Energy as Authority - Part One: DAY 31
The Chicken or the Egg??? – Part Two
How the Fruit of Life became Rotten – Thirteen
Who I Am as Money – continued
In this post, we’re going to have a look at the origins of
our natures as beings, as Spite and Blame. Spite and blame as the action and
justification we’ve become, in spiting ourselves and blaming others for our
‘who, what and how’ we are/have become in and as our within and without and our
creation(s) of and as ourselves. To in the action of spiting ourselves and
justification of blaming others for our ‘who, what and how’ we are in our
within and without and our creation(s) of and as Energy as ourselves:
Validating and excusing our existence/ownership/possession of and as ourselves,
in our within, without and creations as Energy to so not change/have to change.
In this, Spite and Blame as the components of enzymes in and
as the fruit of and as ourselves as part of the Tree of Life/Humanity, that has
been rotting away our beingness physicality and this physical existence as
substance-manifest as the Tree of Life/Humanity, as we’ve become the rotten
fruit/rotten children – produced from the Rotting Tree of and as Humanity from
and of those that has gone before us, rotting Life away from and of our rotten
existence as Energy, that consume Life.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
exist as Energy, now manifest as a Mind Consciousness System of and as Energy,
that consume substance/physicality for me as Energy to continue existing for a
finite moment within and as existence as a whole.
In this, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and
allowed myself to see/realise/understand, how – the only way for me to accept,
allow and become such deliberate abuse as Energy:
From the beginning as my conception of Energy deliberate abuse
unto and towards Life as substance-manifest, as my beingness,
manifested-singularity and existence of and as equality and oneness that I
consumed for me as Energy to exist/survive, equal to and one with now as the
Mind as the deliberate abuse unto and towards my physical-body and beingness
that I consume for me as the Mind/Consciousness of and as Energy to
exist/survive, equal to and one with my creation as me as the deliberate abuse
unto and towards this physical-existence that me as my creation as the
World-System of Money manifest that consume physicality to transform into and
as Money for it to continue existing/surviving: that the only way for me to
accept, allow and become such deliberate abuse as Energy in my within, without
and creations as me - is through and as the starting-point nature,
action/living of me as Spite and Blame – to through and with Blame and Spite as
me: excuse and validate the existence of me as Energy.
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself
to see/realise/understand, that for me as Energy to continue
existing/surviving, I have to continue consuming substance of and as me. That
the very act of consuming substance, is the accepted and allowed abuse, misuse,
manipulation of and as substance for me as Energy to exist/survive. Thus, the
very act of me (how I am) having to abuse, misuse and manipulate substance/life
for me to continue existing/surviving as Energy – equally as one, manifested
the nature of me ‘what I am’ as abuse, misuse and manipulation in and as the
‘who I am’ as Energy. Thus, the very who, how and what of and as me, has become
abuse, misuse and manipulation.
From this – I forgive myself that I have accepted and
allowed myself to manipulate my beingness and manifested-singularity, through
manipulating substance-itself into and as Energy as me, with this manipulation
as the consuming/transforming substance into and as Energy through misuse and
abuse: to serve my interest as Energy. With this deliberate manipulation
through misuse and abuse of and as substance into Energy that has become my
who, what and how of and as Energy:
Man – I – Pull –
Elevation (manipulation): as the action of me as Energy, pulling as
consuming “Man”/ the MANinfestation of me as substance (from and of my
beingness/manifested-singularity and from and of existence as a whole) into and
as me as consuming and so transforming substance into Energy as me, so abusing
substance (through the deliberate friction/conflict I manifested towards it)
and misuse substance (in transforming it into energy) for my service, in
serving my interest of and as the creation and accumulation of and as energy, to
accumulate energy and so elevate the existence of me as Energy into and as the
positive-energy experience of and as the MORE of and as me.
Abominable-use
(Abuse): within and as the very act of and as manipulating as consuming
substance to transform into Energy to serve my interest as Energy, for me to
manipulate substance – that very act of consuming substance to transform into
and as Energy, I do within and as the nature of and as abuse as abominable-use,
as:
A-bom-enable – where I manifest deliberate
friction/conflict (bombing
substance) to enable/empower (enable)
me as Energy, through and in that bombing as friction/conflict to/towards substance,
transform substance into and as Energy for me. And so, deliberately and
literally, abominably using substance/life, through and as manipulating
substance as consuming (abusing) substance and transforming it into and as
Energy to serve my interest (misusing) as Energy survival and optimum
Energy-awareness as the Energy-experience of and as positive-energy.
