Thought and TI(e)-ME (Part Two): DAY 253

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Thought and TI(e)-ME (Part Two): DAY 253 - Stop the woes of "living"

The FORCE - continued

Who I Am as Money – continued

(To read this post, it must be understood that we’re walking this process/Blog - Heaven's Journey to Life multi-dimensionally, which means – each post covers one dimension, but is interconnected into/as multi-dimensions in our process of walking the point/question of “who I am” and how this “I” created/manifested this entire physical existence. Thus, suggested – to read this Blog from DAY 1, as many of the points in previous dimensions/DAYS/posts are always brought-through into the next days/dimensions/posts as all the dimensions interconnect as the multi-dimensionality we’ve created/manifested as our separation as Energy/Consciousness from/of Life/equality and Oneness. Thus, if one is faced with this post, and have not yet read this Blog from DAY 1 - suggest that self first start from DAY 1, as otherwise one will have no context of many dimensions that is walked in this post, that has been dealt with in detail in previous posts.)

We’re continuing with the THOUGHT-Dimension of the TIME Character/Personality, both in relation to our general relationship to Time, and how this evolved in/as Consciousness to also representing our Time-Relationship to/as the end of the world / doomsday prophecies and predictions.
In and from this Post, we’re going to walk the Process of Self Forgiveness and Self Commitments, investigating Thought’s relationship to Personality Systems, to ourselves and what it in fact means that One Thought can determine, can change, can influence/affect ‘who, how and what I am’ in a moment of Breath.

THOUGHT Dimension: Self Forgiveness
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and understand the Process of how Personality Systems of the Mind/Consciousness activate with and as One Thought, referred to as the ‘Micro-Chip’-Thought as it is this One Thought, this Chip, as a Memory that stands as the “mini Brain” of a Personality System; so that when and as a Personality System becomes activated – this Thought will be the representation/embodiment of/as the Personality System that will “pave the way before me” to be/become possessed within and as a Personality System, as the Domino’s Fall from the Thought, to the Imagination, to the Backchat/Internal Conversation, Reactions and eventual Physical Behaviour.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and understand how, within and as this relationship to One Thought, “paving the way before me” as becoming the possession of/as a Personality System as the domino’s fall, simultaneously separating me farther and farther from/of me, the here, the moment in/as Physical Breath – how this show, that we’re in the “present” as the moment the Thought activate, creating the Future from/as the Past as the very Thought-itself as a Memory-manifestation is the past in/as our Minds that activate and will thus Determine ‘who/how/what I am and live’. And it is in that living as the Personality, in the present that is the Past-Manifest: that I will recreate the same Future, that I will continue existing as the “same me” as Personality that ‘I’ve always been’ and so I won’t change, my behaviour/living won’t change, my relationships won’t change, my world won’t change – as it all Pivot within and from Me and who, how and what I am in/as relationship to it All.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and understand how my relationship to Time exist in/as my Mind as Thoughts as Memories, of past experiences for example where I had faced consequence for being late, not being on time, that manifested as memories within my Unconscious Mind. Now, because of my Reaction to such memories/past experiences, what I haven’t seen, realised and understood with regards to how the Mind/Consciousness operate/function is that: instead of me taking responsibility for the miss-take of not taking responsibility in preparing myself effectively in physical-reality to be “on time”, I reacted in ENERGY to/as the miss-take in my Mind, which then caused me to be inferior/less than the miss-take. As, in Reaction - I am making the statement that the miss-take has power over/of me. Then what happens is, because I created an Energy-Relationship to a Memory/Past experience in my Mind, with me inferior to the superiority of the miss-take/past experience now existent as a Memory within me – I essentially give Consciousness as the ‘awareness of Energy’ the power/ability to utilize such a Memory/past experience and my relationship to it in/as energy-reaction for its own Evolution, functioning. Then, with that Memory existing in my Mind, my Consciousness – enslaved to it, disempowered in relationship to it, what instead happens when I face time, is: the Memory will activate, I will AGAIN go into energy-reaction in relation to “being on time” and so motivate my relationship to Time through Energy-Reaction from a Past-Memory. Over and over and over again, in the “present”, creating the Future from the Past – keeping Myself in/as this Process “time-loop” of existing in “fear of Time” based on an energy-relationship/reaction to/as a Past Memory.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and understand another dimension existent in this process of where we tend to React to past experiences/memories, such as Time, and then instead of establishing a practical Solution for ourselves, to Prevent future consequence and/or if/as Future Consequence do manifest, how to “prepare the way before self” to be able to direct it/take responsibility for it effectively: we Use Consequence and our energy-reactive relationship to/towards it in OUR MINDS to ‘motivate’ our living in/as this Physical Existence. As with the example of time, we’re using the Past Miss-Take and our energy-reaction to/towards it to motivate us in/as our living and relationship to time, not seeing, realising and understanding within this how: we “become Past-Consequence” in/as that moment, and so we believe that “through holding past Consequence and our reaction to it as a Memory in our Mind” – we’ll “prevent ourselves from recreating it/re-manifesting it”, so we’re always in this, with Consequence in Mind, as Consequence we become in the Mind, trying to “run away from it, avoid it” – believing that this is “Prevention”. When what it in fact is, is using Fear and/or emotional reactions to a Memory as like “the Devil in the Mind” constantly reminding us of our past Miss-takes and instilling fear / various emotional Reactions to “not make the same miss-takes”. This drives one into the Mind as Energy, activating multi-dimensional reactions/experiences Personalities and can consequentially manifest oneself into and as extreme Stress, Anxiety and Fear to the detriment of one’s mental and physical functioning. And, how often for example - despite having such a “Past Miss-take Consequence Possession” starting point, that we STILL make the same miss-takes over and over and over again, often because we’re More Afraid of making the miss-take that we then don’t take Reality into consideration and that there are instances where in reality, it’s not in our immediate control, but then we’d “blame ourselves extensively” and so simply Create / activate MORE Consequence.
Like for example, let’s say one exist in this Possession in relationship to Time, being driven/motivated by fear of a past Miss-Take of being late/not being on time, and there was a Reality Contingency of Traffic due to an accident; but because that Time Possession is driving/motivating one, one will go into MORE FEAR within one’s Mind  - when all that self could have done, if not in that Time Possession is breathe, is realise this is Reality Contingency not in one’s power/control and one thus could Explain to the appointment/people the Reality Contingency that manifested. But, now in/as this Personality Possession of Time – all the benefit is the MIND as one continue fuelling/charging the Reactions of the Mind.

