The FORCE: DAY 161
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The
Chicken or the Egg??? – continued
How
the Fruit of Life became Rotten – continued
Who
I Am as Money – continued
(To read this post, it
must be understood that we’re walking this process/Blog - Heaven's Journey to
Life multi-dimensionally, which means – each post covers one dimension, but is
interconnected into/as multi-dimensions in our process of walking the
point/question of “who I am” and how this “I” created/manifested this entire
physical existence. Thus, suggested – to read this Blog from DAY 1, as many of
the points in previous dimensions/DAYS/posts are always brought-through into
the next days/dimensions/posts as all the dimensions interconnect as the
mutli-dimensionality we’ve created/manifested as our separation as
Energy/Consciousness from/of Life/equality and Oneness. Thus, if one is faced
with this post, and have not yet read this Blog from DAY 1 - suggest that self
first start from DAY 1, as otherwise one will have no context of many
dimensions that is walked in this post, that has been dealt with in detail in
previous posts.)
We’re in and from this post, for a moment going to have a
look at the FORCE, with what we have now walked as the Structural Resonance
Dimension of the Main Mind System, the Personality Systems, the
Sub-Characters/Personalities, we will in posts to come do another ‘Overview’
Post, regarding bringing through all the Structural Resonances that we’ve
walked separately, into and as one Post to have an holistic view of the Entire
Mind in the Physical and within that how the Sub-Characters/Personalities will
move within and between the Main/Primary Personality Systems within the
Subconscious Mind of the Main Mind Consciousness System.
Thus, with us now having had a look at the basic Structural
Resonance Dimensions of the Mind in the Physical, within this seeing, realising
and understanding the extent to which the Mind and the Physical is merged, this
will now serve as a Platform for understanding the Nature of the “Force” as the
Mind/Consciousness in the Physical, where we’re continuing from a point that we
had walked in DAY 160:
That, within
understanding how this “Force”
operate/function within us, as us – will become more clear/practical regarding
understanding why/how it is / has been so difficult for us to in fact change
our internal realities and external living. That we do INTEND
change, that we KNOW what would be best for ourselves and so others – but
we NEVER get to the point of actually materializing it, it’s like – one take
one step forward to in fact CHANGE, but then FALL and it feels like one had
taken 1000 steps back again with the extent that one would return to one’s
habits, patterns and personalities – every time wanting to make a change, that
it becomes MORE and MORE and MORE difficult, with how this “Force” as the
Mind-Physical merged System would ENSURE we always return to it, and NEVER
return to OURSELVES in who we are as our equal and one awareness with and as
the Physical that is REAL.
What we’ll also then have a look at within this is, the Illusion
of Change – regarding how we’ve been hardwired/programmed in/as the Mind
within the Physical, to believe that “changing thoughts Only” / “shifting
between changed Personalities” / “changing perception” means that “who we are”
have changed, when such ‘change’ within components of the Mind as thoughts,
imagination and energies still mean that the Mind/Consciousness as this “FORCE”
maintain control of/as self. Actually such ‘change’ is to the benefit more to
the Mind than to self, the physical body and so existence as a whole, because
all self is doing is accumulating MORE ENERGY for the Mind, and thus why/how
there has been no change to the nature of mankind on Earth, because beings are
only “changing their Minds / parts of their Minds” as the alternate,
illusionary reality within existence; when it’s the ENTIRE MIND that is/has
been the root cause/source of our consequential relationship to ourselves, our
bodies and humanity as a whole.
I
forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise
and understand my relationship to this “Force” within me, that I have not even
considered investigating this experience/presence within me that especially
would manifest/take over/possess me in/as moments of change/self-change/self-realisation.
That when/as I do come to moments of self-change/self-realisation
and then do not stand up/stand through it – I instead tend to go into
self-victimization/self-pity within/as the context of “I will never change” / “It’s
not worth it” / “It’s useless” / “there’s something wrong with me” / “I
can’t do this” / “I’m done for” / “It’s who I am, I can’t change who I am”
/ “I’ve really TRIED and it’s just not working” / “I have given it my BEST” –
with all these ‘voices in the head’ / ‘backchat’ / ‘internal conversations’
overwhelming me within myself as my actual own ‘self talk’ of Giving up and
Giving in within the moment of change/realisation as I attempt/try to validate,
excuse and justify why it is that I DID NOT STAND through my habits/patterns of
Mind and walk myself into and as change.
I
commit myself to show, how for example with facing a point of
Self-Discipline, where one had gone into the Habit/Pattern of postponement that
has caused much consequence in one’s responsibility to tasks/assignments/work.
Where one do KNOW and one do INTEND to change, and one ‘really’ commit oneself
in the Mind to change the moment one get to a point where one has to complete
the task/assignment/responsibility, but when/as the moment in REALITY arrive: the
MIND start activating, in full force, the “Postponement Personality” together
with the thought-patterns, ‘self talk’ and imagination that activate in the
Mind and can in that moment within one’s Mind as the Personality talk oneself out of applying DISCPLINE/the Change of Self
in that moment. Making up excuses, reasons and justifications for not APPLYING oneself PRACTICALLY in getting
things done in taking responsibility for things in one’s life/world as actually
walking/doing the practical commitment of change one had established within
self.
This would, for instance be an example of how this Force as
ourselves as the Mind operate – where in a moment, our habitual Personality
would activate and then this Force would be that “physical experience” within
oneself of REALLY not WANTING to push through the Personality pattern/habit,
but rather continue following the habitually patterned thoughts/internal
conversations and behaviour – essentially in that moment the Mind/Consciousness
as ourselves as the accepted and allowed self-defined Personality we’ve become,
force ourselves into and as Mind-Submission, giving up on ourselves and the
opportunity we would have had in that moment if one had simply taken a breath
and committed self to the
decision of change/realisation and physically, practically completed/done
the task/assignment/responsibility.
