Valuing LOVE more than LIFE (Part 1): DAY 198

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Valuing LOVE more than LIFE (Part 1): DAY 198

FEAR of our own SHADOW – continued

EVIL – continued

The FORCE - continued

Who I Am as Money – continued

(To read this post, it must be understood that we’re walking this process/Blog - Heaven's Journey to Life multi-dimensionally, which means – each post covers one dimension, but is interconnected into/as multi-dimensions in our process of walking the point/question of “who I am” and how this “I” created/manifested this entire physical existence. Thus, suggested – to read this Blog from DAY 1, as many of the points in previous dimensions/DAYS/posts are always brought-through into the next days/dimensions/posts as all the dimensions interconnect as the multi-dimensionality we’ve created/manifested as our separation as Energy/Consciousness from/of Life/equality and Oneness. Thus, if one is faced with this post, and have not yet read this Blog from DAY 1 - suggest that self first start from DAY 1, as otherwise one will have no context of many dimensions that is walked in this post, that has been dealt with in detail in previous posts.)

In this post, we’re continuing with the Self Forgiveness and Commitment Statements, where we’re in the process of identifying, disentangling the Wolves Sheep Clothing – strand by strand, in showing/revealing the illusion, the evil within and behind love/good/light/positivity within the context of how it is currently being lived by/through the Mind as ENERGY, hiding/veiling the real, true nature of our beingness – instead of Love being/becoming an actual living commitment, visible, in and as this Physical Existence for self and for all in/as equality and oneness here.

For context from the previous post:
We’ll start with a thread of Wool, covering up the inherent Evil of ourselves - with having a look at the following statement:
“Life is filled with joys and sorrows. Open your heart and feel both of them fully. Your heart will know what to do. All you have to do is be present with where you are in this moment, and your heart will awaken your soul to surround you with an Eternal Love greater than life itself.”

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and understand why and how the acceptance and allowance of the energy-feeling of joy, and the energy-emotion of sorrow within self, stand within and as the context of reflecting/representing the inherent evil within and as ourselves, where – within the context of our own Mind: what we’d do is accept and allow That in our Minds which cause us sorrow, so that we can manifest/experience or dedicate our lives/minds to experience that which is Joy – essentially, playing our own energy-games within our Minds with the dark/negative and the light/positive; that we would accept and allow the Sorrow to exist, just so that we can experience/have/accumulate the Joy. Within this, we become so obsessed/possessed with our own Energy-games, within our own Minds, that it consume our Minds and Lives and leave no Awareness to consider aligning our lives/living into/as this Physical Existence – to establish an Earth where No Sorrow exist, but that individuals can equally and as one stand/LIVE the real PHYSICAL JOY of equally as one being taken care of and cared for.

In this, as well, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and understand – where we’d accept and allow the Physical Sorrow to exist in this World, just to validate/justify the existence/experience of Joy from the perspective of, for example, the ELITE that would justify/validate how they live their lives with MONEY as Joy, how fulfilled their lives are with RELATIONSHIPS – but what is existent within the backdrop of the Mind is essentially saying within the Joy: “thank God I am not experiencing/in the living conditions of those in Physical Sorrow” – Physical Sorrow, as those that have no relationships, no conveniences, no resources, no life. In this, here, is existent our EVIL: that we would not within this World look at the root cause of what is causing the majority of Humanity to exist within/as Physical Sorrow, but only align our Self-Interest to seek the Joy in our Minds/Lives with Money, Sex and Relationships and using the Physical Sorrow that’s existent on Earth to fuel/validate/justify that Joy.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and understand how so many of us, with having a look at the first statement “Life is filled with joys and sorrows” – that we would tend to immediately, without hesitation, go into agreement, as this is something that everyone can relate to. However, what’s fascinating here is that we’d jump to focusing on the words ‘joy and sorrow’ and then reverse it into and as the definition of what ‘Life’ is. Meaning, that we would not really in fact look at the FIRST WORD as LIFE and question: “But, why have we accepted and allowed ‘life’, the definition, the living, the experience of life in our Minds and this World to exist within the polarities of ‘joy’ and ‘sorrow’?” That, we have never in fact considered, that it is our definition, living and experience of the Word ‘Life’ in our Minds and in this World System that is in fact creating ‘Life’ to exist the way it does in our Minds and this World System. And so, within and as this definition, experience and living of the word ‘Life’ within the energy-experience definition of emotion as sorrow and feeling as joy, this is what we will experience, live and so create. And so, within and as this definition, experience and living of the word ‘Life’ within the Physical Sorrow and the Physical Joy – this is how life on earth will remain, and continue existing.

