Thought Designs – Part 3: DAY 155

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Thought Designs – Part 3: DAY 155

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Walking with Thoughts - continued

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(To read this post, it must be understood that we’re walking this process/Blog - Heaven's Journey to Life multi-dimensionally, which means – each post covers one dimension, but is interconnected into/as multi-dimensions in our process of walking the point/question of “who I am” and how this “I” created/manifested this entire physical existence. Thus, suggested – to read this Blog from DAY 1, as many of the points in previous dimensions/DAYS/posts are always brought-through into the next days/dimensions/posts as all the dimensions interconnect as the mutli-dimensionality we’ve created/manifested as our separation as Energy/Consciousness from/of Life/equality and Oneness. Thus, if one is faced with this post, and have not yet read this Blog from DAY 1 - suggest that self first start from DAY 1, as otherwise one will have no context of many dimensions that is walked in this post, that has been dealt with in detail in previous posts.)

We’re continuing walking Thought Designs as walked in DAY 152, 153 and 154 wherein in this Post, we’re having a look at the ‘Running/Racing Thought’ Design in the Conscious-Mind. Thus, referencing the post Thought Designs: Part 1, where we established the following design and definition of Running/Racing Thoughts:
Running/Racing Thoughts are thoughts that literally ‘speed’ through your Mind – that manifest within and as your Conscious-Mind, when you are within linear time-space reality; possessed by/through and within a particular-specific energetic-reaction. Wherein – the thoughts that speed through your mind are in resonant-alignment with and as the energetic-reaction you’re possessed-within, in and as that particular moment, and so will also use the thoughts to generate/charge the energy one’s in even-More, which cycle one in and as the Mind in a continued-experience, stuck in a moment with thoughts and energy.
Within this, essentially giving one insight into and as the Science of Thought that will be more specifically walked in/as the Quantum Mind Interview Series, as one walk with the Interviews into and as an entirely unexplored realm of/as the interdimensional-physical system as the Mind in the Physical Body.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and understand the various Thought Designs that exist within and as my Conscious-Mind, that I would consider that, with the amount/extent of TIME I spend within and as my Mind and thoughts/thinking processes that I would really know and understand how everything that goes on in my Mind relate to who I am in my relationships, how it affect/influence my physical body and so determine my decisions and within that my behaviour/living – but I have not, I have accepted and allowed myself to obliviously, ignorantly continue participation and definition to/as my Mind, and especially my thoughts, thinking processes and internal conversations/backchat, without seeing, realising and understanding how this One Primary relationship had come to determine my nature, living and relationships and so consequence in my relationships to myself, my physical body, this physical existence and humanity as a whole.

I commit myself to show, that the solution to human nature has been RIGHT HERE in front of us and within us, as our relationship to our Thoughts/Thinking and the Physical-Breath – two of the most simple relationships that we haven’t questioned regarding why we’re not living in absolute equality and oneness with the physical-body, walking with and as breath, but in constant, continuous preoccupation in thoughts/thinking, completely taken away from REALITY, that if we’d exist in equality and oneness with the physical body, the physical body itself does not discriminate based on culture, beliefs, skin colour, race, generational history…That, if one would dare investigate the Mind from thoughts, walking the process as structured in the Desteni I Process of identifying Personalities in the Mind and how our very thinking was formed from memories of the past/others, that so determined our ‘who we are’ as mere copies/duplicates of the external world that came to imprint as our internal world and so determined the very nature and content of our thoughts and automatically accepted and allowed this as “life”. And so, within walking this process, one will see the answer to life as breath, as physical equality and oneness and so the solution to standing as such, as walking one’s Mind from separation and the consequences thereof, to physical equality and oneness. Learning, essentially the extent of the consequences and so responsibility we have accepted and allowed and abdicated ourselves to, within this one accepted and allowed shift in relationship from the Physical to the Mind, where only our individual Minds had become our concern, instead of the PHYSICAL equality and oneness for and as ALL as ourselves.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and understand the existent design of ‘Running/Racing’ Thoughts within and as my Conscious-Mind and why/how the Quantum Mind/Consciousness utilize such ‘Running/Racing’ Thoughts in/as my entire Mind-Physical relationship to deliberately in a moment initiate an ‘Thought Storm’ in/as my mind that essentially keep me from facing a moment of self-honesty and self-responsibility within and as my interaction in and as my external environment. For Example:
I would face a moment in my world, with another person and the person would say/do something in a particular way, where ALL of a sudden – my Mind/Conscious-Mind start RACING with thoughts running through it as the energy reaction I experienced in that moment towards the person at the same time start accumulating more and more and more, as my thoughts continue racing through my Conscious Mind, running rampant that can lead to me taking myself into my Mind’s imagination, within the energy-possession imagining myself in relationship to this person in various ways that simply just further add fuel to the fire, and so in my Mind generate myself into and as an absolute possession.
Where, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and understand the extent of the problem when ONE moment with/as another person can ‘set of my Mind / thoughts / reactions / internal conversation and imagination’ within and as me, not ever questioning: “Where do these thoughts come from? How can my imagination be taken to such extremes? Where do these visualizations come from with regards to what I can imagine towards another person when in a reaction towards them? Why was it necessary to go into my Mind, talk to myself with them in my Mind, imagine my relationship to them in my Mind and REACT to them within the extent that I did, when all that was required in that moment was a breath and a direct communication to bring the moment/conversation/circumstance into and as an equal and one solution? Why have I throughout my life not questioned why we have to always REACT to each other, why us human beings can’t ever communicate, direct and immediately come up with practical solutions that would be best for all involved?”
In this, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and understand or question the extent of my relationship to the Mind, when/as an ENERGY can manifest within me, that set off my Mind into and as an completely rollercoaster with random thoughts, imaginations and reactions being fuelled within me, the more and more I continue participating within them. That I hadn’t ever considered seeing this direct relationship to ENERGY reactions/experiences and THOUGHT within the context of both the good and the bad, where my own THOUGHTS can charge more feeling/emotion as experience within me, than me having any equal and one consideration for another human being, animal, nature, the earth or this physical existence as a whole. That we have privatized and so exalted our own THOUGHTS/imagination as an alternate reality of energy as the Mind in the Physical to hold more meaning, value and importance and so “experience”, than us actually considering our relationship to what is REAL HERE as actual human beings, the earth, the animal kingdom and this physical existence as a whole.
I mean, how much does it in fact then say about ‘who I am’ if mere thoughts can generate the most “experience” as feeling/emotion within me, that apparently signifies me being ‘alive / living’, than the suffering, pain and consequence of so many actual humans, the earth, the animal kingdom and this physical existence as a whole???

