Thought Designs – Part 3: DAY 155
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Walking with Thoughts - continued
The
First Character-Creation – continued
The
Chicken or the Egg??? – continued
How
the Fruit of Life became Rotten – continued
Who
I Am as Money – continued
(To read this post, it
must be understood that we’re walking this process/Blog - Heaven's Journey to
Life multi-dimensionally, which means – each post covers one dimension, but is
interconnected into/as multi-dimensions in our process of walking the
point/question of “who I am” and how this “I” created/manifested this entire
physical existence. Thus, suggested – to read this Blog from DAY 1, as many of
the points in previous dimensions/DAYS/posts are always brought-through into
the next days/dimensions/posts as all the dimensions interconnect as the
mutli-dimensionality we’ve created/manifested as our separation as
Energy/Consciousness from/of Life/equality and Oneness. Thus, if one is faced
with this post, and have not yet read this Blog from DAY 1 - suggest that self
first start from DAY 1, as otherwise one will have no context of many
dimensions that is walked in this post, that has been dealt with in detail in
previous posts.)
We’re continuing walking Thought Designs as walked in DAY 152,
153
and 154
wherein in this Post, we’re having a look at the ‘Running/Racing Thought’
Design in the Conscious-Mind. Thus, referencing the post Thought
Designs: Part 1, where we established the following design and definition
of Running/Racing Thoughts:
Running/Racing
Thoughts are thoughts that literally ‘speed’ through your Mind – that manifest
within and as your Conscious-Mind, when you are within linear time-space
reality; possessed by/through and within a particular-specific
energetic-reaction. Wherein – the thoughts that speed through your mind are in
resonant-alignment with and as the energetic-reaction you’re possessed-within,
in and as that particular moment, and so will also use the thoughts to
generate/charge the energy one’s in even-More, which cycle one in and as the
Mind in a continued-experience, stuck in a moment with thoughts and energy.
Within this, essentially giving one insight into and as the
Science of Thought that will be more specifically walked in/as the Quantum Mind
Interview Series, as one walk with the Interviews into and as an entirely
unexplored realm of/as the interdimensional-physical system as the Mind in the
Physical Body.
I
forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise
and understand the various Thought Designs that exist within and as my
Conscious-Mind, that I would consider that, with the amount/extent of TIME I
spend within and as my Mind and thoughts/thinking processes that I would really
know and understand how everything that goes on in my Mind relate to who I am
in my relationships, how it affect/influence my physical body and so determine
my decisions and within that my behaviour/living – but I have not, I have
accepted and allowed myself to obliviously, ignorantly continue participation
and definition to/as my Mind, and especially my thoughts, thinking processes
and internal conversations/backchat, without seeing, realising and
understanding how this One Primary relationship had come to determine my
nature, living and relationships and so consequence in my relationships to
myself, my physical body, this physical existence and humanity as a whole.
I
commit myself to show, that the solution to human nature has been RIGHT
HERE in front of us and within us, as our relationship to our Thoughts/Thinking
and the Physical-Breath – two of the most simple relationships that we haven’t
questioned regarding why we’re not living in absolute equality and oneness with
the
physical-body, walking with and as breath, but in constant, continuous
preoccupation in thoughts/thinking, completely taken away from REALITY, that if
we’d exist in equality and oneness with the physical body, the physical body
itself does not discriminate based on culture, beliefs, skin colour, race,
generational history…That, if one would dare investigate the Mind from
thoughts, walking the process as structured in the Desteni I Process of
identifying Personalities in the Mind and how our very thinking was formed from
memories of the past/others, that so determined our ‘who we are’ as mere
copies/duplicates of the external world that came to imprint as our internal
world and so determined the very nature and content of our thoughts and
automatically accepted and allowed this as “life”. And so, within walking this
process, one will see the answer to life as breath, as physical equality and
oneness and so the solution to standing as such, as walking one’s Mind from
separation and the consequences thereof, to physical equality and oneness. Learning,
essentially the extent of the consequences and so responsibility we have
accepted and allowed and abdicated ourselves to, within this one accepted and
allowed shift in relationship from the Physical to the Mind, where only our
individual Minds had become our concern, instead of the PHYSICAL equality and oneness for and as ALL as
ourselves.
