What/Who Defines Me?: DAY 13
Who I Am as Money – continued
In this Post, we’re opening-up the dimensions of the
relationship experiences of positivity/neutrality/negativity – which we have discussed/touched on in our
self-forgiveness processes in our previous posts.
Here, we’re having a look at how we’ve accepted and allowed
to define/value positivity/neutrality/negativity to/towards parts of ourselves
that had manifested into our ‘self’(/Mind)-experience, to/towards parts of
ourselves within existence throughout our lives within existence. And from here
– take it through to our creation as this physical-existence. Where, within
ourselves – our Mind Consciousness System became the automated system, through
and from which we’d automatically create/manifest friction to generate
energy/experience and categorization of experiences of relationships of
positivity/neutrality/negativity to/towards parts of ourselves within
existence. Equal-to and One-with the
World-System of Money that has become an automated system, through and from
which it automatically continue creating/manifesting friction within/as this
physical existence for generating Money within its relationships to/towards
existence within the categorizations of positivity/neutrality/negativity.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
separate me from/of the
substance of/as existence as me as equality and oneness, and in that accepted
and allowed separation – manifested me into an individualized pre-occupation
that had been attempting/trying to define/connect me to/towards all that I have
separated me from throughout existence. In that redefinition/reconnection
process – I reconnected/redefined me in separation from/of all as me with/as
relationship-lines of/as Energy. And because the starting-point of me had
become ‘only me’ with me creating/manifesting ‘only me’ through/as Energy
within myself – my starting-point within these relationship-creations of
definition and connection stood within the starting-point of only ‘my
interest’. Where I created my relationships and experiences of those
relationships to/towards all as me based-on the extent/amount of
energy/experience I could obtain/extract/get-from the relationships I had
formed to/towards parts of/as me within/as existence. And, so – my
relationships manifested within the dependency of/as my own Survival as an
Energy-Entity, and for me to ascertain the extent/amount of energy as
experience I would be able to get-from/take-from/extract from my relationships
to/towards parts of me within/as existence: I utilized the references of
positivity, neutrality and negativity.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
create a World-System of Money – where, Money-itself has become an Entity
seeking/searching for only its own Survival, and have accordingly defined/connected
its relationships to/towards all within and as this physical existence – based
on the extent/amount of Money it can make-from/get-from/extract from this
physical existence as a whole. As the World-System of Money had been
created/manifested/designed equal-to and one-with how I
created/manifested/designed me as an Energy-Entity: both the Mind and the
World-System concerned with only its/my own Energy/Money-survival. And so, as
with the Mind as me within and the World-System as me without: the relationships
created to/towards all as me from the Mind, and towards all as me as this
physical existence from the World-System – were manifested into
experiences/relationships as categorizations of
positivity/neutrality/negativity.
In this, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and
allowed myself to realise/see/understand, that I was in fact already equal and
one here with/as existence as substance, that in equality and oneness there
exist no relationships of connection/redefinition – because each stand Here
within and as themselves as All equal and one. Where Everything and Everyone is
Here in and as each One. In this, there exist no
relationships/connection/definitions of separation. Where instead of being
preoccupied within redefinition/connection through experiences of/as Energy –
we in fact have an opportunity to Live and express that Life of/as Equality and
Oneness. Equal-to and One-with how this
physical-existence would be, if the starting-point of each as all stand within
equality and oneness – where no one/nothing is categorized within relationships
of positivity/neutrality/negativity for the survival of Energy and Money, but
where each life is regarded equally and as one and each have an equal and one
opportunity to live and express that Life on this Earth with and as everyone
and all together.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
in the separation of/as me from/of substance of/as equality and oneness: limit
the existence of me into and as Energy only; where Energy became the accepted
and allowed ‘deciding factor’ of ‘who I am’ in relation to/connection to parts
of me within/as existence. With those connections/relationships being
defined/valued within the categories of positivity/neutrality/negativity –
based-on the extent/amount of energy I could get-from/extract-from them from
within myself and my connection/relationship to/towards them.
In this, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed
myself to in the separation from/of all as me within and as this physical existence
as manifested equality and oneness: limit the existence of me / living me of me
on this Earth into and as Money only, where Money became the accepted and
allowed deciding factor of ‘who I am’ in relation to/connection to all parts of
me within/as this physical existence. With those connections/relationships
being defined within the categories of positivity/neutrality/negativity within
the context of money, based-on the extent/amount of money I could
get-from/extract from others/this physical existence as me.
