The Secret Excuse of Energy: Day 33
Energy as Authority - Part Three
The Chicken or the Egg??? – Part Four
How the Fruit of Life became Rotten – Part Fifteen
Who I Am as Money – continued
As mentioned in the previous post, we’re going to have a look at Blame and its relationship to
Spite – how we’ve used Blame, to deliberately not see the evidence ourselves as
Spite has manifested as the consequence in and as substance/the physical-body
and this physical-existence as a whole as ourselves.
Though, before we get to Blame, we have to understand the
construct of Blame – as the origins of ourselves as Excuse and Justification.
Thus, in this post, we’re having a look at how we’ve manifested ourselves as
Energy as deliberately excusing and justifying the existence of ourselves as
Energy within and as the nature and action of deliberate Spite as we’ve walked
within the previous post. From here – the starting-point of Blame, and the
deliberate nature and action of ourselves as Blame will be
seen/realised/understood.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to,
in my beingness starting-point as Energy as Spite as the nature and action of
my who, what and how I am as deliberate manipulation, abuse and misuse of
substance through and as the friction/conflict within which I consume substance
to transform into Energy for only me, my want, as possession of and as Energy –
that I have within this process, created Blame to protect my
possession/possessing of and as Energy and defend the ways/means/methods I take
this possession of and as Energy as the deliberate friction/conflict I manifest
to/towards substance to consume as transform into and as Energy. Thus, created
blame to protect and defend me as deliberate Spite, spiting the evidence of the
deliberate manipulation, abuse and misuse I am manifesting in and as my
relationship as Energy to/towards substance for me as Energy to possess me, and
only me - to get/have MY WANT as Energy.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
create Blame as me within and as the starting-point of excusing/justifying why
I am accepting and allowing myself to continue within and as my nature and
action of Spite as:
Excuse: “Excusing Substance/Life from and of Authority as
Energy consume substance and establish itself as Authority over and of
substance/life through and as the deliberate act of friction/conflict as the
manipulation, abuse and misuse of Life/Substance to serve only the
interest/want of and as Energy for the accumulation/possession of Energy for it to
survive”
Just-ifying: “In and as the Excusing Substance/Life from
Authority with me as Energy taking control/possession of and as Substance/Life
to possess me as Energy, and so establishing Authority through possession
through and as deliberate manipulation, abuse and misuse of and as substance in
and as deliberate friction/conflict – consuming substance into Energy, just (JUST)
for me to get/have/possess my Energy to survive (where I as Energy am ‘just’ in
my actions of manipulation, abuse and misuse of substance – because ‘it must be
done for me as Energy to survive’) – deifying (IFYING) myself as Energy, and
defying (IFYING) Life/Substance in the Process”.
Thus, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed
myself to see/realise/understand that this has been the origin of me as Excuse
and Justification – to excuse and justify my nature and action as Energy as
deliberate Spite for me as Energy to Survive – where:
Excuse, as the action of excusing substance/life to ‘make
way’ for the Authority of and as me as Energy through and as the action and
nature of Spite as the deliberate friction/conflict in manifested negative-energy
experience as consuming substance into Energy, as the deliberate abuse, misuse
and manipulation of and as substance for me as energy to possess myself as
Energy to survive as Energy.
Justification, as the statement of and as my who, how and
what I am in and as my nature and action of Spite, where I have made my nature
and action of Spite ‘just’ within and as myself as Energy for me as Energy to
Survive; that my nature and action of Spite – deifying me as Energy-Authority
and defying Life/Substance of and as equality and oneness, through and as the
deliberate friction/conflict – creating the negative-energy experience in
consuming substance into Energy, as the deliberate abuse, misuse and
manipulation of and as substance for me as energy to possess myself as Energy
is all made ‘just’, because I as Energy have to possess me as Energy to
Survive.
Thus, the survival of me as Energy within and as the nature
and action of Spite had been excused and justified in and as my
Energy-Authority relationship to/towards Substance/Life.
Therefore, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and
allowed myself to see/realise/understand – that:
Any moment I accept and allow Excuses I must know, that I am
accepting and allowing myself to in a moment – deliberately excuse
commonsense/self-honesty/practical-reality of and as substance as seeing what
is/will be best for all within and as that moment, to in that excusing of Life
- for me as Energy-Authority to take-over and possess me in that moment in
order to survive. This action of excuse, which will always be done within and
as the starting-point of and as friction/conflict as negative-energy experience
– as I in that moment stand and take-over as possessing me as Energy to/towards
a moment of what is/will be best for all in and as equality and oneness; and
will be met from me as Energy in and as friction/conflict to generate the
negative-energy, literally ‘fighting’ as generating negative-energy experience
which accumulate the neutral and to the positive-energy experience awareness
for me as Energy to ‘win’ – excusing commonsense/what is/will be best for all
as Life, and taking position as me as Energy-Authority.
