Thought
and TI(e)-ME (Part Two): DAY 253
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Artwork by: Marlen Vargas Del Razo
TIME
Character/Personality – continued
The
FORCE - continued
The
Chicken or the Egg??? – continued
How
the Fruit of Life became Rotten – continued
Who
I Am as Money – continued
(To read this post, it
must be understood that we’re walking this process/Blog - Heaven's Journey to Life multi-dimensionally, which means – each post covers one dimension, but
is interconnected into/as multi-dimensions in our process of walking the point/question
of “who I am” and how this “I” created/manifested this entire physical
existence. Thus, suggested – to read this Blog from DAY 1, as many of the
points in previous dimensions/DAYS/posts are always brought-through into the
next days/dimensions/posts as all the dimensions interconnect as the multi-dimensionality
we’ve created/manifested as our separation as Energy/Consciousness from/of
Life/equality and Oneness. Thus, if one is faced with this post, and
have not yet read this Blog from DAY 1 - suggest that self first start from DAY
1, as otherwise one will have no context of many dimensions that is walked in
this post, that has been dealt with in detail in previous posts.)
We’re continuing with the THOUGHT-Dimension of the TIME
Character/Personality, both in relation to our general relationship to Time,
and how this evolved in/as Consciousness to also representing our
Time-Relationship to/as the end of the world / doomsday prophecies and
predictions.
In and from this Post, we’re going to walk the Process of
Self Forgiveness and Self Commitments, investigating Thought’s relationship to
Personality Systems, to ourselves and what it in fact means that One Thought can
determine, can change, can influence/affect ‘who, how and what I am’ in a
moment of Breath.
THOUGHT Dimension:
Self Forgiveness
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself
to see, realise and understand the Process of how Personality Systems of the
Mind/Consciousness activate with and as One Thought, referred to as the ‘Micro-Chip’-Thought
as it is this One Thought, this Chip, as a Memory that stands as the “mini
Brain” of a Personality System; so that when and as a Personality System becomes
activated – this Thought will be the representation/embodiment of/as the
Personality System that will “pave the way before me” to be/become possessed
within and as a Personality System, as the Domino’s Fall from the Thought, to
the Imagination, to the Backchat/Internal Conversation, Reactions and eventual
Physical Behaviour.
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself
to see, realise and understand how, within and as this relationship to One Thought,
“paving the way before me” as becoming the possession of/as a Personality
System as the domino’s fall, simultaneously separating me farther and farther
from/of me, the here, the moment in/as Physical Breath – how this show, that we’re
in the “present” as the moment the Thought activate, creating the Future
from/as the Past as the very Thought-itself as a Memory-manifestation is the
past in/as our Minds that activate and will thus Determine ‘who/how/what I am
and live’. And it is in that living as the Personality, in the present that is
the Past-Manifest: that I will recreate the same Future, that I will continue
existing as the “same me” as Personality that ‘I’ve always been’ and so I won’t
change, my behaviour/living won’t change, my relationships won’t change, my
world won’t change – as it all Pivot within and from Me and who, how and what I
am in/as relationship to it All.
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself
to see, realise and understand how my relationship to Time exist in/as my Mind
as Thoughts as Memories, of past experiences for example where I had faced
consequence for being late, not being on time, that manifested as memories
within my Unconscious Mind. Now, because of my Reaction to such memories/past
experiences, what I haven’t seen, realised and understood with regards to how the
Mind/Consciousness operate/function is that: instead of me taking
responsibility for the miss-take of not taking responsibility in preparing
myself effectively in physical-reality to be “on time”, I reacted in ENERGY
to/as the miss-take in my Mind, which then caused me to be inferior/less than
the miss-take. As, in Reaction - I am making the statement that the miss-take
has power over/of me. Then what happens is, because I created an
Energy-Relationship to a Memory/Past experience in my Mind, with me inferior to
the superiority of the miss-take/past experience now existent as a Memory
within me – I essentially give Consciousness as the ‘awareness of Energy’ the
power/ability to utilize such a Memory/past experience and my relationship to
it in/as energy-reaction for its own Evolution, functioning. Then, with that
Memory existing in my Mind, my Consciousness – enslaved to it, disempowered in
relationship to it, what instead happens when I face time, is: the Memory will
activate, I will AGAIN go into energy-reaction in relation to “being on time”
and so motivate my relationship to Time through Energy-Reaction from a
Past-Memory. Over and over and over again, in the “present”, creating the
Future from the Past – keeping Myself in/as this Process “time-loop” of
existing in “fear of Time” based on an energy-relationship/reaction to/as a
Past Memory.
