Trust your Inner Voice – Part 1: DAY 117

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Trust your Inner Voice – Part 1 (Self-Forgiveness): DAY 117

Who I Am as Money – continued

(To read this post, it must be understood that we’re walking this process/Blog - Heaven's Journey to Life multi-dimensionally, which means – each post covers one dimension, but is interconnected into/as multi-dimensions in our process of walking the point/question of “who I am” and how this “I” created/manifested this entire physical existence. Thus, suggested – to read this Blog from DAY 1, as many of the points in previous dimensions/DAYS/posts are always brought-through into the next days/dimensions/posts as all the dimensions interconnect as the mutli-dimensionality we’ve created/manifested as our separation as Energy/Consciousness from/of Life/equality and Oneness. Thus, if one is faced with this post, and have not yet read this Blog from DAY 1 - suggest that self first start from DAY 1, as otherwise one will have no context of many dimensions that is walked in this post, that has been dealt with in detail in previous posts.)

From the points that we have outlined in DAY 111, we have walked the following:
  1. How Consciousness dissect the memory in a Main/Primary Character System, which will also explain the structural detail of how a Personality suit/body in the Mind looks like/functions
  2. How the emotional/feeling body of the Main Mind aligns with the emotional/feeling body of a Personality suit/body
3.       How memories are used/accumulated and manifested into Personality suits/bodies that function as ‘sub-characters’ that assist/support the Main/Primary Character, as with for example Friend A’s Main/Primary Character as the Conservative Character, but will create/manifest an empathic-character within the Conservative Character that will have particular behaviours/speech/energy that assist/support the fostering of the Conservative Character, within for example relationships
This entire process of the emotional/feeling body creation, together with the sub-Character/Personality creation, through memories in our internal and external environments, and the processes of imagination and dreams –we have walked within/during and from DAY 102 to DAY 116.

And we are now continuing with the following, within which one will see, realise and understand more and more the relationship of energy/mind to substance/physicality in how we literally create an alternate reality from actual physical reality and so create, programme, construct and evolve our internal reality into/as actual physical reality, and so essentially how we create who we are and how/what we live and how this determine ourselves/our life-experience in this world/reality:
  1. How Friend A will categorize/organize her Mind in who she is in relation to relationships that will cement in her mind-physical relationship, regarding for example why/how she’ll be/become so strict in her Character-creation as the Conservative Character to materialize/manifest her want, need and desire for/of relationship as copied from/of her Mother and Father and in her Mind already create/manifest the relationship of her Future that she’ll try and create/attract/manifest in/as her external world/reality.

To understand this specific point, regarding how we create/construct an alternate reality as the Mind within specific starting-points of wants, needs and desires and superimpose/enforce an alternate, individualized, separate mind-reality into/as actual physical reality; as how Friend A would create, programme and construct ‘who she is’ in relation to prospective partners in her future, we’ll first continue with how thought-patterns/internal conversations emerge/manifest within us, within both sub-characters/personalities and Main/Primary Characters/Personalities, in seeing, realising and understanding the nature of Thought-Patterns and Internal-Conversations/Backchat as how the Characters/Personalities in our Minds are in fact communicating to each-other, through us, where – essentially, we’re simply a ‘channel’ / ‘mediator’ between the characters/personalities within our Minds that communicate/talk to themselves/each other in their processes of evolution/survival.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to, in equality and oneness with and as Life, energy and substance, the mind and the physical, from the beginning to now – seen, realised and understood, how within the evolution of our relationship to ourselves as the Mind, Main/Primary Characters/Personalities and sub-Characters/Personalities, we come to create, construct, program and manifest our Thought-Patterns and Internal Conversations/Backchat as follows:
With continuing walking the example of/as Friend A, within her initial ‘micro-chip’-memory that activated her Personality suit/body that would become her Conservative-Character equal-to and one-with her Mother, as the memory of the relationship with/between her mother and father as the source-point that would determine who she is as this Conservative Character in specific alignment to/towards relationships with prospective partners/males within her world/reality. Where, as mentioned where we walked the creation of the Conservative-Character from/of the ‘micro-chip’-memory, the sentence/statement she made in the movement of herself in that moment in physical-reality was: “This is what I want/want to be/have when I grow up”. What must be understood here, is that initially – thought-patterns/internal conversations/backchat exist as physical-mind self- movements/decisions we make in our relationship to memories within our Minds that we manifest/imprint from/of our external world/reality/people within it. Thus, there exist various dimensions/manifestations of internal conversations/backchat specifically within the Subconscious-Mind of Main/Primary Characters and sub-Characters/Personalities that evolve/manifest within the “shelves” of the Subconscious Minds in/as which words/conversations and sounds are imprinted/manifested by Consciousness from memories. And then there also exist a ‘mind-physical self-movement’ backchat/internal conversations, in how we communicate with ourselves as the mind in the physical through ‘experience’, also referred to as ‘intuition’ / ‘the gut feeling’, which is in fact forms/manifestations of physical-mind backchat/internal conversations. Thus, the two primary forms/manifestations of backchat/internal conversations that exist is within the Subconscious-Minds of Main/Primary Characters and sub-Characters/Personalities and then Physical-Mind Backchat/Internal-movements as ‘experiences’ in our physical-mind relationship/existence that we use to communicate with ourselves and others.
So, it’s fascinating within this, and what one will see, realise and understand for self – is the extent to which we firstly communicate in our Subconscious and Unconscious/Physical-Mind through internal conversations/backchat, before we will actually Physically-Communicate with/as another human being. How much of our communication is existent in our Minds, rather than actual real, genuine, self-honest self-communication as an expression of who self really is, with/as other human beings. Within this, the primary reason why/how we firstly communicate with/within our Minds before we actually physically-communicate is due to/because of Fear, where we will firstly assess/analyse our Personalities, our relationship to our Mind/Personalities and be very meticulous, precise regarding what we say and how/why we say it in our relationship with other human beings. Of course such a ‘protection and defence’-mechanism is needed in taking care of what we physically speak, to ensure that we do not speak what is in fact existent in our Minds, cause if that were to happen, we’d have global mayhem/madness in all existent-relationships if we’d all speak the reality of our Minds as thoughts and internal conversations/backchat.

