The Science of Thought – Part 1 (Self-Forgiveness): DAY 150
Walking with Thoughts - continued
The
First Character-Creation – continued
The
Chicken or the Egg??? – continued
How
the Fruit of Life became Rotten – continued
Who
I Am as Money – continued
(To read this post, it
must be understood that we’re walking this process/Blog - Heaven's Journey to
Life multi-dimensionally, which means – each post covers one dimension, but is
interconnected into/as multi-dimensions in our process of walking the
point/question of “who I am” and how this “I” created/manifested this entire
physical existence. Thus, suggested – to read this Blog from DAY 1, as many of
the points in previous dimensions/DAYS/posts are always brought-through into
the next days/dimensions/posts as all the dimensions interconnect as the
mutli-dimensionality we’ve created/manifested as our separation as
Energy/Consciousness from/of Life/equality and Oneness. Thus, if one is faced
with this post, and have not yet read this Blog from DAY 1 - suggest that self
first start from DAY 1, as otherwise one will have no context of many dimensions
that is walked in this post, that has been dealt with in detail in previous
posts.)
This is a continuation of DAY
149: The Science of Thought, in which we’re going to be walking the
Self-Forgiveness and Self-Commitments regarding our relationship to ourselves
as the mind in the physical with having a look at the ‘processes’ of thinking,
in seeing, realising and understanding that there is in fact much more to
thought than meets our limited awareness of our thoughts in and as the
Conscious-Mind of the entire Mind Consciousness System in the Physical. And
this ‘there being much more to thought’ does not necessarily mean in a ‘good
way’…on the contrary, one will see-directly for self the extent of the
consequence our incomplete/uneducated relationship to thoughts and its
relationship to/as the entirety of/as the Mind Consciousness System has in fact
manifested in existence as a whole.
Within this, walking the process of why/how it is that we
haven’t firstly within existence considered our relationship to ourselves, who
we are in relationship to the physical-body, this physical existence as a
whole. But instead approached everything and everyone within the ‘knowledge /
belief’ that ‘we know who we are because we think/can think’, and in this
declared ourselves superior/greater over/of all that exist. And so instead
approached our relationship to the physical-body, this physical existence from
the perspective of ‘what it is in relationship to us’, essentially creating the
‘master-slave’ relationship to our own bodies and this physical existence:
instead of our direct equal and one relationship with and as it.
I
forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise
and understand how I have based my relationship to myself, the physical and so
this physical existence on the premise of ‘who I am’ in and as the Mind,
without ever in detail actually FIRST investigating what it is that in fact
‘makes me, me’ within and as my participation and existence in the Mind ‘as
me’. That I have simply throughout the generations of me on Earth automatically
accepted and allowed the processes of thinking/looking/imagining/perceiving to
be ‘me’, that it is what ‘makes me exist’ and so the exploration into
‘consciousness’ emerged and so the exploration into the physical external world
emerged: but never the direct-connection between consciousness and the
physical-body within me, as me and how this has determined the very nature of
me and so this existence as me.
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself
to see, realise and understand why/how and the consequence of having
investigated and explored my ‘Consciousness’ and this Physical-Existence in
separation from each other. And even within this, with not considering the
direct relationship between my
consciousness and the physical: had created the relationship of separation
that is now existent as human beings’ relationship with their own
physical-bodies and this physical-existence within the ‘master-slave’ principle.
Because we’ve believed we’re the only intellectual/aware species in existence
‘cause “we think” – when THINKING has in fact been the MOST limited form of
awareness/intellect to ever exist within existence as a whole, as will be
clearly seen within the Quantum Mind
interviews as well as within the Animal Life Review
interviews; as the extent of the consequence of our starting-point premised
relationship to ourselves, the physical body and so this Physical Existence as
a whole within and as the Mind/CONsciousness and the extent to which we’ve thus
CONNED ourselves.
I forgive
myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and
understand why it is that I have never questioned/investigated the detail of
the relationship between my own Mind, the physical-body and this relationship
to existence as a whole. Within this, what this automatic accepted and allowed relationship to me
as Consciousness has proven in how I developed my relationship to me, the
physical-body and this physical-existence as a whole within/on the premise that
‘because I think’ and communicate in a language that I verbalize from within
the Mind/Consciousness: that I am more Intelligent than the physical/this
physical existence and all within and as it. Believing/thinking/reasoning
with/as this Mind/Consciousness that: “because animals/nature/the physical body
don’t communicate at all/don’t think – they are less than me and because they
don’t communicate with me/can’t communicate – they’re not ‘beings’”.
When, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed
myself to see, realise and understand all this while it was ALL
in reverse: it is/has been me/humanity as me that have not been HEARING
or been able to communicate WITH the PHYSICAL and all that is physically here,
because of our/my separation into consciousness and our/my limitation into and
as thought. Taking this delusion even further, from the perspective of
believing that I am apparently more intelligent because I can conceptualize
creations at the sacrifice of the physical-existence, that I can conceptualize
tools, technology for survival
at the sacrifice of/as the animal-kingdom; and in this apparent intellectual
supremacy have now throughout the generations of humanity, been walking the
process of bringing ourselves, the physical-body, this physical existence as
the earth, nature and the animal-kingdom into and as the brink of extinction. Thank
‘God’ (figure of speech – not literal)
the physical-existence are not ‘of thought’ within the context of how human
beings currently defined what it means to ‘have intelligence’ as
consciousness/thought/communication. ‘Cause this world/this physical existence
would not have stood as it does now – the physical would have with such a
nature as the human, destroyed/annihilated/brought itself to extinction as what
the human is currently do to it/themselves at the moment.
And so, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed
myself to see, realise and understand that – with the PHYSICAL not having a
MIND/individuality as THOUGHT
– actually exist in/as an equality
and oneness that can never be understood by the Human if the Mind continue
existing.
I forgive
myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and
understand / question when/as the consequences of this premise of ‘who I am’ as
the Mind/thought in my relationship to the physical-body, this
physical-existence started emerging within existence as my relationship to my
fellow human beings, my physical-body, this physical-existence as the earth,
nature and the animal-kingdom. But instead of directly-seeing the consequences
of me in my relationship to it all, what has dominated ALL my relationships
is/has been this starting-point of ‘who I am’ in and as the Mind in my
relationship to thought and the processes of thinking, and ‘communicating’ the language,
sounds, symbolism and patterns from/of my Mind into, as and through the
Physical. And so within this believed that this ‘communication
/ vocabularizing’ of my Mind through the physical ‘validates’ my intelligence
above ALL else that exist. As though – because only I as the human being can
think/communicate in the language/sounds that I do through the Physical “I am
superior to/towards all that is physical”.
When, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed
myself to in fact consider this relationship from the perspective of – we’ve in
fact been the Inferior one’s in existence, because the rest of existence is
communicating, moving, evolving and expressing in a PHYSICAL
equality and oneness: something us humans have not been a part of due to
our accepted and allowed separation into and as Consciousness. And if anything,
our deliberate savagery in evolving in ways and methods to annihilate, destroy
and maim the physical body and this physical existence reflect a fear of the
fact that we know existence is far superior than the thoughts/thinking
processes of the Conscious-Mind and our capacity to as ‘intelligence’ evolve
technology/tools / a way of life/living at the cost, expense and sacrifice
of/as our own kind, our own physicals and this physical existence as a whole.
That, with being self-honest in what we’ve done to our own minds, the physical
body and this physical existence as a whole – in NO way exemplify intelligence;
as we cannot compare ourselves even to the extent of actual physical
expression, evolution, transformation and expansion that is/has been manifested
in/as this existence as a whole.
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself
to see, realise and understand, how if anything – we’ve in/as this fear /
‘threatening’-relationship to/towards existence, with not seeing, realising and
understanding how the very fear we initially as beings experienced within and
as existence, is because we did not UNDERSTAND existence as ourselves. And so
in/as this Fear/Inferiority in/as our relationship to existence believed that
existence stand ‘against us’ and we have to compete/fight
for our survival within/as it, seeing IT as threatening/fearful when we were
the ones that within ourselves felt threatened/fearful towards it. And so
deliberately forced our hand within and as existence and enforced our
relationship to/towards it in/as our attempt to ‘CONQUER
the Universe’…but that was never what this relationship was supposed to have
been. I mean, the physical didn’t ‘Challenge’ man to a dual saying: “Hey, Human
– give it all you got, let’s fight to the death…” This relationship we’ve
formed to/towards/as this existence is only existent in/as our MINDS and the
physical-existence is/have been a PART of who we are. Actually MOST of who we
are when having a look at the Mind’s relationship to the Physical-Body – 90%
Physical, 10% Mind. YET, eventually as we emerge as the Mind in the Physical,
this equation change, so that close to death the Mind has sacrificed the
Physical-Body as 10% Physical and 90% Mind and so what is left of ourselves/our
lives in and as this physical-existence…is NOTHING; as we’ve taken all that we
could/sacrificed all that we could from the physical to animate our illusion as
the Mind/Consciousness and throughout our lives validate/justify our supremacy because
“we think/can think”.
We’ll in the next post continue with self-commitment
statements and more into the consequence of how we’ve been ‘prodding and
probing’ this physical-existence to find out how it functions, when it all
could have been so different if we had emerged into, with and as the physical
and simply asked/communicated to it directly in seeing it as-ourselves and how
it works/functions/exist and express as ourselves.
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