Sub-Character Creation – Part 3 (Self-Forgiveness): DAY 115
Emotional/Feeling
Body Creation – Part 15 (Self-Forgiveness)
Friendship-Suspicion
Character – continued
The
First Character-Creation – continued
The
Chicken or the Egg??? – continued
How
the Fruit of Life became Rotten – continued
Who
I Am as Money – continued
(To read this post, it
must be understood that we’re walking this process/Blog - Heaven's Journey to
Life multi-dimensionally, which means – each post covers one dimension, but is
interconnected into/as multi-dimensions in our process of walking the
point/question of “who I am” and how this “I” created/manifested this entire
physical existence. Thus, suggested – to read this Blog from DAY 1, as many of
the points in previous dimensions/DAYS/posts are always brought-through into
the next days/dimensions/posts as all the dimensions interconnect as the
mutli-dimensionality we’ve created/manifested as our separation as Energy/Consciousness
from/of Life/equality and Oneness. Thus, if one is faced with this post, and
have not yet read this Blog from DAY 1 - suggest that self first start from DAY
1, as otherwise one will have no context of many dimensions that is walked in
this post, that has been dealt with in detail in previous posts.)
For context from the Self-Forgiveness applied in DAY 113
“And, within this –
this process of when/as Consciousness dissect a Memory into and as a
Primary/Main Character such as the Conservative Character of/as Friend A – this
is the process of ‘additional/sub character creations’ from/of Memories. Where,
for example, the character that is aligned within the primary character of/from
her mother for example – would be referred to as the ‘Empathic Character’ that
will form part of the Conservative Character and form as an additional
assistance/support for/of the Main Character’s primary interest/intention as
relationship, and will so use the Empathic Character within the Conservative
Character as her process of establishing/solidifying a relationship with her
partner in the Future.”
Continuing with the self-forgiveness process of a Sub-Character
Creation from/of a Memory by/through Consciousness within an already-existent
Primary/Main Character as Friend A’s Conservative Character.
I
forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise
and understand, in equality and oneness with and as Life,
energy and substance, the mind and the physical, from the beginning to now, how
we have within/as our alternate reality as the Mind within the Physical-Body,
from/of memories in our internal and external environments, separated ourselves
into the Mind, Main/Primary Characters/Personalities within the Mind and within
that, sub-Characters/Personalities within the Main/Primary Characters/Personalities
as the entire/total extent of our
evolutionary process as human beings in/as our lifetime: existing in the
Mind evolving ourselves into a multitude of characters/personalities. Never aware/realising
how we’re not in fact living
ourselves in/as our physical bodies, developing ways to contribute to
living in this world/reality; but instead evolving ways to expand within our
Mind.
In this, exist the process of sub-Character/Personality
Creation, which is when/as we’re in the process of evolving a Main/Primary
Character (such as Friend A’s Main Conservative Character and Empathic sub-Character)
and utilize the creation/construction of sub-Characters/Personalities to evolve
our Main/Primary Character. With this process of
evolution through and as sub-Character/Personality creation, essentially
the security of the initial want, need and desire that instigated the
creation/manifestation/programming of/as the Primary/Main Character. As with
Friend A’s Conservative Character, that was initially constructed/created from the
micro-chip memory of seeing the external physical-presentation of her mother
and father in relationship, and would from there – add additional
sub-Characters/Personalities within the Conservative-Character to ensure/secure
the outcome of/as the Conservative Character as Friend A materializing/manifesting
the want, need and desire for/of relationship as similar/same to what was
displayed by/through her parents. Where, the existence of
sub-Characters/Personalities are primarily formed within/as the process walked
where Consciousness dissect an ‘extended time-frame memory’ into and as the
detailed compartments of/as a Main/Primary Character Personality System/Suit,
where a sub-Character created from a memory will thus consist of/exist as the
behaviour-pattern (such as how the mother was stroking/sitting cross-legged
towards the father at the table), the emotional/feeling experience (the
gentleness and caring in the voice and behaviour) and then the voice/words. With
– when/as a memory is dissected into/as the compartments, the dissection of the
memory still remain ‘as one’ as all the parts dissected into the compartments
of/as the Personality system/suit still contain the signature of/as the
‘extended time framed’ memory.
Thus, I
forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise
and understand how and why as children – when/as we ‘stare’, and even to this
day with regards to staring, is one of the primary indicators of when/as one is
in the process of creating, constructing and manifesting sub-Characters/Personalities
within/as Primary Characters/Personalities. In this, thus – what will become
clear within/as the continuation of the walking of this process of
Character-Creation as Mind-Evolution is the extent to which we’ve been Unaware
within/during the creation, programming and manifestation of ourselves as the Mind. And this
process of sub-Character/Personality creation is one such an example, as the
creation of sub-Characters/Personalities is/has been done primarily from
childhood within/through such staring moments in Consciousness within/as a Main
Character/Personality activation, capturing moments of extended time-frames
from/of which detail of behaviour, speech, sound and energy is
transferred/categorized/organized into and as the Main/Primary Character
Personality suit/body.
