Thoughts: Pixels of the Screen of the Mind – Part 2: DAY 146
Walking with Thoughts - continued
The
First Character-Creation – continued
The
Chicken or the Egg??? – continued
How
the Fruit of Life became Rotten – continued
Who
I Am as Money – continued
(To read this post, it
must be understood that we’re walking this process/Blog - Heaven's Journey to
Life multi-dimensionally, which means – each post covers one dimension, but is
interconnected into/as multi-dimensions in our process of walking the
point/question of “who I am” and how this “I” created/manifested this entire
physical existence. Thus, suggested – to read this Blog from DAY 1, as many of the
points in previous dimensions/DAYS/posts are always brought-through into the
next days/dimensions/posts as all the dimensions interconnect as the
mutli-dimensionality we’ve created/manifested as our separation as
Energy/Consciousness from/of Life/equality and Oneness. Thus, if one is faced
with this post, and have not yet read this Blog from DAY 1 - suggest that self
first start from DAY 1, as otherwise one will have no context of many
dimensions that is walked in this post, that has been dealt with in detail in
previous posts.)
This is a continuation from DAY
145 – walking our relationship to thought within the context of
self-definition, regarding how in this belief, acceptance and relationship to
our thoughts/the process of thinking of ‘who I am is my thoughts’ / ‘I am
thinking’: limit/diminish ourselves within the context of thus ‘only being’ thoughts
and in this, never extending our existence beyond the Conscious-Mind of/as the
entire Mind in the Physical Body, and remain human beings subject to our acculturation
into family/this world system that will come to determine who we are, and will
so come to determine the nature/content of our thoughts. As our thoughts are
the very manifestations that originate from/of personalities in our Minds
within the Subconscious Mind and the Unconscious/Physical-Mind that we
create/program from birth into/as throughout our lives based-on what we
copy/imitate from those that have gone before us.
I
forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise
and understand how/why the thoughts I think is not ‘my own’, within the context
of observing, interdimensionally-physically, the process of how the Mind in the
Physical evolve, where the very platform of the personalities/characters
originate from/of the parents’ minds transferred into/as the child’s physical-body
in the womb of the mother. And then accordingly within and throughout their
lives, the child utilize this platform to determine what within their external
world/reality as their ‘living examples’ they will use to copy/imitate to
further evolve their personalities/characters. In this, is essentially an
internal and external process of copying/imitation from/of examples that have
gone before them as the mind of their parents within, and the external
behaviour/living and so the world-system without, as the pasts the child use in
their internal and external reality to construct/build/program their own Mind.
In this, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and
allowed myself to see, realise and understand essentially – how/why our
thoughts are existent from/of pasts that we use, such as for example when
having a look at the child developing/evolving their mind: the production/directing
of the movie of our lives already begin primarily from birth to the age of
seven years, from where we only then start embodying the
characters/personalities already scripted
by Consciousness. As the processes of evolution, construction and
programming of the Mind first start from the Unconscious/Physical Mind, to the
activation of Personalities in the Subconscious Mind which from there extend
into and as the Conscious-Mind as thoughts moving in our heads. And so, only
from the age of 7 years we become aware of the movie already loooonnnngggg in
the process of development and simply seemingly ‘automatically’ ‘live out’
these personalities, ‘automatically’ start participating in the thoughts as
pixelized representations of scenes of personalities/characters we
automatically live out/embody. And so we emerge in our awareness
as the mind/consciousness when/as personalities are in the process of evolution
and so together with and as consciousness continue evolving/specifying our personalities
and so our thoughts.
And so, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed
myself to see, realise and understand how we emerge in the physical
as the MIND within a platform of the past of OTHER’S minds and lives in the
within and without of ourselves, in absolute separation from ourselves and the
physical - as our entire beingness is channelled into and as a system as the
mind, programmed into the mind, into and as others’ Mind and Lives. Losing ourselves
completely into and as the past, into and as consciousness. And only because we
emerged through the mind in the physical, as the mind in the physical: we thus
never questioned it/ourselves because we believed and are made to believed it
is ‘who we are / how we are’. When what one will see, realise and understand
that the only thing that in fact benefit from the Mind, is the Mind itself and
the World System without – with ourselves as beings in our very integrity
within, and the very physical body and physical existence without - is
sacrificed.
