Sub-Personality Backchat Creation – Part 2 (Self-Commitments):
DAY 122
Featured Artwork by: Brendan Murphy: "This
is a multi-medium self portrait that's deconstructing the layers of
pre-programming exposing the organic robot and the demonic mind. My eye has the
Earth and the Equal Money System's symbol in sight. The face was done with
charcoal, the DNA was done in colored pencil and ink, the black and white part
of the background was done in watercolor, the blue and white side of the
background was done in acrylic paint."
Multidimensional
Inner-Voices – Part 4 (Self-Commitments)
Friendship-Suspicion
Character – continued
The
First Character-Creation – continued
The
Chicken or the Egg??? – continued
How
the Fruit of Life became Rotten – continued
Who
I Am as Money – continued
(To read this post, it
must be understood that we’re walking this process/Blog - Heaven's Journey to
Life multi-dimensionally, which means – each post covers one dimension, but is
interconnected into/as multi-dimensions in our process of walking the
point/question of “who I am” and how this “I” created/manifested this entire
physical existence. Thus, suggested – to read this Blog from DAY 1, as many of
the points in previous dimensions/DAYS/posts are always brought-through into
the next days/dimensions/posts as all the dimensions interconnect as the
mutli-dimensionality we’ve created/manifested as our separation as
Energy/Consciousness from/of Life/equality and Oneness. Thus, if one is faced
with this post, and have not yet read this Blog from DAY 1 - suggest that self
first start from DAY 1, as otherwise one will have no context of many
dimensions that is walked in this post, that has been dealt with in detail in
previous posts.)
In this post, we’re continuing the self-commitment
statements of the self-forgiveness walked in DAY
121.
I
commit myself to walk the process of bringing forth awareness to the
question – “why/how it is we can speak in our minds, automatically – without
deciding what we’re going to speak/say, how we’re going to speak/say it, who we
are within/as what we speak/say in our Mind”, within the context of really
assessing who we are in a moment towards another person/the environment and the
consequence
of our words/behaviour in the moment of interaction. That, within this –
what dominate is the conversations/backchats in our Minds, we don’t stand in
and as that moment, with and as the other human being, seeing who we are with
and as them, really hearing their words here as who they are and
understanding/comprehending what they’re saying/how they’re saying it and from
here assessing our words/behaviour as what will have the best outcome/solution
for both in that moment, in really taking absolute full responsibility for our
words/behaviour and their outflows/consequence. With no speaking/conversing
going on in the mind, because we’re here equal
and one in and as the physical moment, walking with the words of the
individual/other human being, in this there exist no separation between two
worlds as the mind and the physical, but an equal and one hereness HEARING and
so can accordingly respond VOCALLY, in/as words as self to the person/other
human being as one interact in and as physical real-time. Where, the very
existence of backchat/internal conversations indicate/prove that we’re not
really HERE, hearing with the other human beings’ words/who they are as they’re
words, that we don’t have directive-principle of the words we speak, that we’re
in no way self-aware of the words we speak in our within and without as we’re
existing in two worlds, the hidden/secretive interdimensional-physical
existence as the mind and then the physical. Within the mind we have
backchats/internal conversations that will determine what we speak and how we
behave in our physical-interactions with other human beings, and in
quantum-time assess the other human beings’ words, which activate all sorts of
thoughts, memories, reactions of emotions and feelings and ultimate
backchat/internal conversations as mind-automation of various
characters/personalities that determine/decide FOR US what we’re speak and how
we behave, from the internal to the external instead of an absolute here
real-time living/participation.
I commit myself to show this process of how we in quantum
time within and as the quantum
physical-mind assess our external environment, human beings within it –
where this assessment is done within and as the multi-dimensional existence
of/as the mind in the physical, existent as a multitude of
characters/personalities and sub-characters/personalities that we have
preprogramed as our consciousness/directive principle in/as our world/reality
that will pre-determine who we are and what we’ll speak/how we’ll behave in our
internal and external two-world existence. And within this – for self to see,
realise and understand how the existence/activation of backchat/internal
conversations come-from the mind already having made an assessment of the
external environment, to/towards which self/mind had a
reaction/perception/opinion, that activated particular thoughts, which from
there the mind/consciousness would analyse which personalities/characters would
best suit the existent moment in actual physical reality. Where the
activation/participation within and as backchat/internal conversations signify
an character/personality possession within/as the mind/consciousness that
consciousness decided is ‘best suited’ for the moment, wherein self thus had no
‘say’ about who self is/will be in/as that moment, no
choice/directive-principle/awareness
as everything was decided/pre-determined in quantum-process within one’s
mind-physical existence.
