How the World will Never Change –
Day 32
Energy as Authority - Part Two
The Chicken or the Egg??? – Part Three
How the Fruit of Life became Rotten – Part Fourteen
Who I Am as Money – continued
As mentioned in the previous-post we’re continuing with the point of and as ourselves as
Energy-Possession and Possessors, and how from here we have manifested Spite
and Blame, to protect and defend the possession and possessing of and as
ourselves as Energy, and within this thus – seeing, realising and understanding
the deliberate nature of possession.
I forgive myself that I have
accepted and allowed myself to – within and as my definition of me as Energy
within and as the nature of me as Energy-possession and possessor, through the
action of manipulation, abuse and misuse of and as my beingness,
manifested-singularity and existence as substance-manifest through and as
friction/conflict - where I transform substance into energy: I within and as
that separation relationship of me to substance as existence-manifest –
positioned myself as Energy as authority/god of me and so of and as existence
as me, that I manipulate, use and abuse to create me as Energy within, and
Energy without.
In this, I forgive myself that I
have accepted and allowed myself to – in and as this ‘creation’ of me as
Energy, not see, realise and understand that the creation of me as Energy is a
constant, continuous process of friction/conflict as the manipulation, abuse
and misuse of transforming substance into Energy. And because Energy became my
who, what and how I am – within and as the starting-point of and as
negative-energy experience that manifest through and as the very
friction/conflict of and as my separation – I had to constantly, continuously
maintain my relationship to substance as friction/conflict within and as the
starting-point of and as negative-energy experience to transform/consume
substance into and as Energy. And so, what emerged as me as Energy from here as
the ‘beingness’ of and as me as Energy – was Spite. Because:
D-(manifestation)-E-(energy)-SPITE
the evidence within and as existence, my beingness and manifested singularity –
all equally as one manifested within and as substance, in and as equality and
oneness, I continued within and as my who, what and how relationship as energy
to to/towards substance within and as the friction/conflict, creating me as
negative-energy experience awareness to the neutral and positive-energy
experience awareness by
transforming/consuming substance into energy as the manipulation, abuse
and misuse of substance as me. So – d-e-spite: the manifestation (d) of me, as
energy (e) in and as spite (the deliberate friction/conflict as manipulation,
abuse and misuse of substance through consuming substance into energy)
deliberately maintaining my relationship to substance/existence-manifest in my
within and without, not considering, regarding substance as life of and as
equality and oneness in any way whatsoever as I as Energy had declared me as authority
of me and so of existence, and so of substance.
In this, I forgive myself that I
have not accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand that as this
authority as Energy that exist as me within and as the starting-point of me as
manipulation, abuse and misuse within and as the friction/conflict, generating negative-energy
experience as transforming life/substance into and as Energy: that this will be
the starting point of me as Energy as authority that will equally as one create
existence as me within and as the equal and one starting point of and as me as
Energy.
And so, I forgive myself that I
haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand how existence as
me, manifested equal-to and one-with the starting-point of me as Spite, as –
the Mind to the Physical-Body, Heaven to Earth, the World-System to this
Physical-Existence: manifested within and as the nature of and as deliberate Spite/Evil
– transforming/consuming as reversing substance/physicality as Life/Live to
Energy/Evil through and as manipulation,
abuse and misuse of physicality as substance-manifest, through the
friction/conflict driven into and towards it to transform physicality/substance
into and as Energy. Where - as Energy-Authority in and as spite/evil –
reversing life/live into and as energy/evil as consuming (reversing) substance
(lives) into and as Energy (evil) for me to exist/survive as Heaven, the Mind
and the World-System of Money – despite the evidence as manifested-consequence,
my relationship as Energy-Authority create within myself and all of existence
as me.
I forgive myself that I have
accepted and allowed myself to manifest me as Energy-Authority as Spite:
In the beginning: the deliberate act of me as Energy-Authority,
manifesting friction/conflict to/towards substance and transforming/consuming
substance into and as Energy as the act of who, what and how I am as
manipulation, abuse and misuse:
Despite the evidence that
manifested, that substance was being transformed/consumed into and as Energy
for only me in and as my beingness and manifested singularity for me as Energy
to continue existing/surviving. Despite the evidence that for me to exist as
Energy, I have to maintain friction/conflict as negative-energy experience as
consuming substance into Energy.
Despite the evidence that I was
taking-from substance/existence as a whole, for me to possess MY WANT as me as
Energy to positive-energy experience awareness.
