Energy as Real Creator: DAY 42
The
Soul of Fear - Part Eight
Energy
as Authority - Part Twelve
The
Chicken or the Egg??? – Part Thirteen
How
the Fruit of Life became Rotten – Part Twenty-Three
Who
I Am as Money – continued
As mentioned in the previous post, we’re walking Temptation
– the Temporary/Tempting Saturation of self as Energy/Money into and as the
positive-energy experience/accumulation of and as Money. How we have from the
beginning, to the Mind Consciousness System and the World-System of Money –
accepted and allowed ourselves to deliberately continue existing in and as the
Deal with the Devil, the Offering of our Souls within and as the starting-point
Signature/Signing as Fear of Loss/Losing. Where we would eternally accept and
allow the Damnation of Life/Substance/Physicality as our Physical-Bodies and this
Physical-Existence, for us to survive as Energy and Possess our Temptation as
the positive-energy experience within, and money-accumulation experience
without.
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself
to see/realise/understand how I have from the Beginning, given up Eternal Life
as equality and oneness with and as Substance, for the Temporary/Tempting
Saturation experience of myself as Energy.
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself
to see/realise/understand how I have from the Beginning signed the Deal with
the Devil as the Offering my Soul/Life/Substance, within and as the signature
of and as Fear/Fear of Loss of losing my Temptation as Energy as the
positive-energy experience, where the Deal Lead me into and as Temptation
eternally to possess me as Energy and to survive as Energy within and as the
consequence of eternal damnation of me as Energy and as Life/Substance,
changing me from the Soul of Life, to the Soul of Fear as Consciousness,
changing me from Living/Live to the reverse as Survival/Evil as I will
eternally accept and allow an existence, where my nature and action of me and
relationship to Life stand within and as deliberate manipulation, abuse and
misuse of substance/life (excusing life -authority for
energy/Devil/Mind-authority to exist), as consuming substance to transform into
energy (justified as defying life, and deifying energy/Mind) through and as
deliberate friction/conflict (spite) for the
survival/rewarding/empowerment/saturation of me as Energy/Mind-Authority: to
protect and defend only my SURVIVAL/possession as empowerment of and as
Energy-itself that I had come to possess with my contract/Deal with the Devil
and the Offering of my Soul; and so continuing – throughout time, to this day
with accepting and allowing consequence, for only me as Energy/Mind to continue
existing/surviving.
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself
to see/realise/understand how, in the Beginning – the moment I accepted and
allowed my separation from and of the whole of equality and oneness as me; that
manifested me as the Devil/Evil as the reverse of Live/Life as I consumed
substance/Life and transformed it into Energy, leading myself into and as
Temptation as the positive-energy experience, where I sealed/signed the deal to
please/saturate/possess only me as Energy within and as the signature of and as
Fear/Fear of Loss: That Fear/Fear of Loss would be/become my Soul evolved into
and as Consciousness that would become my directive-principle, control, will
and choice from that moment throughout existence - as that Fear/Fear of Loss as
signature on the contract/Deal with the Devil as Offering my Soul as consuming
substance to transform into energy within and as the nature and action of Blame
as Spite, excuse and justification: that signature damned me as Energy to an
existence of evil/survival, and so damned Life/Substance to be consumed into
Energy for me as survive/possess my Temptation as Energy-manifest.
In this, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and
allowed myself to see/realise/understand – how, I have not in fact Created me,
I have not in fact Created existence: I as the centre starting-point in and as
equality and oneness with me as All within myself, and so with and as the
without as myself, had not – from the beginning, moment by moment, step by step
in absolute awareness with and as All as me in the within and without as
myself: Created me and existence as a whole.
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself
to see/realise/understand how – I as Energy, as my Relationship to
Substance/Life – within myself and as the without as myself as my internal and
external manifestation of my existence as Energy: Came to be through
Consequence/Consequence Outflow as Cause and Effect within and as the
relationship between Accept and Allow. With:
Cause/Acceptance as Consequence: From the moment of
conception of separation manifesting the friction/conflict as negative-energy
experience – that manifested the Cause of me as Energy that I Accepted as ‘me’
and so I as Energy manifested the Consequence of me as Energy in and as the
Relationship between Cause and Acceptance.
