Parenting Building a Child’s Character: DAY 85
(To read this post, it
must be understood that we’re walking this process/Blog - Heaven's Journey to
Life multi-dimensionally, which means – each post covers one dimension, but is
interconnected into/as multi-dimensions in our process of walking the point/question
of “who I am” and how this “I” created/manifested this entire physical
existence. Thus, suggested – to read this Blog from DAY 1, as many of the
points in previous dimensions/DAYS/posts are always brought-through into the
next days/dimensions/posts as all the dimensions interconnect as the
mutli-dimensionality we’ve created/manifested as our separation as
Energy/Consciousness from/of Life/equality and Oneness. Thus, if one is faced
with this post, and have not yet read this Blog from DAY 1 - suggest that self
first start from DAY 1, as otherwise one will have no context of many
dimensions that is walked in this post, that has been dealt with in detail in
previous posts.)
The
First Character-Creation – continued
The
Chicken or the Egg??? – continued
How
the Fruit of Life became Rotten – continued
Who
I Am as Money – continued
As mentioned in the previous post we’re having a look at the
process of creation of Illusion and separation, how we within our Mind-Physical
relationship, created
ourselves into characters as Illusions as our utmost/absolute separation
from ourselves, our beingness and so this physical-existence. How we’ve taken
the ‘whole’ as our beingness/this physical-existence, created separation as
energy-experiences from our beingness and memories of actual physical-reality
to construct ourselves into characters in our Mind.
And within this – how we have, with creating
ourselves into illusion and separation, we have equally as one manifested
our external reality/existence in and as illusion and separation, in our acceptance
and allowance of and as our relationship/separation between energy and
substance, and within this clarifying/specifying more in detail why/how
ourselves as energy/characters of the Mind is Illusion and substance/physical
is what is/always has been Real.
But, before we get to this particular point of explaining
Illusion and Reality, let’s first have a look at the process of creating/manifesting
ourselves
as Memories /Characters within them, from Memories/Characters of and as our
Parents’ Minds/Memories, where self can see/realise/understand for self: how we
have become memories, that’s created/manifested ourselves from Memories; to
from this understanding – better see/realise/understand as we continue, what’s
the difference between Illusion and Reality, and why – with us existing as
Memories: we’re the Illusion destroying/annihilating and sacrificing Reality –
a relationship that is becoming all the more prominent within the consequences
we’re individually and together experiencing/facing in and on this Earth in
this accepted and allowed consequential relationship between Mind/Memories as
Illusion and the Physical-Body and this Physical-Existence as Reality.
I
forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to, from the
beginning to now – see, realise and understand in equality and oneness with
and as life, energy and substance, the mind and the physical how we have, from
the beginning to now continued existing as a ‘separation creation-machine’,
where I as we - used what is Here, as the Reality of ourselves that’s always
been here as our beingness and existence of and as substance-manifest to
create/manifest ourselves and so all and everything as ourselves into and as
Illusion within our process separation-creation in our separation-relationship
from substance into and as energy that consume/sacrifice substance to transform
into energy. That from the beginning – we have instead of living ourselves as
the Real/Reality of ourselves as Here in equality and oneness, REALising
ourselves as Here as the equality and oneness of ourselves with and as
substance: we became exceptional ‘separation-creation machines’ that slowly but
surely, from the beginning to now – have taken pieces of our internal and
external Real/Reality as substance/beingness within, and substance/existence
without, to create/construct/manifest an internal illusion/reality in which
only ourselves exist alone/are ‘god/authority’ of and as, serving only
ourselves within ourselves with energy as we consume/devour ourselves as
substance/here. While in this process of consumption/devouring – transforming
substance to energy/illusion within ourselves that serve only our
interest/intensions/purposes alone: compromising/taking from/hoarding our
beingness/substance and
existence/substance to construct/create our absolute/utmost separation
from ourselves and all as ourselves. Where from the beginning, we’ve instead of
living/REALising here: created/manifested
the utmost, absolute separation in our within and without, as we’ve
stripped what is here in equality and oneness in our within and without into
and as what we’ve become as the Mind manifested/representing pieces of
ourselves of our beingness we have stripped away/separated to construct into memories/characters
representing parts/pieces of the wholeness of ourselves; separating the
very physical-body into and as pieces/stripping it away to create/manifest
energy-experiences, taking from/separating the external physical-existence
within ourselves, accumulating it as memories/parts within ourselves from and
of which we’ll create/manifest characters.
