Walking with Thoughts - Part 1: DAY 143

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Walking with Thoughts - Part 1: DAY 143

Who I Am as Money – continued

(To read this post, it must be understood that we’re walking this process/Blog - Heaven's Journey to Life multi-dimensionally, which means – each post covers one dimension, but is interconnected into/as multi-dimensions in our process of walking the point/question of “who I am” and how this “I” created/manifested this entire physical existence. Thus, suggested – to read this Blog from DAY 1, as many of the points in previous dimensions/DAYS/posts are always brought-through into the next days/dimensions/posts as all the dimensions interconnect as the mutli-dimensionality we’ve created/manifested as our separation as Energy/Consciousness from/of Life/equality and Oneness. Thus, if one is faced with this post, and have not yet read this Blog from DAY 1 - suggest that self first start from DAY 1, as otherwise one will have no context of many dimensions that is walked in this post, that has been dealt with in detail in previous posts.)

In this post, we’re taking a moment from walking/continuing walking the Structural Resonance Dimensions of the entire Mind Consciousness System, and having a look at our relationship to the basic components of the Mind as thoughts/thought-patterns, internal conversations/backchats, memories, experiences/energies as emotions/feelings – all of which, essentially align into, as and with Personalities/Characters and/or Sub-Characters/Personalities that we have come to believe define the totality of who we are/the potential of being/becoming as human beings on Earth.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and understand and take responsibility for the actual structural manifestation, design, content and substance of thoughts that occupy my Mind, and with ‘structural manifestation, design, content and substance’ I mean what thoughts really in fact look like, how it is that such a memory as a thought of an actual moment of participation in reality can exist as an interdimensional ‘replay’ in my Mind, what the ‘substance’ of thoughts really in fact is as what thoughts are ‘made up of’, regarding how an actual moment that I physically participated in, in actual reality – became ‘translated’ into my Mind into a different form and substance.
I commit myself to show, with the continuation of walking this blog – the detailed structural manifestation, design, content and substance of thoughts, with the structural manifestation – what thoughts really look like when viewing them interdimensionally-physically, in seeing, realising and understanding that thoughts actually have a structural shape and design. How the content of thoughts consist of/exist as moments we participated in actual physical-reality, that was transformed by the Mind, in the Physical – into and as interdimensional-representative moment of reality, essentially how the Mind takes moments of actual physical-reality, and change it into and as an ‘energy reality’. And, if one have a look at thoughts – one will realise they look illusionary, like a ‘mirage’ one is seeing play-out within one’s Mind, that they do not in fact have any real physical-substance, but just a reflection/remnant of/as an actual moment experienced in physical-reality in the past.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to even question why it is that I have for so long accepted and allowed myself to place so much attention, and participation into and as my Mind, such as thoughts – when it is in fact really only an ‘energy-representation’ of actual physical-reality as memories of the past. Where the Mind in the Physical took moments that I participated within actual physical reality, transformed them into and as memories as energy-representations of/as actual physical-reality, and where within this process – because of my accepted and allowed relationship to the Mind: have placed more importance into the memories/energy-representations of actual reality as thoughts – than the reality of the moment and who I was in that moment. That, what is interesting regarding the nature of memories and thoughts, is that I always focus on ‘others’ / ‘the environment’ – but never question/investigate/look at the detail of WHO I WAS in that moment in the past as the memory now manifested as an energy-representation of/as actual physical-reality.
I commit myself to show, what’s fascinating in our relationship to thoughts is that their content – when/as/while we’re thinking, that we never actually consider investigating/looking at OURSELVES, within ourselves in our relationships to our past/memories and interactions with people. That, most of the time – our thoughts is ABOUT others, who we are in relationship to OTHERS, and how we in our Minds with thoughts formulate/alter memories and/or past experiences in our Minds and can shape an actual physical moment of reality into and as an complete opposite story of what really in fact happened in actual physical reality.
