Yes, I KNOW!!! – Part 2: DAY 148
Walking with Thoughts - continued
The
First Character-Creation – continued
The
Chicken or the Egg??? – continued
How
the Fruit of Life became Rotten – continued
Who
I Am as Money – continued
(To read this post, it
must be understood that we’re walking this process/Blog - Heaven's Journey to
Life multi-dimensionally, which means – each post covers one dimension, but is
interconnected into/as multi-dimensions in our process of walking the
point/question of “who I am” and how this “I” created/manifested this entire
physical existence. Thus, suggested – to read this Blog from DAY 1, as many of
the points in previous dimensions/DAYS/posts are always brought-through into
the next days/dimensions/posts as all the dimensions interconnect as the
mutli-dimensionality we’ve created/manifested as our separation as
Energy/Consciousness from/of Life/equality and Oneness. Thus, if one is faced
with this post, and have not yet read this Blog from DAY 1 - suggest that self
first start from DAY 1, as otherwise one will have no context of many
dimensions that is walked in this post, that has been dealt with in detail in
previous posts.)
This is a continuation of DAY
147 as the point we have walked regarding our relationship to Thoughts/the
Mind as ‘I Know’ and our relationship to the World as ‘I Know’, and how this
one point/relationship within ourselves has come to determine our accepted and
allowed victimization/powerlessness to/as change as-ourselves within and
without.
I
forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see,
realise and understand how I utilize the statement of ‘I Know’ without ever
seeing, realising and understand the implication of what it is that I am in
fact stating regarding ‘who I am’ in and as this statement of ‘I know’, from
the perspective of who/what this ‘I’ is that apparently ‘Know’, and what it is
that this ‘I’ exactly in fact ‘know’. That I am not seeing, realising and
understanding what I am in fact saying/reiterating/arguing when/as and every
time I make the statement of ‘I know’: because this ‘I’ is the who I believe
myself to be in and as my relationship to the Mind, that is in fact only this
presence/awareness in the Conscious Mind and occasionally within the
Subconscious-Mind that has a ‘knowledge’ / ‘awareness’ of what goes on in the
Mind within myself. And furthermore that that knowledge/awareness ends there –
only ‘knowing’ / observing of what goes on within/as me as the Mind, and only
within the Conscious-Mind, never mind the extent of rest of the mind that exist
within and as the physical-body. And so, every time I say ‘I know’ – I am in
fact justifying ‘who I am’ as only this observer/presence/knowledge in and as
my relationship to the Mind and so essentially every single time, reiterating
and validating my limitation, victimization
and powerlessness to/as the Mind as me.
In this, furthermore – I forgive
myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and
understand the ‘know’ within the statement of ‘I know’ is not in fact me
Knowing as seeing, realising and understanding the knowledge, the blueprint,
the design, the roots/origin and the total interconnection within/between the
thoughts in my Mind/what goes on in my Mind to and as the quantum existence of
the Mind in the Physical Body. But this ‘know’ is really limited to only seeing
what is existent within and as my awareness/presence in and as the Conscious
Mind only, and so seldom within and as the Subconscious-Mind when/as
personalities activate, that I simply automatically participate within/become
without question, investigation, intimacy and/or honesty/responsibility. And
so, I do not in fact KNOW what goes on within/as the Mind as me in fact and so
this statement of/as ‘I know’ is in fact how I accept and allow myself to
deceive myself to deliberately not look further into and as what is happening
within me as the Mind, but to simply continue accepting/allowing it and ‘hope
for the best’.
I
commit myself to assist and support me to, to every time I even want to say
‘I know’ – to see, realise and understand that this has simply become a
convenient statement to speak/say with me not having to in fact
investigate/find out and/or be self-honest/take responsibility for what goes on
within and as the Mind as me. But can simply defend/protect my
powerlessness/victimization with and as reiterating/arguing for/as the
belief/relationship of ‘who I am’ in the limitation of the Conscious-Mind in my
‘knowledge’ as ‘awareness’ of only what goes on within the domain of the
Conscious-Mind. And so, commit myself to practically assist and support me to
see, realise and understand that I do not in fact ‘know’ when I say ‘I know’
that it’s in fact simply become a self-deceptive statement in and as which I
deceive myself to not HAVE to look at the detail of what in fact goes on in my
Mind and what I accept and allow within it, as it’s become more convenient to ‘simply
make the best of what’s here’ and that which I don’t want to look
at/change/investigate/face I simply give a ‘I know’ and suppress it within
myself as me.
I
commit myself to assist and support me to practically apply self-honesty
and self-responsibility in and as facing this point of ‘I know’ – to see,
realise and understand that how can ‘I know’ – when I don’t even know this ‘I’
and when I do not even in fact know the ‘know’. And so assist and support
myself to no more accept and allow myself to hide within/behind the statement ‘I
know’, but to when/as I face a point within me as the Mind – to write it out.,
walk the self-forgiveness, establish how/why such a point exist within/as my
mind and so take responsibility in self-honesty for me and walk myself into and
as a practical living solution. As I see, realise and understand that I in this
process in fact ‘get to know’ the ‘I’ and the ‘know’ in expanding/integrating
my relationship with me, within myself and so no more limit my awareness of me
only to exist within and as the limitation of/as the Conscious Mind, but expand
me in and as my awareness and LIVING
to and as the physical, and no more exist as a mere slave/follower
to/as my own Mind.
