Walking with Thoughts - Part 2: DAY 144
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The
First Character-Creation – continued
The
Chicken or the Egg??? – continued
How
the Fruit of Life became Rotten – continued
Who
I Am as Money – continued
(To read this post, it
must be understood that we’re walking this process/Blog - Heaven's Journey to
Life multi-dimensionally, which means – each post covers one dimension, but is
interconnected into/as multi-dimensions in our process of walking the
point/question of “who I am” and how this “I” created/manifested this entire
physical existence. Thus, suggested – to read this Blog from DAY 1, as many of
the points in previous dimensions/DAYS/posts are always brought-through into
the next days/dimensions/posts as all the dimensions interconnect as the
mutli-dimensionality we’ve created/manifested as our separation as
Energy/Consciousness from/of Life/equality and Oneness. Thus, if one is faced
with this post, and have not yet read this Blog from DAY 1 - suggest that self
first start from DAY 1, as otherwise one will have no context of many dimensions
that is walked in this post, that has been dealt with in detail in previous
posts.)
This is a continuation of DAY
143 – Walk with Thoughts, walking the self-forgiveness and self-commitment
statements regarding the acceptance, allowance and within that realisation and
responsibility in one’s relationship to thoughts, with the consequence as well
as the solution to what we have become in our self-definition to/as thoughts
and thinking.
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself
to see, realise, understand and take responsibility for/as my relationship
of me to Thoughts in my Mind, not ever really questioning/investigating this
particular relationship I have to my thoughts, because I have within and
throughout my life believed that ‘it is me thinking’, it is ‘me speaking to
myself’. When – as I slow myself down in/as breath in the physical body,
focusing myself on breathing, what I see is that my thoughts simply ‘come up
automatically’ within me. Not seeing, realising and understanding that if it
were in fact me thinking: ME thinking – I would be the one directing the
thoughts, deciding the thoughts, the nature/content of the thoughts etc. – but
I do not. That I forgive myself for not seeing, realising and understanding how
I have missed the obvious point in the statement ME Thinking, that I have
missed the point of ME and immediately jumped into the thinking as me THINKING.
In this missing of me, missing the point of me as a starting-point within this process
of thinking, actually being aware of my decision in the moment ‘to think’,
but I am not aware in any way whatsoever as the Thoughts simply automatically
manifest within my Mind.
I commit myself to show why/how it is that we have never
questioned this relationship
to ourselves as thoughts/thinking, why/how it is that we have never
questioned why it is that we really in fact always only ‘speak to ourselves’ in
our own Minds primarily – with no direct, equal and one communication with
anything/anyone physical, human, animal, nature, this physical-existence. Sure,
we do ‘communicate’ with other human beings, but not before we’ve scripted the
conversations with others verbally in/as our own Minds and/or through already
pre-programmed Personalities of the
Mind that simply automatically determine how we’ll think, behave,
experience ourselves, the words we’ll speak, how we’ll speak them; to the
tonalities/pitches as well. That in the enclosure as the Mind that has become
our existence, we’ve believed and accepted it to be who we are to such an
extent, that we really believe and accept that ‘it’s all there is to the
human/ourselves’.
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself
to see, realise and understand, how – in this
accepted and allowed relationship to my thoughts of “this is me, this is all
there is to me”, that I would thus never question my thoughts - who I am within
my thoughts, never question my living - who I am within my living, never
question this world or who I am within this world, simply because of this one
simple point in my one relationship with my thoughts. That if/as my thoughts
can direct me in automation, with me believing that I’m the one thinking when
I’m not and am in fact simply a follower – what/who else within me and my world
am I accepting and allowing as such a relationship, if such a relationship
exist as a primary relationship within me?
I commit myself to show, that with this internal accepted
and allowed belief of ‘who I am as my thoughts’ and ‘I am thinking’ that I in
this simply accept and allow the automation of thoughts. Never considering in
fact changing/realising how thoughts reflect within their very nature/content
the truth/reality of my being/nature: that this is one simple relationship
within ourselves that would thus influence our living actions and behaviours in
our external world/reality. Such as, for example our relationship to the World
System of Money in its direct-relationship to the consequence of poverty,
famine, war, starvation, pollution, animal abuse/slaughter, nature eradication,
animal extinction – that all of this is ravaging this world, yet it all only
exist as a thought that manifest within our Minds for a moment.
In this, I
commit myself to show - as what we in fact have done to our relationship to
this physical-existence: is acceptance and allowance within the belief of ‘this
is how it is, this is how humanity is – and that’s it’, equally as one as how
we exist in our minds ‘this is how I am – that’s it’. That, what is physically
manifested in this world as the consequence of our relationship to Money –
where the consequence of this world exist purely as thoughts brushed aside in
the Minds of the Elite, while it’s a physical reality for the majority of this
earth, animals and humans. That what is causing this separation is our
relationship to the Mind within and Money without, especially for the Elite of
this World, in how we can organize our Minds to align reality to thought and
ourselves to money and so believe that we are somehow in control of
ourselves/our lives…when the consequence of this world as the Physical as what
is Real is slowly but surely creeping up into and as the Minds
and Lives of the Elite of this world, in showing that: Thought and Money do
not change the consequence of what our actions/inactions and acceptances and
allowances of done to this physical existence in and as our relationship to the
Mind within and Money without.
I
forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise
and understand – how such one simple accepted and allowed relationship
to/towards only my thoughts, for example, can determine/define ‘who I am’
within/towards all my relationships within and as my external world/reality. Within
this not seeing, realising and understanding how, whatever I accept and allow
AS ME in and as my definition, relationship and experience of ‘who I am’, in
fact become the acceptance, definition, relationship and experience in and as
the without of/as me. With having a look at this one point for example as
Thought, that I’ve accepted and allowed the consequences of this Reality to
become but mere thoughts
in my Mind, in and as which I believe I have the power to ignore/deny
reality through simply ignoring/denying the THOUGHTS of reality in/as my Mind,
as long as I don’t see it in my Mind and I can for such extended period of time
ignore/deny that it is in fact really happening/manifesting in the lives of
actual human beings, animals and nature/the earth. Making my relationship to
the Mind a place where I can transform reality into thought to deliberately not
have to really LOOK AT and FACE the physical reality of here and what is being
done unto fellow human beings, earth, the animal kingdom and this physical
existence as a whole.
And so in this, I forgive
myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to deliberately transform/change
reality into thoughts in my Mind so that I can ignore/deny/resist reality as I
please, while what I put FIRST in my Mind is my own wants, needs and desires –
deliberately, essentially in my Mind making the decision to place my Ego FIRST
above the countless of lives of humans, earth, nature and the animal-kingdom that
are suffering the consequence of reality. But that I’d rather change reality in
my Mind as thoughts, instead of actually physical really doing anything REAL to
contribute to Life
on Earth for All in equality and oneness here, and through my Mind, manipulate
reality to serve only me.
I
commit myself to show – the extent to which we’d deliberately
change/transform reality into and as Thoughts in our Minds, where we believe we
have the power/control/authority to ignore/deny the reality of/as this physical
existence that we’re in fact responsible for. As what allows human beings to
change reality into thought, whisk away the negative/bad in the mind and pursue
the positive/good/desire/personal interests: is MONEY.
And for those to have Money, to pursue their interests and ignore/deny reality
in THOUGHT – the very money they own come from the very system that is taking
from/of the very lives of humans, the earth, nature, the animal-kingdom for
them to have the luxury of denying/ignoring reality into thought and only
pursuing wants, needs and desires – before sorting out this world practically,
physically for all, in equality
and oneness here for all to have an equal
life/living in and on this Earth.