And any moment I accept and allow Justification – I am
deliberately making a part of me of mind ‘just’ as deifying me as Energy and
defying equality and oneness/what is/would be best for all as Life, as I will
fight for my survival as Energy in and as such a moment – justifying my
thoughts, words and deeds in and as the context of “I as Energy have to
survive, thus my who, how and what I am of manipulation, abuse and misuse as
deifying me as Energy-Authority and defying Life/Substance of and as equality
and oneness as what is/will be best for all, through and as the deliberate act
and nature of me as Spite is ‘just’ – because I as Energy have to survive, at
the cost/expense of Life”.
We’ll continue in the next post, with how from this excuse
and justification of our survival as Energy, which excuse and justify our
action and nature of Spite as deliberate manipulation, abuse and misuse of
substance/life, as consuming substance to transform into energy through and as
deliberate friction/conflict – we’ll have a look at where Blame originated
within and as the nature and action of ourselves as Spite and the justification
and excuse as ourselves as Energy as Spite-manifest.
I commit myself to – through writing, self-forgiveness and self-corrective application, identify where, when, how, towards who/what and
why I accept and allow myself to access the nature and action of me as Spite,
where I will deliberately not see/realise commonsense/what is/will be best for
all as Life, as I fight for my survival as Energy through and as deliberately
generating friction/conflict as negative-energy experience in and as Mind –
justifying/excusing myself as Mind/Energy, in that: deifying me as Energy and
deliberately defying Life.
I commit myself to, through writing, self-forgiveness and
self-corrective application – investigate my Backchat/Internal conversations
that has become my automated justification/excuse system for me as Energy to
justify/excuse my Survival/Standing/Existence as Energy. Where in and as my
Secret Mind Backchat/Internal conversations, I have automated sentences
structured that I access in moments of facing self-honesty/ what is/will be
best for all/ commonsense as the manifestations/forms of Life/Substance, where
I in and as my backchat/internal conversations will generate the
negative-energy experience to/towards a moment, and in myself justify/excuse
who, what and how I am as Energy/Mind-Authority to deliberately deify me as
Energy and defy Life/Equality and Oneness as what is/will be best for all in
and as equality and oneness.
I commit myself to, stop/stop participation in and as the
backchat/internal conversations of and as justification and excuse of me as
Energy/Mind/Consciousness as the nature and action of me as Spite, as
deliberately deifying me as Energy-Authority and defying Life/Substance of and
as equality and oneness as what is/will be best for all, which I do through
deliberately generating negative-energy experience in my Secret Mind as I fight
for my survival/standing/definition/authority of and as Mind/Consciousness. This
fighting within and as my Secret-Mind as friction/conflict against Life/what is/will
be best for all - generating negative-energy experience, consuming my very
physicality, as Energy consume substance to transform into Energy for its own
survival/continued existence. And so as I stop myself as deliberate nature of and
as Spite in and as my Backchat/Internal Conversations of and as my Secret-Mind,
I stop me as the deliberate action of Spite to/towards my physical-body as manipulating,
abusing and misusing physicality for me as Energy to survive/exist.
I commit myself to – as I stop me as deliberate Spite, within
justifications and excuses that manifest in and as My Secret-Mind of backchat and
internal conversations, I assist and support me to prepare myself to walk the World-System
of Money as me, that I had accepted and allowed to create in my image and likeness
as deliberate Spite and excuse/justification, where:
The World-System of Money’s deliberate action and nature of and
as Spite as manipulation, abuse and misuse of physicality, through and as the friction/conflict
it manifest in and as this physical existence as transforming physicality into money,
had been justified/excused for it as Money to continue existing/surviving. And that
I had not in fact stood up within and as this World-System of Money to stand for
change as what is/will be best for all in and as equality and oneness (The Equal Money System), because within and as me within and as my Mind’s Relationship to
the Physical – I had not in fact stood up, but accepted and allowed the justification
and excuse of me as Spite for me as energy to survive, and so equally as one accepted
and allowed the justification and excuse of and as the World-System of Money as
Spite for it as Money to survive.
I commit myself to stop, stand up and change me within and as
deliberate Spite as justification and excuse of me as Energy/Mind/Consciousness;
to stop my constant/continuous ‘fighting against and with’ Life/Substance of and
as equality and oneness as what is/will be best for all for me as Energy to survive,
and realise/see/understand that within and as stopping this fighting for my survival,
that Life had always been right here, as breath, as physicality as this physical
existence of and as equality and oneness.
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