Flying HIGH - Crashing HARD: DAY 38
The Soul of Fear: Part Four
Energy as Authority - Part Eight
The Chicken or the Egg??? – Part Nine
How the Fruit of Life became Rotten – Part Twenty
Who I Am as Money – continued
As mentioned in the previous-post, we’re starting the
process of walking the conclusion of the Soul of Fear – how we as Fear as Blame
within and as spite, excuse and justification – accept and allow the deliberate
physical-abuse of the Mind to the Physical, and the World-System of Money to
this physical-existence for our survival/possession as Energy/Money. And within
this - how the manifestations of ourselves as ‘Space and Time’ and ‘Quantum
Time’, have separated us – where we do SEE what we’re doing, accepting and
allowing; but we don’t STOP – because we have accepted and allowed ourselves to
make ENERGY as FEAR Authority over and of LIFE and LIVING.
To walk this process, of how we’re SEEING consequence, but
not stopping within and as our relationship as Energy-Authority as Mind and
Money to the Physical-Body and this Physical-Existence, we’re going to have a
look at an analogy, where:
We’re in a plane – flying in ‘quantum time’ high above the
earth as physical space-time. With the plane as the manifestation of the
mind/energy as ‘quantum time’, separated from and of the earth by ‘space and
time’.
Where in and as the plane, we do see – when looking out the
window/through the eyes of the physical/reality what is happening on Earth as
the manifested-consequence – but we don’t stop/land the plane of and as
ourselves as Mind/Energy, to stand here on and with earth/this physical existence
to take responsibility for our consequence to the physical-body and this
physical-existence that we as the Mind and Money accepted and allowed to
manifest. And instead preoccupy ourselves in the plane/mind with thoughts etc.,
and controlling when we looking outside the windows/through the eyes of the
physical/reality at the manifested-consequence we create to the physical-body
and this physical-existence, while primarily choosing to preoccupy ourselves in
the plane/mind, and not look out the window/through the eyes of the physical in
and as equality and oneness. But, what we do not see/realise/understand is that
- eventually the plane will have to land, due to it being dependent on fuel.
Equal-to and one-with how we in and as the mind/energy is dependent on the fuel of and as the physical-body to transform/consume into energy, equal-to and
one-with how the World-System of Money is dependent on the fuel of and as this
physical-existence to transform/consume into money – where: as the plane run
out of fuel – the Mind run out of physical-fuel. And so, eventually we ‘crash
and burn’ as the Mind in the Physical and manifest our own death. Then, our
landing as the mind/energy back into reality/physical comes with a crash/death
– not ever realising how we created our own death in the physical through the
mind.
Thus, the process of walking writing, self-forgiveness and
self-corrective application is assisting and supporting the plane as the mind
to land with ease into and as the physical body, realising our responsibility
to the physical body and this physical existence.
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself
to see/realise/understand how – I have:
In the Beginning:
within and as my conception of separation within my beingness/manifested-singularity
– separated myself into and as energy consuming substance, where energy became
the plane I took off with within myself, fuelled by/through my substance within
and as my beingness/manifested-singularity. In that moment of taking-off,
‘flying away – yet within and from’ substance in and as my beingness/manifested-singularity:
I separated me from and of my standing HERE in and as equality and oneness with
substance/existence-manifest, abdicated my directive-principle and
responsibility to all in and as equality and oneness, as I was ‘flying high’
within myself as Energy as ‘quantum time’, from HERE in and as existence as
substance-manifest.
Where, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed
myself, to throughout time, I evolved my
plane as Energy and my experiences/relationships with myself in and as the
plane as Energy, and whenever it felt like the plane/energy was running out of
fuel/losing energy as going into and as the negative-energy experience fear of
loss/crashing/dying, it would instigate/initiate my movement/process of
survival, and would refuel the plane of and as Energy through consuming more
and more substance into and as the depths of my
beingness/manifested-singularity.
Where, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed
myself, to in this relationship I manifested as flying high in my plane of
energy as quantum-time, separated from the HERE of and as equality and oneness:
I had separated me into and as the plane, flying high within and above
substance as my beingness/manifested-singularity below, so preoccupied with
maintaining my survival as energy/flying high in the plane as the positive-energy experience through reaching the heights of flying, higher and higher and higher
as experiencing the MORE and MORE and MORE of me as energy as positive-energy
experience: that I did not see/realise/understand the consequences/origin of me
I was creating/manifesting below me in and as my beingness and manifested
singularity as the nature and action of me in and as Blame as spite, excuse and
justification as consuming substance, through and as friction/conflict as
negative-energy experience as I was only concerned with me reaching the heights
of my own experience as Energy.
