Sub-Personality Backchat Creation – Part 1: DAY 121

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Sub-Personality Backchat Creation – Part 1 (Self-Forgiveness): DAY 121

Multidimensional Inner-Voices – Part 3 (Self-Forgiveness)

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(To read this post, it must be understood that we’re walking this process/Blog - Heaven's Journey to Life multi-dimensionally, which means – each post covers one dimension, but is interconnected into/as multi-dimensions in our process of walking the point/question of “who I am” and how this “I” created/manifested this entire physical existence. Thus, suggested – to read this Blog from DAY 1, as many of the points in previous dimensions/DAYS/posts are always brought-through into the next days/dimensions/posts as all the dimensions interconnect as the mutli-dimensionality we’ve created/manifested as our separation as Energy/Consciousness from/of Life/equality and Oneness. Thus, if one is faced with this post, and have not yet read this Blog from DAY 1 - suggest that self first start from DAY 1, as otherwise one will have no context of many dimensions that is walked in this post, that has been dealt with in detail in previous posts.)

As mentioned in DAY 119, we’re walking the 3rd Dimension of Backchat/Internal Conversation creation/manifestation, from/of memories and so words of others that manifested in our Characters/Personalities and became the voices of our Mind.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to in equality and oneness with and as Life, energy and substance, the mind and the physical, from the beginning to now, seen, realised and understood how, with walking the 3rd Dimension of Backchat/Internal Conversation creation/manifestation/evolution: how/why voices of others from/of memories in my Mind, forming part-of the construction/creation/manifestation of Main/Primary Characters/Personalities and/or Sub-Characters/Personalities as voices of personalities/characters in and as my own Mind that I come to automatically accept/allow and believe to be ‘my own voice(s)’ of me that I did not in absolute self-awareness decide to speak, that I did not in absolute self-awareness make the decision of ‘who I am’ in relation to the words/sentences/voices existent in my Mind; as the voices in my head/internal conversations/backchat automatically manifested within me without my absolute directive-principled self-aware decision. And so did not see realise and understand – within this automated acceptance and allowance of voices in the head: the consequence it would manifest within my internal and external living in me and my world.
In this, continuing walking the example of Friend A, with her mother and father sitting at the table – where we walked the example of how Friend A created/manifested/evolved her emotional/feeling body in the Main Mind and as well as within the Conservative-Character’s emotional/feeling body of its Personality suit/system, that became part-of a sub-Character/Personality as the ‘Empathic Character’. Thus, here we will walk how ‘voices in the head’ manifest within/between Main Characters/Personalities and Sub-Characters/Personalities, with first walking how the internal conversations/backchat are created/manifested for a sub-character/personality, and then the/a Main Character/Personality. And within this, how two or more characters converse with each other in our Minds that we believe/perceive/experience to be ‘voices of ourselves’, when it’s in fact characters/personalities speaking in our Minds through/as the Main Mind Consciousness System. With our beingness simply the substance as mediator that makes this relationship between the mind and the physical possible. As our beingness is utilized by the Mind to animate/substantiate its existence as it utilizes our beingness of/as substance as well as the physical body of/as substance to transform into energy for its continued existence: a literal interdimensional-physical slave we have become, trapped in two worlds as the mind and the physical, with the mind the manifestation that sacrifice our beingness/physicality to continue existing/surviving as we have not taken the directive-principled responsibility in/as our equal and one beingness-physical-body relationship of/as substance to in fact really live, here.