And so I as Energy became the
possession of and as substance, that possessed substance to transform/consume
into and as Energy – and so, possession of me as Energy; was an deliberate act
of me in and as deliberate Spite as energy to continue existing/surviving –
because despite the evidence that was here, I still accepted and allowed myself
to continue without change.
My Mind to the Physical-Body: the deliberate act of me as Energy/Mind-Authority,
manifesting friction/conflict in and as my Unconscious-Mind to/towards my
physical-body/substance-manifest and transforming/consuming physicality into
and as Energy as the act of who, what and how I am as Mind as manipulation,
abuse and misuse:
Despite the evidence that
manifests, that physicality its being transformed/consumed into and as Energy
for only me in and as my Mind Consciousness System as Energy to continue
existing/surviving, with the evidence manifested as the process of
physical-deterioration, pain, illness, sickness, discomfort that manifest
throughout the years/time I as the Mind consume the very life of and as the
human physical body, manifesting myself into and as the reverse of life as
death.
Despite the evidence that for me
to exist as Energy/Mind/Consciousness, I have to maintain friction/conflict as
negative-energy experience manifested as my Unconscious-Mind as consuming
substance/physicality into Energy – with the evidence manifested as the nature
of and as my entire Mind Consciousness System, in and as the Unconscious and
Subconscious as my Secret-Mind and internal conversations that exist within and
as the negative to/towards others, my world/environment and the world as a
whole. Where in my internal conversations/Secret Mind of and as negativity
to/towards others, my world and the world as a whole - I use that negative/evil internal
conversations/backchat to accumulate/justify ‘who I am’ as the
Mind/Consciousness, and so use my negative/evil standing/relationship
to/towards others, my world and the world as a whole to make me/ego as Mind
‘feel better’ about/of ‘who I am’ as Mind/Consciousness, and so from/through
the negative – accumulate me into and as my positive-energy experience of and
as the MORE of me as Energy/Mind/Consciousness.
Despite the evidence that I am
taking-from substance/physicality, for me to possess MY WANT as me as Energy/Mind/Consciousness
to positive-energy experience awareness as MY SURVIVAL of and as Energy, with
the evidence manifested as, throughout the years – the more I get/have my
want/survival as the Mind/Consciousness – the more the physical-body throughout
the years deteriorate into, as and towards death.
And so I as Mind/Consciousness/Energy
became the possession of and as substance/physicality, that possess substance/physicality
to transform/consume into and as Energy – and so, the possession of me as
Mind/Consciousness; is and always has been a deliberate act of me in and as
deliberate Spite as energy/Mind/Consciousness to/towards the Physical-Body to
continue existing/surviving – because despite the evidence that is here, I
still accepted and allowed myself to continue without change.
The World-System of Money to this Physical-Existence: the
deliberate act of me as Money/World-System Authority, manifesting
friction/conflict into and towards this physical-existence as substance-manifest
and transforming/consuming physicality into and as Money as the act of who,
what and how I am as the World-System of Money as manipulation, abuse and
misuse:
Despite the evidence that
manifests, that this physical-existence is being transformed/consumed into and
as Money for only the World-System of Money to continue existing/surviving,
with the evidence manifested as the process of physical-reality/world
annihilation/destruction (deforestation, desertification, air and water
pollution, fracking, drilling, animal-slaughter, animal-abuse) that manifest
throughout the years/time as the World-System of Money consume the very life of
and as this physical-existence, manifesting this physical-existence into and as
the reverse of life as death/destruction/annihilation.
Despite the evidence that for the
World-System of Money to continue existing, it has to maintain the
friction/conflict as negative-energy experience it manifest to/towards this
physical-existence, and the lives of human beings, animals, nature, the earth
that is compromised because of it - as consuming substance/physicality into
Money – with the evidence manifested as the World-System of Money is accepted
and allowed to exist as is with its relationship to this physical existence,
taking from the very life of everything and everyone on this Earth to continue
existing/surviving.
Despite the evidence that the
World-System of Money is taking-from substance/physicality, for it to possess
its WANT as Money to the positive-energy experience of accumulating its Want as
more, and more and more Money for only its SURVIVAL as Money, with the evidence
manifested as, throughout the years – the more the World-System of Money
get/have its want/survival as Money – the more this physical-existence, and the
lives of beings and manifestations in this physical-existence - deteriorate
into and as destruction, annihilation and ruin.