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself
to see/realise/understand how: as my relationships to/towards all as me had
been defined/valued within the nature of how much energy I could
get-from/extract-from others as me within myself – and my relationships
to/towards the physical-existence/world-system as me had been defined/valued
within the context of how much money I could get-from/extract from others as me
within my world: That manifested within and as this accepted and allowed
relationships is the fact that Energy within and Money without has been the
starting-point value/definition construct of the entirety of ‘who I am’ within
myself and my living and my relationships. That ‘behind/within’ all that I am
within my entire Mind Consciousness System and Physical Living – has only been
for the survival of myself as Energy within, and survival of my living with/as
Money without.
In this, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and
allowed myself to see/realise/understand that all that I had become as a
‘being’ was functioning within a Mind Consciousness System that automatically
ensure that my relationships are categorized within/as
positivity/neutrality/negativity to ensure that I can get/have the most energy
within/as certain/specific relationships within my world/reality. And
functioning within a World-System of Money – where my personal relationships
to/towards Money had been creating/designing/manifesting my relationships
to/towards the World-System of Money within the categorizations of
positivity/neutrality/negativity to always ensure that I remain within the path
within the World-System of getting/having the most Money that I can for my
survival on this Earth. And within that – looking at the World-System of Money
in itself, where – all that ‘life’ on earth had become, through/as this
World-System of Money that all of humanity accept/allow to define/value ‘life
on earth’ as – is preoccupying humanity into/as ‘living for survival’ for/as
Money, where Money-itself had come to define/value and so inflict the
living/physical-lives all of existence come to endure on Earth.
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself
to see/realise/understand – that what my entire Mind Consciousness System, my
physical-participation in this World-System and the World-System itself had
become: is the survival of me as Energy within and the survival of me within/as
Money without. That all the detail/complexities of/as what my Mind
Consciousness System consist of/as exist as, as my thoughts, feelings,
emotions, personalities, ego, patterns, habits, behaviours, beliefs,
perceptions, ideas, images, pictures, fantasies and imaginations etc. – are all
manifested-outflows from/of the source/origin point of me as friction
generating experience for energy categorized within experiences of
positivity/neutrality/negativity and exist for one purpose only: to
get/gain/extract energy from within me and parts of/as me within my
world/reality for my own survival as Energy. In this, I forgive myself that I
have accepted and allowed my physical-living on this Earth to have become equal
to and one with what I have accepted and allowed ‘who I am’ within myself to
become: that all my relationships, the experience of ‘my life / my living’, the
difficulties/struggles/situations/interactions I face and come across as I
walk-through and experience ‘my life/ my living’ on this Earth: is
outflow-manifestations/experience I created/manifested as ‘my life / my living’
from/of the source/origin point of me as friction generated from my
relationships to/towards money within the categorizations of
positivity/neutrality/negativity - where everything of ‘my life / my living’
has been created/manifested within one purpose only: to survive with/as money.
That I created/manifested my total self experience/self definition/self valuing
within myself and ‘my life / my living’ without: for the survival of me as
Energy within, and the survival as me with Money without.
In this – all I had become within me, is: Energy – all that I
had become in the without of me: is Money and the purpose of my existence
diminished to one point: Survival.
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself
to see/realise/understand how – in my initial separation from/of substance as
me within and as existence, as my equality and oneness: that initial
first-moment of/as friction as I separated me into an individualized
singularity from/of the whole - how I created the categorizations of
positivity, neutrality and negativity based-on the variations of
density/manifested-expression in/as which substance existed within/as existence
before the creation/manifestation of human civilization and this physical
existence. Where – the very first moment of separation as friction was the
‘negative’ – the generation of the substance/vibration of ‘experience’ itself
was the neutral and the accumulation of that substance/vibration of experience
manifested into and as the substance/intensity of Energy was the positive. That
I had taken the very substance of/as me as existence as equality and oneness,
and manifested it into variations of vibration as negativity, neutrality and
positivity. Because the moment the part of me – went into opposition to/towards
all other parts of/as substance as me: that moment of opposition as separation
manifested an intensity of/as friction as a ‘negative’ as two parts of/as
substance collide. From that negative as friction where two parts of substance
collide, transformed that friction into a resonance that reverberated/rippled
into me/me as that singular part and the resonance of that friction was
absorbed as an ‘experience’ within myself. Where that ‘experience’ of the
resonance of the friction that rippled into me, within the context of my
singular relationship to that ‘experience’: felt ‘neutral’. ‘Neutral’ as I
interpreted that that experience/resonance from the friction is ‘me
experiencing myself.’ And so, whatever I interpret as ‘me experiencing myself’
is defined as ‘neutral’ – because there is a direct-connection to me and that
experience. And as the friction continued, and the experience/resonance
generated from that friction continued and rippled into me: the experience
compounded within myself and vibrated with more and more and more intensity and
so I started experiencing ‘me MORE’, where I went from a ‘neutral me-ness’ of
only experiencing ‘me’ – to experiencing MORE of/as me. And as the moreness
continued within the friction and experience/resonance accumulation of that
friction within myself – the intensity of/the vibration and accumulation of
experience/resonance from/of the constant/continuous friction manifested
Positivity.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
– separate the substance of/as equality and oneness as me, into and as ranges
of vibration of negativity/neutrality/positivity – and within that, accepted
and allowed myself to separate me further into ranges of vibration of
negativity, positivity and neutrality – where: Negativity had become the
defining relationship to/towards all as me as the primary experience/energy
of/as separation, Neutrality had become the defining relationship to/towards me
only and Positivity had become the defining relationship to/towards a ‘me that
can be MORE’ within myself. And so, I have within myself – accepted and allowed
myself to exist within the Negative to/towards all as me, so that from the
Neutrality of ‘me just being me’ – be able to experience the me that can
be/become MORE. Where – I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed
myself to so, separate me from/of all as existence as me – so that I can
experience/attain the me that can be MORE within/as myself in/as the Positive.
