Walking through WALLS: DAY 181

Walking through WALLS: DAY 181

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Character Dimensions – PHYSICAL/BEHAVIOUR Dimension (Part 8)

Character Dimensions – (Practical Application: Part 19)

The FORCE - continued

The Chicken or the Egg??? – continued

How the Fruit of Life became Rotten – continued

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(To read this post, it must be understood that we’re walking this process/Blog - Heaven's Journey to Life multi-dimensionally, which means – each post covers one dimension, but is interconnected into/as multi-dimensions in our process of walking the point/question of “who I am” and how this “I” created/manifested this entire physical existence. Thus, suggested – to read this Blog from DAY 1, as many of the points in previous dimensions/DAYS/posts are always brought-through into the next days/dimensions/posts as all the dimensions interconnect as the multi-dimensionality we’ve created/manifested as our separation as Energy/Consciousness from/of Life/equality and Oneness. Thus, if one is faced with this post, and have not yet read this Blog from DAY 1 - suggest that self first start from DAY 1, as otherwise one will have no context of many dimensions that is walked in this post, that has been dealt with in detail in previous posts.)

We have now walked the Physical/Behavioural Dimension in Part 1, Part 2, Part 3, Part 4, Part 5, Part 6, Part 7 and we’re in and from this Post continuing with the Self Commitments of the Physical/Behaviour Dimension, with walking through the Self Forgiveness Statements we’ve walked within the Internal and External Positive and Negative Changes.

We’ve in the Previous post walked the Negative and Positive Internal Changes with having a look at the principle of ‘physical communication’ as our Minds’ relationship to the Physical Body and the consequences/relationships it manifest within the Physical and so in our relationship to ourselves and our lives within this world/reality. In this Post, we’re continuing with the External Negative and Positive Changes Self-Commitments.

PHYSICAL/BEHAVIOUR Dimension: Self-Commitments

Negative and Positive Dimension External Changes Self-Commitments

(For context of Self-Forgiveness Statements – see DAY 178)

I commit myself to assist and support me to see, realise and understand in and as the moment that I actually start physically changing my behaviour, from where I was initially readying myself to start my responsibility, but suddenly/unexpectedly, almost in a quantum moment, became overwhelmed within and as the Personality and almost instantly, automatically changing/altering my behaviour into and as the embodiment of boredom/apathy where I started slouching in my chair, my body going limp/apathetic. At this stage, to see, realise and understand that I am not yet effective/specific within my awareness and directive-principle of the processes that is in fact happening/manifesting in my Mind with me already Physically Embodying the Energy and so the Dimensions of boredom/apathy into and as a Physical Behavioural Possession.

So in this, I first and foremost commit myself to, when the possession gets to the physical behaviour stage without my directive-principled awareness, as a sudden/immediate physical change, to commit myself to become more aware/specific within and as breath and when I am participating in the Mind’s Dimensions/Energies. So that I can start stopping my participation in the Mind / its Dimensions/Energies BEFORE it has to get to the stage/consequence of Physical-Possession for me to ‘wake up’ and only THEN start changing. Which is only making it more difficult for myself, because: if I start becoming more aware of being able to stop participation at the Thought, Imagination, Backchat and Reactions phases/dimensions, there I am only still working with energies/manifestations of energies which will be the easiest to stop. But in the Behavioural Dimension, it becomes more difficult, cause in this Dimension I have to walk through ALL the accumulated dimensions and ALL its energies that create a ‘stronger experience of Resistance’ which gives the experience of it being more difficult to stand up/stand through this Stage.

But, as I have established for me in my previous Commitments, I will not accept/allow the resistance to overwhelm me, but commit myself to apply/live the Living Word as Self-Directive Will and physically move me to get the writing/task/responsibility Done. In this, seeing, realising and understanding that I will really only make my own process more difficult for myself with waiting until the consequence get to the stage of the Behavioural Dimension, and so commit myself to assist and support myself to NOT make my OWN PROCESS more difficult for myself, but to really get my arse in gear to be/become more specific with my self-awareness of the Dimensions/Energies of the Mind BEFORE it gets to accumulated consequence as the Behavioural Dimension’s internal and external Changes.