Because, in this – I forgive myself that I haven’t ever accepted and allowed myself to consider, the extent of my responsibility, existent within ONE WORD as the Word ‘Life’. And what I accept and allow ME to exist-as in and as my definition as this Word, I will accordingly become and live, and in this becoming and living – will create/manifest my external world/existence to mirror this acceptance and allowance, and so would accept and allow in my external reality/world, whatever I accept and allow in my internal reality/world.
That, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to consider a definition, a living of/as the word LIFE that in fact stand as a LIVING SOLUTION to life/living on Earth for ALL, in and as equality and oneness Here – so, the question here is: why have I, as all – not considered an equality and oneness solution/standing/living/creation for and of LIFE on Earth for ALL, regarding each ‘life’ equally as one as self? Why, despite the extent of consequence in and as this existence of what ‘life’ has become – have we not in fact changed for ourselves and for all? Because, this is the very Point here, that: we’re all always only ‘changing’ as in ‘shifting dimensions’ in and as our own Minds in and between the positive/negative and the light/dark, creating the illusion of change in our own Minds – but, would we in/as this change or have we in/as this apparent Mind/Dimensional change – contributed to any real, PHYSICAL CHANGE in/as this existence, this World-System of Money’s relationship to Humanity/this Physical Existence? No – there has been no such actual, real, physical, evidentiary change in existence – everything and everyone’s still creating HELL. So, within this comes to question: how long are the ‘love and light’ and ‘positivity’ Illusions of change going to hold, before seeing the reality of this PHYSICAL existence: that it is US HUMANS creating this world, governing this World System, accepting and allowing this World System? The contribution, the direct/indirect participation in this World System by/through All of Humanity can be traced in the decisions that are being made by Human’s Consciousness. And so, why/how there are no ‘higher external forces’ at work within this existence that is in ANY WAY VALID for why/how this world is the way it is: it’s all been us, all along.

And so, in this – I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and understand the Evil of us, that we’d create the Illusion of change in our Minds, and believe it to be SO REAL – even though the apparent ‘change’ in the Mind/Consciousness as the shift in the dimensions between the energies of the negative/positive and the dark/light bring forth no physical, real, solution to our actual, physical, real life on earth, that we did an interesting thing and said: “Oh, well I HAVE CHANGED, so this means that the evil/bad/dark/negative in this world must be because of SOMETHING ELSE, or SOMEONE ELSE – it can’t be ME!!! I CHANGED!!!” And, this is interesting – because, we didn’t in fact see the NATURE of this ‘CHANGE’ – that, we did not QUESTION the CHANGE in itself, from the perspective of seeing, realising and understanding: Change is not as simple as simply shifting dimensions in the Mind within energy-experience of negative and positive. That, that very shift in energy-experience between positive and negative is/has been us band-aiding, ‘making ourselves FEEL better’ / making ourselves FEEL CHANGED – where change has become a feeling, an experience in the MIND, WITHOUT actually INVESTIGATING the root, the cause, the source, the origin of/as the negative/bad/dark/evil in and as the Mind and the Physical. And, this is WHY we’re so uneducated in and as the Mind’s relationship to the Physical – we’ve never in fact investigated Ourselves, who we are, how we are in the totality of/as what manifests/comes up within the Mind, and this is also why it was then so easy to ‘claim change and the blame consequence onto/towards something/someone else’. 
That, in this, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, to realise, to understand – why/how No Change can be Valid, if it does not in fact contribute to actual change in the Physical, for Self and for All, that is physically real and Visible. In this, essentially, we thus have to really look at redefining the Word CHANGE and when/how it is in fact real, because what we’ve done in/as the Evil of/as ourselves is create/define change to be an ILLUSION we manifest in the Mind, while the Majority of/as this Physical, Real, World goes unchanged and has gone unchanged and still continue to worsen.

In this, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and understand why there is/has been NO CHANGE, no REAL CHANGE in and as this Physical Existence, because for most of humanity – we’ve created the illusion of change in the Mind based on FEELING and not on REALITY in who we are in our inner and outer worlds, and so why/how we’d hold onto this illusion of change in our own MINDS only and not bother with change in/as this Physical Existence, that would take actual, real human LIVING and contribution and physical direction. Because we’ve regarded change in ENERGY in the MIND to be MORE / Superior than change in this ACTUAL, REAL PHYSICAL REALITY.

We’ll continue in the next post. 

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