And so – I forgive
myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to, from the beginning to
now, in equality and oneness with and as life, energy and substance, the mind
and the physical – seen, realise and understood how/why we
created/constructed/manifested ourselves as Illusion within ourselves, from the
Real/Reality
of ourselves as substance/existence as our beingness/the physical here, where:
In our Minds – in our relationship of the Mind, our
beingness and the Physical – we’re already with coming into this world,
equipped within a relationship between our beingness and the Mind, and from our
beingness-mind merging, manifested into and as the physical, from where we
additionally become manifested with our parents’ Minds/Memories/Characters that
we’ll use from birth throughout the remainder of our life to manifest our own
personalized Memories/Characters from and of our Parents’ Memories/Characters.
With this process of developing/manifesting/constructing/creating
ourselves as Memories from Memories which work as follows:
Our Parents’ Minds/Memories/Characters serves as a
framework/platform from which we assess
behaviour/speech/sound/movements/interactions of others in our world/reality.
So, for example:
Taking an example of and as a child, with the Mother coming
face-to-face with the Child and the Mother smiles: that moment is then captured
within and between the two eye-blinks, uploaded into the
Unconscious/Physical-Mind from the Physical-Mind
Eyes, into and as the interdimensional/dimensional ‘glass
window panel’ where that present-moment manifest as a memory/past
present-moment that’s in the process of becoming the child’s ‘future’ as
they’ll use that memory/present-moment past-manifestation to create/construct
their character. Then - from the glass-window pane - the Mind/Consciousness
proceeds with ‘scanning’ the present-moment memory. Where the very Consciousness/Mind that ‘scan’ that ‘glass
window panel’ of ‘new’ present-moment memories is existent/manifested from the
child’s beingness merged with its own Mind Framework/Platform and that of the
parents’ Minds’ Memories, where this merging between the child’s beingness, its
Mind Framework/Platform and the Parents’ Minds/Memories: developed/manifested
the child’s initial Consciousness. Where, from this ‘initial Consciousness’ of
the child – only existing as the merging of the child’s beingness, its mind
framework/platform and the parents’ Mind/Memories, the child’s ‘personalized
consciousness’ will come into existence as the process of
developing/manifesting its own consciousness that will manifest once the child
had successfully constructed/manifested their own unconscious, subconscious and
conscious mind from and of the parents’ Mind/Memories and also eventually ‘new
present-moments’ they will face throughout their lives where the child’s
consciousness will then transfer from the initial consciousness as
mind-framework, the child’s beingness and the parents’ mind/memories = into and
as emerging/expanding itself in including itself/its existence from the child’s
beingness, to the child’s entire mind system as the conscious, subconscious and
unconscious mind as well as the parents’ mind/memories that the child will
still reference/use within and throughout the remainder of their lives.
Where I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed
myself to see/realise/understand how/why we have automated our existence
throughout existence in and as this relationship between energy and substance,
evolving as consciousness/energy-itself as the utmost/absolute system/manifestation
of separation. Where - from the beginning as the manifested-singularities with
our separation existent into and as energy Only as ‘life’ – we have continued
and evolved in this process as the ‘separation-creation machine/system’ that
take from our beingness and our external existence as substance to
construct/create/manifest as ‘piece’-together the illusion as ourselves as memories
into characters and energy-experiences.
And so – the moment that present-moment memory is manifested
within and on that interdimensional-dimensional ‘glass window pane’; our
consciousness still existent only as the manifested-merging of our beingness,
our parents’ Minds/Characters and our own Mind framework/platform - would
‘scan’ / ‘move through’ that new present-moment memory on the ‘glass-window
pane’. And the moment that scanning happens with consciousness existent as the
merged-manifestation of our beingness, our Mind framework/platform and the
parents’ Minds/Memories: it scans to see whether, within the parents’
Mind/Memories there exist any similar/same memories of someone/a women looking
similar/the same as the mother, had smiled to either the mother/father and how
they reacted to that/such a moment within themselves. Because, in the Parents’
Minds/Memories within the child – is existent all their memories of ‘who they
were as energy experience and what/how they lives as physical
behaviours/responses’ as characters they’ve come to manifest throughout their
lives, that transferred into the child’s mind-physical relationship as an
entire database of characters the child can/will use to embody/become
characters in and as themselves.