But not seeing/realising/understanding that for me to be/experience/become this
MORE within/as the Positive: I have to continue my Negative relationship of/as
friction as separation to/towards all as me within and as existence. To from
that friction, generate the resonance into and as the experience of ‘me’ as
Neutrality – with ‘neutrality’ being my reference of me experience ‘my me’. And
from that Neutrality – accumulate the friction-resonance of negativity into and
as myself, accumulating the experience of neutrality into and as the experience
of/as positivity as I attempt/try to attain ‘my MORENESS’ of me experiencing more
and more and more of Me.
(We will continue with
the specificity of the design of negativity, neutrality and positivity within
the next post to come)
I commit myself to – through writing, self forgiveness and self corrective application – assist and support
myself to release myself from within/as the preoccupation of/as the Mind
Consciousness System as Energy, to no more accept/allow myself to only exist as
an Energy-Entity concerned with only its own Survival, that’s been
using/abusing my relationships towards myself and all as myself for me to only
survive as Energy as a Mind.
In this, I commit myself to – walk equal-to and one-with me,
my human physical body as Living Words as I take the knowledge and information
definitions of positivity/neutrality/negativity of/as energy and transform/change words into/as practical living; where I become from a being
surviving as energy, to a living being in/as this physical existence.
I commit myself to – giving up ‘my life’ as I have
created/manifested it within relationships/definitions of energy within myself
and money as the without of myself, to stand within the starting-point of THE
LIFE that include all as me within/as equality and oneness. And so I direct my
living to consider / regard all as me, and participate in directing this
World-System of Money as me to consider / regard all within this physical
existence within/as equality and oneness. In this, understanding that – giving
up ‘my life’ – means, stopping the processes of/as my Mind Consciousness System
as my relationships of/as positivity/neutrality/negativity that I created
towards me and all as me, redefining those relationships and living those
relationships within/as the starting-point of/as equality and oneness:
realising that = I have to give up/let go of the ‘my life’ as Energy manifested
as the Mind, to gift myself THE LIFE – which I practically walk through the
processes of writing, self-forGIVEness and self corrective application.
I commit myself to – stopping my own self-separation that I
have manifested within / as the experiences of/as negativity/neutrality and
positivity, that had separated me into / as an existing entity that only
survives to extract/gain/get energies from/of the nature of my relationships
to/towards all as me. As I commit myself to walking this process of stopping this self-separation of/as energy-relationships
within/as categorizations of/as positivity/neutrality/negativity: I
see/realise/understand that if I accept/allow myself to continue existing as
the Mind/Energy, I am constantly/continuously validating my stance/relationship
to/towards all as me as separation, because my initial relationship to/towards
all as me is based within/as friction as negativity, and I will not be able to
stand equal and one in fact, unless I stop all relationships of energy
within/as negativity, neutrality and positivity – and be/become equal and one.
Equality and oneness where no negativity/neutrality/positivity exist: only
Expression of/as Life, here.
The same as within this World-System of Money – we’re not
going to establish a unity within/as humanity in the living of all on this
Earth – if the World-System of Money still defines relationships to/towards all
within/as this physical existence in positivity/neutrality/negativity based-on how
much money can be made from what/who. And so – I commit myself to, presenting /
finding solutions in/as this World-System of Money, that stop such separation
of relationships to/towards all within this physical existence, and redefine
Money as Life/Equality and Oneness and so ensure a manifested World-System where each on/of this Earth can live/have a dignified life.
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