In this, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to, in equality and oneness with and as Life, energy and substance, the mind and the physical, from the beginning to now, seen, realised and understood the extent to which we exist in fear in our Mind-Physical relationship to communication, in having a look at the point of what it in fact is within/of ourselves that regulate our physical-communication without and the extent of our communication within, between thoughts, internal conversations/backchat and reactions.
How it is that we can exist in/as the extent of internal conversations/backchat and thoughts within our Mind, yet seldom ever speak it/voice it/share it, with what we communicate through the mind in the physical in speech/words/language/tonality is specifically, meticulously controlled/assessed/analysed in/as the moment before we speak to ensure that the Mind-reality remain suppressed in the background, while in the foreground we speak according to the people/environment/situation.
How we have come to manifest our relationship/participation and living within the interdimensional-physical dimensions of the Mind and the Physical within/as which will be seen, realised and understood the current, actual nature of communication within the equation of 1% and 99%, with 99% of our communication existent in the Mind in our processes of evolving our internal, alternate reality, and the 1% simply the presentation/portrayal of the reality of who/how we are in our mind-physical existence; that even within/during physical-communication, we’re simultaneously in processes of communication/evolution within/between the Mind, the Main/Primary Characters/Personalities and Sub-Characters/Personalities.
In this, to see, realise and understand how we separated communication from/of ourselves, our physical – into and as a language that is/has become the primary creative-force of/as who we are and how/what we live as the Mind, how we use words/energy – within thoughts, memories, internal conversations/backchat and within our physical-behaviour, to evolve our Minds; instead of living ourselves in/as the physical-body within/as this actual real physical existence. Which, within this will become clear, regarding why/how we have evolved as Minds, individually – yet not evolved in the nature/beingness of who we are in the physical as humanity as a whole, as what we’ve come to evolve through words is the Mind WITHIN OURSELVES ONLY, instead of our living of who we are in equality and oneness with the physical and so this physical existence as a whole.

In this, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and understand how and why FEAR as Consciousness is/has been the primary driving/creative force of/as the nature of energy that has become the starting-point creative force/source of/as me as the Mind and all the Characters/Personalities within that, that will thus all – equally as one, have an existent starting-point, nature and experience of/as Fear. Which, as we continue walking this process of Character-Creation, will be seen, realised and understood by self, the extent to which we exist as fear, the extent to which we’ve created who we are and how/what we live as fear and so within this, why and how this process of Communication, in keeping the internal truth of ourselves as the reality of the Mind intact while physically speaking the 1% portrayal/presentation of/as who we are: is controlled/determined by/through and as Fear as Consciousness. Always in all ways maintaining its own survival/evolution, instead of us focusing on the evolution of life/living in/as this existence as equality and oneness here, which cannot manifest, if/as we continue existing as Consciousness, as Fear in separation within/between the 1% and the 99% within ourselves, in separation from ourselves, our physical bodies. And so will, within this – walk the multi-dimensional, interdimensional-physical design/relationship between the Mind and the Physical and our primal existence as fear, to see, realise and understand WHAT FEAR IS as Consciousness/Mind, and how to assist/support self in a process from existing in/as Fear as Consciousness, to HERE as the Physical as the process of birthing life from the physical.

We’ll in the next post continue with self-commitment statements, and will in DAY 119, start the process of walking the detail of how we create internal conversations/backchat, how our communication internally and externally is controlled by/through fear in ensuring that our Mind is protected/defended in its evolution-process of Character-Creation; to in this – see, realise and understand how we’ve been able to internally communicate within/as the extent that we do, while at the same time controlling what we speak externally. 

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