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself
to see/realise/understand how the more and more, throughout time, I separated
me from my beingness/manifested-singularity and existence as a whole in and as
equality and oneness, where:
For my plane as energy-experience to fly higher and higher
as the positive-energy experience as the accumulation of the more of me as
energy, to reach those heights as energy, energy consumed the depths of me as
substance within myself, and so the higher I was flying in quantum time into
the positive-energy experience, the more I was separating myself from the HERE
of and as equality and oneness with and as substance/existence. And so would
never see/realise/understand the consequences I was in fact accepting and
allowing in the depths of me as substance, because I was chasing after the
heights of flying/positive-energy experience. Until eventually, there was no
more substance/opportunity left for me to consume unto the depths of me to the
heights of myself as energy, and energy would start consuming itself, until
nothing remain of me or energy as me that I had accepted and allowed myself to
be/become; ending as I had begun – consuming me as substance for energy, and
eventually consuming myself as energy for energy…
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself
to see/realise/understand, how throughout time I had evolved my high-flying
plane of energy into and as the Mind Consciousness System relationship to the
Physical, where:
The Mind
Consciousness System: In and as the Mind Consciousness System Plane of and
as Energy-Manifest as quantum-time flying, I have separated myself from and of
my physical-body ‘space and time’ that is walking the HERE of and as equality
and oneness, manifested as BREATH. Where: in and as the Mind/Plane – I am
automatically flying-high in and as quantum-time in separation from and of
physical space and time as substance-manifest of and as equality and oneness,
where: as the Mind, I now exist within and as the Conscious (Pilot/First
Class), Subconscious (Business/Lower class) and Unconscious Mind (Engine/Fuel).
Because I had separated myself into and as quantum-time energy from the
Unconscious, to the Subconscious and Conscious-Mind – I now only exist within
and as the energy-awareness preoccupation of and as the Conscious-Mind
(Thoughts), with my Subconscious (Business/Lower class as my automated
personalities/internal conversations/backchat) and Unconscious Mind (the
process where my Mind consume physicality to transform into energy/fuel) being
automated to automatically consume physicality when and as needed to ensure my
survival as energy the moment my entire Mind Consciousness System is low on
fuel/energy.
Thus - I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed
myself, to see/realise/understand how now, as the Mind Consciousness System –
my plane is flying on autopilot in and as quantum-time, with my Subconscious
and Unconscious-Mind automatically consuming physicality and transforming into
Energy, as I the pilot in and as my Conscious-Mind continue the flight and
experience of flying high above, in separation from and of my physical-body
space and time as manifested equality and oneness. With my entire plane as the
Mind Consciousness System, being automated to ensure my constant/continuous
‘flying high’ above, and in separation from and of my physical-body – I in my
Conscious-Mind as Pilot/First Class, simply sit back and let the Plane as the
Mind of Energy ‘fly itself’ as my entire Conscious, Subconscious and
Unconscious Mind had become automatic to ensure its own survival as possession
of and as energy from and of my physical-body.
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself,
to see/realise/understand, how in and as this autopilot of and as me as the
Mind Consciousness System as Energy-Manifest, flying-high within and as my
Conscious, Subconscious and Unconscious-Mind, in separation from and of my
Physical-Body – I ensure that I do not land, into and as equality and oneness
with and as physical space/time as Breath, but throughout my life have my
Mind/Plane fly FOR me as exist FOR me; as it fuels itself from and of consuming
substance from the physical, which I don’t see/come into contact with, because
I am too preoccupied in my Pilot/First Class status of and as my Conscious-Mind
Thoughts as reaching the heights of my positive-energy experience; that I do
not see/realise/understand the consequences of my flying high on autopilot as
the Mind as what my Subconscious-Mind and Unconscious-Mind is in fact doing
to/towards my Physical-Body within and as the friction/conflict as
negative-energy experience it manifest as consuming physicality to transform
into energy.