I
commit myself to show – within the continued walking of this Blog,
especially within the interviews of the Quantum Mind,
how/why it is – in exact detail: that our thoughts are not ‘our own’, but in
fact form part of an entire system/systems, interdimensionally-physically as
the mind’s relationship to the physical-body. And in detail walk how we in fact
create/program ourselves from/of others as those that have gone before us, and
so how the nature
of our thoughts, originate from/of memories of others that we ‘personalized’
/ ‘made our own’ as we emerged through the Mind/Consciousness into and as the
Physical.
And so, with walking this process with us, self will see
realise and understand for self how the mind evolve in the physical, from the
unconscious to the subconscious and the conscious-mind, how much of the
processes involved in the construction/programming of ourselves we haven’t at
all been aware of for most of ourselves, but simply essentially so completely
walked into a movie as our lives where everything seems to have manifested automatically,
when in fact we’ve gone through a quantum-mind process in the physical that
systematically programmed who we are and how/what we live.
In this, I
commit myself to show – what will be seen, realised and understood with walking
the Mind in detail, is also the why/how it is that developing this awareness of
who we are as the Mind in its entirety is of utmost importance. Because one
will see, realise and understand the extent to which the Mind, for example
influence/affect the very physical-body, how we in fact determine, create and
manifest OUR OWN LIVES in the physical in this world, and so our
experiences/definitions in and as ALL of our relationships in our world and how
these experiences/definitions WITHIN ourselves come to determine our approach
and relations in the without of ourselves. Which will within this explain, the
extent to which we humans in fact have to go with changing ourselves to change
this world, and will simultaneously -
with walking the process of one’s own mind, realise there is no external forces
at work with regards to who we are and how we live, as self will with walking
one’s own mind: see the detail of how
SELF created/programed self, into the detail of the nature/content of one’s
thoughts, and so one’s life/living in this world/reality. And through this: how
we INDIVIDUALLY created/manifest and still create/manifest this world to exist
as it does, because of our one relationship as the Mind in the Physical and
what we will accept and allow in our external world/reality with what we accept
and allow in our internal world/reality.
I
forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see,
realise and understand this relationship to my Thoughts in believing ‘they
are me’ / ‘all that I am’, when having a look at what this ‘me’ as ‘I’ really
in fact mean/imply within the context of the extent to which we use internal
and external past-references/living examples to be/become and live-out the
personalities in /as the Mind we exist-as. That our ‘awareness-emergence’ into
and as the
mind in the physical manifest so subtly, that we within and throughout our
lives do not even realise/remember the extent of the processes and
relationships we had formed in our Subconscious and Unconscious Mind that would
come to determine our personalities and so our behaviour in this world/reality
and the thoughts in our Mind. That, for ALL of humanity on this Earth now – the
question exist whether any ONE of us in fact know who WE are, if our every
Thoughts are but mere fragments/pixels from/of personalities/characters in our
mind that we copied/imitated from others, believing that just because the
thoughts only exist in our Mind that it in some way “belongs” to ‘self’ as an
individual entity/being. When All thought
originate from various personalities in/as the Mind, and within that the
various personalities are constructions/programs from what we imitated/copied
from/of others in our world/reality – through the mind in the physical. Channelling
our beingness/our living into and as knowledge and information definitions of
what it means to live in this world, and how to live in this world: when, when
looking at humanity at this point – and this goes for ALL of us – we have not
yet evolved in any way in establishing an effective, equal and one way of
life/living for all. Because we’ve been separated, diversified and individualized
into and as the Mind, existing furthermore in various personalities, living out
the same lives, making the same mistakes as those that have gone before us; and
ALL of who we are and how we live is determined by/through the Mind and the
relationship of ourselves to/towards it. That, as long as we exist in the Mind
as we do now, in our relationship to Thought, the Personalities – how we
think/behave through the Mind in the Physical: we’re all doomed to never
change, and look at what has become of this world with the human not realising
the extent of change we in fact have to walk to bring forth/bring about real
change to ourselves and this world as ourselves.
I
commit myself to show, how – we do have an awareness of “ourselves” in/as
the entirety of/as the Mind, that “awareness” is the ‘presence’ in the Mind
that do know that we’re thinking, we do know what is going on in our Minds, how
we talk to ourselves, how we react – but, that one point has been the very ‘problem’:
We KNOW. It’s simply extended to a point of knowledge – like, we look at the
problems in this world and we say “I know”, and that’s the extent to which our
contribution to ourselves, our lives and this world as a whole reach.
We’ll in the next post continue with this point of Knowledge
as the extent of our limitation/awareness in the Mind and the consequence of
the fact that, we do have/always had the knowledge/awareness of what we’re
doing, accepting and allowing – but had never taken that knowledge into living,
that awareness into actual self-change.