Yes, I KNOW!!! – Part 1: DAY 147

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Yes, I KNOW!!! – Part 1: DAY 147

Walking with Thoughts - continued

Who I Am as Money – continued

(To read this post, it must be understood that we’re walking this process/Blog - Heaven's Journey to Life multi-dimensionally, which means – each post covers one dimension, but is interconnected into/as multi-dimensions in our process of walking the point/question of “who I am” and how this “I” created/manifested this entire physical existence. Thus, suggested – to read this Blog from DAY 1, as many of the points in previous dimensions/DAYS/posts are always brought-through into the next days/dimensions/posts as all the dimensions interconnect as the mutli-dimensionality we’ve created/manifested as our separation as Energy/Consciousness from/of Life/equality and Oneness. Thus, if one is faced with this post, and have not yet read this Blog from DAY 1 - suggest that self first start from DAY 1, as otherwise one will have no context of many dimensions that is walked in this post, that has been dealt with in detail in previous posts.)

In this post, we’re continuing with the point of Knowledge as the extent of our limitation/awareness in the Mind and the consequence of the fact that, we do have/always had the knowledge/awareness of what we’re doing, accepting and allowing – but had never taken that knowledge into living, that awareness into actual self-change.
For context from DAY 147 with where we’re going to continue walking from:
I commit myself to show, how – we do have an awareness of “ourselves” in/as the entirety of/as the Mind, that “awareness” is the ‘presence’ in the Mind that do know that we’re thinking, we do know what is going on in our Minds, how we talk to ourselves, how we react – but, that one point has been the very ‘problem’: We KNOW. It’s simply extended to a point of knowledge – like, we look at the problems in this world and we say “I know”, and that’s the extent to which our contribution to ourselves, our lives and this world as a whole reach.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and understand what my awareness is in and as the relationship of me to the entirety of the Mind in the Physical, when having a look at the extent that Mind in fact exist in the Physical, as is walked within this Blog and within the Quantum Mind interview series. Regarding how/why it is that my awareness only extend to the Conscious Mind of thoughts, and occasionally into the Subconscious Mind when participating in internal conversations/backchat and reactions of emotions/feeling when/as Personalities in the Subconscious and Unconscious Mind of the entirety of/as the Mind activate, why/how it is that I KNOW what is going on within me, what I accept and allow to exist within me as the nature of my thoughts, the internal conversations, how I change/alter memories to serve my interest, my imaginations/fantasies and the extremes it can go to. That my awareness of myself in the relationship to the Mind has just become a KNOWING, continuing participating in what I KNOW as what I’m aware of that goes on in my Mind and from there…exist nothing more/nothing else of my awareness.
But, even within this – I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and understand that I do say “I Know” when looking at my Mind, and the tendency furthermore from there is to go into a powerlessness/hopelessness within the Mind in my relationship to thoughts, imagination/fantasies, internal conversations that overwhelm me; essentially ‘victimizing’ myself to myself in and as my own Mind. NEVER within that taking a breath, looking at my thoughts/what goes on in my Mind, standing up and stating “I no more accept and allow this to continue in my Mind, I stop, I breathe and commit myself to change me”, as I have never within and throughout my life been educated in my relationship to the Mind/the Mind itself in how to really investigate/take responsibility for all that exist in me as the Mind. But instead made to believe that ‘this is my lot’ / ‘who I am’ and/or will attempt/try to change OUTSIDE of me, joining religions/spirituality and/or if I have the finance/resources to ‘change my environment/relationships’. Not at all seeing, realising and understanding that I simply through, for example religions and spirituality, insert more knowledge and information into my Mind, altering/changing the thinking-patterns/internal conversations, transforming the views in my mind that will holographically imprint onto physical reality and so make myself believe that ‘my world has changed’ when the world will not in fact change, just because I see it differently in my Mind and superimpose mind-hologrpahics onto actual physical-reality. And all of this, then make me believe that ‘I have changed’, because the ‘Mind has changed’, but in self-honesty the thoughts, the imaginations, the reactions and internal conversations still pursue, I have now only developed an external ‘coping mechanism’ to be able to suppress them better/deny them better/ignore them better and/or even go to the extremes of blaming them on external forces/humans for causing what I accept and allow to manifest in my Mind.
In this, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and understand that inserting new programs, thoughts, imaginations and personalities – do not in fact change the nature of what I am as what the Mind represent/reflect. As I have not in fact sat with myself and walked myself through my Mind as the thoughts/imaginations, internal conversations etc. that haunt me, established their origin, how I programmed them into personalities and from there actually aligned/changed ME, who I am in my living in my within and without, instead of hiding within/behind new programs, knowledge and information creating the illusion that ‘I changed’, but what only changed was me shifting into new personalities in the same Mind.