I forgive
myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and
understand how this relationship within myself to/towards the statement of ‘who
I am’ as ‘I know’ – equally as one manifest in and towards this world as me. Where
I would look at the consequences of this world within the statement ‘I know’,
when I do not in fact have any knowledge and/or relationship to/towards the
consequences of this world in terms of tracing the detail/processes and so
actual physical-experiences of the earth, animal kingdom, nature and human
beings that daily suffer in the reigns of this current World System. As the
statement ‘I know’ is/has become so much more easier to say, than having to
actually investigate who I am to/towards the consequences of this world and how
the consequences in fact manifest on earth and the lives of beings within and
on it to see, realise and understand my responsibility with in it all. And so I
would rather hide/cower away within the self-deceptive statement of ‘I know’ to
claim my ignorance of the ACTUAL knowledge and my relationship
to the consequence of this world. And how many human beings would accept this statement
of ‘I know’ and simply ‘leave it at that’ – everyone justifying ignorance and
cowardice instead of standing as self-honesty and responsibility to stand up
for and face this world as ourselves in bringing it into and as an equal
and one solution for all.
In this, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed
myself to in instances utilize this statement of ‘I know’ when I do have an
experience/reaction within me of ‘knowing that I don’t know’ – actually saying
/ speaking the words ‘I know’ in ‘hope’ that the other person, for example will
‘leave it at that’ and not push the points that is in fact coming up within me
as reactions/memories/internal conversations, but can in and as that moment of
speaking the words ‘I know’ have them and myself believe that ‘I do know’ and that just ‘knowing’ is enough
and I don’t have to take the point any further in myself/my world – simply ‘knowing
is enough’. I mean, this exist as/within the primary context of education – we’re
fed with ‘knowledge and information’ ONLY, nothing about practical living in
this world, how to ‘make it in this world’ – that is left to a primal instinct
of ‘survival of the
fittest’. With the Education System essentially saying to the Kids: “Hey,
here’s the knowledge and information – the rest is up to you”; as though, only
the knowledge and information brainwashed into kids is enough to educate them
into this world, into themselves, into living when what’s clearly showing in
the emergence of children in this world is the extent of the consequence within this acceptance and allowance of ‘knowledge
and information is enough’ and children have NO foundation on which to stand on
to face life as it exist in this world and so their mind as its reaction to
this world.
I commit myself to show that ‘I know’ and having
‘knowledge and information’ as primarily educated within the
Education-System, primarily only represents 1% of what is in fact going on in
this World. As with for example having a look at our relationship to the Mind,
when we say ‘I know’ – we in fact only know 1% of what is really going on
within/behind what we immediately see goes on in our Minds and furthermore
utilize that statement to deliberately not look further to not have to see/face
our self-honesty/responsibility within ourselves. And so also within the
education system – how little of how this world really works is taught in
schools, as children are only prepared for the 1% they need to make it in this
world system, and then deliberately left to themselves/the inherent ‘survival
of the fittest’ with no prior education
on the mind/how to effectively live in this world and so are put against each
other to fight for positions of survival. In this process of competition
for survival with the 1% education they have, the system had locked human
beings into survival to such an extent that they only tunnel-vision themselves
on money/survival – leaving their relationship to the rest of the world as ‘I
know’ and doing nothing within themselves/their lives or this relationship to
this world to bring forth any change to their current way of life/living. As
with the Mind, we’re too preoccupied within the Mind ‘selectively’ fighting for
the survival of our wants, needs and desires we pursue within our Mind in
reality that the rest as the truth of ourselves is not looked
at/investigated/faced in any way whatsoever. The consequence of this being,
that we’re transforming into a humanity of demonic-possession internally and
externally where now, being part of the world system/money is becoming more and
more difficult with the majority of humanity on the outskirts of the system
trying to survive off of nothing. And we have to face the facts of reality – we
cannot continue like this and we cannot accept/allow such a world to exist for
the children of the future.
Therefore, I commit myself to show how/why we can no more
accept and allow ourselves to cower/hide/ignore the reality of ourselves within
and without within the statement of ‘I know’ – we have to realise that, just
knowing / knowledge and information IS NOT ENOUGH to make an impact/change in
this world, on the contrary – it’s perpetuating consequence even more. ‘Cause
we’re all accepting and allowing each other’s and our own ‘I know’, and not
taking that step of investigation/introspection externally and internally to
find out HOW/WHY things are the way they are so that in that we can CHANGE it
through being/becoming the solution WITHIN and WITHOUT.
I commit myself to show, that with Desteni, Equal
Money, the Desteni I Process,
and the 7 Year Journey
to Life, we’re walking the process of stepping beyond the self-deceptive ‘I
know’ / ‘knowledge and information’ of the Mind and this World, establishing
our self-honesty and self-responsibility in our relationship to the Mind within
and the World-System without, facing the fears of facing self and this World
and with walking through the fears/resistances – and being/becoming the living
solutions to ourselves within and without. And thus call on those genuine
within the point of ‘wanting to change’ / ‘wanting change’ to self/this world
to walk with in seeing/realising/understanding this process of change starts
with self going beyond the statement of ‘I know’ and being/becoming an ‘I live’,
and what living in fact really practically mean for self and all for self in/as
existence.
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