Walking with Thoughts - Part 1: DAY 143
The
First Character-Creation – continued
The
Chicken or the Egg??? – continued
How
the Fruit of Life became Rotten – continued
Who
I Am as Money – continued
(To read this post, it
must be understood that we’re walking this process/Blog - Heaven's Journey to
Life multi-dimensionally, which means – each post covers one dimension, but is
interconnected into/as multi-dimensions in our process of walking the
point/question of “who I am” and how this “I” created/manifested this entire
physical existence. Thus, suggested – to read this Blog from DAY 1, as many of
the points in previous dimensions/DAYS/posts are always brought-through into
the next days/dimensions/posts as all the dimensions interconnect as the
mutli-dimensionality we’ve created/manifested as our separation as
Energy/Consciousness from/of Life/equality and Oneness. Thus, if one is faced
with this post, and have not yet read this Blog from DAY 1 - suggest that self
first start from DAY 1, as otherwise one will have no context of many
dimensions that is walked in this post, that has been dealt with in detail in
previous posts.)
In this post, we’re taking a moment from walking/continuing
walking the Structural Resonance Dimensions of the entire Mind Consciousness
System, and having a look at our relationship to the basic components of the Mind
as thoughts/thought-patterns, internal conversations/backchats, memories,
experiences/energies as emotions/feelings – all of which, essentially align
into, as and with Personalities/Characters and/or Sub-Characters/Personalities
that we have come to believe define the totality of who we are/the potential of
being/becoming as human beings on Earth.
I
forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise
and understand and take responsibility for
the actual structural manifestation, design, content and substance of thoughts
that occupy my Mind, and with ‘structural manifestation, design, content and substance’
I mean what thoughts really in fact look like, how it is that such a
memory as a thought of an actual moment of participation in reality can
exist as an interdimensional ‘replay’ in my Mind, what the ‘substance’ of
thoughts really in fact is as what thoughts are ‘made up of’, regarding how an
actual moment that I physically participated in, in actual reality – became ‘translated’
into my Mind into a different form and substance.
I
commit myself to show, with the continuation of walking this blog – the detailed
structural manifestation, design, content and substance of thoughts, with the
structural manifestation – what thoughts really look like when viewing them
interdimensionally-physically, in seeing, realising and understanding that
thoughts actually have a structural shape and design. How the content of
thoughts consist of/exist as moments we participated in actual
physical-reality, that was transformed by the Mind, in the Physical – into and
as interdimensional-representative moment of reality, essentially how the Mind
takes moments of actual physical-reality, and change it into and as an ‘energy
reality’. And, if one have a look at thoughts – one will realise they look
illusionary, like a ‘mirage’ one is seeing play-out within one’s Mind, that they
do not in fact have any real physical-substance, but just a reflection/remnant
of/as an actual moment experienced in physical-reality in the past.
I
forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to even question
why it is that I have for so long accepted and allowed myself to place so much
attention, and participation into and as my Mind, such as thoughts – when it is
in fact really only an ‘energy-representation’ of actual physical-reality as
memories of the past. Where the Mind in the Physical
took moments that I participated within actual physical reality, transformed
them into and as memories as energy-representations of/as actual
physical-reality, and where within this process – because of my accepted and
allowed relationship to the Mind: have placed more importance into the
memories/energy-representations of actual reality as thoughts – than the
reality of the moment and who I was in that moment. That, what is interesting
regarding the nature of memories and thoughts, is that I always focus on ‘others’
/ ‘the environment’ – but never question/investigate/look at the detail of WHO
I WAS in that moment in the past as the memory now manifested as an
energy-representation of/as actual physical-reality.
I
commit myself to show, what’s fascinating in our relationship to thoughts
is that their content – when/as/while we’re thinking, that we never actually
consider investigating/looking at OURSELVES, within ourselves in our
relationships to our past/memories and interactions with people. That, most of
the time – our thoughts is ABOUT others, who we are in relationship to OTHERS, and
how we in our Minds with thoughts formulate/alter memories and/or past
experiences in our Minds and can shape an actual physical moment of reality
into and as an complete opposite story of what really in fact happened in
actual physical reality.
Not seeing, realising and understanding the extent to which
we’ll assume/interpret another/the environment when we replay a reality-moment
in our Minds and reshape/formulate/design it the more and more we talk to
ourselves about it in our own Minds. Not seeing, realising and understanding
the extent to which we shape actual physical-reality in our MINDS, and then
believing the energy-reality/version of what happened in actual reality is
REAL, but we’ve distorted it so much with our own
assumptions/interpretations/fears/judgments that it is not fact what really
happened in actual physical-reality.