Miss-use (misuse)
– as I have accepted and allowed myself to miss the use/worth of and as
substance as life of and as equality and oneness, in standing equal-to and
one-with life/substance and creating life – substance that ‘belongs’ to all,
everything and everyone in and as equality and oneness because we all equally
as one emerged/birthed from and of it, but instead: because of my accepted and
allowed conception of and as separation, manifested me into an Energy-entity
that can only exist/survive from and of substance in my relationship to/with it
as consumption (abuse) and transforming substance into Energy (manipulation),
with this relationship of me as Energy to substance/life as abuse and
manipulation, misusing substance/life to serve only me as Energy, instead of
gifting life to all in and as equality and oneness. Where I as all have
manifested our relationship to substance in and as the competition, where all
will compete for substance to transform into Energy. In this, I have missed the
use/worth, missed me as substance of and as equality and oneness, and so
misused substance – that was supposed to stand in and as equality and oneness
for, with and as all as me, but instead made its use/worth to serve my interest
as Energy only to be at my service only to ensure my survival/existence for a
finite moment in and as existence.
In this, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed
myself to equally as one, still today – exist as this nature and action of my
who, how and what I am as:
Energy as my Mind Consciousness System relationship
to/towards my Physical Body, that manipulate, abominably-use, and miss-use my
Physical-Body to serve my interest and my interest only as the continued
existence/survival of and as me as Consciousness for a finite moment on this
Earth, this one life. Where I as the Mind, with my conscious, subconscious and
unconscious mind – penetrate, permeate and infiltrate into and as the depths of
me as substance-manifest as my beingness and physical-body, into and as the
very flesh, bone, tissue and fabric of and as the human physical body, within
and as the nature of manipulating, in transforming physicality into and as energy
for me, within that very act of abusing, as manifesting friction/conflict into
and towards from and of my unconscious-mind – taking from and of the very
sustenance, nutrients and substance of and as the physical-body to transform
into and as Energy, and so misusing the very physical-body/substance-manifest
to serve only my interest as the Mind to continue existing/surviving.
Energy as the World-System of Money relationship to/towards
this Physical existence, that manipulate, abominably-use and miss-use this
Physical-Existence to serve its interest and its interest only as the continued
existence/survival of and as itself as Money. Where the Money-System –
penetrate, permeate and infiltrate itself as systems into and as the depths of
and as this physical existence, into and as nature, the earth, water, air –
through and as deliberate friction/conflict as abuse (poverty, starvation, war,
violence, deforestation, fracking, drilling, waste), to transform physicality
into and as money, manipulating physicality and in that abuse and manipulation
and of as physicality, misusing this physical existence to serve only its own
interest as Money/Energy – when this physical-existence, in fact belongs to all
in and as equality and oneness, as we all originated/birthed from and of this
physical existence in and as equality and oneness.
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself
to see/realise/understand that Possession is deliberate. Any form of
‘possession’ where I claim unawareness – is deliberate deception within and as
the nature and act of me as Spite and Blame. Because: Possession and Possession
– Possession where I claim unawareness, and Possession of ownership - are both
equally existent within and as the same word. Where:
In the beginning, in and as my conception of and as
separation, conceiving me as separate from and of existence as
substance-manifest, that that very moment of conception as separation -
manifested friction/conflict to/towards substance, which manifested
energy-experience and so - from that moment manifested my who, what and how I
am as manipulation, abuse and misuse to/towards substance/existence. Where,
from that moment/decision of conception of me as separation, immediately
manifesting my who, how and what I am friction/conflict as manipulation, abuse
and misuse of and as substance transformed into and as Energy that created the
energy-experience – where I in and as that conception of and as separation,
believed that the energy-experience was me as ‘who I am’ as I became aware of
it as me within and as my manifested-singularity/beingness: Thus defining my
‘me’ ‘who I am’ as energy-experience. In this, for me to experience my ‘who I
am’ as energy-experience as starting-point of conception of separation – I had
to continuously take-from substance. Where that very taking, is an act of
possessing, because ownership/possession only exist within TAKING-from/GETTING-from
something/someone/somewhere.
Thus, my relationship to Energy-experience as me, stood
within and as the nature of and as Possession/Ownership: The moment I decided
my ‘who I am’ as separation, that manifested as energy-experience – it
manifested my ‘what I am’ as energy-consuming system/machine – that TAKE-from
substance to transform into energy (to Own/Possess as me), and so the ‘how I
am’ as manipulation, abuse and misuse through and as the act of
friction/conflict to/towards substance/existence-manifest to transform (take)
substance into energy (to own).
Thus – I possessed/owned myself, I possessed/owned Energy as
me – through and by taking from and of substance. Where that Taking for me to
Possess myself, to Possess Energy, stood within and as the who, how and what I
am as manipulation, abuse and misuse of and as substance within and as the
starting-point of and as friction/conflict.