I
forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise
and understand the existent design of ‘Running/Racing’ Thoughts within and as
my Conscious-Mind and why/how the Quantum Mind/Consciousness utilize such
‘Running/Racing’ Thoughts in/as my entire Mind-Physical relationship to
deliberately in a moment initiate an ‘Thought Storm’ in/as my mind that
essentially keep me from facing a moment of self-honesty and self-responsibility
within and as my interaction in and as my external environment. For Example:
I would face a moment in my world, with another person and
the person would say/do something in a particular way, where ALL of a sudden –
my Mind/Conscious-Mind start RACING with thoughts running through it as the
energy reaction I experienced in that moment towards the person at the same
time start accumulating more and more and more, as my thoughts continue racing
through my Conscious Mind, running rampant that can lead to me taking myself
into my Mind’s imagination, within the energy-possession imagining myself in
relationship to this person in various ways that simply just further add fuel
to the fire, and so in my Mind generate myself into and as an absolute
possession.
Where, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed
myself to see, realise and understand the extent of the problem when ONE moment
with/as another person can ‘set of my Mind / thoughts / reactions / internal
conversation and imagination’ within and as me, not ever questioning: “Where do
these thoughts come from? How can my imagination be taken to such extremes?
Where do these visualizations come from with regards to what I can imagine
towards another person when in a reaction towards them? Why was it necessary to
go into my Mind, talk to myself with them in my Mind, imagine my relationship
to them in my Mind and REACT to them within the extent that I did, when all
that was required in that moment was a breath and a direct communication to
bring the moment/conversation/circumstance into and as an equal and one
solution? Why have I throughout my life not questioned why we have to always
REACT to each other, why us human beings can’t ever communicate, direct and
immediately come up with practical solutions that would be best for all
involved?”
In this, I forgive
myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and
understand or question the extent of my relationship to the Mind, when/as an
ENERGY can manifest within me, that set off my Mind into and as an completely
rollercoaster with random thoughts, imaginations and reactions being fuelled
within me, the more and more I continue participating within them. That I
hadn’t ever considered seeing this direct relationship to ENERGY
reactions/experiences and THOUGHT
within the context of both the good
and the bad, where my own THOUGHTS can charge more feeling/emotion as
experience within me, than me having any equal and one consideration for
another human being, animal, nature, the earth or this physical existence as a
whole. That we have privatized and so exalted our own THOUGHTS/imagination as
an alternate reality of energy as the Mind in the Physical to hold more
meaning, value and importance and so “experience”, than us actually considering
our relationship to what is REAL HERE as actual human beings, the earth, the
animal kingdom and this physical existence as a whole.
I mean, how much does it in fact then say about ‘who I am’
if mere thoughts can generate the most “experience” as feeling/emotion within
me, that apparently signifies me being ‘alive / living’, than the suffering,
pain and consequence of so many actual humans, the earth, the animal kingdom
and this physical existence as a whole???
I
commit myself to show, the concerning nature of one reaction – and this can
be taken into the context of both ‘good and bad’ reactions, where one reaction
to an external point/person, can set off the Mind into a flurry/racing of
thoughts, imagination that run/speed through the Mind as a complete ‘take over’
that automatically manifest within us with no direct control/choice to/as what
in fact in that moment Manifest within our Minds. Not ever seeing, realising and
understanding within this, how FAST the Mind move in and as such a
moment/instance, that we hadn’t ever considered in that moment that it was not
in fact self, here in directive-principle in and as that moment in one’s
relationship to self, the Mind and the other human being/situation, from the
perspective of: one do not even realise how that initial energy reaction was
created/where it comes from in the first place…it just automatically emerged,
and then from there activated ALL the thoughts and taken it into imagination in
the Mind. Sending one in that moment into and as a completely alternate
MIND-reality, instead of remaining here in actual physical reality and
directing the moment through breath, in communication into and as an equal and
one/best practical solution for all parties involved.
