Yes, I KNOW!!! – Part 1: DAY 147
Walking with Thoughts - continued
The
First Character-Creation – continued
The
Chicken or the Egg??? – continued
How
the Fruit of Life became Rotten – continued
Who
I Am as Money – continued
(To read this post, it
must be understood that we’re walking this process/Blog - Heaven's Journey to Life
multi-dimensionally, which means – each post covers one dimension, but is
interconnected into/as multi-dimensions in our process of walking the
point/question of “who I am” and how this “I” created/manifested this entire
physical existence. Thus, suggested – to read this Blog from DAY 1, as many of
the points in previous dimensions/DAYS/posts are always brought-through into
the next days/dimensions/posts as all the dimensions interconnect as the
mutli-dimensionality we’ve created/manifested as our separation as
Energy/Consciousness from/of Life/equality and Oneness. Thus, if one is faced
with this post, and have not yet read this Blog from DAY 1 - suggest that self
first start from DAY 1, as otherwise one will have no context of many
dimensions that is walked in this post, that has been dealt with in detail in
previous posts.)
In this post, we’re continuing with the point of Knowledge
as the extent of our limitation/awareness in the Mind and the consequence of
the fact that, we do have/always had the knowledge/awareness of what we’re
doing, accepting and allowing – but had never taken that knowledge into living,
that awareness into actual self-change.
For context from DAY
147 with where we’re going to continue walking from:
I commit myself to
show, how – we do have an awareness of “ourselves” in/as the entirety of/as the
Mind, that “awareness” is the ‘presence’ in the Mind that do know that we’re
thinking, we do know what is going on in our Minds, how we talk to ourselves,
how we react – but, that one point has been the very ‘problem’: We KNOW. It’s
simply extended to a point of knowledge – like, we look at the problems in this
world and we say “I know”, and that’s the extent to which our contribution to
ourselves, our lives and this world as a whole reach.
I
forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise
and understand what my awareness is in and as the relationship of
me to the entirety of the Mind in the Physical, when having a look at the
extent that Mind in fact exist in the Physical, as is walked within this Blog
and within the Quantum
Mind interview series. Regarding how/why it is that my awareness only
extend to the Conscious Mind of thoughts, and occasionally into the Subconscious
Mind when participating in internal
conversations/backchat and reactions of emotions/feeling when/as
Personalities in the Subconscious and Unconscious Mind of the entirety of/as
the Mind activate, why/how it is that I KNOW what is going on within me, what I
accept and allow to exist within me as the nature of my thoughts, the internal
conversations, how I change/alter memories to serve my interest, my
imaginations/fantasies and the extremes it can go to. That my awareness of myself
in the relationship to the Mind has just become a KNOWING, continuing
participating in what I KNOW as what I’m aware of that goes on in my Mind and
from there…exist nothing more/nothing else of my awareness.
But, even within this – I forgive myself that I haven’t
accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and understand that I do say “I
Know” when looking at my Mind, and the tendency furthermore from there is to go
into a powerlessness/hopelessness within the Mind in my
relationship to thoughts, imagination/fantasies, internal conversations
that overwhelm me; essentially ‘victimizing’ myself to myself in and as my own
Mind. NEVER within that taking a breath, looking at my thoughts/what goes on in
my Mind, standing up and stating “I no more accept and allow this to continue
in my Mind, I stop, I breathe and commit myself to change me”, as I have never
within and throughout my life been educated in my relationship to the Mind/the
Mind itself in how to really investigate/take responsibility for all that exist
in me as the Mind. But instead made to believe that ‘this is my lot’ / ‘who I
am’ and/or will attempt/try to change OUTSIDE of me, joining
religions/spirituality and/or if I have the finance/resources to ‘change my
environment/relationships’. Not at all seeing, realising and understanding that
I simply through, for example religions and spirituality, insert more knowledge
and information into my Mind, altering/changing the thinking-patterns/internal
conversations, transforming the views in my mind that will holographically
imprint onto physical reality and so make myself believe that ‘my world has
changed’ when the world will not in fact change, just because I see it
differently in my Mind and superimpose mind-hologrpahics onto actual physical-reality.
And all of this, then make me believe
that ‘I have changed’, because the ‘Mind has changed’, but in self-honesty the
thoughts, the imaginations, the reactions and internal conversations still
pursue, I have now only developed an external ‘coping mechanism’ to be able to
suppress them better/deny them better/ignore them better and/or even go to the
extremes of blaming them on external forces/humans for causing what I accept and
allow to manifest in my Mind.
In this, I forgive
myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and
understand that inserting new programs, thoughts, imaginations and
personalities – do not in fact change the nature of what I am as what the Mind
represent/reflect. As I have not in fact sat with myself and walked myself
through my Mind as the thoughts/imaginations, internal conversations etc. that
haunt me, established their origin, how I programmed them into personalities
and from there actually aligned/changed ME, who I am in my living in my within
and without, instead of hiding within/behind new programs, knowledge and
information creating the illusion that ‘I changed’, but what only changed was
me shifting into new personalities in the same Mind.
