Are All Choices Damned?: DAY 44
The
Soul of Fear - Part Nine
Energy
as Authority - Part Thirteen
The
Chicken or the Egg??? – Part Fourteen
How
the Fruit of Life became Rotten – Part Twenty-Four
Who
I Am as Money – continued
As mentioned in the previous post – we’re continuing with
walking more detail into the Mind Consciousness System relationship to the
Physical-Body, where – because we have to exist in a Cause/Acceptance
(separation) and Effect/Allowance (manifestation of friction/conflict as
negative-energy experience that accumulate the neutral to the positive); for
Energy to exist: we within that accepted and allowed relationship lost all
control, directive-principle, will and choice over and of the Consequence and
Consequence-outflow that relationship of Energy to Substance/Mind to
Physicality manifest. And thus, how ourselves and this existence manifest /has
manifested through Consequence and Consequence-outflow within and as the
manifestation of ourselves as Energy as the relationship of Cause/Acceptance
and Effect/Allowance – just for ourselves as Energy to survive and possess
ourselves to control our Authority/Godhood within ourselves.
Within this, having a look at the implications of accepting
and allowing Energy to be Authority over and of Life…
I forgive myself, that I have accepted and allowed myself,
to from the Beginning – give Energy Authority over and of Life/Substance,
manifested as the signing of the Deal with the Devil, the Offering of my Soul
in and as Fear/Fear of Loss for my addiction/temptation as temporary/tempting
saturation/empowerment of and as Energy/Positive-energy experience, that
bedevilled my nature and action into and as deliberate Blame as spite, excuse
and justification as the deliberate manipulation, abuse and misuse of
substance/life (excusing life-authority for energy/Devil/Mind/Money-authority
to exist), as consuming substance to transform into energy (justified as
defying life/physicality, and deifying energy/Mind/Money) through and as
deliberate friction/conflict (spite) for the
survival/rewarding/empowerment/saturation of me as Energy/Mind/Money-Authority:
to protect and defend only my SURVIVAL/possession as empowerment of and as
Energy-itself through and as the entire Relationship of me as Energy to
Substance within and as Cause/Acceptance and Effect/Allowance as Consequence
and Consequence-outflow.
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself
to see/realise/understand that MY only Purpose as Energy-Authority is Survival
within and as Fear/Fear of Loss through and as the nature and action of Blame
as spite, excuse and justification within and as the relationship of
Cause/Acceptance and Effect/Allowance as Consequence and Consequence-outflow –
where I’ve manifested me as an acceptance of separation, and an allowance of
friction/conflict as negative-energy experience accumulation, to the neutral
and positive-energy experience; that is and has become my automated existence
as Energy-Authority. And within that acceptance of separation, and allowance of
friction/conflict as negative-energy experience accumulation: abdicated my
ability of responsibility, directive-principle, will and choice; where
throughout time:
Responsibility as
Energy-Authority: Response-Ability – diminished/limited to the ability of me
only responding to my Fear/Fear of Loss the moment my energy-experience
awareness of the positive lessen to the neutral and to the negative, that
automatically instigate/initiate my movement inward and forward for my
reward/empowerment/saturation as addiction/temptation of and as positive-energy
experience. Thus, my responsibility was only to my own survival – with no
consideration/regard to Life/Substance as the means/ways/methods within and as
the nature and action of Blame as spite, excuse and justification as
manifesting deliberate friction/conflict to consume substance and transform
into Energy for me to survive.
Directive-Principle
as Energy-Authority: As Energy-Authority, my Directive-Principle manifested as
Control – where I manage the relationship of Cause/Acceptance (acceptance of
separation) and Effect/Allowance (the manifestation of that separation as the
friction/conflict that manifest the negative-energy experience) as Consequence
and Consequence-outflow to ensure that I as Energy fulfil my responsibility of
Survival unto myself only. Where, within this Control – I control only me
within myself, and thus have control of only me within myself within and as my
limited/diminished functioning of maintaining the relationship of me as Energy
to Substance within and as separation and the friction/conflict manifesting the
negative-energy experience.
This Control that has now been automated by and as
Consciousness with its Responsibility of ensuring Survival within and as
Fear/Fear of Loss within and as the Mind Consciousness System, that now Control
my entire Mind Consciousness System FOR me, managing the constant/continuous
relationship of Cause/Acceptance (acceptance of separation) and
Effect/Allowance (the manifestation of that separation as the friction/conflict
that manifest the negative-energy experience) as Consequence and
Consequence-outflow to ensure that I as Energy fulfil my responsibility of
Survival unto myself only.
Will as
Energy-Authority: My Will as Energy-Authority exist as automated initiation/instigation
by and through the negative-energy experience within and as Fear/Fear of Loss
to protect and defend my responsibility and control of and as Survival unto me
as Energy only; where the moment my energy-experience awareness lessen to the
negative-energy experience; it instigate/initiate as motivate my movement
inward and forward for my reward/temptation/addiction of and as
Energy/positive-energy experience empowerment/saturation – through and as the
process of consuming substance to transform into Energy within and as the
deliberate nature and action of me as Blame of spite, excuse and justification
and the relationship of Cause/Acceptance and Effect/Allowance of Consequence
and Consequence-outflow.
