Yes, I KNOW!!! – Part 2: DAY 148

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Yes, I KNOW!!! – Part 2: DAY 148

Walking with Thoughts - continued

Who I Am as Money – continued

(To read this post, it must be understood that we’re walking this process/Blog - Heaven's Journey to Life multi-dimensionally, which means – each post covers one dimension, but is interconnected into/as multi-dimensions in our process of walking the point/question of “who I am” and how this “I” created/manifested this entire physical existence. Thus, suggested – to read this Blog from DAY 1, as many of the points in previous dimensions/DAYS/posts are always brought-through into the next days/dimensions/posts as all the dimensions interconnect as the mutli-dimensionality we’ve created/manifested as our separation as Energy/Consciousness from/of Life/equality and Oneness. Thus, if one is faced with this post, and have not yet read this Blog from DAY 1 - suggest that self first start from DAY 1, as otherwise one will have no context of many dimensions that is walked in this post, that has been dealt with in detail in previous posts.)

This is a continuation of DAY 147 as the point we have walked regarding our relationship to Thoughts/the Mind as ‘I Know’ and our relationship to the World as ‘I Know’, and how this one point/relationship within ourselves has come to determine our accepted and allowed victimization/powerlessness to/as change as-ourselves within and without.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and understand how I utilize the statement of ‘I Know’ without ever seeing, realising and understand the implication of what it is that I am in fact stating regarding ‘who I am’ in and as this statement of ‘I know’, from the perspective of who/what this ‘I’ is that apparently ‘Know’, and what it is that this ‘I’ exactly in fact ‘know’. That I am not seeing, realising and understanding what I am in fact saying/reiterating/arguing when/as and every time I make the statement of ‘I know’: because this ‘I’ is the who I believe myself to be in and as my relationship to the Mind, that is in fact only this presence/awareness in the Conscious Mind and occasionally within the Subconscious-Mind that has a ‘knowledge’ / ‘awareness’ of what goes on in the Mind within myself. And furthermore that that knowledge/awareness ends there – only ‘knowing’ / observing of what goes on within/as me as the Mind, and only within the Conscious-Mind, never mind the extent of rest of the mind that exist within and as the physical-body. And so, every time I say ‘I know’ – I am in fact justifying ‘who I am’ as only this observer/presence/knowledge in and as my relationship to the Mind and so essentially every single time, reiterating and validating my limitation, victimization and powerlessness to/as the Mind as me.
In this, furthermore – I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and understand the ‘know’ within the statement of ‘I know’ is not in fact me Knowing as seeing, realising and understanding the knowledge, the blueprint, the design, the roots/origin and the total interconnection within/between the thoughts in my Mind/what goes on in my Mind to and as the quantum existence of the Mind in the Physical Body. But this ‘know’ is really limited to only seeing what is existent within and as my awareness/presence in and as the Conscious Mind only, and so seldom within and as the Subconscious-Mind when/as personalities activate, that I simply automatically participate within/become without question, investigation, intimacy and/or honesty/responsibility. And so, I do not in fact KNOW what goes on within/as the Mind as me in fact and so this statement of/as ‘I know’ is in fact how I accept and allow myself to deceive myself to deliberately not look further into and as what is happening within me as the Mind, but to simply continue accepting/allowing it and ‘hope for the best’.
I commit myself to assist and support me to, to every time I even want to say ‘I know’ – to see, realise and understand that this has simply become a convenient statement to speak/say with me not having to in fact investigate/find out and/or be self-honest/take responsibility for what goes on within and as the Mind as me. But can simply defend/protect my powerlessness/victimization with and as reiterating/arguing for/as the belief/relationship of ‘who I am’ in the limitation of the Conscious-Mind in my ‘knowledge’ as ‘awareness’ of only what goes on within the domain of the Conscious-Mind. And so, commit myself to practically assist and support me to see, realise and understand that I do not in fact ‘know’ when I say ‘I know’ that it’s in fact simply become a self-deceptive statement in and as which I deceive myself to not HAVE to look at the detail of what in fact goes on in my Mind and what I accept and allow within it, as it’s become more convenient to ‘simply make the best of what’s here’ and that which I don’t want to look at/change/investigate/face I simply give a ‘I know’ and suppress it within myself as me.
I commit myself to assist and support me to practically apply self-honesty and self-responsibility in and as facing this point of ‘I know’ – to see, realise and understand that how can ‘I know’ – when I don’t even know this ‘I’ and when I do not even in fact know the ‘know’. And so assist and support myself to no more accept and allow myself to hide within/behind the statement ‘I know’, but to when/as I face a point within me as the Mind – to write it out., walk the self-forgiveness, establish how/why such a point exist within/as my mind and so take responsibility in self-honesty for me and walk myself into and as a practical living solution. As I see, realise and understand that I in this process in fact ‘get to know’ the ‘I’ and the ‘know’ in expanding/integrating my relationship with me, within myself and so no more limit my awareness of me only to exist within and as the limitation of/as the Conscious Mind, but expand me in and as my awareness and LIVING to and as the physical, and no more exist as a mere slave/follower to/as my own Mind.