And so, when/as consciousness find a memory, within the
parents’ Minds/Memories existent within the Child’s unconscious/physical-mind
in and as a platform containing all of the parents’ memories/characters as
their Minds: it will connect/merge that memory (let’s say it found a memory of the mother reacting in experience and
behaviour to someone smiling at her, that was similar/same to the
present-moment that the child was experiencing currently); so consciousness
will then connect/merge that memory of the mother with the present-moment
manifestation of the child manifested in and on the glass-window pane. And the
moment that merging of the two memories manifest: that merged-memory
manifestation will resonate within and throughout the beingness/mind and physical-body
of the child, and if/as the child’s beingness accept the reaction/memory of the
mother’s character in response to someone smiling at her as manifested in the
memory, where in the detail of the mother’s memory is existent how the mother
reacted in excitement when someone smiled at them and also physically responded
with a smile/laugh. As within that memory of the mother’s reaction to someone
smiling at her, was manifested the detail of how they ‘characterized’
themselves when someone smiles at them, from the perspective of: in the memory
of the mother’s reaction to someone smiling at them – is all the detail of how
they physically reacted, and reacted in experience/energy within themselves,
which manifested them as a ‘character response’ to someone smiling at them. Thus,
within the parents’ Memories, manifested in the Child’s Unconscious/Physical-Mind
in a platform – is all the detail of the parents’ characters they created
throughout their lives, the memories/characters consisting of the detail of how
they internally experienced themselves and externally behaved as actual
character-manifestations.
And so, in a quantum moment, as the child’s beingness accept
that character-response to smiling as the memory of the mother reacting in
excitement and behaving in smiling/laughter: consciousness take that
merged-memory manifestation, upload it into the centre of the Mind
Consciousness System that’s manifested in the centre of the head. The moment
that merged-memory manifest in the centre of the Mind, in the centre of the
head/brain region - it in quantum time integrate into the entire mind-physical
relationship of the Child, and the child absolutely become the character in the
memory, and will experience/react in excitement with a laughter – equal-to and
one-with as the Mother did in her Character within the Memory the child used to
create/manifest their character-response to their Mother. And so within this
entire process of the merging memories, transferred into the centre-point of
the Mind and downloaded/manifested into the entire Mind-Physical relationship
of the Child: manifested a character in the Child’s Mind, which they physically
became from and of Memories/Characters of the Parents/Mother, always
existent/manifested within and as their Unconscious/Physical-Mind.
And so, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed
myself to see/realise/understand how/why much of ‘who we are’ – especially in
relation to physical-mind-responses as characters of other people’s
physical-behaviours/actions as embodied-characters: have been
created/manifested from memories/characters of our Parents within our Minds. And
so why and how our responses/reactions as characters to people’s
physical-behaviours/responses as characters is so Unconscious/automated that
we’re not even aware of the extent to which we mentally-physically react/become
characters to people’s physical-behaviours/responses as characters. Because,
the moment then, the child becomes that character, manifested as the
merged-memories in the centre of their Mind Consciousness System – the
merged-memories and character within the mother’s memory as her
response/reaction with excitement/smiling/laughter - then integrate/manifest
into and as the Child’s entire Mind-Physical relationship. This means that, as
that merged-memory manifestation manifest in the centre-point of the Mind in
the centre of the head/brain region, where that centre-point manifestation, is
the One Point within the Mind-Physical Relationship that interconnected the
entire Mind into and as the entire Human Physical-Body.
So, as that merged-memory is manifested in that One Point within
the Mind – the merged-memory resonate as an entire Mind-Physical imprint, into
the entire Mind and Entire Physical of the Child. And so that character of the
mother in her memory, that the child accepted and manifested in their
Mind-Physical existence: becomes One Layer that layer/manifest in the entire
Mind-Physical relationship of the Child, which then create/manifest the Child’s
own Unconscious/Physical-Mind.
