allowing self to give attention, validation,
recognition to the Mind/Consciousness, continuing to accept and allow energy-experience
as a sign/reference of ‘being alive’. Which within this – separates self from
giving the required attention, consideration and regard to who self is in one’s
within and without, one’s physical body and so this physical existence as a
whole. Now, all human beings’ existence is confined/limited to giving a
system-representation/Mind of themselves attention, recognition in believing
energy to mean life/living and whatever is existent in our minds to be our definitions/our
lives/the entirety of ‘who we are’; never in fact living HERE in the physical
in actual PHYSICAL reality.
As has been mentioned before – if we’d spend as much time in
reality, as we do in our Minds and really working together with ACTUAL PEOPLE
in conversations/communications, rather than the extent to which we talk to
ourselves in our thoughts/backchat, spending as much time giving attention to
solutions in this PHYSICAL WORLD that consider/regard all equally as one,
rather than spending the time on giving attention to our own interests of
wants, needs and desires: This world could have been an entirely different
scenario than what we’re facing now.
I
commit myself to show – the detail of how we create/manifest our
emotional/feeling body-systems, how from one primary emotional/feeling body
system of the Mind Consciousness System, we create multiple energy-bodies, a
personalized emotional/feeling body for each one of our Main Characters we come
to live as within/through the physical. And in this process – how even our OWN
apparent SELF experienced emotions/feelings is/has been copied/imitated from
others as those that has gone before us, and even within and throughout our
lives still continue copying/imitating reactions of emotions/feelings from/of
others. That not even our emotions/feelings as reactions are our OWN/who we are
– and this also goes for the detail of our thoughts, memories, reactions,
behaviours: everything of who/what we are now – come from the past, from living
memories of the mind/consciousness as those that has gone before us. And so
claiming that ‘I am me’ is illusion, cause what self in fact had become is ‘I
am the past of all those that has gone before me’.
And it’s not that – for example, any one is to blame, or
that self is an illusion in the sense of simply make a quick statement of ‘I am
real’ and then everything suddenly change…No. We have created ourselves as
Illusion into Reality – organic SYSTEMS as we’ve merged energy with
substance and weaved/created/manifested our mind-physical relationship
interdependently to such an extent that we’re Living
Illusions. In this, simply stating ‘I am real’ will in no way change the
reality of the illusion we have come to live and accept and allow as ‘who we
are’ that has become our entire Mind-Physical energy experience existence that
is the reality/truth as illusion of/as who/what we are and have become.
What is existing in and as our Mind, is a direct mirror of
who/what we are, and can only change this illusion-reality
relationship and the consequence of and as it with walking the detail of
the process of writing, self-forgiveness and self-corrective application. Walking
part by part we have separated ourselves into and as, walking equally as one
what we have done to ourselves – we separated ourselves part by part, piece by
piece from reality into illusion and so we have to piece ourselves together
part by part, piece by piece – until all the pieces/parts of ourselves as the
Mind is returned / here equal and one with and as our beingness/flesh and so
be/become reality as the physical and finally align our attention,
consideration and regard to what
matters as PHYSICAL MATTER.
I commit myself to show – that, yes –we may be
copies/imitations of and as parents/those that have gone before us, where we
developed our entire Mind, our thought-patterns, internal conversations,
reactions, behaviours from and of the framework/platform of our parents’ minds,
and our external world/reality, that nothing of who we are in our mind-physical
existence has been CREATED/initiated/directed by/as self in absolute equal and
one self-awareness.
But, the responsibility still remains with ourselves, as we have ACCEPTED
ourselves as this Mind we have come to exist as and physically embody in our
mind-physical relationship, and so in this acceptance, allowed the existence of
this mind-physical relationship we’ve become and so the consequences within
this. And thus, within this acceptance and allowance – it is each one’s
individual responsibility to take responsibility for what we’ve become and
done, to change ourselves and our living, for ourselves and for all as
ourselves.
Our existence is/always has simply been duplicates from the
past, layering time/generations of humanity from and of those that have gone
before us, layer by layer, generation by generation, duplicating/copying the
past over and over and over again. With all of humanity on this earth and never
seeing the solution of physical equal and oneness – as all of humanity has been
lost in the possession of the mind as energy-experience; and thus in this – how
no one can claim SELF-awareness, if from childhood in one’s mind-physical
relationship, self had in no way been aware of the emergence of the mind as
duplicates from/of those that have gone before self, how one’s Mind
developed/emerged without one’s self-awareness but automatically
emerged/manifested as what we as beings throughout lives/generations accepted
and allowed from the beginning of the inception of the mind, reincarnation and
the relationship between heaven and earth.
And so; this process of walking with Desteni, is the process of establishing
– for the first time, actual SELF-awareness, where one really get to know
self as the Mind/Consciousness, see/realise/understand how self came to be who
self is, what/how
self live/behave in the physical, one’s experience in relationships, to the
world, the past, present and future and simultaneously within this, see,
realise and understand the consequences of our existence as the Mind, in its
limitation and the extent to which human beings have diminished their potential
to contributing/living in this world/on this earth.
In this, I commit myself to – walk my process through,
within and as the Characters in my Mind, identifying the Characters as the
thoughts, reactions, backchats/internal conversations and behaviours, to no
more accept and allow myself to exist in and as the automated system I have
separated myself into, and given all my power and directive principle to/as
that only exist for the purpose of its own survival. But align all the
parts/pieces into and as equal and one living within and as the physical, and
align me/my life to the purpose/directive principle of all as me. Starting first with
myself – as I can only stand that responsibility to/towards all as me
within this world/reality, if I have equally as one walked the responsibility
within all the me’s within myself as my own Mind; and so walk the 7 year
Journey to Life, the Desteni I
Process as the processes I walk from Mind/Illusion to Physicality/Reality
to for the first time really rebirth
ME, here. No more existing as a personalized imitation/copy from/of those
has gone before me, but know and live who I am and in this ensure that my
living in this world/on this earth is visible/real in being/becoming a living
example of how we as human beings,
individually and together can change this world, through the taking of responsibility
of who we are and what/how we live in alignment/starting point of what’s best
for ourselves as all, instead of the self-serving interest of the illusion
of consciousness/mind that’s come to destroy the opportunity of life/living in
this world/reality.
In the next post, we’re continuing with more detail
regarding how Friend A, from the one energy-experience of ‘Love’ that formed
the primary energy-experience alignment/activation within their
Conservative-Character within the want, need and desire for/of relationship:
created/manifested an entire emotional/feeling body-system that would come to
define herself/her experience of herself as this Character.
