God Created EGO: DAY 15
Who I Am as Money – continued
Here we’re continuing the creation of ourselves within the
context of ‘God’ and the ‘Devil’ as walked within Judgment Day: DAY 14. With:
GOD: as Life / LIVE as the manifestation of/as equality and
oneness
DEVIL: the reverse of/as LIVE as EVIL as the manifestation
of ourselves as Consequence within Separation as we accepted and allowed
ourselves to abdicate ourselves as God/Life through/by the moment of/as
separation of ourselves into/as a singularity from the whole as the act of
Judgment of ourselves and all as ourselves. From that moment, incarnating into
existence as the Devil, the fall of self as God and set-forth the creation of
Hell. With:
HELL: as the friction of/as separation that we created
through judgment manifested as relationships and experiences of Energy as
negativity, neutrality and positivity to/towards all as ourselves. And so –
through relationships, created ourselves into/as absolute separation as what we
exist as now within this physical existence.
HEAVEN: the manifested equal and one living of/as all in and
as existence, where each stand equal-to and one-with all in fact, and so we’re
all in this
living agreement of self equality and oneness with/as all: Equal and One. Where each LIVE and we all stand as GOD –
creation manifested into/as absolute equality and oneness, all LIVING – which
becomes LIFE rebirthed.
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself
to see/realise/understand how my Judgment Day was/is the moment I accepted and
allowed myself to separate me from the whole into and as a singularity – where
that very action was my Judgment of me, and my Judgment of/as all as me. That
‘Judgment Day’ is not a moment that is to or that will arrive where any other
being will Judge me – as I am the greatest Judge unto myself and unto all as me
as myself.
In this, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed
myself to externalize ‘Judgment Day’ into/as a Future Event with a Projected
Being – not realising/seeing/understanding, that: my externalization of
Judgment Day and the Projected Being/God is in fact me projecting myself and my
own actions of judgment towards myself and all as myself that I have accepted
and allowed myself to create/manifest. That Judgment Day is in fact the moment
within my existence where I will face myself – my Judgment of me and all of me
as what I had created/manifested as my creation of/as Judgment.
In this – I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed
myself to deliberately externalize myself as ‘God’ into/as a Projected-Being,
deliberately externalized/project ‘Judgment Day’ into and as a Future in my
deliberate attempt to manipulate myself in not having to Face me, my creation
as Judge and Judgment of/as me and all as me as the manifested-consequences I have
created as me as Judge through/by Judgment.
In this, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed
myself to believe – that, if I externalize my Judgment Day, the moment of
facing me and my creation as me within myself and existence as me: that I can
in such a way manipulate Time, by ‘waiting’ for my Projected-Being/God to
‘Judge me on the Projected Judgment Day to in such a way attempt/try to
postpone having me face myself and my consequence as creation of me and
existence as me.
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself
to see/realise/understand how – in my postponement of facing me as
Judge/Judgment through projecting me as Judge into/as a Projected-Being/God,
and projecting me as the actions of Judgment into/as a Projected Future as
Judgment Day: that I had accepted and allowed myself to throughout time, in
this postponement of me facing me as all as me – accumulated consequence
throughout existence as me. As I continued within/as my accepted and allowed
stance as Judge, creating through/with Judgment as my
relationship-categorizations towards myself and all as myself within/as the
Energy experiences of/as negativity, neutrality and positivity: that I had
accumulated consequence through perpetuating the creation of me towards all as
me in/as separation.
In this, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed
myself to have become the source/origin/cause of throughout time, throughout my
lives within/as existence: taking the equality and oneness, the substance of/as
me as all and threaded it into/as strands of singular lines/relationships
into/as me and reconnected it to/towards all parts of me. Where I was/am taking
strands of/as me as substance, within the moment of friction – channelling it
into/as experiences of/as energy, categorizing it into/as relationships of/as
negativity, neutrality and positivity and redefining those relationships in
relation to individual parts as me within/as existence. In this – becoming the
machine, that takes substance and threads-it into/as individualized
relationships – networking me within and without into/as absolute separation;
where I had taken the within as me as substance of/as equality and oneness and
manifested it into/as absolute separation as the without as me as networks of
varying relationships within/as the natures of/as negativity, neutrality and
positivity.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
– as my Judge-status, creating me and existence as me from substance as
equality and oneness, into and as relationships of negativity, neutrality and
positivity as Energy – deliberately project me and my creation into/as a Future
as Projected-Being/God and Projected Judgment Day: as I secretly within myself
wanted, needed and desired to create/manifest ‘only me’ as ‘my life / my
living’ according to ‘my choosing’ and in that did not care about any
consequence to me or all as me, because I was creating me, experiencing me,
living me – a power that I did not want to give up.