I commit myself to show, the concerning nature of one reaction – and this can be taken into the context of both ‘good and bad’ reactions, where one reaction to an external point/person, can set off the Mind into a flurry/racing of thoughts, imagination that run/speed through the Mind as a complete ‘take over’ that automatically manifest within us with no direct control/choice to/as what in fact in that moment Manifest within our Minds. Not ever seeing, realising and understanding within this, how FAST the Mind move in and as such a moment/instance, that we hadn’t ever considered in that moment that it was not in fact self, here in directive-principle in and as that moment in one’s relationship to self, the Mind and the other human being/situation, from the perspective of: one do not even realise how that initial energy reaction was created/where it comes from in the first place…it just automatically emerged, and then from there activated ALL the thoughts and taken it into imagination in the Mind. Sending one in that moment into and as a completely alternate MIND-reality, instead of remaining here in actual physical reality and directing the moment through breath, in communication into and as an equal and one/best practical solution for all parties involved.

I commit myself to show, for example with running/racing thoughts within the context of a friction/conflict instance with another person: the energy would RISE and so the content/nature of the thoughts would be in equal and one alignment to/as the nature of the anger. As with for example when someone angered you, everything in your Mind/Consciousness that would as memories be in context to this reaction of anger, the nature of your relationship with other person and/or the particular conversation/situation you were facing: would all ‘activate’ in the Quantum Mind in the Physical, emerge as an actual ‘defined energy entity’ that would take over the Mind in the Physical and so initiate all the thoughts, the internal conversations/backchats and so the nature/content of the imagination in/as the Mind. And, the more self accept and allow self to participate in that which Consciousness direct in that moment, the more one give it attention and so ENERGY, the more the MIND is fuelled in/as that moment and so one’s ‘personal “experience”’ in/as that moment. Where, in such moments, we’re more concerned with what comes up in the MIND, than considering actually moving ourselves, taking responsibility in the moment, conversation and relationship and communicate/direct the moment in/as self awareness into and as an equal and one solution for both/all involved.
Where, I commit myself to show – in/as such instances of/as emotional/negative/’bad’ reactions and mind-state that manifest in/as our relationship to another person/situation, where such reactions are ‘triggered’ from/of an entire database collection of memories and so relationships to personalities in our Mind that will accordingly by Consciousness determine ‘who we are’ in/as our Mind-Physical relationship in such a moment. Completely oblivious / unaware of the extent of the quantum mind processes involved in/as such a moment/instance of friction/conflict in/as our world/reality. That we as humanity should essentially be ashamed with in any way linking ourselves to civility / evolution, when we cannot even work together and live together without REACTING to the extent that we do to ourselves and each other and the extremes and consequences such mind reactions can take us into and as, with not even being able to when/as disagreements do manifest, to sit together and DISCUSS the situation/circumstance and come to an equal and one solution that would be best for all involved.

Thus, I commit myself to, assist and support me, when/as I find that there emerge this sudden/unexpected SURGE of emotion/feeling within me, that I immediately stop and I breathe, as I see, realise and understand that I did not in that moment make a decision, an informed aware decision in/as the spoken/living word to react in/as energy, but that it automatically, immediately emerged. And so, as I breathe to slow down myself from the energy high of the Mind, into and as stability here with and as the physical body: to re-assess the moment, relationship and communication and ensure that I direct the moment in such a way where both/all involved can sit down, make an agreement to talk it through until all together come to a decision that is best for all.
In this then, to in/as my own time, sit with myself in writing, self-forgiveness and self-corrective application and identify the detail of what happened in/as that instance that caused me to react, what triggered it, how is it related to any past memories/instances, how did I come to automatically accept/allow such a way of reaction/behaviour and so release myself from such a mind and behavioural pattern and commit/align myself to instead always remain stable, here in and as breath and not again accept and allow myself to in/as such instances, be possessed by/through the Mind, but that I stand/remain self-aware as the directive principle of me in/as a moment, here.

We’ll in the next post continue walking the Mind’s Structural Resonance Dimensions, where we’re continuing walking the detail of how the Main Mind and Main Personality/Character System together with the Sub-Characters/Personalities interact/interrelate in/as the Quantum Mind existence within the Physical Body, where we’re essentially continuing the process with how exactly we come to manifest ‘voices in the head’ of/as the Personalities we’ve become as the Mind in the Physical.
And will within/as the continuity of/as this process, walk more on the components of the Mind as thought, internal conversations/backchats/voices in the head and energy reactions of emotions/feelings to more and more and more understand the Mind, and so the potential/opportunity for change.


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