In this, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed
myself to thus deliberately possess me as Energy, through and as the taking
from and of substance within and as my who, how and what I am as manipulation,
abuse and misuse within and as the starting-point of and as friction/conflict.
I forgive myself, thus – that I haven’t accepted and allowed
myself to see/realise/understand that for possession to exist: a Want must
exist – a want that will thus take/get-from somewhere/someone/something to
possess that want. Within myself – my Want was me as
Energy-experience/awareness within and as the energy-experience/awareness of
and as me as positive-energy experience that I wanted to possess as me through
taking/getting from and of substance/existence-manifest within and as the
nature and action of my who, how and what I am as manipulation, abuse and
misuse to/towards substance through and as friction/conflict transforming
(taking) substance into and as Energy (ownership/possession of and as my want
as Energy).
In this, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and
allowed myself to see/realise/understand – how, for possession to exist, a want
must exist and the nature/act of possessing as taking-from/getting-from
someone/somewhere/something exist within and as the nature/act of abuse, misuse
and manipulation, as it now exist:
With my Mind in the Physical: My mind as energy Wants more
energy – and thus take/get-from the Physical-Body within and as the act/nature
of and as misuse, abuse and manipulation within and as the starting-point of
and as friction/conflict of transforming physicality into and as Energy.
The World-System of Money in this
Physical-Existence: The World-System of Money Wants more money – and thus
take/get-from this physical-existence within and as the act/nature of and as
misuse, abuse and manipulation within and as the starting-point of and as
friction/conflict to transform physicality into money. And within the
World-System of Money, manifesting Consumerism – where for consumers to
consume, they exist within wants and for them to get/have their wants to
possess; this physical-existence goes through extensive abuse, misuse and
manipulation to transform physicality into their wants to possess.
In the Next Post, we’ll continue
with how we from here – as Energy-Possession and Possessors, have manifested
Spite and Blame, to protect and defend the possession and possessing of and as
ourselves as Energy, and within this thus – seeing, realising and understanding
the deliberate nature of possession.
Within this, we’re also
continuing with answering the question “The Chicken or the Egg????” – as within
the posts to continue, one will see, realise and understand the full
scope/extent of our responsibility to ourselves and creation that is in fact
ourselves and why.
I commit myself to, through
writing, self-forgiveness and self-corrective application assist and support me
to stop my accepted and allowed who, what and how I am as Energy in and as the
nature and action of me as manipulation, abuse and misuse of and as my
physical-body, that equally as one accepted and allowed the who, what and how I
am creation of me as Energy as Money as what the World-System of Money is
manifesting in and as this physical-existence as manipulation, abuse and
misuse.
I commit myself to, through
writing, self-forgiveness and self-corrective application as I stop my self-possession of and as me as Energy as the Mind/Consciousness, and return my
Possession(s) of and as me as Energy as Mind/Consciousness back into, as and
with the Physical-Body; as my process of taking words of knowledge and
information as energy, and standing as the self-directive-principle as the
Living Word equal-to and one-with my human physical body; where my relationship
with my physical no more exist in Possession and Consummation through
manipulation, abuse and misuse – but in and as equality and oneness, Living.
I commit myself to, stand equal-to and one-with the authority of and as Life as the physical as equality
and oneness, and no more accept and allow my Mind/Consciousness as Energy to be
the authority as the manipulation, abuse and misuse I as Energy have accepted
and allowed unto/towards Life/Substance/Physicality to only possess what is
here for its own interest/want of and as survival.
In this, I commit myself to –
manifest the World-System of Money into and as The Equal Money System that
stand within and as the authority of and as Life, that ensures an equal and one
Life/Living for all within and as this existence, and no more accept and allow
the World-System of Money to be the authority as it exist now, in manipulating,
abusing and misusing all and everything and everyone in and as this
physical-existence for it to possess what is here for its own interest/want as
Money for its own survival.
I commit myself to, through
writing, self-forgiveness, self-corrective application – assist and support me,
as I walk through and with my Mind System, to every point I walk, everyrelationship, every word – within and as writing, self forgiveness and
self-corrective application – align each point, relationship and word into and
as equal and one practical living with and as my human physical body, as my
process of re-establishing my directive-principle in and as me, from energy to
life.
I commit myself to, as I walk the
World-System as me – walking every point, relationship and system and align the
current World-System of Money, to a System that will ensure life for all in and
as equality and oneness, as returning the World-System of Money’s possessions,
back to Earth/this Physical-Existence so that all may equally as one have an
opportunity to in fact live Life.
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