I
commit myself to show, for example with running/racing thoughts within the
context of a friction/conflict instance with another person: the energy would
RISE and so the content/nature of the thoughts would be in equal and one
alignment to/as the nature of the anger. As with for example when someone
angered you, everything in your Mind/Consciousness that would as memories be in
context to this reaction of anger, the nature of your relationship with other
person and/or the particular conversation/situation you were facing: would all
‘activate’ in the Quantum Mind in the Physical, emerge as an actual ‘defined
energy entity’ that would take over the Mind in the Physical and so initiate
all the thoughts, the internal conversations/backchats and so the
nature/content of the imagination in/as the Mind. And, the more self accept and
allow self to participate in that which Consciousness direct in that moment,
the more one give it attention and so ENERGY, the more the MIND is fuelled
in/as that moment and so one’s ‘personal “experience”’ in/as that moment.
Where, in such moments, we’re more concerned with what comes up in the MIND,
than considering actually moving ourselves, taking responsibility in the
moment, conversation and relationship and communicate/direct the moment in/as self
awareness into and as an equal and one solution for both/all involved.
Where, I commit myself to show – in/as such instances of/as
emotional/negative/’bad’ reactions and mind-state that manifest in/as our
relationship to another person/situation, where such reactions are ‘triggered’
from/of an entire database collection of memories and so relationships to
personalities in our Mind that will accordingly by Consciousness determine ‘who
we are’ in/as our Mind-Physical relationship in such a moment. Completely
oblivious / unaware of the extent of the quantum mind processes
involved in/as such a moment/instance of friction/conflict in/as our
world/reality. That we as humanity should essentially be ashamed with in any
way linking ourselves to civility / evolution, when we cannot even work
together and live together without REACTING to the extent that we do to
ourselves and each other and the extremes and consequences such mind reactions
can take us into and as, with not even being able to when/as disagreements do
manifest, to sit together and DISCUSS the situation/circumstance and come to an
equal and one solution that would be best for all involved.
Thus, I commit myself to, assist and support me,
when/as I find that there emerge this sudden/unexpected SURGE of
emotion/feeling within me, that I immediately stop and I breathe, as I see,
realise and understand that I did not in that moment make a decision, an
informed aware decision in/as the spoken/living word to react in/as energy, but
that it automatically, immediately emerged. And so, as I breathe to slow down
myself from the energy high of the Mind, into and as stability here with and as
the physical body: to re-assess the moment, relationship and communication and
ensure that I direct the moment in such a way where both/all involved can sit
down, make an agreement to talk it through until all together come to a
decision that is best for all.
In this then, to in/as my own time, sit with myself in writing, self-forgiveness and self-corrective
application and identify the detail of what happened in/as that instance
that caused me to react, what triggered it, how is it related to any past
memories/instances, how did I come to automatically accept/allow such a way of
reaction/behaviour and so release myself from such a mind and behavioural
pattern and commit/align myself to instead always remain stable, here in and as
breath and not again accept and allow myself to in/as such instances, be possessed
by/through the Mind, but that I stand/remain self-aware as the directive
principle of me in/as a moment, here.
We’ll in the next post continue walking the Mind’s
Structural Resonance Dimensions, where we’re continuing walking the detail of
how the Main Mind and Main Personality/Character System together with the
Sub-Characters/Personalities interact/interrelate in/as the Quantum Mind
existence within the Physical Body, where we’re essentially continuing the
process with how exactly we come to manifest ‘voices in the head’ of/as the
Personalities we’ve become as the Mind in the Physical.
And will within/as the continuity of/as this process, walk
more on the components of the Mind as thought, internal
conversations/backchats/voices in the head and energy reactions of
emotions/feelings to more and more and more understand the Mind, and so the
potential/opportunity for change.
Great practical support for moments of anger/ mind possession with racing thoughts! Thank you
Awesome support here - thanks!