I commit myself to show, this ‘awareness’ of ourselves in our relationship to the Mind in its entirety that extend into and as the ‘I Know’, only – that from there we’d go into and as the reaction of victimization instead of tracing the total/entire interdimensional-physical origin of/as the thoughts, imaginations, internal conversations and reactions of emotions/feelings as the entire system that thoughts in fact form part-of. And how this internal relationship to the Mind has equally as one manifested in and as our external relationship to this World System as a Whole: seeing parts/fragments/pixels of this world/reality – look at it as ‘I Know’, having a moment of powerlessness/hopelessness as victimizing ourselves in our relationship to the World System as a Whole, never investigating the networks, the roots from/of which such parts/fragments/pixels we see of the consequence of this world in fact come from – it’s simply an ‘I Know’ and we stop there; as the exact same relationship as what is existent in/towards/as our Minds.
In this, I commit myself to show how we’re then, individually and collectively creating this relationship within the statement of ‘I know’ to the Mind and so the World System as a whole, we’re the ones in our Minds creating this relationship of victimization, not seeing, realising and understanding that we’re creating this relationship of victimization towards the Mind within and the World System without, within and as this approach and limitation to the Mind and the World System of just ‘I know’.
I commit myself to assist and support me to extend my awareness beyond just the ‘I Know’, to in this stop my acceptance and allowance of believing I am powerless/helpless and so a victim to my own Mind. To in this see, realise and understand that as long as such a statement and such a reaction in my relationship to the Mind within and the World System without exist: so it will be. As such a point/relationship would thus determine who I am and how I live within me and my world and will so create me and my world as such. In this, to see, realise and understand how – claiming victimization to the very Mind I in fact accepted and allowed to program/manifest within me, as me that in fact represent my very beingness/nature, is equal-to and one with me essentially standing right in front of myself and saying ‘I can’t change’. Equal-to and one-with how we’ve approached this World System of Money in how we’re going to continue walking within this Blog, in tracing how we in fact create the Mind as ourselves, how we in fact directly and indirectly create/manifest and having this World System continue as-is and so why/how the Mind is our responsibility to change/direct and so with the World System of Money without.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and understand how/why this ‘awareness’ / ‘presence’ in and as myself as ‘Knowing’ that I am thinking/ ‘Knowing’ of the processes that is existent in and as the Mind, is/has become the total ‘power’ / ‘directive principle’ that I have of me in who/what I am in and as the Mind as me. That I have for so long believed that just because I have knowledge of my thoughts and what goes on in my Mind, that this is the verification of me ‘existing’ / ‘living’ – not seeing, realising and understand what in fact lie beyond/within the thoughts, the internal processes of the mind in the physical as the extent to which the Consciousness of the entire Mind in the Physical as in fact the awareness of the entire Mind in the Physical as an entire interdimensional-physical system has come to exist for me. That this ‘awareness’ / ‘presence’ of me as my relationship to the Mind is really in fact minute to the awareness of Consciousness as the Mind itself, as will be seen, realised and understood with walking the Quantum Mind Interview series, regarding how this relationship of us believing that because we “know” what goes on in the Mind, does by know means come close to the multi-dimensional interdimensional-physical processes and systems that in fact goes on in/as the Human Being in the Physical Body. And that we’re in our awareness actually in fact not at all equal-to and one-with the existence of the Mind, and that our ‘awareness’ as ‘knowledge’ of the thoughts that goes in the Mind, only exist because the Mind exist and therefore – this limited awareness is/has been dependent on/as our relationship to the Mind and so the Physical-Body, and that this ‘awareness’ as the knowledge of our Conscious-Mind is in fact the most limited form of existence that in fact exist, when comparing our ‘awareness’ to the awareness of the mind, the physical and this existence as a whole.

I commit myself to show, that – with walking the Quantum Mind series, and the Animal Life Reviews – one will see beyond the limitation of this awareness we have accepted and allowed to exist within ourselves as ‘I know’, and see, realise and understand that there is an existence that is/always has been here, but has been missed/neglected within and as our accepted and allowed definition and limitation of our believed premise of ‘I exist / I am alive’ in/as the ‘knowledge/awareness’ we have of the Mind as the very thing that we at this moment have no directive principle, will or choice to/towards. And to so, call on those ready to stop this accepted and allowed victimization relationship to the Mind, within and the World System without – to investigate Desteni, the Desteni I Process as the processes/education that is being walked in stepping beyond our current accepted and allowed enslavement/limitation to the Mind and the World System, and in fact see, realise and understand how self can become directive in who one is within self and self’s living. And so walk with within the Equal Money System as the process of standing together for a System in this world that will ensure that each as all have an equal and one opportunity to life/living as the process we walk to stop victimizing ourselves in our relationship to the World, but work together to/towards solutions, becoming the living solution to ourselves and so the without as ourselves.

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