Valuing LOVE more than LIFE (Part 1): DAY 198
FEAR
of our own SHADOW – continued
EVIL
– continued
The
FORCE - continued
The
Chicken or the Egg??? – continued
How
the Fruit of Life became Rotten – continued
Who
I Am as Money – continued
(To read this post, it
must be understood that we’re walking this process/Blog - Heaven's Journey to Life multi-dimensionally, which means – each post covers one dimension, but
is interconnected into/as multi-dimensions in our process of walking the
point/question of “who I am” and how this “I” created/manifested this entire
physical existence. Thus, suggested – to read this Blog from DAY 1, as many of
the points in previous dimensions/DAYS/posts are always brought-through into
the next days/dimensions/posts as all the dimensions interconnect as the multi-dimensionality
we’ve created/manifested as our separation as Energy/Consciousness from/of
Life/equality and Oneness. Thus, if one is faced with this post, and
have not yet read this Blog from DAY 1 - suggest that self first start from DAY
1, as otherwise one will have no context of many dimensions that is walked in
this post, that has been dealt with in detail in previous posts.)
In this post, we’re continuing with the Self Forgiveness and
Commitment Statements, where we’re in the process of identifying, disentangling
the Wolves Sheep Clothing – strand by strand, in showing/revealing the
illusion, the evil within and behind love/good/light/positivity
within the context of how it is currently being lived by/through the Mind as
ENERGY, hiding/veiling the real, true nature of our beingness – instead of Love
being/becoming an actual living commitment, visible, in and as this Physical
Existence for self and for all in/as equality and oneness here.
For context from the previous post:
We’ll start with a
thread of Wool, covering up the inherent Evil of ourselves - with having a look
at the following statement:
“Life is filled with
joys and sorrows. Open your heart and feel both of them fully. Your heart will
know what to do. All you have to do is be present with where you are in this
moment, and your heart will awaken your soul to surround you with an Eternal
Love greater than life itself.”
I
forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise
and understand why and how the acceptance and allowance of the energy-feeling
of joy, and the energy-emotion of sorrow within self, stand within and as the
context of reflecting/representing the inherent evil within and as ourselves,
where – within the context of our own Mind: what we’d do is accept and allow
That in our Minds which cause us sorrow, so that we can manifest/experience or
dedicate our lives/minds to experience that which is Joy – essentially, playing
our own energy-games within our Minds with the dark/negative and the
light/positive; that we would accept and allow the Sorrow to exist, just so
that we can experience/have/accumulate the Joy. Within this, we become so
obsessed/possessed
with our own Energy-games, within our own Minds, that it consume our Minds and
Lives and leave no
Awareness to consider aligning our lives/living into/as this Physical
Existence – to establish an Earth where No Sorrow exist, but that individuals
can equally
and as one stand/LIVE
the real PHYSICAL JOY of equally as one being taken care of and cared for.
In this, as well, I forgive
myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and
understand – where we’d accept and allow the Physical Sorrow to exist in this
World, just to validate/justify the existence/experience of Joy from the
perspective of, for example, the ELITE that would justify/validate how they
live their lives with MONEY
as Joy, how fulfilled their lives are with RELATIONSHIPS – but what is existent
within the backdrop of the Mind is essentially saying within the Joy: “thank
God I am not experiencing/in the living conditions of those in Physical Sorrow”
– Physical Sorrow, as those that have no relationships, no conveniences, no
resources, no life. In this, here, is existent our EVIL: that we would not
within this World look at the root cause of what is causing the majority of
Humanity to exist within/as Physical Sorrow, but only align our Self-Interest
to seek the Joy in our Minds/Lives with Money, Sex and Relationships and using
the Physical Sorrow that’s existent on Earth to fuel/validate/justify that Joy.
I forgive
myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and
understand how so many of us, with having a look at the first statement “Life is filled with joys and sorrows” –
that we would tend to immediately, without hesitation, go into agreement, as
this is something that everyone can relate to. However, what’s fascinating here
is that we’d jump to focusing on the words ‘joy and sorrow’ and then reverse it
into and as the definition of what ‘Life’ is. Meaning, that we would not really
in fact look at the FIRST WORD as LIFE
and question: “But, why have we accepted and allowed ‘life’, the definition,
the living, the experience of life in our Minds and this World to exist within
the polarities of ‘joy’ and ‘sorrow’?” That, we have never in fact considered,
that it is our definition, living and experience of the Word ‘Life’ in our
Minds and in this World System that is in fact creating
‘Life’ to exist the way it does in our Minds and this World System. And so,
within and as this definition, experience and living of the word ‘Life’ within
the energy-experience definition of emotion as sorrow and feeling as joy, this
is what we will experience, live and so create. And so, within and as this
definition, experience and living of the word ‘Life’ within the Physical Sorrow
and the Physical Joy – this is how life on earth will remain, and continue
existing.