Effect/Allowance as Consequence-outflow: From the moment I
experienced the Consequence of me as Energy from the Cause/Acceptance
relationship of and as the conception of separation that manifested the
negative-energy experience friction/conflict – the Effect of that relationship
manifest into the Allowance of the accumulation of me as Energy into and from
the negative, to the neutral and to the positive-energy experience as
Consequence-outflow of me as Energy.
In this, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed
myself to become the Cause/Acceptance as Consequence and Effect/Allowance as
Consequence-outflow relationship – with no control, directive-principle, will
or choice in me within and as this accepted and allowed/Cause and Effect
relationship of me as Consequence/Consequence-outflow as Energy to
Substance/Life - because:
I had been the Cause of separation as conception of me as
separate from and of the whole, that accepted this Cause as Separation for me
as Consequence/Energy to exist/survive within and as the Effect (that
manifested from the Cause/Acceptance of and as Separation) as
Consequence-outflow as the negative-energy experience friction/conflict that
accumulated/Allowed me as Energy from the negative, to the neutral and to the
positive.
Where, from that moment: my existence, from the Beginning to
the Mind Consciousness System, to this World-System of Money, would be in and
as the manifestation of me as Cause/Acceptance and Effect/Allowance for me as
Energy as Consequence and Consequence-Outflow to exist and survive.
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself
to see/realise/understand the ‘fine print’ of the Deal with the Devil and the
Offering of my Soul for me as Energy to possess my Temptation as Energy/empower
me with Energy-experience and so manifest me as a ‘God’ unto myself Only: that
my existence as Energy in and as possession and survival through and as my Deal
with the Devil and the Offering of my Soul with the signature of Fear/Fear of
Loss as the Details of that Deal and Offering – the ‘fine print’, was:
I would give-up my directive-principle, will and choice to
the Controls of the relationship between Cause/Acceptance as Consequence and
Effect/Allowance as Consequence-outflow as the relationship of Energy to
Substance that would maintain my Deal with the Devil and the Offering of my Soul for the pleasure, saturation and empowerment of my Energy-Temptation to be
a God unto myself only. In this – making Energy-itself Authority through and as
the relationship to Life/Substance within and as Cause/Acceptance as
Consequence and Effect/Allowance as Consequence-outflow – with my Soul of
Fear/Fear of Loss manifesting me into and as the nature and action of and as deliberate
manipulation, abuse and misuse of substance/life (excusing life -authority for
energy/Devil/Mind-authority to exist), as consuming substance to transform into
energy (justified as defying life, and deifying energy/Mind) through and as
deliberate friction/conflict (spite) for the
survival/rewarding/empowerment/saturation of me as Energy/Mind-Authority: to
protect and defend only my SURVIVAL/possession as empowerment of and as
Energy-itself that I had come to possess with my contract/Deal with the Devil
and the Offering of my Soul; and so continuing – throughout time, to this day
with accepting and allowing the relationship of Cause/Acceptance as Consequence
and Effect/Allowance as Consequence-Outflow, for only me as Energy/Mind to
continue existing/surviving.
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself
to see/realise/understand how I had given up/signed away my responsibility and
ability to Create with and as Life in and as Equality and Oneness, through and
as directive-principle, will and choice in absolute awareness of and as
equality and oneness, where I would have been able to measure the relationship
between cause and effect, acceptance and allowance as Consequence and
Consequence outflow within and as the Equality-Equation of always considering
what is/would be best for all in every moment/step of my nature and action.
But instead - because my starting-point had become of and as
Separation, I separated myself from the very Cause and Effect relationship that
Energy now had taken Control of, with the Cause as the Acceptance of separation
and the Consequence of Energy for the empowerment, pleasure and saturation of
only me as Energy within myself to be a God/possession unto myself only – with
the Effect as Allowance of and as the negative-energy experience
friction/conflict that manifested the Consequence-outflow of me as Energy from
the negative, to the neutral and to the positive and so would always only
consider/regard the Cause/Effect relationship within the context of my own
Interest as possession/survival of me as Energy Only.