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself
to see, realise and understand another dimension existent in this process of
where we tend to React to past experiences/memories, such as Time, and then
instead of establishing a practical Solution for ourselves, to Prevent future
consequence and/or if/as Future Consequence do manifest, how to “prepare the
way before self” to be able to direct it/take responsibility for it
effectively: we Use Consequence
and our energy-reactive relationship to/towards it in OUR MINDS to ‘motivate’
our living in/as this Physical Existence. As with the example of time, we’re
using the Past Miss-Take and our energy-reaction to/towards it to motivate us
in/as our living and relationship to time, not seeing, realising and
understanding within this how: we “become Past-Consequence” in/as that moment,
and so we believe that “through holding past Consequence and our reaction to it
as a Memory in our Mind” – we’ll “prevent ourselves from recreating
it/re-manifesting it”, so we’re always in this, with Consequence in Mind, as Consequence
we become in the Mind, trying to “run away from it, avoid it” – believing that
this is “Prevention”. When what it in fact is, is using
Fear and/or emotional reactions to a Memory as like “the Devil in the Mind”
constantly reminding us of our past Miss-takes and instilling fear / various
emotional Reactions to “not make the same miss-takes”. This drives one into the
Mind as Energy, activating multi-dimensional reactions/experiences
Personalities and can consequentially manifest oneself into and as extreme
Stress, Anxiety and Fear to the detriment of one’s mental and physical
functioning. And, how often for example - despite having such a “Past Miss-take
Consequence Possession” starting point, that we STILL make the same miss-takes
over and over and over again, often because we’re More Afraid of making the
miss-take that we then don’t take Reality into consideration and that there are
instances where in reality, it’s not in our immediate control, but then we’d “blame
ourselves extensively” and so simply Create / activate MORE Consequence.
Like for example, let’s say one exist in this Possession in relationship to
Time, being driven/motivated by fear of a past Miss-Take of being late/not
being on time, and there was a Reality Contingency of Traffic due to an
accident; but because that Time Possession is driving/motivating one, one will
go into MORE FEAR within one’s Mind -
when all that self could have done, if not in that Time Possession is breathe,
is realise this is Reality Contingency not in one’s power/control and one thus
could Explain to the appointment/people the Reality Contingency that manifested.
But, now in/as this Personality Possession of Time – all the benefit is the
MIND as one continue fuelling/charging the Reactions of the Mind.
In this, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and
allowed myself to see, realise and understand that how I now exist as “Prevention”
through holding/keeping/burdening myself with Past Miss-Takes as Memories and
my reactions to it that the Mind/Consciousness have utilized as building-blocks
for/as Personality Systems – is not Prevention, as all I do is in fact “run
away from/avoid” Consequence in the Past and my relationship to it, and
actually through this, create MORE Consequence. Because, my starting point
becomes Consequence and my energy-relationship to it, therefore Consequence “becomes
me” and so I lead a Consequential existence. When, what is in fact REAL
Prevention, is LEARNING and UNDERSTANDING the Past Miss-Take, how did I
Miss-Take a moment and how can I Re-Take that moment to change me, to change my
relationship to reality to not in the present, create
the Future from the Past. But “prepare the way before me” within and as the
Directive Principle of actual, real Self-Change within and as who I am as a
Living Statement, and not accept and allow the Past to Haunt me/Memories to
Motivate who/how/what I am. In this then, how Past Miss-Takes becomes the “building
blocks” of be establishing my Awareness, my Living, my Change in who/how/what I
am in/as my Living through learning from them, understanding them and in fact
CHANGING ME, instead of “building blocks” for/as the Mind’s Personality
Possessions that only keep me locked, enslaved,
subject to and disempowered in/as the past, present and future Time Machine of
the Mind/Consciousness without any real change possible.
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself
to see, realise and understand how one Thought as One Memory, which has been
defined/stand within and as the context/embodiment/representation of/as my
reactive Relationship to Time – can Tie-Me to/as TIME in/as a consequential
relationship that only benefit the evolution of the Mind/Consciousness
Personalities and in no way actually assist and support me into and as equal
and one effective Living. As Time becomes this Demon in my Mind, haunting me,
possessing me, to become a possessive/obsessive person in/as my relationship to
Time – all of which, really in fact only exist in/as the Mind. That, to change is my Responsibility
as I am in/as T – making the choice,
as acceptance and allowance for things to exist in MY Mind as they do,
determining/defining the I, the Me, the Personality I become in/as my
relationship to time, that determine my living/behaviour as M manifestation and
the E as Energy I become possessed within and as.
That, to change me –I have to look at the relationship I have
towards me, with this “me” at the Moment, everything that exist/come up
within and as my Mind. To, for example UNTI(e)-ME from/of my relationship to
time as it exist in my MIND through Releasing myself from/of the Memories, the
past Miss-Takes as Burdens Haunting me. And in this Release through Writing and Self
Forgiveness, assist and support myself in and as the Commitment Statements
to re-establish, re-take ‘who I am’ in/as Relationship to Time in such a way
where I can live in/as Stability in relationship to Time, and not have it
become a Point of obsession/possession as Preoccupation and start focusing on
the Important things, such as re-aligning myself/my living into effective
living expression, to start focusing on how we’re going to take Responsibility
for in Changing this World/Humanity etc. –
how much Time, does our Obsession/Possession in relation to Time in fact take
within and throughout our daily living, when All of that can change, through
simply changing our relationship to Time?
We’ll continue in the Commitment Statements in the Next
Post, also bringing through the Time-Relationship to 2012 and Thought.
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