I
commit myself to show, this ‘awareness’ of ourselves in our relationship to
the Mind in its entirety that extend into and as the ‘I Know’, only – that from
there we’d go into and as the reaction of victimization instead of tracing the
total/entire interdimensional-physical origin of/as the thoughts, imaginations,
internal conversations and reactions of emotions/feelings as the entire system
that thoughts in fact form part-of. And how this internal relationship to the
Mind has equally as one manifested in and as our external relationship to this
World System as a Whole: seeing parts/fragments/pixels of this world/reality –
look at it as ‘I Know’, having a moment of powerlessness/hopelessness as
victimizing ourselves in our relationship to the World System as a Whole, never
investigating the networks, the roots from/of which such parts/fragments/pixels
we see of the consequence of this world in fact come from – it’s simply an ‘I
Know’ and we stop there; as the exact same relationship as what is existent
in/towards/as our Minds.
In this, I commit myself to show how we’re then,
individually and collectively creating this relationship within the statement
of ‘I know’ to the Mind and so the World System as a whole, we’re the ones in
our Minds creating this relationship of victimization, not seeing, realising
and understanding that we’re creating this relationship of victimization towards
the Mind within and the World System without, within and as this approach and
limitation to the Mind and the World System of just ‘I know’.
I
commit myself to assist and support me to extend my awareness beyond just
the ‘I Know’, to in this stop my acceptance and allowance of believing I am
powerless/helpless and so a victim to my own Mind. To in this see, realise and
understand that as long as such a statement and such a reaction in my
relationship to the Mind within and the World System without exist: so it will
be. As such a point/relationship would thus determine who I am and how I live
within me and my world and will so create me and my world as such. In this, to
see, realise and understand how – claiming victimization to the very Mind I in
fact accepted and allowed to program/manifest within me, as me that in fact
represent my very beingness/nature, is equal-to and one with me essentially
standing right in front of myself and saying ‘I can’t change’. Equal-to and
one-with how we’ve approached this World System of Money in how we’re going to
continue walking within this Blog, in tracing how we in fact create the Mind as
ourselves, how we in fact directly and indirectly create/manifest and having
this World System continue as-is and so why/how the Mind is our responsibility
to change/direct and so with the World System of Money
without.
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself
to see, realise and understand how/why this ‘awareness’ / ‘presence’ in and as
myself as ‘Knowing’ that I am thinking/ ‘Knowing’ of the processes that is
existent in and as the Mind, is/has become the total ‘power’ / ‘directive
principle’ that I have of me in who/what I am in and as the Mind as me. That I
have for so long believed that just because I have knowledge of my thoughts and
what goes on in my Mind, that this is the verification of me ‘existing’ / ‘living’
– not seeing, realising and understand what in fact lie beyond/within the
thoughts, the internal processes of the mind in the physical as the extent to
which the Consciousness
of the entire Mind in the Physical as in fact the awareness of the entire Mind
in the Physical as an entire interdimensional-physical system has come to exist
for me. That this ‘awareness’ / ‘presence’ of me as my relationship to the Mind
is really in fact minute to the awareness of Consciousness as the Mind itself,
as will be seen, realised and understood with walking the Quantum Mind
Interview series, regarding how this relationship of us believing
that because we “know” what goes on in the Mind, does by know means come close
to the multi-dimensional interdimensional-physical processes and systems that
in fact goes on in/as the Human Being in the Physical Body. And that we’re in
our awareness actually in fact not at all equal-to and one-with the existence
of the Mind, and that our ‘awareness’ as ‘knowledge’ of the thoughts that goes
in the Mind, only exist because the Mind exist and therefore – this limited
awareness is/has been dependent on/as our relationship to the Mind and so the
Physical-Body, and that this ‘awareness’ as the knowledge of our Conscious-Mind
is in fact the most limited form of existence that in fact exist, when
comparing our ‘awareness’ to the awareness of the mind, the physical and this
existence as a whole.
I commit myself to show, that – with walking the Quantum Mind
series, and the Animal
Life Reviews – one will see beyond the limitation of this awareness we have
accepted and allowed to exist within ourselves as ‘I know’, and see, realise
and understand that there is an existence that is/always has been here, but has
been missed/neglected within and as our accepted and allowed definition and
limitation of our believed premise of ‘I exist / I am alive’ in/as the ‘knowledge/awareness’
we have of the Mind as the very thing that we at this moment have no directive
principle, will or choice to/towards. And to so, call on those ready to stop
this accepted and allowed victimization relationship to the Mind, within and
the World System without – to investigate Desteni,
the Desteni I Process as
the processes/education that is being walked in stepping beyond our current
accepted and allowed enslavement/limitation to the Mind and the World System,
and in fact see, realise and understand how self can become directive in who
one is within self and self’s living. And so walk with within the Equal Money System as the process of standing
together for a System in this world that will ensure that each as all have an
equal and one opportunity to life/living
as the process we walk to stop victimizing ourselves in our relationship to the
World, but work together to/towards solutions, becoming the living solution to
ourselves and so the without as ourselves.
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