And so – I did not Create me/Existence as me: I
CAUSED/ACCEPTED me as Energy as CONSEQUENCE-manifest, that MANIFESTED the
EFFECT/ALLOWANCE as CONSEQUENCE-OUTFLOW, where Energy had become the AUTHORITY/Control
of me and existence as me; and so had given up my directive-principle, will and
choice of and as Creating/Creation of and as Life in and as Awareness for
Energy-Authority/Consciousness as Fear to exist FOR me within and as the
relationship of and as Cause/Acceptance as Consequence and Effect/Allowance as
Consequence-outflow.
In the next post, we’ll continue with how we had
given-up/signed away Creating within and as Awareness of and as Equality and
Oneness with and as Life – to the relationship of
Energy-consequence/consequence-outflow as Cause/Acceptance and Effect/Allowance
for the possession and so survival of and as Energy/ ourselves as ‘Gods’ unto
ourselves only; and in this: ourselves as Energy, internally and our existence
of Energy externally as our relationship internally and externally as Mind and
Money to the physical-body and this physical-existence had manifested through
CONSEQUENCE and not through CREATION.
I commit myself to show – how and why, we do not know the
details of our own entire existence as the Mind Consciousness System, from the
Unconscious, to the Subconscious and to the Conscious-Mind, and everything and
all that our Minds as ourselves consist of and exist as: because we did not in
fact CREATE ourselves, we manifested ourselves through Consequence and
Consequence-outflow as Energy within the relationship we manifested as Energy
to the Physical-Body within and as Cause/Acceptance and Effect/Allowance.
I commit myself to show – that we’re Responsible for what we
are as the Mind Consciousness System as the manifestation of consequence and
consequence-outflow from and of the relationship of Energy to the Physical-Body
in and as Cause/Acceptance and Effect/Allowance, because: we ourselves in and
from the Beginning, made the decision to manifest ourselves into and as such an
existence as the relationship between Energy and Substance and Mind and
Physical-Body – within the starting-point of Fear/Fear of Loss to survive as
Energy to possess our Temptation as Energy/Energy-empowerment to be ‘Gods’ unto
ourselves only. In this, our responsibility: we made the Decision to be Gods
unto ourselves as Energy only, to make Energy the Authority with the manifestation/details
of that Decision being the continued existence of ourselves as
Consequence/Consequence-outflow being controlled within and as the relationship
of Cause/Acceptance and Effect/Allowance for Energy-Authority to survive and
for us to Possess our Temptation as Energy/positive-energy experience.
I commit myself to – through writing, self-forgiveness and self-corrective application; assist and support me to align myself with and as
The Decision as starting-point of and as Life as what is/will be best for all –
so that I can assist and support me to always consider/regard my nature and
actions of Cause/Acceptance and Effect/Allowance as
Consequence/Consequence-outflow within and as equality and oneness / what
is/will be best for all, to so be/become the living directive-principle and
will of Life-Authority; and no more accept and allow Energy-Authority to exist FOR me in controlling the relationship between
Cause/Acceptance and Effect/Allowance as Consequence/Consequence-outflow
for only it to survive and possess itself that has manifested the consequential relationship between the Mind and Body, and so also the World-System of Money
to this physical-existence.
I commit myself to show, how – through writing, self-forgiveness
and self-corrective application, is the living action and application of The Decision
as Life/Life-Authority – to re-align me into and as Responsibility and Self-Directive
Living, as through writing, self-forgiveness and self-corrective application, I
step by step, point by point, part by part of and as me as my Mind Consciousness-System;
take each point/part and align me to take directive-principle and so responsibility for it, for it to no more exist in and as autopilot/automation that control me,
but that I became the directive-principle of and as it, and at the same time – re-align
it from an energy-consuming point/part, to a physical-living word of and as equality
and oneness.
I commit myself to show, how – writing, self-forgiveness and
self-corrective application is the process of actual creation of self and self’s
living, as self will walk/apply/live with writing, self-forgiveness and self-corrective
application in every moment, every step, every point and every part in and as awareness
of self, self’s body and so self’s world/reality – will have the physical-evidence
of self walking self’s process of creation from Consequence to Creation, from the
Mind to the Physical, and so from Survival to Living. Manifesting the creation of
equality and oneness and what’s best for all as Life as self – within and without,
as what it had supposed to have been from the Beginning, and really bringing Heaven to Earth as Self – it all starts with me.
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