Multidimensional Inner-Voices – Part 1: DAY 119

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Multidimensional Inner-Voices – Part 1 (Self-Forgiveness): DAY 119

 Multi Dimensional Character by Andrew Gable

Who I Am as Money – continued

(To read this post, it must be understood that we’re walking this process/Blog - Heaven's Journey to Life multi-dimensionally, which means – each post covers one dimension, but is interconnected into/as multi-dimensions in our process of walking the point/question of “who I am” and how this “I” created/manifested this entire physical existence. Thus, suggested – to read this Blog from DAY 1, as many of the points in previous dimensions/DAYS/posts are always brought-through into the next days/dimensions/posts as all the dimensions interconnect as the mutli-dimensionality we’ve created/manifested as our separation as Energy/Consciousness from/of Life/equality and Oneness. Thus, if one is faced with this post, and have not yet read this Blog from DAY 1 - suggest that self first start from DAY 1, as otherwise one will have no context of many dimensions that is walked in this post, that has been dealt with in detail in previous posts.)

As mentioned in DAY 117, we’re starting the process of walking the detail of how we create internal conversations/backchat, how our communication internally and externally is controlled by/through fear in ensuring that our Mind is protected/defended in its evolution-process of Character-Creation; to in this – see, realise and understand how we’ve been able to internally communicate within/as the extent that we do, while at the same time controlling what we speak externally.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to, in equality and oneness with and as Life, energy and substance, the mind and the physical, from the beginning to now – seen, realised and understood where the internal-conversations/backchat in my Mind come-from, why they exist, why I talk to myself within my Mind more than I actually speak/write me with myself/with others. But instead automatically accepted such inner-voices/voices in the head ‘as me’; not seeing, realising and understanding that the voices in the head/internal conversations/backchat are in fact different/separate parts/selves of/as me as Characters/Personalities that channel through/as the Main Mind Consciousness System, speaking to each-other. As the process of internal communication that supersede actual physical, real communication, because in/as such processes of internal conversations/backchat are in fact personalities/characters of me in/as the Mind in their process of evolving/competing to be/become Main Characters in a particular-specific moment, as I as the personalities/characters decide which one should be physically embodied in a moment/with a person/particular-specific situation.
In continuing with the example walked as Friend A, we’ll start with the phases of backchat/internal conversation development, which initially start within/as the following dimensions:
Dimension 1: Unconscious/Physical-Mind Backchat/Internal conversations which manifest through initial ‘decisions’ / ‘movements’ of who one is within self in one’s mind, beingness and physical relationship
Dimension 2: Vocabularizing/defining the initial movements/decisions of ‘who self is’ into/as the Subconscious-Mind – where what one initially only ‘experienced’ will now be voiced/defined into and as sentences within the mind as the internal conversations/backchat essentially become ‘energy-mind entities’ that vocalize themselves in/as the mind
What must also be understood here, is that – not all unconscious/physical-mind backchat/internal conversations as ‘reactions’ to/towards others/the environment become vocalized/defined as sentences/words of/as ‘voices in the head’ as backchat/internal conversations. Consciousness would only utilize such unconscious/physical-mind backchat as ‘movements of mind/beingness/physical’-reactions, when/as it can align such reactions into/as personalities/characters where such movements/reactions of/as unconscious/physical-mind backchat become the personality/character’s “voice”.
Dimension 3: This dimension essentially equally as one manifest within/as Dimensions 1 and 2, because within/during the vocalizing of the initial unconscious/physical-mind backchat/internal conversations by Consciousness into/as particular-specific Personalities/Characters, what also manifest is the subconscious-mind shelves organizing/compartmentalizing from/of memories of conversations/sentences/words of/as others that self imprint/manifest/upload into/as one’s Characters/Personalities. As was walked in the example of Friend A with seeing her mother and father sitting at the table, and her mother speaking in a soft, soothing, caring voice, where the sound in the words will from the memory in Friend A’s mind manifest into the/a Personality’s emotional/feeling body creation/manifestation and the words itself will be downloaded/imprinted/manifested into/as the shelves of the Main/primary Character Personality system/body/suit to in this process develop/manifest/evolve a sub-Character/Personality as the empathic character, for example. Thus, we will start here – with how we create/manifest ‘voices in the head’ from/of memories within/as Main and Sub Characters/Personalities and from there, the process of how our initial unconscious/physical-mind movements/reaction within/as our mind/physical/beingness relationship is/has been used by/through Consciousness to vocalize/voice as entities/substantiate personalities/characters, essentially ‘characterizing’ characters/personalities through/as initial unconscious/physical-mind reactions/movements that are then given a ‘voice’ / ‘words’ / ‘definition’ within/as the mind that will so come to define a particular-specific character/personality even more.

