Multidimensional Inner-Voices – Part 1 (Self-Forgiveness):
DAY 119
Multi Dimensional Character by Andrew Gable
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Friendship-Suspicion
Character – continued
The
First Character-Creation – continued
The
Chicken or the Egg??? – continued
How the
Fruit of Life became Rotten – continued
Who I Am
as Money – continued
(To read this post, it
must be understood that we’re walking this process/Blog - Heaven's Journey to
Life multi-dimensionally, which means – each post covers one dimension, but is
interconnected into/as multi-dimensions in our process of walking the
point/question of “who I am” and how this “I” created/manifested this entire
physical existence. Thus, suggested – to read this Blog from DAY 1, as many of
the points in previous dimensions/DAYS/posts are always brought-through into
the next days/dimensions/posts as all the dimensions interconnect as the mutli-dimensionality
we’ve created/manifested as our separation as Energy/Consciousness from/of
Life/equality and Oneness. Thus, if one is faced with this post, and have not
yet read this Blog from DAY 1 - suggest that self first start from DAY 1, as
otherwise one will have no context of many dimensions that is walked in this
post, that has been dealt with in detail in previous posts.)
As mentioned in DAY
117, we’re starting the process of walking the detail of how we create
internal conversations/backchat, how our communication internally and
externally is controlled by/through fear in ensuring that our Mind is
protected/defended in its evolution-process of Character-Creation; to in this –
see, realise and understand how we’ve been able to internally communicate
within/as the extent that we do, while at the same time controlling what we
speak externally.
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself
to, in equality and oneness with and as Life, energy and substance, the mind
and the physical, from the beginning to now – seen, realised and understood
where the internal-conversations/backchat in my Mind come-from, why they exist,
why I talk to myself within my Mind more than I actually speak/write me with
myself/with others. But instead automatically accepted such inner-voices/voices
in the head ‘as me’; not seeing, realising and understanding that the voices in
the head/internal conversations/backchat are in fact different/separate
parts/selves of/as me as Characters/Personalities that channel through/as the
Main Mind Consciousness System, speaking to each-other. As the process of
internal communication that supersede actual physical, real communication,
because in/as such processes of internal conversations/backchat are in fact
personalities/characters of me in/as the Mind in their process of evolving/competing
to be/become Main Characters in a particular-specific moment, as I as the
personalities/characters decide which one should be physically embodied in a
moment/with a person/particular-specific situation.
In continuing with the example walked as Friend A, we’ll
start with the phases of backchat/internal conversation development, which
initially start within/as the following dimensions:
Dimension 1: Unconscious/Physical-Mind Backchat/Internal
conversations which manifest through initial ‘decisions’ / ‘movements’ of who
one is within self in one’s mind, beingness and physical relationship
Dimension 2: Vocabularizing/defining the initial
movements/decisions of ‘who self is’ into/as the Subconscious-Mind – where what
one initially only ‘experienced’ will now be voiced/defined into and as
sentences within the mind as the internal conversations/backchat essentially
become ‘energy-mind entities’ that vocalize themselves in/as the mind
What must also be understood here, is that – not all
unconscious/physical-mind backchat/internal conversations as ‘reactions’ to/towards
others/the environment become vocalized/defined as sentences/words of/as ‘voices
in the head’ as backchat/internal conversations. Consciousness would only
utilize such unconscious/physical-mind backchat as ‘movements of
mind/beingness/physical’-reactions, when/as it can align such reactions into/as
personalities/characters where such movements/reactions of/as
unconscious/physical-mind backchat become the personality/character’s “voice”.
Dimension 3: This dimension essentially equally as one
manifest within/as Dimensions 1 and 2, because within/during the vocalizing of
the initial unconscious/physical-mind backchat/internal conversations by
Consciousness into/as particular-specific Personalities/Characters, what also
manifest is the subconscious-mind shelves organizing/compartmentalizing from/of
memories of conversations/sentences/words of/as others that self
imprint/manifest/upload into/as one’s Characters/Personalities. As was walked
in the example of Friend A with seeing her mother and father sitting at the
table, and her mother speaking in a soft, soothing, caring voice, where the
sound in the words will from the memory in Friend A’s mind manifest into the/a
Personality’s emotional/feeling body creation/manifestation and the words
itself will be downloaded/imprinted/manifested into/as the shelves of the
Main/primary Character Personality system/body/suit to in this process
develop/manifest/evolve a sub-Character/Personality as the empathic character,
for example. Thus, we will start here – with how we create/manifest ‘voices in
the head’ from/of memories within/as Main and Sub Characters/Personalities and
from there, the process of how our initial unconscious/physical-mind
movements/reaction within/as our mind/physical/beingness relationship is/has
been used by/through Consciousness to vocalize/voice as entities/substantiate
personalities/characters, essentially ‘characterizing’ characters/personalities
through/as initial unconscious/physical-mind reactions/movements that are then
given a ‘voice’ / ‘words’ / ‘definition’ within/as the mind that will so come
to define a particular-specific character/personality even more.