I
forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see,
realise and understand how this Force as me operate/function within and as
this Mind-Physical existence of me, where this Force as the ENTIRE MIND would
be/become this Mind-Physical Presence/Experience within me that “draws me back
into and as the Mind/Personality” that has for so long kept me in and as
itself, away/separate from myself and my equal and one relationship to the
physical body and my world/reality. Where, in moments of Change/Realisation
and/or stepping stones of change/realisation – a Personality
would activate in full force, preoccupying my Mind with thought-patterns,
imagination, backchat/internal conversations, reactions of emotions/feelings
together with this absolute physical experience – as though I am throwing
everything at myself from within my Mind/Personality to distract me from/of the
simplicity of simply taking a breath and getting things done practically within
and as my physical reality as taking responsibility for/as what is here. That,
with for example looking at the Postponement Personality, that I had made doing
something really simple, such as physically, practically completing a task SO
DIFFICULT/complex within and as my Mind with the extent of thoughts,
imaginations, internal conversations, reactions that I can come up with, within
me to NOT do the simple, physical practical task of completing
something/fulfilling a responsibility in/as my
reality/world.
That, in this – I forgive
myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and
understand the extent of concern regarding how I can in/as my own Mind FORCE
myself into submission within and as a Personality/Experience, instead of being
able to do a simple physical practical thing, as completing an
assignment/task/responsibility in/as the actual, real physical-world, that I
have given my MIND so much power/force – that it has made the
simplicity of LIVING/DOING ‘seem difficult’.
I
commit myself to show, how within and as the extent of our accepted and
allowed separation into and as the Mind, from the Physical – that we’ve come to
exist in and as a complete alternate reality within actual physical reality,
that we haven’t even realised the extent to which we do not in fact LIVE
HERE. That, with taking something as simple as our relationship to
Postponement and Discipline that we have created ourselves as the Mind into and
as such a Force that it can move us through a Personality within and its
components as thoughts, internal conversation/backchat, imagination, reactions
of emotions/feelings and behavioural system – all of it happening in complete
separation from/of reality/the physical, and in that moment draw ourselves into
and as the submission of/as an alternate reality, rather than sticking here to
physical, practical actual doing, which would have been taking a breath,
speaking the decision “I am getting this done” and then actually physically
practically getting the task/assignment/responsibility done/completed.
Where in this, I
commit myself to show – what we’re essentially accepting and allowing in/as
this moment of change/self-realisation is Distraction – deliberately distracting
ourselves with/as the Force of/as the Mind/a Personality, distracting us
from/of ourselves, the physical to in/as that moment sabotage an opportunity for/as
self-change/self-realisation within ourselves and our worlds. That we’d rather distract
ourselves with and as the Mind/Personality, and attempt/try to validate/justify
that distraction through and as the extent to which we can talk
ourselves/convince ourselves in/as that moment from actually moving ourselves
into and as a moment of change/realisation. All of which simply exemplify the
nature of/as ourselves as human beings; that we’re deliberately utilizing
ourselves as the Mind to not in fact really change, but conveniently only pay
attention to our ‘comfort zones’ in the Mind to maintain separation and
abdication of responsibility from/of ourselves and our worlds/realities.
In this, I commit myself to show how we’d use Media, Spirituality,
Religion
and our personality-relationships to/towards it within our Minds to distract us
from and of our self-relationship to/as the entire MIND in the physical and so
distract us from and of our relationship to the rest of Humanity and this
Physical Existence as a whole. That we’ve created PERSONALITIES in our MINDS in
our relationship to spirituality, religion and media for example – making ourselves
believe that “we’re focusing on ourselves”, but not realising that all we’ve
done is create personalities – channelling ‘who we are’ through Spirituality
and Religion and Media, with no direct-investigation to the detailed
relationship of the ENTIRE MIND to the Physical Body, with how exactly the very
components of the mind as thoughts, visualization, imagination, internal
conversations and the experiences of emotions and feelings that manifest as the
Personality’s relationship to Religion and/or Spirituality and/or Media in fact
operate/function, in where ALL THOSE ENERGIES within the Mind in fact come from
in its relationship to the Physical Body.
In this, I commit myself show – as is walked with The
Soul of Money Interview Series in detail, how we as Humanity have been
internally and externally grouped and divided within and through the World
System/Money, Media, Spiritualities, Religions,
Movements, Culture, Family, Language
– to which we’d each individually within and as our ‘groupings’ created
particular-specific personalities towards WITHIN THE MIND, that we’ve
essentially been DISTRACTED and DIVIDED within the premise of “divide and
conquer”; with everyone distracted within their own Minds in their various
personality relationships to various fields/systems within this world,
separated from themselves, their physicals and so each other and so ensuring
the MASS
CONTROL of humanity as a whole to not see, realise and understand one
thing: THE MIND and how it in fact operate/function in its deliberate
distraction from/of the relationship to self, the physical and so existence as
a whole.
We’ll in the next post continue with the “Postponement
Character/Personality” regarding how it exist/function in the Mind, and how to
practically assist and support self with writing, self forgiveness and self
corrective application as well as to assist and support self to not accept and
allow the Force
of the Mind/Energy to distract/separate self from/of the relationship with
self, the physical body and one’s responsibility to/as the actual Physical
Reality; in in fact LIVING HERE.
Within this, we’ll also then walk the point of ‘change’ –
how we’ve deluded ourselves into the illusion of change as the Mind, and so
understand the difference between Mind Change, and actual real physical SELF
Change.
Clear, practical and very supportive post - thanks!