And so I as the World-System of
Money became the possession of and as substance/physicality, that possess
substance/physicality to transform/consume into and as Money – and so, the
possession of me as the World-System of Money; is and always has been a
deliberate act of me in and as deliberate Spite as the World-System of Money to/towards
this Physical-Existence – because despite the evidence that is here, I still
accepted and allowed myself to continue without change.
In the next post, we’ll continue
with Blame and its relationship to Spite – how we’ve used Blame, to
deliberately not see the evidence ourselves as Spite has manifested as the
consequence in and as substance/the physical-body and this physical-existence
as a whole as ourselves.
I see, realise and understand
that the nature of Spite exist within and as the starting-point of knowing
exactly what I am accepting and allowing myself to be and do, but will
deliberately continue within and as the starting-point of me as self-interest,
to manifest MY WANT for me as Energy/Mind/Consciousness to continue
existing/surviving – despite the evidence as consequence that manifest within
me, towards others and my world as me.
In this, I commit myself to –
through writing, self-forgiveness and self-corrective application assist and
support myself to identify, where, when, how and towards who/what in my world I
am constantly/continuously accepting and allowing myself to exist within
manipulation, abuse and misuse that I know I am being/doing, but will
deliberately in and as spite continue for me to get that something that I WANT
for me as Ego to maintain my existence within and as my Mind.
In this, I commit myself to stop me as Spite as my Mind/Consciousness through and as the process of walking
writing, self-forgiveness and self-corrective application – as the spite as the
Mind I have become in my relationship to/towards the physical-body, that will
continue its relationship to the physical in manipulation, abuse and misuse of
physicality for only Energy to survive to get/have its possession/Want as
Energy; despite the evidence that manifest within and as the physical-body as
my consequential relationship as Energy/Mind to/with the Physical-Body.
In this, I commit myself to walk the World-System of Money as me – as I stop my deliberate nature of and as
Spite, and no more accept and allow such a deliberately spiteful existence as
me as the Mind/Consciousness to the Physical-Body, I will no more accept and
allow such a deliberately spiteful existence as the World-System of Money, that
continue manipulating, abusing and misusing physicality to transform into money
– despite the evidence as manifested-consequence it create in and as this
physical-existence.
I commit myself to – transform
spitefulness to humbleness. Walking from my Mind/Consciousness Spiteful nature
to/towards the physical, into and as equality and oneness with and as my
physical-body - as I walk my process of and as writing, self forgiveness and
self corrective application – seeing, realising and understanding the gift of
humbleness as honouring that which gives me life as physicality, this physical
existence, and no more dishonouring life/physicality in and as my nature of and
as spite as deliberately manipulating, abusing and misusing it to serve only my
interest as my want as my possession of and as energy.
Where it is me as
Energy/Mind/Consciousness that has to step-down/descend into and as
physicality, as returning me as Energy to Physicality, where this
stepping-down/stepping-back/descension, is the act of me as humbleness in
realising/seeing/understanding that I have dishonoured life as me as
physicality in and as my nature of and as spite. And so with and as this act of
humbleness to/towards life/physicality - I manifest my standing of and as
equality and oneness with and as the physical, and so this physical-existence.
To from, within and as this equality and oneness, honour life as me - and not
accept and allow anything less, than the absolute honouring of life as equality
and oneness. And so stand as a living example of the process to be walked to
stop spite, to become humble and stand equal and one with physicality/life as
the process of taking responsibility and in fact changing, from what we’ve
accepted and allowed ourselves to deliberately become and do as Energy in and
as Spite in and as the want of possession, that has created/manifested the
existential consequences we face today.
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It is now extremely clear to me - more so than ever before - WHY and HOW Self Forgiveness is the only key to Life - there is no other way/ means that we could stand up from what we've done onto ourselves. I am grateful because through these blogs I have been able to stop the judgment I had toward 'how I saw the world,' and in fact realize that I had been looking at the real nature of what we exist as, and only satanized it because I believed it was 'wrong' to portray death and destruction, when in fact it is the only way that I can allow myself to at least create a picture of what I have been extremely uncomfortable toward, which is the destruction that we have caused to ourselves and our world. I now see, realize and understand is and has always been us abusing ourselves in the name of our wants and needs as positive energy, playing 'god' in separation - absolute absurdity.
Thank you also for posting the picture, I doubted myself for a moment for it being rather 'shocking' but it is our current reality and so, I present it as it is and including myself as part of the responsibility within it.
Grateful for all these writings that is now giving a guideline as to what is it in our nature that must be corrected -- as well as HOW to stand up from it, which is certainly invaluable in a world where all solutions would be sold like gold.
M