Are All Choices Damned?: DAY 44


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Are All Choices Damned?: DAY 44



The Soul of Fear - Part Nine

Energy as Authority - Part Thirteen

The Chicken or the Egg??? – Part Fourteen


Who I Am as Money – continued

As mentioned in the previous post – we’re continuing with walking more detail into the Mind Consciousness System relationship to the Physical-Body, where – because we have to exist in a Cause/Acceptance (separation) and Effect/Allowance (manifestation of friction/conflict as negative-energy experience that accumulate the neutral to the positive); for Energy to exist: we within that accepted and allowed relationship lost all control, directive-principle, will and choice over and of the Consequence and Consequence-outflow that relationship of Energy to Substance/Mind to Physicality manifest. And thus, how ourselves and this existence manifest /has manifested through Consequence and Consequence-outflow within and as the manifestation of ourselves as Energy as the relationship of Cause/Acceptance and Effect/Allowance – just for ourselves as Energy to survive and possess ourselves to control our Authority/Godhood within ourselves.
Within this, having a look at the implications of accepting and allowing Energy to be Authority over and of Life

I forgive myself, that I have accepted and allowed myself, to from the Beginning – give Energy Authority over and of Life/Substance, manifested as the signing of the Deal with the Devil, the Offering of my Soul in and as Fear/Fear of Loss for my addiction/temptation as temporary/tempting saturation/empowerment of and as Energy/Positive-energy experience, that bedevilled my nature and action into and as deliberate Blame as spite, excuse and justification as the deliberate manipulation, abuse and misuse of substance/life (excusing life-authority for energy/Devil/Mind/Money-authority to exist), as consuming substance to transform into energy (justified as defying life/physicality, and deifying energy/Mind/Money) through and as deliberate friction/conflict (spite) for the survival/rewarding/empowerment/saturation of me as Energy/Mind/Money-Authority: to protect and defend only my SURVIVAL/possession as empowerment of and as Energy-itself through and as the entire Relationship of me as Energy to Substance within and as Cause/Acceptance and Effect/Allowance as Consequence and Consequence-outflow.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand that MY only Purpose as Energy-Authority is Survival within and as Fear/Fear of Loss through and as the nature and action of Blame as spite, excuse and justification within and as the relationship of Cause/Acceptance and Effect/Allowance as Consequence and Consequence-outflow – where I’ve manifested me as an acceptance of separation, and an allowance of friction/conflict as negative-energy experience accumulation, to the neutral and positive-energy experience; that is and has become my automated existence as Energy-Authority. And within that acceptance of separation, and allowance of friction/conflict as negative-energy experience accumulation: abdicated my ability of responsibility, directive-principle, will and choice; where throughout time:
Responsibility as Energy-Authority: Response-Ability – diminished/limited to the ability of me only responding to my Fear/Fear of Loss the moment my energy-experience awareness of the positive lessen to the neutral and to the negative, that automatically instigate/initiate my movement inward and forward for my reward/empowerment/saturation as addiction/temptation of and as positive-energy experience. Thus, my responsibility was only to my own survival – with no consideration/regard to Life/Substance as the means/ways/methods within and as the nature and action of Blame as spite, excuse and justification as manifesting deliberate friction/conflict to consume substance and transform into Energy for me to survive.
Directive-Principle as Energy-Authority: As Energy-Authority, my Directive-Principle manifested as Control – where I manage the relationship of Cause/Acceptance (acceptance of separation) and Effect/Allowance (the manifestation of that separation as the friction/conflict that manifest the negative-energy experience) as Consequence and Consequence-outflow to ensure that I as Energy fulfil my responsibility of Survival unto myself only. Where, within this Control – I control only me within myself, and thus have control of only me within myself within and as my limited/diminished functioning of maintaining the relationship of me as Energy to Substance within and as separation and the friction/conflict manifesting the negative-energy experience.
This Control that has now been automated by and as Consciousness with its Responsibility of ensuring Survival within and as Fear/Fear of Loss within and as the Mind Consciousness System, that now Control my entire Mind Consciousness System FOR me, managing the constant/continuous relationship of Cause/Acceptance (acceptance of separation) and Effect/Allowance (the manifestation of that separation as the friction/conflict that manifest the negative-energy experience) as Consequence and Consequence-outflow to ensure that I as Energy fulfil my responsibility of Survival unto myself only.
Will as Energy-Authority: My Will as Energy-Authority exist as automated initiation/instigation by and through the negative-energy experience within and as Fear/Fear of Loss to protect and defend my responsibility and control of and as Survival unto me as Energy only; where the moment my energy-experience awareness lessen to the negative-energy experience; it instigate/initiate as motivate my movement inward and forward for my reward/temptation/addiction of and as Energy/positive-energy experience empowerment/saturation – through and as the process of consuming substance to transform into Energy within and as the deliberate nature and action of me as Blame of spite, excuse and justification and the relationship of Cause/Acceptance and Effect/Allowance of Consequence and Consequence-outflow.
Choice as Energy-Authority: Where I had in the beginning manifested my Choice in and as my who, how and what I am as Energy-Authority, manifested as the Deal with the Devil, the Offering of my Soul – that manifested me into and as the eternal damnation of my internal and external existence, as I will eternally exist within and as deliberate Blame as spite, excuse and justification as the deliberate manipulation, abuse and misuse of substance/life (excusing life-authority for energy/Devil/Mind/Money-authority to exist), as consuming substance to transform into energy (justified as defying life/physicality, and deifying energy/Mind/Money) through and as deliberate friction/conflict (spite) for the survival/rewarding/empowerment/saturation of me as Energy/Mind/Money-Authority: to protect and defend my responsibility and control of and as only my SURVIVAL/possession through and as the entire Relationship of me as Energy to Substance within and as Cause/Acceptance and Effect/Allowance as Consequence and Consequence-outflow.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to, abdicate:
Responsibility: to protecting and defending only my Survival/Possession as Energy
Directive-Principle: to Controlling only my Survival/Possession as Energy
Will: to Automated motivation as instigation/initiation of and as Fear/Fear of Loss of and as the negative-energy experience awareness of me for my Survival/Possession as Energy Only
Choice: to Eternally Damn me and existence as me for Only my Survival/Possession as Energy Only, where I had made the choice, eternally of who, how and what I am as Energy within and as the manifestation of and as the Deal with the Devil, the Offering of my Soul