So, every moment the Child from that moment throughout the
remainder of their life – sees a person looking similar/same to their mother
smiling and the particular-specific way she smiled: that present-moment will
move through the Physical-Mind Eyes into the glass-window pane, where the
child’s consciousness will scan the new present-moment, activate the child’s
merged-memory manifestation that layered/manifested in their entire
Physical-Mind existence and so the child will instantly become the character in
a mind-physical response, as becoming excited and having a momentary
laugh/smile.
And so, we have as children, manifested such physical-mind
responses as embodied characters from memories to/towards our external
environment/world behaviours/physical-responses of others’ characters they’ve
embodied/created/manifested. With such Physical-Mind characters that’s
manifested and layered in our entire Mind-Physical relationship, which is how
and why we simply have come to ‘automatically respond’ as embodied-characters to
others’ physical behaviours/representations; as we’ve – whatever we
automatically respond to: is in fact existent as LAYERS of characters in our
Mind-Physical relationship, that will automatically activate. As these
characters in which we have a particular energy-experience, with a particular
behavioural-response as we become a living-character from a memory we created
as a child, from a memory of our parents – only always existent as
living-memories and characters within them.
Now that one have the
understanding of our relationship as energy to substance, as walked in the
previous post, with how we have given ‘life’ to energy/illusion at the
expense/cost/compromise of substance/existence as real/reality, and how we have
constructed/created ourselves into memories/characters from memories/characters
of those that has gone before us: we can in the next post continue with having
a look at WHY we’re in fact ILLUSION and our beingness/substance and the
physical-body/this physical existence as substance-manifest is the REALITY that
is and always has been compromised for the Illusion as Energy/Mind/Memories/Characters
to survive/exist and maintain its ‘life’ from the taking/stripping of what is
real, and piecing ourselves into separation within ourselves as Illusion.
I commit myself to
show – how we have never in fact in equal and one awareness with ourselves, our
beingness in our equal and one relationship with the physical/physical-body, DECIDED /directed ‘who we are’ in moments of
interaction/participation with others, because our responses/experiences/relationships
with others have always been dependent/created/manifested from MEMORIES as
characters of our parents’ Minds within ourselves, that’s determined ‘who we
are’ and ‘how/what we live’ and ‘experience’-ourselves as, as individualized
characters in relation to others’ behaviour/physical-responses to/towards us in
moments of physical-reality participation/interaction. Thus, we’ve
constructed/created ourselves as memories/characters from memories/characters,
and so have never actually in fact lived/really decided ‘who we are’ in our living,
interaction and participation in existence as memories had come to control our
entire mental-physical relationship from birth to who/how we are now in our
entire mind-physical existence.
I commit myself to show – how we have only become memories,
characters within those memories, that we’ve created/constructed/manifested
from memories/characters of and as our Parents’ Minds within ourselves. Where
ALL/most of our responses as ‘who we are in the energy-experience of ourselves
and how/what we live as our behaviour’ in relation to others’
behaviours/responses have been manifested as-ourselves as characters we become
in a quantum-moment, from what we created/manifested as a child. As such
characters we become in relation to other’s physical-responses/behaviours
to/towards us, have manifested/layered into and as our
Unconscious/Physical-Mind, so now as we continue moving/walking within this
world/reality from childhood, we will thus automatically respond/activate our
characters we’ve manifested/layered ourselves-as.
And from childhood as our characters in relation to other’s
physical-responses/behaviours automatically activate/upload within us, within
the continuation of our life in our interaction/participation with others in
physical-reality: we then spend ‘less time’ focusing on ‘who
we are/how/what we live’ in relation to others’
physical-responses/behaviours as all of that is automated, and more time
within/throughout our lives in creating/manifesting more and more and more
memories, more and more characters/energy experiences as the Mind/Consciousness
attempt/try to survive/exist. As the more and more characters/energy
experiences we create, the more and more and more we separate ourselves from
our beingness, our physical body and this physical existence, the more and more
and more the Illusion stays alive and the reality of who we are gets
compromised, because for Illusion to exist, the reality/beingness of who we are
has to be sacrificed.