Because, in this – I forgive myself that I haven’t ever
accepted and allowed myself to consider, the extent of my responsibility,
existent within ONE WORD as
the Word ‘Life’. And what I accept and allow ME to exist-as in and as my
definition as this Word, I will accordingly become and live, and in this
becoming and living – will create/manifest my external world/existence to
mirror this acceptance and allowance, and so would accept and allow in my
external reality/world, whatever I accept and allow in my internal
reality/world.
That, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed
myself to consider a definition, a living of/as the word LIFE that in fact
stand as a LIVING
SOLUTION to life/living on Earth for ALL, in and as equality and oneness
Here – so, the question here is: why have I, as all – not considered an
equality and oneness solution/standing/living/creation for and of LIFE on Earth
for ALL, regarding each ‘life’ equally as one as self? Why, despite the extent
of consequence in and as this existence of what ‘life’ has become – have we not
in fact changed for ourselves and for all? Because, this is the very Point
here, that: we’re all always only ‘changing’ as in ‘shifting dimensions’ in and
as our own Minds in and between the positive/negative and the light/dark,
creating the illusion of change in our own Minds – but, would we in/as this
change or have we in/as this apparent Mind/Dimensional change – contributed to
any real, PHYSICAL CHANGE in/as this existence, this World-System of Money’s
relationship to Humanity/this Physical Existence? No – there has been no such
actual, real, physical, evidentiary change in existence – everything and
everyone’s still creating HELL. So, within this comes to question: how long are
the ‘love
and light’ and ‘positivity’ Illusions of change going to hold, before seeing
the reality of this PHYSICAL existence: that it is US HUMANS creating this
world, governing this World System, accepting and allowing this World System? The
contribution, the direct/indirect participation in this World System by/through
All of Humanity can be traced in the decisions that are being made by Human’s
Consciousness. And so, why/how there are no ‘higher external forces’ at work
within this existence that is in ANY WAY VALID for why/how this world is the
way it is: it’s all been us, all along.
And
so, in this – I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted
and allowed myself to see, realise and understand the Evil of us, that
we’d
create the Illusion of change in our Minds, and believe it to be SO REAL
– even
though the apparent ‘change’ in the Mind/Consciousness as the shift in
the
dimensions between the energies of the negative/positive and the
dark/light bring forth no physical, real, solution to our actual,
physical, real life on
earth, that we did an interesting thing and said: “Oh, well I HAVE
CHANGED, so
this means that the evil/bad/dark/negative in this world must be because
of
SOMETHING ELSE, or SOMEONE ELSE – it can’t be ME!!! I CHANGED!!!” And,
this is
interesting – because, we didn’t in fact see the NATURE of this ‘CHANGE’ – that, we did
not QUESTION the CHANGE in itself, from the perspective of seeing, realising
and understanding: Change is not as simple as simply shifting dimensions in the
Mind within energy-experience of negative and positive. That, that very shift
in energy-experience between positive and negative is/has been us band-aiding,
‘making ourselves FEEL better’ / making ourselves FEEL CHANGED – where change
has become a feeling, an experience in the MIND, WITHOUT actually INVESTIGATING
the root, the cause, the source, the origin of/as the negative/bad/dark/evil in
and as the Mind and the
Physical. And, this is WHY we’re so uneducated in and as the Mind’s
relationship to the Physical – we’ve never in fact investigated Ourselves, who we are,
how we are in the totality of/as what manifests/comes up within the Mind, and
this is also why it was then so easy to ‘claim change and the blame consequence
onto/towards something/someone else’.
That, in this, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and
allowed myself to see, to realise, to understand – why/how No Change can be
Valid, if it does not in fact contribute to actual change in the Physical, for
Self and for All, that is physically real and Visible. In this, essentially, we
thus have to really look at redefining the Word
CHANGE and when/how it is in fact real, because what we’ve done in/as the
Evil of/as ourselves is create/define change to be an ILLUSION we manifest in
the Mind, while the Majority of/as this Physical, Real, World goes unchanged
and has gone unchanged and still continue to worsen.
In this, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and
allowed myself to see, realise and understand why there is/has been NO CHANGE,
no REAL CHANGE in and as this Physical
Existence, because for most of humanity – we’ve created the illusion of
change in the Mind based on FEELING and not on REALITY in who we are in our
inner and outer worlds, and so why/how we’d hold onto this illusion of change
in our own MINDS only and not bother with change in/as this Physical Existence,
that would take actual, real human LIVING and contribution and physical
direction. Because we’ve regarded change in ENERGY in the MIND to be MORE /
Superior than change in this ACTUAL, REAL PHYSICAL REALITY.
We’ll continue in the next post.
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