In this, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and understand in equality and oneness with and as Life, energy and substance, the mind and the physical, from the beginning to now, thus – how the voices in the head/internal conversations/backchat primarily originate from/of memories as voices/words of others that facilitate the evolution of personalities/characters in/as the mind. And thus that such words/sentences become the voices of personalities, of the mind, which is why/how we do not/cannot speak as one voice, as words that have equal and one meaning in who we are and what/how we live. As we’ve separated, compartmentalized and organized words/sentences and their definitions/meanings/energy-experiences within that/them according to personalities within our minds. Where various personalities are filed/substantiated/characterized with various words/sentences/definitions and the meanings/energy experiences within them according to how the words serve the evolution/manifestation of characters/personalities in/as the mind.
That within this, the voices in the head/backchat/internal conversations is thus not in fact the words of/as ourselves in who we are in/as our equal and one relationship with and as our beingness/physical-body, where words would have been who we are and what we live here, the very words we speak, each word representing who we are here in, as and with the physical body, with the within and without – equal and one and the same. Where thus, as we would physically communicate in words/speech/behaviour – we’d know where we stand with ourselves and each other, with no words existent in separation as voices in the head of characters/personalities and/or backchat through physical-behaviour/reactions, but actual speaking, living human beings that equally as one understand/comprehend who we are in/as the words we speak and live. Instead, our words within and without have become the words of personalities/the mind that is used to evolve/characterize the mind/ourselves. And simultaneously within that, that the words existent within our minds and that we speak is/has been automatically accepted/imprinted from/of others and as well as their meaning/energy-experience within them, without actually investigating/asking the question, regarding for example: “Who am I in/as these words?” “What are the consequences of these words, their meaning and energy experience to/towards me, my living and so my relationships with me and others?” “How does my relationship and so definition to/within/as words define me, my living, and so what is/will be the space-time consequence of accepting/allowing such words within me/my living and so behaviour and relationship to/towards myself and all as me?”

In this, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and understand how and why, we’ve simply automatically accepted and allowed words/definitions/experiences of others/the world to define who we are, as the past within/as our internal and external environment/reality; as the past of/as those that have gone before us, where for example Friend A would from a memory with/as her parents, imprint the words into/as her own personality’s subconscious-mind, and/or substantiate her characters with ‘voices’ as she’ll vocalize/define energy-experiences/reactions of movements within/as her unconscious/physical-mind, where even her initial reactions originate from/of the emotional/feeling body database of/as her parent’s transferred emotional/feeling bodies. And so we come to define who we are, from/of the voices of the past-manifest in/as our internal/external environment, through and as imprinting, copying/imitation instead of us, within/as our beingness/physical equal and one relationship being the directive-principle of/as living words of/as who we are in/as our within and without that stand up and define and so live WHO WE ARE according to/as the world and our relationships within it. Where, in/as our relationship to, with and as words – we’ve lived in reverse: instead of us living words, defining our relationship and living to/as words and so within that, our relationship/living to ourselves, others and this world as a whole: we have become individuals that from childhood define who we are from/of the words of the past as those that have gone before us, in and as our internal/external environments. Never questioning the words, meanings, experiences within them and how we use them in/as our Minds/Personalities to be the voices of the mind, instead of the living words of/as ourselves in/as the physical in equality and oneness here.
In this, thus – I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and understand how we have come to define who we are from/of the past through, with and as words – and so with defining who we are as the past-manifest, into and as personalities/mind we come to personalize/characterize from/of the examples in/as the world as the adults/the world-system: is why/how we as humanity have not changed, but continued devolving in/as our living in/as this existence, as the Mind has taken dominion in/as each individual as the world-system have taken dominion over/of this physical existence and humanity as a whole.
And so, to as we walk this process of how we create, imprint and programme ourselves form/of words, meanings, definitions and energy-experiences within them, in where we’re accepting and allowing the external world/reality and the past TO DEFINE US, instead of us defining WHO WE ARE in relation to relationships/this physical existence and so the world system as a whole. And to within this, see, realise and understand why/how the process of change in/as humanity, is each one assisting/supporting self from the automatically accepted and allowed definitions, meanings and energy experiences in/as words that’s created an alternate reality in/as the mind as personalities, and redefining words into and as equal and one practical, physical, real living, where each align themselves into/as equality and oneness with the physical as living words, aligning ourselves/our living to/as/with what’s best for all. As the process where we start taking responsibility for WHO WE ARE in/as ourselves and our living, instead of accepting and allowing this world to define who we are, and so in/as this process and our living, shape this world into/as the starting-point we become and live: equality and oneness as what’s best for all.

We’ll continue in DAY 121 with the 3rd Dimension of backchat creation first, from/of memories and so words of others, and from there continue with the 1st and 2nd dimension of how initial reactions/movements within us, become voices/characterizations of/as main/primary and sub characters/personalities in/as the mind. 

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