And so, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and understand, in equality and oneness with and as Life, energy and substance, the mind and the physical, from the beginning to now how a) starting with the sub-Character/Personality internal conversations/backchat creation/manifestation from/of a memory: with the mother and father sitting at the table, as we have walked, Consciousness imprinted the moment in and as an ‘extended time-framed memory’, where it captured/manifested all the detail of the external moment: from the sounds, to the words, to the behaviour and the energy - to from here activate a sub-character/personality in/as the Main/Primary Conservative-Character Personality body/suit. In this detailed capturing, what is also captured is the exact words that the mother spoke to the father in that moment. Thus, essentially – existent/manifested in and as the memories, all memories we accumulate is ‘live moment memories’; actual detailed accounts of physical-reality merged and manifested into and as the mind-physical existence of and as the Unconscious/Physical-Mind.
The only reason why we don’t hear all the memories / ‘live moment memories’ existent with/as actual words/sentences of other human beings/our surrounding environment at the same time/simultaneously and can only recall the words/sentences when/as the memory/moment arrive in our Conscious-Mind: Is because of the control of Consciousness within and as our entire Mind-Physical relationship. Where all memories are stored within the Unconscious/Physical-Mind – locked/layered into/as an multi-dimensional-physical reality, where consciousness control the thoughts/memories that manifest into and as our Conscious-Mind. And so, why/how we do not ‘hear’ all the words within the memories we accumulate/manifest into/as our unconscious/physical-mind, as most memories are also controlled from the perspective of where only some with words/sentences within them will be active memories creating/substantiating characters’ subconscious-mind ‘backchat shelves’. Other memories eventually ‘fade’ from the perspective where they are stored/manifested/layered in/as the unconscious/physical-mind, not receiving any attention/energy to keep them ‘activate’ and so become faded memories in the sense that they eventually only contain the basics of what happened in actual physical-reality in the moment of the memory and one will only be able to vaguely recall what happened in the moment within the memory as the words/sentences, behaviours, sounds and experiences diminish/lessen because of the memory not actively receiving a constant/continuous stream of energy to keep the substance/detail of the memory ‘alive’. To understand thus within this, thus – that the remembrance of memories is dependent on energy, in how much attention/energy the memories receive will depend on the detail of its contents, and so why/how so many memories are only vaguely remembered/completely forgotten as their contents/substance of exact detail was dependent on energy, in/as our separation from/of our own participation in actual physical reality, as the mind in the physical, instead of equal and one physical-awareness, here where moments would be a remembrance of/as ourselves.
And, additionally within this, of course – the extent to which memories are altered/changed to suit the needs of the Mind in its character/personality creation, where consciousness/ourselves have the ability to change/alter the contents of the memories as the environment, the words/sentences, behaviour etc. because memories as moments of actual physical reality are transformed into/as captured moments of mind-physical substance that the mind can transform/change to its own will. Instead of it being actual, real physical space-time accounts of/as the reality of what in fact happened, because of our separation from the physical-here, into/as a mind-physical relationship, that manipulate reality instead of facing the reality of it, here.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to, in equality and oneness with and as Life, energy and substance, the mind and the physical, from the beginning to now – seen, realised and understood, how – with the ‘extended live-moment memory’ of Friend A being dissected into and as the Subconscious-Mind shelves of the Main/Primary Conservative-Character Personality suit/body, with the words of the mother spoken as: “I see that you’re stressed – what can I do to help you relax?” with a gentle, soothing, caring voice/energy and her hand stroking her husband’s arm, leaning slightly towards her husband. All of this information is then uploaded, imprinted and stored into/as Friend A’s Subconscious Mind of the Personality body/suit of/as her Conservative Character, as she’s gathering as much information/data from/of her mother’s characters/personalities and her relationship to her father, and her father’s responses to her mother to be able to in the future, equally as one/similarly materialize/manifest herself in relationship to/as her prospective partner.
Now, because this sub-character/personality information/data as the mother’s ‘Empathic Character’ that was activated/manifested into/as Friend A’s Conservative Character as a sub-character/personality, the words of the mother from the memory essentially ‘belongs’ to the Empathic Character within the Conservative Character. This means, that – the mother’s words from/of the memory, in/as the shelves of the subconscious-mind of the Conservative Character, will primarily only be used/spoken in the Mind of Friend A and/or seldom in actual vocalization in/as situations/circumstances with/as human beings/males that present themselves as prospective partners.
However – because the Mind and all the characters/personalities within that ‘belongs to the mind’, what can happen is that the words of the mother in Friend A’s subconscious-mind of/as the Conservative Character can/may be utilized by/through OTHER characters, when/as Friend A has relationships with other human beings, males/females – not necessarily within the context of being prospective partners, but to whom she has a “close relationship” to. Where if/as the moment presents itself where she can activate the sub-character as the Empathic Character in/as a main/primary character such as the Conservative-Character; this will thus happen – and she can thus with a friend/prospective partner utilize the same sentence in her Mind such as “I see he/she is stressed, I wonder what I can do to help him/her” as the backchat/internal conversation that manifest as she manifested/activated her Empathic Character in/as her relationship to the other human being, according to the nature/context of the external situation. Where, she was initially existent within a Main/Primary Character such as the ‘Friendship-Character’ while she was interacting with a Friend, and then Consciousness assessed the external moment/environment – detected its similarity to/as the memory of the Empathic Character within the Main/Primary Conservative Character; which will then in that moment activate the Empathic Character that she will accordingly become in her relationship to her friend. And so how various different Main/Primary and sub-characters/personalities can move within our Minds based on external environment contexts.

We’ll in DAY 122 continue with the self-commitment statements of the self-forgiveness statements walked today, and continue with more technical detail regarding how voices from memories in our minds, become voices in our minds that we automatically accept and allow; without realising that the voices in-themselves come-from characters/personalities we created within/during/throughout our childhood; which will show/reveal/expose how little in our relationship with ourselves and other human beings, we are in fact genuine/real/self-aware of what we say and how we behave as the extent to which our entire self-existence has become automated by/through the Mind/Consciousness. And within this, in the commitment statements, walk the process of how to practically assist/support self to be/become real, genuine and self-aware with/as self and one’s relationships in one’s world/reality – as the process of walking from consciousness to awareness.

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