In this, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and understand that how I now exist as “Prevention” through holding/keeping/burdening myself with Past Miss-Takes as Memories and my reactions to it that the Mind/Consciousness have utilized as building-blocks for/as Personality Systems – is not Prevention, as all I do is in fact “run away from/avoid” Consequence in the Past and my relationship to it, and actually through this, create MORE Consequence. Because, my starting point becomes Consequence and my energy-relationship to it, therefore Consequence “becomes me” and so I lead a Consequential existence. When, what is in fact REAL Prevention, is LEARNING and UNDERSTANDING the Past Miss-Take, how did I Miss-Take a moment and how can I Re-Take that moment to change me, to change my relationship to reality to not in the present, create the Future from the Past. But “prepare the way before me” within and as the Directive Principle of actual, real Self-Change within and as who I am as a Living Statement, and not accept and allow the Past to Haunt me/Memories to Motivate who/how/what I am. In this then, how Past Miss-Takes becomes the “building blocks” of be establishing my Awareness, my Living, my Change in who/how/what I am in/as my Living through learning from them, understanding them and in fact CHANGING ME, instead of “building blocks” for/as the Mind’s Personality Possessions that only keep me locked, enslaved, subject to and disempowered in/as the past, present and future Time Machine of the Mind/Consciousness without any real change possible.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and understand how one Thought as One Memory, which has been defined/stand within and as the context/embodiment/representation of/as my reactive Relationship to Time – can Tie-Me to/as TIME in/as a consequential relationship that only benefit the evolution of the Mind/Consciousness Personalities and in no way actually assist and support me into and as equal and one effective Living. As Time becomes this Demon in my Mind, haunting me, possessing me, to become a possessive/obsessive person in/as my relationship to Time – all of which, really in fact only exist in/as the Mind. That, to change is my Responsibility as I am in/as T – making the choice, as acceptance and allowance for things to exist in MY Mind as they do, determining/defining the I, the Me, the Personality I become in/as my relationship to time, that determine my living/behaviour as M manifestation and the E as Energy I become possessed within and as.
That, to change me –I have to look at the relationship I have towards me, with this “me” at the Moment, everything that exist/come up within and as my Mind. To, for example UNTI(e)-ME from/of my relationship to time as it exist in my MIND through Releasing myself from/of the Memories, the past Miss-Takes as Burdens Haunting me. And in this Release through Writing and Self Forgiveness, assist and support myself in and as the Commitment Statements to re-establish, re-take ‘who I am’ in/as Relationship to Time in such a way where I can live in/as Stability in relationship to Time, and not have it become a Point of obsession/possession as Preoccupation and start focusing on the Important things, such as re-aligning myself/my living into effective living expression, to start focusing on how we’re going to take Responsibility for in Changing this World/Humanity etc. – how much Time, does our Obsession/Possession in relation to Time in fact take within and throughout our daily living, when All of that can change, through simply changing our relationship to Time?

We’ll continue in the Commitment Statements in the Next Post, also bringing through the Time-Relationship to 2012 and Thought.

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