In this, I commit myself to, when and as I see, realise and understand that my Physical Body Behaviour is changing, especially in moments where I’m facing a Responsibility Point in Reality, and especially where the Physical Behaviour is changing to slouching / my body going limp/apathetic: to see, realise and understand that I am in the process of already “half way there” to manipulating myself out of taking Responsibility here in and as actual Physical Reality. And so commit myself to immediately, without hesitation, take a BREATH sit up straight, move my hands/my eyes and start reading/writing; as I see, realise and understand that if I in any way in/during this stage Entertain the Physical Possession Experience of the Personality in my Body – I will give into the Mind and so give up on me and so an Opportunity of a Moment of Change through and as a simple ACTION/MOVEMENT in/as the Physical.

I commit myself to when and as I find myself feeling better in my Mind and my Body in my relationship to the Positive SOMETHING ELSE I am imagining, backchatting / reacting to within myself, with the Physical Body indications of my Behaviour changing to sitting up straight, already experiencing the adrenaline rush of preparing to physically ready myself of moving to go do that SOMETHING ELSE I created as my own temptation in my Mind from having to live/take responsibility for what is right here before me: To in this Moment REALLY practise the Living Word of me as “Self Directive Will” as I realise at this stage I have made it EVEN MORE difficult for myself to stand up/change as the Positive Energy Experience in my Mind and in the Physical I have imposed on myself and the body SEEMS SOOOOOOOOOOO TEMPTING, like so addictive, like I REALLLLLYYYYY WANT to just give into the Energy as its seems SOOOOOOOOO NICE / SOOOOOO much Better…but to really in that moment look for myself in the Consequence of what I am accepting/allowing here. As I have established in my Previous Commitments, that it may now be easier to Give in, but reality/the physical as the accumulated consequence that would manifest for my accepted and allowed Postponement will Not go easy/be so easy in Real Time Physical Reality Space and Time.

I commit myself to furthermore in this, see, realise and understand that it will initially only be difficult at this Stage where I’m like at the TIPPING POINT moment of either Giving In to the Mind or Standing with Me, because I’ve accepted and allowed myself to make my relationship to the Mind and the Physical a Habit as the Postponement Personality/Character, a living habitual pattern of ALWAYS giving into the Mind and giving up on me. And so, it will be a Process of committing myself and living/applying this commitment to myself to STAND through the resistance and do/apply/live the Simple Action of taking a BREATH and getting things DONE.

Alright, so – to see, realise and understand with any/all Characters/Personalities: the Behavioural/Physical Dimensions, when/as the Possession of a Character/Personality gets to this stage, here the basic, most direct and immediate application is to PHYSICALLY MOVE. I mean, one have to essentially MOVE oneself PHYSICALLY out of the MIND/ENERGY into Reality. So, what’s interesting here what one will notice, especially if a Personality/Character is/has become a convenient habit, such as always giving into the Mind/giving up on self, that one will REALLY initially experience MUCH Resistance. The Resistance is essentially really only the process of moving through, like a MASSIVE THICK WALL of energy as the entire Personality into and as the PHYSICAL.

So, to take this into considering in the beginning stages of facing a Personality/Character – that, the Physical/Behavioural Dimension will only INITIALLY be more difficult to move through due to the extent of the Personality Possession as System/Energy of the Mind into the Physical, but the more and more one stand through/walk through the Wall of Resistance/Energy (lol, in a way reminds me of the story of Jesus walking through Walls, so – be your own Jesus, walking through the Wall(s) of Resistance as the Structure/Construction of the Mind in the Physical), so the more and more one practise establishing SELF’S Directive Principle – one establish Self’s Presence/Awareness in the Physical, and in this process, will more and more easily be able to stand in the Face of the Mind/Energy and root oneself in/as the Physical that is REAL, HERE.  

This then concludes the Physical/Behaviour Dimension. Again, here – to note, not to become overwhelmed with the extent/amount of information we’re walking, as we have mentioned, we’re simply taking the opportunity here to expand MORE on the dimensions. What one want to particularly note within this Process is the DIMENSIONS of a Personality/Character and how to practically, structurally identify them, walk through them, what to look out for/consider – all of which will quantify one’s process, as much within these Posts are essentially already ‘prepared for you’. All you require doing is implementing it into you/your life – and if/as there are ANY questions/uncertainties, please join the Desteni Forums and ASK for further perspective, assistance/support.

In the Next Post we’ll continue with the CONSEQUENCE, Redefinition and Fear Dimensions.