I forgive
myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and
understand, in equality and oneness with and as Life,
energy and substance, the mind and the physical from the beginning to now; how
Friend A would, ‘personalize’ the sub-Character of, for example the ‘Empathic
Character’, manifested from the ‘extended moment memory’ by/through
Consciousness and eventually come to ‘live out’ in/as her relationships with
future partners as her primary purpose/objective of/as this particular-specific
Main/Primary Character as the Conservative Character.
So, initially the sub-Character/Personality as the
Empathic-Character is aligned within the Primary/Main Character Personality
System within its Subconscious Mind ‘shelves’, emotional/feeling body and
behavioural alignment within the framework of the Personality System. So,
when/as Friend A ‘come of age’ and her Sexuality develop within her
Mind-Physical existence (this process we
will be walking in posts to come, however the extensive detail of the
activation/formation and manifestation of sexuality/sex/relationships is walked
within the What is Sex
interview-series and so the extent of detail will not be covered in this Blog,
as self can take the responsibility on investing within one’s process, walking
the interviews and so accordingly one’s own Self-Forgiveness process in
aligning sex/sexuality to equal and one
agreements and physical expression); thus – when/as Friend A’s
sexuality develop, with sexuality pre-determined within the Mind-Physical design
according to/as relationships:
everything Friend A had accumulated in her Mind, her Main/Primary Characters
and/or sub-Characters according to the signature of relationship will activate;
and this is especially the area in which sub-Characters/Personalities become
personalized within a beings’ Mind-Physical existence. Where, for example –
with what was seen as her mother and father at the table, wherein consciousness
essentially transferred the mother’s Empathic Character into and as Friend A’s
Conservative Character; with the Empathic Character that is now directly linked
into/as the Conservative Character that will now only be lived in
certain-specific contexts, such as, in for example her relationship with
prospective partners in the future.
And so, Friend A would activate her imagination and in her
imagination, which can even manifest within/during sleep as Consciousness as
the being would take itself through various scenario’s and imagine/dream
herself into and as similar/same behaviour, experience and speech as that of
the Empathic Character manifested within/as her Conservative Character. Whether
one remember the dreams or not / imaginations or not; the more the being
participate – whether consciously in imagination/daydreaming and/or
unconsciously in dreams: the more the being identify themselves with/as the
sub-characters and/or Primary/Main Characters, with this ‘identification’ being
the being’s attention/beingness merged with/as the sub-Character when/as Friend
A for example imagine herself in/as that equal and one/similar play-out as her
mother and father at the table; the more the sub-Character become part of their
beingness/physical and mind definition, integration and eventual living. Where
even the scenery/context may change in the imagination: but what will remain
the same in the speech,
experience and behaviour.
And so, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed
myself to see, realise and understand how in and as imagination, the being/Friend
A essentially merge themselves completely with/as the sub-Character/Personality
of/as Empathy – the more she daydreams/imagines
herself in a similar/same scenario and/or have dreams of/as similar/same
scenarios. With the merging manifesting as the beingness completely in that
moment of Imagination/Daydreaming becoming the character in the mind, where
it’s like in that moment everything else disappear, the physical and the
external environment, as all attention is existent only in the mind.
In this, with all the attention as energy as beingness
channelled into and as that one sub-Character/Personality, this activate the
sub-Character/personality in merging it/evolving it with and as the being’s
personalized imagination-signature and ‘updated information’ as Friend A change
the scenery/context of the sub-Character she initially imprinted from/of her
Mother. So, the original signature from the original memory remain with the
original speech, experience and behaviour – however, as the being is playing
with this sub-Character in her Imagination/Dreams: the new upgraded information
from/of her imagination is layered into/as the original layering of/as the sub-character
alignment within the Personality/Body Suit. Though the original memory always
remain intact, as it’s only the compartmentalization of the memory in the
Personality Suit that evolve, as the speech, behaviour and experience
compartments as the being evolve/change as ‘personalize’ the sub-Character
according to her preferences. But the original memory remains unchanged, as the
original memory hold the original building block of the character in place.
This, then also allows for Friend A to throughout her life,
evolve her sub-characters within primary characters through imagination/daydreaming/dreams
and layering the speech, experience and behaviour compartments with new
information/data as she personalizes characters within her Mind from/of what
was imprinted from/of others. While the original
memory hold the initial structure and design in place. And simultaneously
within these processes, as Friend A is evolving her sub-Characters, in giving
them attention/dominion and so definition, the more and more energy they
receive, the more and more they move into/towards the physical to integrate to
be/become part of her actual behaviour, speech and experience in/as the
physical in her future in this world to come.
We’ll continue in DAY 116 with self-commitment statements,
and in DAY 117 continue with the processes of how Thought Patterns/Backchat
develop in our Mind-Physical existence, and simultaneously walk more technical
detail regarding the evolution of Sub-Characters, and so our Main Characters
and so our Mind in/as the Physical.
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