Not seeing, realising and understanding the extent to which we’ll assume/interpret another/the environment when we replay a reality-moment in our Minds and reshape/formulate/design it the more and more we talk to ourselves about it in our own Minds. Not seeing, realising and understanding the extent to which we shape actual physical-reality in our MINDS, and then believing the energy-reality/version of what happened in actual reality is REAL, but we’ve distorted it so much with our own assumptions/interpretations/fears/judgments that it is not fact what really happened in actual physical-reality.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and understand the extent to which I have misconstrued actual physical reality moments, in and as my energy-reality as the Mind – that I forgive myself for never questioning what it is that I am in fact doing/busy with in the confines of my Mind as I look at thoughts/memories/imaginations of the past, present and future and really ‘talk to myself’ as I look at the representation of actual physical-reality, now transformed into and as the manifestation of thought/memory/imagination. And in the talking and looking and my personal-experience to and as the memory/thought/imagination: I am in fact busy changing what really in fact happened in actual physical-reality. In this, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and understand how I would change/alter actual physical-reality, in and as my energy reality as the mind and then make myself believe that how I had changed the thought/memory/imagination and misconstrued actual physical reality, is REAL – simply because of the extent of trust and belief that exist that whatever goes on in my Mind, is MORE Real than what really in fact happens in actual physical reality interactions/participations.
I commit myself to show, why/how it is that we never questioned this point regarding really looking at and investigating why/how it is that we believe and trust how we can misconstrue, misrepresent and change actual physical-reality interactions/participations in our environment and with people, through having internal conversations with ourselves together with energy experiences/reactions as our personal assumptions, interpretations and perceptions that emerge from within us that completely change/alter realty. Not seeing, realising and understand how we use internal conversations/backchat and reactions of emotions/feelings as our personal-‘relationship connections’ to and as a memory/past experience/person that manifest as a thought in our Minds, that we’ll use as ‘laser beams’ to re-script/imprint into and as a memory/thought OUR own PERSONAL version of the scene that really played out in actual physical-reality participation. ‘Leaving our mark’, essentially on OUR Territory as the Mind in and as which we can be, see, change and experience reality to whatever serve only ourselves/our Ego – not seeing, realising and understanding: ‘Changing the Mind’ / ‘thoughts’ / ‘memories’ / ‘imagination’ – does not mean it in fact change reality.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to for so long believe, that whatever I do in my Mind – in my imagination with thoughts and memories: is Real, and that the reality of the Mind and what I do within it has any impact whatsoever on the actual reality of the physical. When, it’s fascinating that I can sit and think/imagine, ‘play’ with memories, talk to myself within my Mind, generate lots of energy as emotions/feelings as I start producing my own movie from scenes of the past – speaking as simultaneously scripting my own narrative of moments of actual physical-reality participation/experience that I stored and filed in my Mind…YET – it has no impact on/as my physical-world in/as that instant in any way whatsoever. What DOES have impact, however – is the words I speak and the actions I live, which is PHYSICAL, real PRACTICAL things; yet despite this evidence, I still beLIEve that THOUGHTS are REAL and that what I imagine in my Mind will become reality, completely OBVLIVIOUS to the fact that it is in fact the Words I speak and the actions I live that come to determine my living reality and so my world and so the world as a whole.
In this, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and understand the extent of the delusion of this relationship to thoughts and imagination in the mind, animated by voices in the head and energy experiences, that I would believe such an energy reality to be REAL, while completely oblivious to the actual physical-reality of things.
I commit myself to show why/how it is that whatever we do within our Minds, in regards to how we have shaped our relationship to ourselves, others and this physical-world as a whole is questionable from the perspective that, we’ve been creating an complete alternate story of the actual physical-evidence of what is here in and as this physical-existence, and how we LOOK at things in our Minds – such as at memories/thoughts/imagination, that LOOKING has been determined by/through our definition of ourselves/ ‘who we are’ within our Minds. That we’ve never really in detail investigated ourselves, our relationship to our physical body, our relationship with other human beings, our relationship to this physical-existence, we’ve simply automatically accepted/trusted that whatever we conjure up in our Minds in altering/misconstruing/changing reality – is what ‘must be real’, because WE’RE looking at it/seeing it as such. But not realising, seeing and understanding that we’re not in fact just looking/seeing things in our Minds – we’re actually creating it that way through how we talk to ourselves and experience ourselves within and as emotions and feelings.
Thus, I commit myself to show – why/how it is imperative that human beings take a breath, stop for a moment and really have a look at/investigate what one is doing, accepting and allowing within one’s Mind as the extent to which we manipulate the reality of things, to see this OUR WAY, instead of looking at what is HERE in fact; and one will within this process see, realise and understand the extent to which one’s relationship with others and the world is based on assumptions and interpretations and perception created in ONE’S OWN MIND, and not the real physical evidence of what is HERE.

We’ll continue in DAY 144 with walking this relationship to THOUGHTS, to see, realise and understand the full extent to which human beings have in fact come to exist in an alternate energy reality of the Mind, and how little is in fact physically, practically lived/walked in this World. 

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