Sub-Character Creation – Part 2: DAY 114

Sub-Character Creation – Part 2 (Self-Commitments): DAY 114

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(To read this post, it must be understood that we’re walking this process/Blog - Heaven's Journey to Life multi-dimensionally, which means – each post covers one dimension, but is interconnected into/as multi-dimensions in our process of walking the point/question of “who I am” and how this “I” created/manifested this entire physical existence. Thus, suggested – to read this Blog from DAY 1, as many of the points in previous dimensions/DAYS/posts are always brought-through into the next days/dimensions/posts as all the dimensions interconnect as the mutli-dimensionality we’ve created/manifested as our separation as Energy/Consciousness from/of Life/equality and Oneness. Thus, if one is faced with this post, and have not yet read this Blog from DAY 1 - suggest that self first start from DAY 1, as otherwise one will have no context of many dimensions that is walked in this post, that has been dealt with in detail in previous posts.)

In this post, we’re continuing with the Self-Commitment statements walked of the Self-Forgiveness statements in DAY 113.

I commit myself to show the difference within/between the existence of ourselves as the Mind/Consciousness and equality and oneness with and as the Physical Body, in how we have manifested Consciousness as an automated system that construct reality into Memories that are interdimensional-physical manifestations; in the sense that its very manifestation is merged with physical-substance and mind-energy; as the Mind/Consciousness merged with/as the Physical-Body because of my beingness/who I am not directly merged/manifested in/as equality and oneness living with/as the physical body as the self-aware directive principle of me, here. And so, memories have not become remembrances of actual accounts of detailed reality participations/experiences/interactions, but scenes within our Minds that is experienced as vague/inconsistent/unclear; with more often than not – the detail of the memories altered/changed/misconstrued to in some way or another, serve the protection/defence of our definition of the Mind/Characters within it.

Within this, also revealing/exposing the extent of our separation from/of our own physical-reality participations/interactions, that when/as memories do manifest within us – we’re not able to clearly see/walk with the reality of the memory as the extent to which we’d already within our Minds altered/changed/misconstrued the memory. And, within this – that, within the Mind; dependent on the extent of Energy/attention the memory get within our Minds will depend on how clear it is or not, as the memory’s detail/structure/context as its very ‘life’ is dependent on/as the extent/amount of energies that fuel/charge it within/as the Mind. And so, remembrance has become dependent on the value of memories, as the extent to which it serve our Characters/Personalities and so our Mind and also the extent/amount of energy it consist of/exist as in our Minds.

In this, I commit myself to show – what/how this say about who we are within ourselves regarding the point of the dependency of remembrance on the value of the extent/amount of energy memories consist of, and their relationship/value to the construction of Characters/Personalities in/as the Mind, that we’ll as Consciousness only select value based on its/memories’ contribution to the evolution of ourselves in/as our alternate reality of/as the Mind. That thus: because memories are part of the very fabric of our existence in/as our Mind-Physical existence, our relationship to our memories represent the nature of ourselves; that we value only that of ourselves in our within and without that can contribute to the evolution of ourselves as the Mind and accumulate the necessary/required energies in our Mind-Physical existence to ensure/secure our survival as the Mind.

And so how this exist in/as the World-System of Money, where the World-System is the Mind and the products of consumerism for example is the manifested-memories that is displayed in the World-System, with the products/physical-memories being valued according to its contribution to the evolution of the World-System, and so valued according to the extent/amount of money attributed to it, with the more money/value attributed to products/physical-memories – as with the more energy/value attributed to memories in the Mind; the more attention/recognition/importance it hold within the World-System without, as with the Mind within.

And so – how we have given value/importance only to selective memories, as we give value/importance to selective products/consumerism/technologies that directly only benefit the Mind within and the World-System of Money without; with no contribution to the lives of humanity/this physical existence, with no contribution to the development, expansion and growth of who we are as individuals in our very beingness/nature living in the physical of/as who we are.