And, furthermore - I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted
and allowed myself, to see/realise/understand, how with my Conscious,
Subconscious and Unconscious-Mind seats preoccupied with knowledge and
information, thoughts, memories, emotions, feelings, personalities etc. – which
only exist to ensure my survival as energy, as FLYING HIGH above the earth/the
physical-body through consuming physicality and transforming it into energy:
Where in and as this Plane as the Mind – my only interest is FLYING HIGH in and
as quantum time – and I will only now and then, look out through the windows of
the Plane/the windows of the Eyes of the Physical and SEE my physical-body as
the pain/discomfort it experience, SEE the physical-consequences as
abuse/violence/war within this Physical-Existence. But I do not in fact LOOK in
and as equality and oneness with and as my physical-body and this
physical-existence as me. Because my SEEING is within, as and from the
Plane/Mind apparently FLYING HIGH above the physical-body and this
physical-existence in and as absolute separation, and so I SEE through the eyes of the MIND, and not through the eyes of the Physical-Body in and as equality
and oneness, and not through the eyes of existence in and as equality and
oneness. And thus, All I SEE through the Mind/Plane is within and as the
starting-point of me as Energy/Mind, and so I will only see the physical-body
and this physical existence as an opportunity for me to consume physicality to
transform into energy for my own possession/survival of and as
Energy/Mind/Consciousness. And not SEE the consequence I as the Mind/Money
create/manifest to/towards the Physical-Body and this Physical-Existence,
because I am too busy FLYING HIGH in and as quantum-time, and not HERE, landed,
grounded and earthed in and as equality and oneness with my Physical-Body and
this Physical-Existence as me.
We will continue in the next post with the analogy of the
plane and the Mind/the World-System of Money in more detail, as the process of
walking the Soul of Fear, and how we as Fear that drives/fuels the
Plane/Mind/Consciousness will deliberately continue with our natures/actions of
Blame within and as spite, excuse and justification to protect/defend our
survival/possession as experience of FLYING HIGH as positive-energy experience.
And in and as this Fear – deliberately not see the consequences we create as
the Mind/Money to the physical-body and this physical-existence.
I commit myself, to through writing, self-forgiveness and self-corrective application – assist and support myself to land my plane as the Mind gently/securely back into and as the physical-body equality and oneness
space and time as Breath. As I see/realise/understand that my Mind/Plane
controls/systems had become automated – I as the Pilot of and as me as the Mind
have to take control of the systems, which I do through walking ONE POINT at a
time, ONE SYSTEM/PROGRAM/BUTTON at a time, to first get to know how the Plane/Mind in fact works that I had accepted and allowed to become automated,
and through writing, self forgiveness and self-corrective application as
getting to know the Mind/Plane, align the controls/systems to eventually land
the entire Plane/Mind into and as earth/the Physical-Body, as I will descend
slowly but surely from the Heights of quantum-time, back into and as my
Physical-Body equality and oneness space and time.
I commit myself, to through writing, self-forgiveness and
self-corrective application, assist and support myself to – simultaneously as I
am walking my descend from the heights of my mind as Energy, into and as
physical equality and oneness here, assist and support myself to see through
the eyes of the physical-body, to see through the eyes of and as this
physical-existence, in seeing/realising/understanding the consequential
relationship between my Mind and the Physical and this World-System of Money to
this Physical-Existence.
Where, practically – I assist and support me to walk as
Breath in and as physical space/time HERE, and in and as breath – no more
accept and allow myself to fly high in separation from my body/this
physical-existence, using/abusing my body/reality to serve only my interest of energy
accumulation. But SEE how I can assist and support myself to in fact LIVE HERE,
grounded and stable with my physical-body through and as LIVING WORDS, and so
ground/stabilize myself to walk into and as the World-System of Money and SEE
how I can assist and support the change of the World-System of Money to LIVE HERE and ensure an equal and one Life for all.
I commit myself to descend back into and as Reality of
Physical Equality and Oneness, as I see/realise/understand that the ascension
of me into and as Energy-Heights, in fact consume the depths of me as
substance/physicality. And that if I accept and allow myself to continue
ascending into flying-heights of energy, I am in fact equally as one accepting
and allowing myself to create/manifest my own eventual crash/death where I will
come to nothing/no-one, because for me to reach those heights of energy, my
mind consumes the depths of physicality.
And, so – I commit myself to land myself securely and stable
as my Mind back into the Physical, to no more accept and allow an existence
where beings crash and burn as the Mind in the Physical, as the mind eventually
reach reality/the physical when the mind consumed all the substance available
in and as the physical-body.
In this, I commit myself to show that the Mind’s
relationship to the Physical is not Life, that flying high in energy is not
living, because one is using/abusing the physical that in fact give life, and
standing equal to and one with the physical as descending from the mind into
the physical, is the process of learning, really – what it in fact means to
live with life as the physical in and as equality and oneness.
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