I commit myself to show, the detail of how we
created/manifested ourselves as MEMORIES from MEMORIES, both from the within of
ourselves and the without of ourselves. Where we initially as children:
developed/manifested our Unconscious/Physical-Mind as our
responses/behaviours/experiences to/towards others in our ‘who we are as energy
experience and what/how we are as our behaviour/response’ as embodied-characters
from memory - that we constructed/manifested/accepted from and of our parents’
memories/characters. And as we develop/manifest our Unconscious/Physical-Mind
automated responses as embodied-characters to people’s behaviours/responses; we
as we continue within our interaction/participation in reality –
manifest/create our Subconscious and Conscious Mind, that will become embodied
characters that we create within ourselves, from taking new present-moment
memories; that we’ll cross-reference with our beingness only – when/as our
parents’ Minds/Memories in us, did not have/contain similar
people/moments/experiences as present-moments/memories we face within our
lifetime. And so would with such present-moments memories with no reference
from and of our parents’ Minds within us, only cross-reference the new
present-moment memory with our beingness. In seeing whether within and as any
of our past-lives (in DAY
82 of this Blog, we have walked the relationship between our beingness and
past-lives), from and of which we created/manifested our beingness in our
mind-physical relationship throughout our lives: have encountered similar present-moments.
And when/as we do, from our beingness find a character that we’ve become within
our past-lives that is equal-to and one-with this present-moment we’re facing
within ourselves: our beingness will connect that past-life
experience/character that is still here as-ourselves as what we’ve become
as our beingness that we accepted as-ourselves, and connect it to the
present-moment memory as past-manifest within the glass-window pane; upload the
merged-memories into and as the centre of the Mind, resonate it through the
Mind-Physical relationship, but specifically store such a memory/character,
where only our beingness connected to the present-moment memory, and not the
parents’ mind/memory: into and as our Subconscious-Mind; and store the merged-memories
there. As the Subconscious-Mind represent the characters/memories we created
‘anew’ in our current-life with the reference between our external-reality and
our beingness; where eventually: our subconscious-mind will transfer into and
as our children to come, and serve as a platform for them to create/construct
characters when/as they face similar/the same present-moment memories as
past-manifest as we have within our life-time.
And so – I commit myself to show how/why our Subconscious-Mind
serves as the character-database that we create from memories of our beingness.
And will in posts to come within this Blog – show/reveal how even our beingness
has become an embodiment of characters we’ve accumulated/manifested as
ourselves throughout our lives in existence. Thus still – our characters in our
subconscious, created/constructed from memories/characters of and as our
beingness, and our Unconscious-Mind serves as the character database that we
create from memories/characters of and as our Parents’ Minds = always in all
ways constructing/creating ourselves from MEMORIES, which is all that we’ve
become good at doing within existence in the illusion of ourselves WITHIN
ourselves only, while everything and everyone else in existence as-ourselves
has been ignored, neglected, ruined and compromised/sacrificed as we have given
illusion the authority of ‘life’ only within ourselves, as memories creating
memories: Instead of really in fact ever LIVING
HERE, together – equally as one; manifesting ourselves as LIFE.
So thus in this the question…has Life
ever really in fact existed, if – from the beginning, all we’ve done and became
is stripping/taking from HERE
into pieces as memories, into the separation-creation of-ourselves as ILLUSION
as characters we come to embody/live-out???
I commit myself to show – how as children coming into this
world, what we create ourselves into and evolve into is as Consciousness, as
our automated separation/illusion creation system, that evolve from initially
creating/constructing ourselves from only memories of our Parents’
Minds/Memories that become our Unconscious/Physical-Mind, and from there our
‘personalized’ consciousness evolve into creating/manifesting our Subconscious
and Conscious-Mind as we continue within and throughout our lives in creating
ourselves from Memories as Memories into living-embodied Characters: a process
that will be walked in detail, as how we’ve come to accept and allow
Consciousness as a Memory-database/Memory-creation machine of Energy/Illusion
to control who we are, never in fact living who we are in our equal and one
relationship with ourselves and all as ourselves as Here.
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