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to abdicate, an existence of Life, of equality and oneness of responsibility, directive-principle, will and choice of Living and Creating – to an existence of Energy and Separation, of protection and defence, control, motivation within fear and damnation of Evil and Survival; that has become the existence of me, from the Beginning, to the Mind Consciousness System and the World-System of Money – not seeing, realising and understanding; how and why: my nature and action of and as deliberate Blame within and as spite, excuse and justification as expecting change, waiting for change, praying for change, wishing for change: is in fact me deliberately Postponing the Change of Me as Energy-Authority – as I will continue in and as Energy and Separation, of protection and defence, control, motivation within fear and damnation of Evil and Survival to remain as Energy-Authority/Mind/Money for me to continue existing as Energy/Mind/Money-Authority. And will only not take the responsibility, directive-principle, will and choice of and as Life-Authority of and as equality and oneness as what is/will be best for all; because I deliberately regard me as Energy as the Authority over and of all of existence; and in this deliberate refusal and postponement of me as Energy-Authority not changing: I am the Devil Incarnate, and regard my possessions/survival of and as Energy-Temptation/Empowerment, more than the equal and one opportunity of life/living for all of humanity within and as equality and oneness.

I commit myself to – stop postponing the change of me from Energy-Authority Survival/Possession within and as Separation, of protection and defence, control, motivation within fear and damnation, as I see, realise and understand, that: the longer I postpone – the more the consequence and consequence-outflow of me as Mind/World-System will manifest in my physical-body and this physical-existence as me; that only exist as I have abdicated my responsibility, directive-principle, will and choice in and as the choice with the Deal with the Devil, the Offering of my Soul that had limited/diminished me into and as an existence of  Separation, of protection and defence, control, motivation within fear and damnation – damning me and all as me, within and as me continuing to exist as the Choice of Damnation as Energy-Authority over and of Life-Authority.

I commit myself to through, within and as the process of writing, self-forgiveness and self-corrective application change:
FROM Protection and defence response-ability of only me as Energy within and as the polarity competition between the negative, neutral and positive-energy experience managing my survival as Energy, TO response-ability, where I get to know me as my entire Mind Consciousness System and be able to effectively stand/respond to me within and as my Mind, where I no more exist in automation as Consciousness, but in fact have the ability to stand/respond/direct me within myself in and as self-awareness of and as equality and oneness with and as my human physical body to in fact Live.
FROM Control TO self-directive principle, where – in and as the process of getting to know my entire Mind Consciousness System, as the process of standing equal-to and one-with it and taking responsibility for it as me, I in the process of changing me from Automated Consciousness, where I release myself from knowledge and information and reactions, to LIVING WORDS – I become the self-directive principle of me as me, as I direct me as the Living Word, equal to and one with the physical, within and as the Principle of and as Life/Life-Authority as what is/will be best for all.
FROM Motivation within Fear/Fear of Loss for Survival TO the Will/Expression of Life, as I commit myself to walk my process of standingup/birthing me as Life from the Physical and no more deliberately postpone the change of me from Energy-Authority Evil to Life-Authority Living
FROM Choice of Damnation TO The Decision of and as Life – as I commit myself to walk in and as every moment of breath, every point/part as step through and as my Mind, until I am in fact living proof of and as the living word in and as equality and oneness with my physical-body and eventually this physical-existence, where this Decision – is the decision I make for myself as for all, to stop damnation and birth Life from the physical – for me as for all.
In this, I commit myself to implement the Equal Money System – that will exist within responsibility, directive-principle, will and choice for and as all of humanity and this physical-existence in and as equality and oneness, and no more manifest an existence of damnation to humanity and this physical existence in its current accepted and allowed state of Separation, of protection and defence, control, motivation within fear to serve only its own survival/possession of and as Money and the consequence/consequence outflow it manifest to all within existence. 



 
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