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and understand how this relationship within myself to/towards the statement of ‘who I am’ as ‘I know’ – equally as one manifest in and towards this world as me. Where I would look at the consequences of this world within the statement ‘I know’, when I do not in fact have any knowledge and/or relationship to/towards the consequences of this world in terms of tracing the detail/processes and so actual physical-experiences of the earth, animal kingdom, nature and human beings that daily suffer in the reigns of this current World System. As the statement ‘I know’ is/has become so much more easier to say, than having to actually investigate who I am to/towards the consequences of this world and how the consequences in fact manifest on earth and the lives of beings within and on it to see, realise and understand my responsibility with in it all. And so I would rather hide/cower away within the self-deceptive statement of ‘I know’ to claim my ignorance of the ACTUAL knowledge and my relationship to the consequence of this world. And how many human beings would accept this statement of ‘I know’ and simply ‘leave it at that’ – everyone justifying ignorance and cowardice instead of standing as self-honesty and responsibility to stand up for and face this world as ourselves in bringing it into and as an equal and one solution for all.
In this, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to in instances utilize this statement of ‘I know’ when I do have an experience/reaction within me of ‘knowing that I don’t know’ – actually saying / speaking the words ‘I know’ in ‘hope’ that the other person, for example will ‘leave it at that’ and not push the points that is in fact coming up within me as reactions/memories/internal conversations, but can in and as that moment of speaking the words ‘I know’ have them and myself believe that  ‘I do know’ and that just ‘knowing’ is enough and I don’t have to take the point any further in myself/my world – simply ‘knowing is enough’. I mean, this exist as/within the primary context of education – we’re fed with ‘knowledge and information’ ONLY, nothing about practical living in this world, how to ‘make it in this world’ – that is left to a primal instinct of ‘survival of the fittest’. With the Education System essentially saying to the Kids: “Hey, here’s the knowledge and information – the rest is up to you”; as though, only the knowledge and information brainwashed into kids is enough to educate them into this world, into themselves, into living when what’s clearly showing in the emergence of children in this world is the extent of the consequence  within this acceptance and allowance of ‘knowledge and information is enough’ and children have NO foundation on which to stand on to face life as it exist in this world and so their mind as its reaction to this world.
I commit myself to show that ‘I know’ and having ‘knowledge and information’ as primarily educated within the Education-System, primarily only represents 1% of what is in fact going on in this World. As with for example having a look at our relationship to the Mind, when we say ‘I know’ – we in fact only know 1% of what is really going on within/behind what we immediately see goes on in our Minds and furthermore utilize that statement to deliberately not look further to not have to see/face our self-honesty/responsibility within ourselves. And so also within the education system – how little of how this world really works is taught in schools, as children are only prepared for the 1% they need to make it in this world system, and then deliberately left to themselves/the inherent ‘survival of the fittest’ with no prior education on the mind/how to effectively live in this world and so are put against each other to fight for positions of survival. In this process of competition for survival with the 1% education they have, the system had locked human beings into survival to such an extent that they only tunnel-vision themselves on money/survival – leaving their relationship to the rest of the world as ‘I know’ and doing nothing within themselves/their lives or this relationship to this world to bring forth any change to their current way of life/living. As with the Mind, we’re too preoccupied within the Mind ‘selectively’ fighting for the survival of our wants, needs and desires we pursue within our Mind in reality that the rest as the truth of ourselves is not looked at/investigated/faced in any way whatsoever. The consequence of this being, that we’re transforming into a humanity of demonic-possession internally and externally where now, being part of the world system/money is becoming more and more difficult with the majority of humanity on the outskirts of the system trying to survive off of nothing. And we have to face the facts of reality – we cannot continue like this and we cannot accept/allow such a world to exist for the children of the future.
Therefore, I commit myself to show how/why we can no more accept and allow ourselves to cower/hide/ignore the reality of ourselves within and without within the statement of ‘I know’ – we have to realise that, just knowing / knowledge and information IS NOT ENOUGH to make an impact/change in this world, on the contrary – it’s perpetuating consequence even more. ‘Cause we’re all accepting and allowing each other’s and our own ‘I know’, and not taking that step of investigation/introspection externally and internally to find out HOW/WHY things are the way they are so that in that we can CHANGE it through being/becoming the solution WITHIN and WITHOUT.
I commit myself to show, that with Desteni, Equal Money, the Desteni I Process, and the 7 Year Journey to Life, we’re walking the process of stepping beyond the self-deceptive ‘I know’ / ‘knowledge and information’ of the Mind and this World, establishing our self-honesty and self-responsibility in our relationship to the Mind within and the World-System without, facing the fears of facing self and this World and with walking through the fears/resistances – and being/becoming the living solutions to ourselves within and without. And thus call on those genuine within the point of ‘wanting to change’ / ‘wanting change’ to self/this world to walk with in seeing/realising/understanding this process of change starts with self going beyond the statement of ‘I know’ and being/becoming an ‘I live’, and what living in fact really practically mean for self and all for self in/as existence.

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