In this, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and
allowed myself to see, realise and understand in equality and oneness with and
as Life, energy and substance, the mind and the physical, from the beginning to
now, thus – how the voices in the head/internal conversations/backchat
primarily originate from/of memories as voices/words of others that facilitate
the evolution of personalities/characters in/as the mind. And thus that such
words/sentences become the voices of personalities, of the mind, which is
why/how we do not/cannot speak as one voice, as words that have equal and one
meaning in who we are and what/how we live. As we’ve separated,
compartmentalized and organized words/sentences and their definitions/meanings/energy-experiences
within that/them according to personalities within our minds. Where various
personalities are filed/substantiated/characterized with various words/sentences/definitions
and the meanings/energy experiences within them according to how the words
serve the evolution/manifestation of characters/personalities in/as the mind.
That within this, the voices in the head/backchat/internal
conversations is thus not in fact the words of/as ourselves in who we are in/as
our equal and one relationship with and as our beingness/physical-body, where
words would have been who we are and what we live here, the very words we
speak, each word representing who we are here in, as and with the physical
body, with the within and without – equal and one and the same. Where thus, as
we would physically communicate in words/speech/behaviour – we’d know where we
stand with ourselves and each other, with no words existent in separation as
voices in the head of characters/personalities and/or backchat through
physical-behaviour/reactions, but actual speaking, living human beings that
equally as one understand/comprehend who we are in/as the words we speak and live.
Instead, our words within and without have become the words of
personalities/the mind that is used to evolve/characterize the mind/ourselves.
And simultaneously within that, that the words existent within our minds and
that we speak is/has been automatically accepted/imprinted from/of others and
as well as their meaning/energy-experience within them, without actually
investigating/asking the question, regarding for example: “Who am I in/as these
words?” “What are the consequences of these words, their meaning and energy
experience to/towards me, my living and so my relationships with me and others?”
“How does my relationship and so definition to/within/as words define me, my
living, and so what is/will be the space-time consequence of accepting/allowing
such words within me/my living and so behaviour and relationship to/towards
myself and all as me?”
In this, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and
allowed myself to see, realise and understand how and why, we’ve simply
automatically accepted and allowed words/definitions/experiences of others/the
world to define who we are, as the past within/as our internal and external
environment/reality; as the past of/as those that have gone before us, where
for example Friend A would from a memory with/as her parents, imprint the words
into/as her own personality’s subconscious-mind, and/or substantiate her
characters with ‘voices’ as she’ll vocalize/define energy-experiences/reactions
of movements within/as her unconscious/physical-mind, where even her initial
reactions originate from/of the emotional/feeling body database of/as her
parent’s transferred emotional/feeling bodies. And so we come to define who we
are, from/of the voices of the past-manifest in/as our internal/external
environment, through and as imprinting, copying/imitation instead of us,
within/as our beingness/physical equal and one relationship being the
directive-principle of/as living words of/as who we are in/as our within and
without that stand up and define and so live WHO WE ARE according to/as the
world and our relationships within it. Where, in/as our relationship to, with
and as words – we’ve lived in reverse: instead of us living words, defining our
relationship and living to/as words and so within that, our relationship/living
to ourselves, others and this world as a whole: we have become individuals that
from childhood define who we are from/of the words of the past as those that
have gone before us, in and as our internal/external environments. Never questioning
the words, meanings, experiences within them and how we use them in/as our
Minds/Personalities to be the voices of the mind, instead of the living words
of/as ourselves in/as the physical in equality and oneness here.
In this, thus – I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and
allowed myself to see, realise and understand how we have come to define who we
are from/of the past through, with and as words – and so with defining who we
are as the past-manifest, into and as personalities/mind we come to
personalize/characterize from/of the examples in/as the world as the adults/the
world-system: is why/how we as humanity have not changed, but continued devolving
in/as our living in/as this existence, as the Mind has taken dominion in/as
each individual as the world-system have taken dominion over/of this physical
existence and humanity as a whole.
And so, to as we walk this process of how we create, imprint
and programme ourselves form/of words, meanings, definitions and
energy-experiences within them, in where we’re accepting and allowing the
external world/reality and the past TO DEFINE US, instead of us defining WHO WE
ARE in relation to relationships/this physical existence and so the world
system as a whole. And to within this, see, realise and understand why/how the
process of change in/as humanity, is each one assisting/supporting self from the
automatically accepted and allowed definitions, meanings and energy experiences
in/as words that’s created an alternate reality in/as the mind as
personalities, and redefining words into and as equal and one practical,
physical, real living, where each align themselves into/as equality and oneness
with the physical as living words, aligning ourselves/our living to/as/with
what’s best for all. As the process where we start taking responsibility for
WHO WE ARE in/as ourselves and our living, instead of accepting and allowing
this world to define who we are, and so in/as this process and our living,
shape this world into/as the starting-point we become and live: equality and
oneness as what’s best for all.
We’ll continue in DAY 121 with the 3rd Dimension
of backchat creation first, from/of memories and so words of others, and from
there continue with the 1st and 2nd dimension of how
initial reactions/movements within us, become voices/characterizations of/as
main/primary and sub characters/personalities in/as the mind.
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