In this, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed
myself to still within this physical existence as a Mind in/as the human
physical body – only exist for ‘me’ as ‘my life / living’ according to ‘my
choosing’ – not caring about any consequence to me or all as me, because I am
creating me, experiencing me, living me: a power that I do not want to give up.
And so each on/in this physical existence is existing within/as the
self-delusion of/as self as ‘God’ – manifested as our own Minds, within-which
we stand in the position of Judge – judging ourselves in relation to all of
existence, where the very act of judging is how we’re continuing to exist as
our ‘own God/Judge’ – constantly, continuously creating relationships of
separation as negativity, neutrality, positivity as we constantly/continuously
take-from this physical existence/substance and transform it into Mind/Energy
within ourselves for ourselves as ‘God/Judge’ to continue existing.
In this, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed
myself to create/manifest theWorld-System of Money as God/Judge over/of all within and as this physical
existence, that has taken a life/living of its own, where: it only exist for
itself/Money, for its life/living as money-circulation according to its
choosing in how it created its relationships to/towards all within/as existence
within/as the categories of/as negativity, neutrality and positivity to
get/have has many resources from/of existence in changing/transforming physical
existence into/as Money for itself/its own survival. Taking this very physical
existence, and threading it into and as the World-System into/as relationships
of/as Money. Where the World-System as Money do not have a
care/consideration/regard for all life within/as this physical existence as
long as its creating/evolving itself, experiencing itself as money circulation
and living/surviving as a World-System of Money.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
– in my accepted and allowed separation from/of all as me as substance of/as
equality and oneness as God/Creation/Life manifest, reverse me into myself from
LIVE to EVIL and become the manifestation (d) of evil (evil) as the Devil, and
in this reversal of me from LIVE to EVIL have perceived myself as a ‘God’ within
the context of only ‘me’. Where – instead of me existing as God/Life of/as
equality and oneness – creating With what is here through Living: I accepted
and allowed myself to manifest as me God/Judge in separation – creating through
Judgment in the manifestation of relationships of Energy as negativity,
neutrality and positivity.
In this, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed
myself to create me into an IGod – ‘only me/I as God of me/I’, where this IGod
of/as ‘only me’ within myself became the manifestation of/as me as Ego. Taking IGod
as:
I = the individualization/singularity of/as me as I, and
God = the positioning of me as ‘God/Judge’ as creator of/as
‘only me’ within myself to/towards all as me within/as existence and
transforming myself into/as Ego. Ego as:
E = the manifestation/merging of I/me into/as Energy and
go = the infinite movement/cycling of me as energy,
constantly/continuously generating friction through separation from experience
as energy as me to manifest the finite existence as me as Energy alone.
In this, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed
myself to create me from God/Eternal Life/Equality and Oneness/LIVE – to the
absolute reverse as an:
IGod – as I separated me into a delusion of me as ‘God’ in
the form of Energy, as I had become Energy in the process of separating me from
substance. And as this Energy as me within myself as my singularity had become
an I of Energy. And in/as this I of/as Energy in/as my delusional positioning
as a God/Judge – manifested me into and as an energy-entity as Ego-manifest: a manifestation of Energy believing it to be its
own ‘God’, as ‘Judge’ of itself and all as itself – but enslaved itself
infinitely to cycling within the process of having to create friction
to/towards all within/existence to from/through that friction – survive as
Energy. And existing infinitely within/as constant/continuous judgment
to/towards all as itself - where, I had thus accepted and allowed myself to
become an Ego/Finite Energy/Separation: Which has become me, and has been me
throughout time.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
create me from God/Eternal Life/Equality and Oneness/LIVE to Ego/Finite
Energy/Separation/EVIL as I accepted and allowed myself to within myself
believe in my own delusion/false impression – as I impressed onto me the
false-positioning of/as God that has become me as Judge as creator of/as only
‘me’ through Judging all as me into and as relationships of/as negativity,
neutrality and positivity. In that falsity of me – I falsified/fabricated me from
the fabric of/as existence as substance of/as equality and oneness, and weaved
the networks of relationships of separation to/towards all as me, as I
channelled substance into me through friction, transforming it into energy and
categorizing it into/as relationships of negativity, positivity, neutrality
that I interconnected from within me, to/towards all as me and so: instead of
existing here as equality and oneness, came to motion as energy in
constant/continuous cycles to generate energy for me, my own survival as
God/Judge/Ego.