In this, I commit myself to assist and support me – with writing, self-forgiveness and self-corrective application, as walked within Desteni, the 7 Year Journey to Life Blogs, the Desteni I Process as the available resources within this to investigate the existence of me as the Mind and the Characters/Personalities within that, that consist of/exist as Memories, as I see, realise and understand and will further/clearly see, realise and understand how I have become a living memory, consisting of/existing as selective memories valued according to energy and evolution of my Mind only; memories I accumulate from my external environment as existent memories of an external world that was left to me by those that have gone before me, and from my internal environment as existent memories that was left to me by/as my parents. To investigate the living-memory of myself that I have automatically created/constructed/manifested in my mind-physical existence through/as consciousness that has been the accepted and allowed directive-principle of me, feeding off of/existing off of memories with no opportunity to life/living HERE as long as I exist as a living-memory.

And so commit myself to align myself/my living to/with/as the physical, and so this physical existence, to prepare me and so this world as me for actual LIFE and LIVING, Here – to establish me as a self-aware living being, that direct/decide who I am in every moment of breath, instead of selective memories determining who I am based on its contribution to the evolution of only an alternate mind-reality. And so change me/my life/living to contribute to the real, substantial, visible evolution of this PHYSICAL-existence for me and so all as me. And so also with the World-System of Money; to align the contribution of the World-System of Money to the life/living of all in equality and oneness here, instead of into/as selective products of consumerism that contribute only to the evolution of the World-System itself and to the minority that can afford it; and so in an Equal Money System distribute resources to all equally as one so all are taken care of and cared for so that in this physical equality and oneness humanity can actually start focusing individually and collectively on contributing our very living to the living of all. And so, we change/transform our within and without – to the evolution of the Mind through Memories, the World-System through its memories as products/consumerism – to ourselves living in equality and oneness with the Physical, to the World-System contributing to the equality and oneness of/as Humanity.

I commit myself to show, the process of why/how the Mind/Consciousness exist at the moment as our directive-principle in/as the Physical-Body, as why/how the World-System/Money-Consciousness exist at the moment as the directive-principle of/as humanity, as we individually within ourselves did not take that responsibility to LIVE ourselves as the directive-principle with/as our physical bodies, as we collectively did not take that responsibility to co-exist as the directive-principle with/as this physical-existence. And so, how this beingness of ourselves became the Mind, our humanity became the World-System that has taken control of our within/without that now only exist for its own Survival/Evolution as it has no direct, equal and one relationship to ourselves, our physical bodies/this physical existence as a whole. And so is the process to re-establish our responsibility individually within ourselves and collectively in/as the without of ourselves to establish our equal and one living in contributing our life individually and collectively to the life of/as all - with the starting-point of this existent within/as ourselves.

And so, I see, realise and understand that it is with the starting-point of me, to walk-through me as the Mind/Consciousness I have become as living-memories, taking the characters/personalities I have created as memories, and re-align them into and as self-aware physical-living as is walked specifically in the Desteni I Process, so that I can rebirth me into/as what I was supposed to have been birthed as, with my beingness equal-to and one-with the physical, instead of separating my beingness into a Mind that control me/my existence through/as memories. And so I walk this process in investigating the Mind/Characters/Personalities, getting to know how I created/programmed them, to in this understanding re-align those separate parts of me into/as physical equal and one living; as the process of me in fact taking responsibility for who I am in me and my living. And simultaneously walk this World-System of Money in establishing its alignment to humanity/this physical existence to contribute to the life/living of all, and so make humans aware of how changing starts within ourselves, to align our relationship to ourselves, the physical and so this physical existence, from evolving a mind that only serves itself, a world-system that only serves itself: to individuals living/contributing to the life of ourselves and all of humanity and so this physical existence; from the evil of separation reversed to the life/live of ourselves and all within/as walking this ONE DECISION – taking responsibility from the Mind to living responsibility as ourselves and so to/as all as ourselves.