I forgive
myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and
understand the extent to which I have misconstrued actual physical reality
moments, in and as my energy-reality as the Mind – that I forgive myself for
never questioning what it is that I am in fact doing/busy with in the confines
of my Mind as I look at thoughts/memories/imaginations of the past,
present and future and really ‘talk to myself’ as I look at the
representation of actual physical-reality, now transformed into and as the
manifestation of thought/memory/imagination. And in the talking and looking and
my personal-experience to and as the memory/thought/imagination: I am in fact
busy changing what really in fact happened in actual physical-reality. In this,
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and
understand how I would change/alter actual physical-reality, in and as my
energy reality as the mind and then make myself believe that how I had changed
the thought/memory/imagination and misconstrued actual physical reality, is
REAL – simply because of the extent of trust and belief that exist that
whatever goes on in my
Mind, is MORE Real than what really in fact happens in actual physical
reality interactions/participations.
I commit myself to
show, why/how it is that we never questioned this point regarding really
looking at and investigating why/how it is that we believe and trust
how we can misconstrue, misrepresent and change actual physical-reality
interactions/participations in our environment and with people, through having
internal conversations with ourselves together with energy
experiences/reactions as our personal assumptions, interpretations and
perceptions that emerge from within us that completely change/alter realty. Not
seeing, realising and understand how we use internal conversations/backchat and
reactions of emotions/feelings as our personal-‘relationship connections’ to
and as a memory/past experience/person that manifest as a thought in our Minds,
that we’ll use as ‘laser beams’ to re-script/imprint into and as a
memory/thought OUR own PERSONAL version of the scene that really played out in
actual physical-reality participation. ‘Leaving our mark’, essentially on OUR
Territory as the Mind in and as which we can be, see, change and experience reality
to whatever serve only ourselves/our Ego – not seeing, realising and
understanding: ‘Changing the Mind’ / ‘thoughts’ / ‘memories’ / ‘imagination’ –
does not mean it in fact change reality.
I forgive
myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to for so long believe, that
whatever I do in my Mind – in my imagination with thoughts and memories: is
Real, and that the reality of the Mind and what I do within it has any impact
whatsoever on the actual reality of the physical. When, it’s fascinating that I
can sit and think/imagine, ‘play’ with memories, talk to myself within my Mind,
generate lots of energy as emotions/feelings as I start producing my own movie
from scenes of the past – speaking as simultaneously scripting my own narrative
of moments of actual physical-reality participation/experience that I stored
and filed in my Mind…YET – it has no impact on/as my physical-world in/as that
instant in any way whatsoever. What DOES have impact, however – is the words I
speak and the actions I live, which is PHYSICAL, real PRACTICAL things; yet
despite this evidence, I still beLIEve
that THOUGHTS are REAL and that what I imagine in my Mind will become
reality, completely OBVLIVIOUS to the fact that it is in fact the Words I speak
and the actions I live that come to determine my living reality and so my world
and so the world as a whole.
In this, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and
allowed myself to see, realise and understand the extent of the delusion of
this relationship to thoughts and imagination in the mind, animated by voices
in the head and energy experiences, that I would believe such an energy reality
to be REAL, while completely oblivious to the actual physical-reality of
things.
I commit myself to show why/how it is that whatever we do
within our Minds, in regards to how we have shaped our relationship to
ourselves, others and this physical-world as a whole is questionable from
the perspective that, we’ve been creating an complete alternate story of the
actual physical-evidence of what is here in and as this physical-existence, and
how we LOOK at things in our Minds – such as at memories/thoughts/imagination,
that LOOKING has been determined by/through our definition of ourselves/ ‘who
we are’ within our Minds. That we’ve never really in detail investigated
ourselves, our relationship to our physical body, our relationship with other
human beings, our relationship to this physical-existence, we’ve simply
automatically accepted/trusted that whatever we conjure up in our Minds in
altering/misconstruing/changing reality – is what ‘must be real’, because WE’RE
looking at it/seeing it as such. But not realising, seeing and understanding
that we’re not in fact just looking/seeing things in our Minds – we’re actually
creating it that way through how we talk to ourselves and experience ourselves
within and as emotions and feelings.
Thus, I commit myself to show – why/how it is imperative
that human beings take a breath, stop for a moment and really have a look at/investigate
what one is doing, accepting
and allowing within one’s Mind as the extent to which we manipulate the
reality of things, to see this OUR WAY, instead of looking at what is HERE in
fact; and one will within this process see, realise and understand the extent
to which one’s relationship with others and the world is based on assumptions
and interpretations and perception created in ONE’S OWN MIND, and not the real
physical evidence of what is HERE.
We’ll continue in DAY 144 with walking this relationship to
THOUGHTS, to see, realise and understand the full extent to which human beings
have in fact come to exist in an alternate energy reality of the Mind, and how
little is in fact physically, practically lived/walked in this World.
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Very clear and direct explanation here - thanks!