In this – I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed
myself to, in the falsification/fabrication of me into and as Energy as Ego
from the fabric of existence as substance of/as equality and oneness – create
me into/as the Illusion as I transformed substance into Energy. That I had
accepted and allowed myself to create Illusion as me as Energy, from Reality as
me as Substance and throughout time had believed that I as the Illusion as
Energy within myself is ‘Real’ and the Reality of Substance as Equality and
Oneness is the Illusion – which still exist today, where human beings believe
that this physical existence/substance-manifest is the ‘Illusion’. But they as
me have been deluded into/as our own creation of/as Ego as Energy-Manifest,
where I deliberately accepted and allowed myself to make Illusion Real and
Reality Illusion within/as myself, as my attempt to for as long as I can
survive as Energy: make myself believe that it is me that exist Infinitely in
my finite existence as Energy for a moment. But I do in fact
know/see/realise/understand that it is Reality/Substance/the Physical that
remains and I as Ego as Energy come to nothing. That I have within my existence
known/seen/realised that I as Ego as Energy-manifest come to an end/cease to
exist, but the petrification/fear/dread is too much to bear as I always in
every life-time – the moment I rebirth, as I know my birth – I know my death,
that my existence is finite. And to distract me from this certain
end/death/ceasing of my existence – I for the moment while experiencing me as
energy, create the delusion within me of myself being the reality and
substance/physicality the illusion. To again, in this way – not have to face
the reality of what I had become and done, where I had created me into/as
Illusion as Energy within a finite self-existence of survival with an
opportunity to exist only for a moment – to birth and death – instead of what I
had supposed to have been that this reality/this physical existence as substance
is/has always shown me: Equality and Oneness. And because this physical
existence represented what I had abdicated/given up – I would deliberately
reprimand it to Illusion and make me my own ‘Reality’, when the fact is: this
physical existence is a representation of me as manifested equality and oneness
and it is/has been too fearful/dreading to face this of/as me, and so instead
of me equalizing myself into/as one with this physical existence, I furthermore
separated myself from/of it within myself – by proclaiming me to be reality and
it to be illusion.
In this, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and
allowed myself to see/realise/understand that whatever I project onto/towards
me within/as this existence – is in fact me showing myself what I am/have
become, and by stating that physical-existence is illusion: is in fact me
stating my own Illusion as me as what I had become as Ego/Energy. And so – only
Ego as Energy will say that this physical existence is Illusion – because
Ego/Energy as Illusion manifest can and will always only see itself….
I commit myself to stop my self-separation as existing as an
IGod as Ego as Energy-manifest that has become my Mind Consciousness System, to
assist/support me to stop the Illusion as me as Energy/Mind/Consciousness, and assist and support
myself to walking here with/as Reality as that which I had resisted to stand
equal-to and one-with as the representation of/as equality and oneness as what
I had always supposed to have been/done/become.
In this, I commit myself to – through writing, self-forgiveness
and self corrective application – stop Ego as me, through assisting and
supporting myself to establish an agreement with me as all as me, to transform
my relationships from/of judgment as negativity, neutrality and positivity
to/as equality and oneness, to so stand equal-to and one-with me and stop
creating me in separation of me.
Because, in this – I see/realise/understand that if I can
create relationships of separation within energy as negativity, neutrality and
positivity: I am more than capable and able to establish my self-agreement and
agreement with/as all as me in/as equality and oneness.
I realise, see and understand that – if I accept and allow
myself to continue existing as Ego, I will only be Illusion and continue living
as Illusion within/as Reality as Physical-Existence and contribute to and
perpetuate the equal and one Illusion as the without as the World-System of
Money that has become the Ego-manifested externalization of me that do not
consider/regard/care for anything/anyone but its own Energy/Money. Therefore, I
commit myself to – as I walk my process in stopping Ego/IGod within – I
assist/support myself as all, in transforming/changing the World-System of Money to a System that will consider,
regard and care for all physicality/physical lives in/as equality and oneness.
I commit myself to –
stop existing as a Judge, judging myself and existence as me through
relationships defined/valued within negativity, neutrality and positivity and
align myself to stand in/as equality and oneness and transform my starting
point towards myself and all as myself from judgment to solutions. Where I
commit myself to assist/support myself through
writing, self-forgiveness and self-corrective application to stop judgment and
establish myself as the living solution, through transforming my relationship
with me and all from separation to equality and oneness. In me being/becoming
as establishingmyself as the living solution – I commit myself to create/manifest this
solution within/as the world as me – by/through transforming the World-System
from a System that Judge all within/as this physical existence based-on the
amount of profit it can obtain for its own survival, to taking all that the
current system consist of and exist as and establishing solutions for it, where
it can stand within considering, regarding and caring for all within/as this
physical existence in and as equality and oneness.
I commit myself to – transforming myself from an
Ego/Energy-entity that only survives to a Living being that creates, that will
so change/transform the World-System of Money of Survival for Money, to a
World-System of Money that ensures the Living of/as each as all within this
physical existence in/as equality and oneness.
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