Choice as
Energy-Authority: Where I had in the beginning manifested my Choice in and as
my who, how and what I am as Energy-Authority, manifested as the Deal with the
Devil, the Offering of my Soul – that manifested me into and as the eternal
damnation of my internal and external existence, as I will eternally exist
within and as deliberate Blame as spite, excuse and justification as the
deliberate manipulation, abuse and misuse of substance/life (excusing
life-authority for energy/Devil/Mind/Money-authority to exist), as consuming
substance to transform into energy (justified as defying life/physicality, and
deifying energy/Mind/Money) through and as deliberate friction/conflict (spite)
for the survival/rewarding/empowerment/saturation of me as Energy/Mind/Money-Authority:
to protect and defend my responsibility and control of and as only my
SURVIVAL/possession through and as the entire Relationship of me as Energy to
Substance within and as Cause/Acceptance and Effect/Allowance as Consequence
and Consequence-outflow.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to,
abdicate:
Responsibility: to protecting and defending only my
Survival/Possession as Energy
Directive-Principle: to Controlling only my
Survival/Possession as Energy
Will: to Automated motivation as instigation/initiation of
and as Fear/Fear of Loss of and as the negative-energy experience awareness of
me for my Survival/Possession as Energy Only
Choice: to Eternally Damn me and existence as me for Only my
Survival/Possession as Energy Only, where I had made the choice, eternally of
who, how and what I am as Energy within and as the manifestation of and as the
Deal with the Devil, the Offering of my Soul
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
abdicate, an existence of Life, of equality and oneness of responsibility,
directive-principle, will and choice of Living and Creating – to an existence
of Energy and Separation, of protection and defence, control, motivation within
fear and damnation of Evil and Survival; that has become the existence of me,
from the Beginning, to the Mind Consciousness System and the World-System of Money – not seeing, realising and understanding; how and why: my nature and
action of and as deliberate Blame within and as spite, excuse and justification
as expecting change, waiting for change, praying for change, wishing for
change: is in fact me deliberately Postponing the Change of Me as
Energy-Authority – as I will continue in and as Energy and Separation, of
protection and defence, control, motivation within fear and damnation of Evil
and Survival to remain as Energy-Authority/Mind/Money for me to continue
existing as Energy/Mind/Money-Authority. And will only not take the responsibility,
directive-principle, will and choice of and as Life-Authority of and as
equality and oneness as what is/will be best for all; because I deliberately
regard me as Energy as the Authority over and of all of existence; and in this
deliberate refusal and postponement of me as Energy-Authority not changing: I
am the Devil Incarnate, and regard my possessions/survival of and as
Energy-Temptation/Empowerment, more than the equal and one opportunity of
life/living for all of humanity within and as equality and oneness.
I commit myself to – stop postponing the change of me from
Energy-Authority Survival/Possession within and as Separation, of protection
and defence, control, motivation within fear and damnation, as I see, realise
and understand, that: the longer I postpone – the more the consequence and consequence-outflow
of me as Mind/World-System will manifest in my physical-body and this
physical-existence as me; that only exist as I have abdicated my
responsibility, directive-principle, will and choice in and as the choice with
the Deal with the Devil, the Offering of my Soul that had limited/diminished me
into and as an existence of Separation,
of protection and defence, control, motivation within fear and damnation –
damning me and all as me, within and as me continuing to exist as the Choice of
Damnation as Energy-Authority over and of Life-Authority.
I commit myself to through, within and as the process of
writing, self-forgiveness and self-corrective application change:
FROM Protection and defence response-ability of only me as
Energy within and as the polarity competition between the negative, neutral and
positive-energy experience managing my survival as Energy, TO response-ability,
where I get to know me as my entire Mind Consciousness System and be able to
effectively stand/respond to me within and as my Mind, where I no more exist in
automation as Consciousness, but in fact have the ability to
stand/respond/direct me within myself in and as self-awareness of and as
equality and oneness with and as my human physical body to in fact Live.
FROM Control TO self-directive principle, where – in and as
the process of getting to know my entire Mind Consciousness System, as the
process of standing equal-to and one-with it and taking responsibility for it
as me, I in the process of changing me from Automated Consciousness, where I
release myself from knowledge and information and reactions, to LIVING WORDS –
I become the self-directive principle of me as me, as I direct me as the Living
Word, equal to and one with the physical, within and as the Principle of and as
Life/Life-Authority as what is/will be best for all.
FROM Motivation within Fear/Fear of Loss for Survival TO the
Will/Expression of Life, as I commit myself to walk my process of standingup/birthing me as Life from the Physical and no more deliberately postpone the
change of me from Energy-Authority Evil to Life-Authority Living
FROM Choice of Damnation TO The Decision of and as Life – as
I commit myself to walk in and as every moment of breath, every point/part as
step through and as my Mind, until I am in fact living proof of and as the
living word in and as equality and oneness with my physical-body and eventually
this physical-existence, where this Decision – is the decision I make for
myself as for all, to stop damnation and birth Life from the physical – for me
as for all.
In this, I commit myself to implement the Equal Money System
– that will exist within responsibility, directive-principle, will and choice
for and as all of humanity and this physical-existence in and as equality and
oneness, and no more manifest an existence of damnation to humanity and this
physical existence in its current accepted and allowed state of Separation, of
protection and defence, control, motivation within fear to serve only its own
survival/possession of and as Money and the consequence/consequence outflow it
manifest to all within existence.
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Thank you
Thank you for all of this, I'm really gratefull.
Great blog, amazing reading!!