I commit myself to show the interdimensional-physical
quantum-time existence of the processes that manifest in/as our mind-physical
relationship, to understand the purpose/reason for thoughts, where they come
from, to understand the nature/experience of the various ‘feedback-responses’
we participate in in our Minds as backchat/internal conversations. In seeing,
realising and understanding that the voices in the head are essentially
functioning/existing as a ‘feedback response’ from/of the Mind/Consciousness
with and as its activation of characters/sub-characters in its
assessment/analysis of the external environment and the people within it that
self has then automatically accepted and allowed to respond-to/react-to
according to what automatically emerged in the mind, without question. In and
as seeing, realising and understanding the extent to which we base our actions,
behaviours on the thoughts and internal conversations/backchats as
personalities that is activated within us by/through consciousness. In this, to
see, realise and understand how we actively, deliberately in a quantum moment
decide/believe the thoughts/backchat/internal conversations of/as what
Consciousness/the Mind of/as ourselves show us within us, essentially the Mind
like the ‘devil on the shoulder’, but have a become a voice in the mind –
whispering its analysis/assessment of the external environment/people within it
and then we deliberately, actively decide to accordingly act-upon these
voices/thoughts within one’s communication/behaviour in physical reality.
In this, I commit myself to show, how with walking the tools
of Desteni (writing, self-forgiveness and
self-corrective application), along with the Desteni I Process available as a
structurally-specific course together with online buddy-support and joining in
with the walking of the 7
Year Journey to Life – self start getting to know the detail of how self as
the Mind in the Physical function/exist. How one created/manifested
one’s characters/personalities from childhood into evolution within
adulthood and within this: see, realise and understand the nature/existence of
one’s internal conversations/backchat in how they have become voices of personalities/characters
as separate-representations of/as self that has taken authority/control over/of
what/how self-live,
speak, express and manifest relationships with other people in one’s
world/reality. Simultaneously with getting to know how one created/evolved
oneself into/as the Mind and the characters/personalities within it and so the
voices in the head as backchat/internal conversations: wherein with the
material and the practical corrective application principle as walked within
the Desteni I Process: one
will learn how to stop participation in the voices in the head, where one will
see, realise and understand that self is in fact able to stop participation, how
to stop participation, what stopping participation mean as a decision that
self make in a moment to not accept and allow the voices in the head to
continue as self will see, realise and understand how in a moment with a
decision and the action of that decision: Self can stop the voices. It’s simply
existing as it does in the Mind, self is simply existing as self is as the mind
and the characters/personalities, thoughts, reactions and the voices in the
head within it, because self is in every
moment, in every breath – making the decision to accept and allow it to
continue automatically as it does without making a decision to change it.
And this is what human beings will see, realise and
understand for yourself in walking with the tools of writing, self-forgiveness
and self-corrective application along with, especially the Desteni I Process
Course – how it takes a decision, an understanding of who self is in the
decision to stop participation in the mind and to act within/as that decision
as changing self from an automated mind, to a self-aware
living human being in and as the physical body.
In this, I commit myself to show – how one will with walking
this process of writing, self-forgiveness and self-corrective application, as
walked within the 7 Year Journey to Life and as is available in the Desteni I
Process what it means to HERE oneself in physical equality and oneness, where
one’s Mind become quieter, more visible in the sense that one will be able to
see how the thoughts/internal conversations/backchats move automatically and
how one can in a moment make a decision within oneself to stop. And within that
– what the writing, self forgiveness and self-corrective application process
teach one, is how to investigate how one created/manifested/accepted and
allowed the backchat/internal
conversations to exist within one’s mind, how they came to speak/manifest
in one’s mind and within that, to re-establish one’s relationship with oneself
wherein one learn how one created self as the mind in the first place, to
really from there re-walk oneself as rebirth
oneself from the mind, into the physical. As one will see, realise and
understand: that one do not need Consciousness as thoughts, internal
conversations/backchat to define who self is/what self live/behave, that they/it
only exist and have taken that position of authority, because self has not
stood as SELF-AWARENESS in one’s living in the physical. And when/as one walk
the process of stopping thoughts/backchat
as the voices in the head and practise making that decision to stop and
changing oneself in a moment – the more and more one will start re-taking one’s
responsibility in one’s internal and external world, which mean: that self in
fact start deciding who self is and what/how self live in every moment of
breath, and then aligning this decision/living within the principle of what’s
best for all/equality and oneness/Life – we birth LIFE as-ourselves from the
physical, instead of re-creating the consequence in the physical as the
mind-physical relationship we’ve for too long accepted and allowed because of
abdicating our self-awareness to consciousness/mind.
We’ll continue in the next post with more detail of the
process of how we create/manifest voices in the head/backchat/internal
conversations from/of memories of others in our Minds.
We suggest, investigating Desteni,
Equal Money, the Desteni I Process in understanding,
seeing, realising for self what this process “from consciousness to awareness”
in fact practically mean for self, and self’s relationship to others and this
world as a whole.
