DAY 3: What does it Really Mean to be 'Alive'?
Who I Am as Money – continued
In this blog, we continue walking the relationship between Energy as the Mind and Money as the World-System as how we accepted and allowed to, through/as/with Energy as Mind, create and manifest the World-System as Money.
Within this process of self-forgiveness, we open up the
consequences of what we have accepted and allowed as the Mind/Energy and our
creation as the World-System/Money within the relationship to ourselves, the
physical, others, the earth, the animal-kingdom…this entire existence with all,
everything and everyone within and as it. As we walk the manifested consequence
of our self, life and world creation – we take self-responsibility and in that
self-responsibility gift ourselves with the power to stand-up/stop/change
ourselves, our lives and our creation – to live ourselves, our lives and our
creation within the starting-point principle that will manifest an existence
where all are in fact equal and one, and no more existing within the manifested
consequences we have accepted and allowed ourselves to create through/within/as
accepted and allowed separation from ourselves, each other, the earth, the
physical and this physical existence with all and everything and everyone
within and as it.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
believe and so define my relationship with and in energy of the Mind to be me
‘living’ / ‘being alive’, “as long as I experience energy – I am living and am
alive” – equal-to and one with my relationship with and in money within the
World-System, “as long as I experience money – I am living and am alive”
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself
to see/realise/understand how I am not in fact even equal and one with Energy
as the very substance of energy, as my relationship towards/with Energy is connected
in separation to an “experience” and therefore I “experience” energy, energy is
an “experience” – I am not Energy in itself in fact. And so also with Money –
my relationship towards/with Money is an “experience” as I “experience myself
with/as/without Money” and thus my “experience” with/as/without Money connect
me in a relationship of separation with/as Money, I am not in fact standing
equal-to and one with the very manifestation of Money as a physical part of
this World/Reality
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
limit me to existing as only an “experience” – in separation with/as Energy and
Money and in that accepted and allowed separation, have made me powerless and
inferior to Energy and so the Mind, and so the World-System and Money and in
that powerlessness/inferiority have accepted and allowed myself to give
superiority and control to Energy as the Mind and Money as the World-System,
where I have abdicated my responsibility of me to Energy and Money and Energy
as the Mind and Money as the World-System has taken the directive-principle of
who I am, what/how I live and create/manifest in my stead, because I have not
been here
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
blame the Mind/The World-System as Energy and Money for who I am, what/how I
live and create/manifest – when it is in fact me, within my accepted and
allowed relationship to Energy and Money within/as separation that is/has been
polarizing myself within the relationship of inferiority/powerlessness as me
and superiority/control as Energy/Mind and Money/the World-System; because
Energy in-itself and Money in-itself cannot
function/direct/exist/create/manifest by-itself – it’s manifested parts of me
that is existing/functioning/living in accordance to my instruction as I am the
beingness, the source, the origin within this existence that created energy,
the mind, money and the world-system
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
diminish my self-awareness and existence of equality and oneness, through accepting
and allowing myself to separate me from equality and oneness with/as all as I
was in fact a part of the very substance that was existent within/as all in
equality and oneness and so by/through our very substance – we were already
equal and one; but I accepted and allowed myself to in my individual
part/manifestation of/from existence as a whole – believe that I am only ‘One’
as an separate Individual and did not consider my oneness and thus equality
of/as my very substance. From here I accepted and allowed myself to perceive
others and existence in separation from/of me and created/manifested
relationships to/towards existence and others as me from the starting-point of
separation. And so I constructed/created/manifested “my experience(s)” of
myself to/towards everything and everyone and what emerged / manifested from
those experiences was Energy that became a substance of my creation as
separation as I separated me from the substance of equality and oneness of
Here. This equal-to and one with how we’re all perceiving ourselves as
individuals within this physical-existence, when we’re all in fact emerged from
the exact same equal and one substance as physicality that unify us into/as
equality and oneness. But as with Energy that has emerged as the substance of
separation within me, because I did not stand with/as my equality and oneness –
Money as the World-System has emerged as the manifestation of separation,
because we as humanity could not regulate/take directive principles of our
relationships with ourselves, each other and this physical existence in
working/living together, and so money became the substitute that is
controlling/regulating the functioning/existing of humanity as a whole together
on this Earth
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself
to see/realise/understand what I have become, what I have accepted and allowed
myself to become as the diminishment of me from equality and oneness with/as
all due to the extent to which I have come to accept and allow my existence as
“experience” and why/how my Mind and this World-System has come to be what it
is today as the direct manifested consequence of my accepted and allowed
separation from/of me as all as one as equal, and therefore that the solution
to the manifested consequence as the Mind and this World-System is me taking
responsibility for my creation of my separation with responsibility being
retracing my steps in/as my Mind and this World-System as retracing my steps is
taking each point of the Mind and each part of this World-System and standing
equal-to and one with it, where I take the points of/within/as my Mind and the
parts of/within/as this World-System and get to know them as Me – how they
work/function/operate in how it came to manifest in separation, so that I can
take those relationship-designs of separation and weave them into equality and
oneness through/with/as Me, and from me standing up with the responsibility I
have taken for my creation as the Mind/World-System I stand as a living example
in thought, word and deed and re-live myself into creation within the
starting-point of what I have always supposed to have been
living/being/expressing as equality and oneness and so remind all parts of me
as this existence that has come into separation from themselves with me: of the
Equality and Oneness that is/always has been here, and to retrace/re-walk their
individual processes through the Mind/the World-System so that we can
stand-together and re-Live this physical existence creation into and as the
principle, manifestation and expression of what we all in fact are/always have
been: Equality and Oneness and so return to the Physical, to Substance as
ourselves that has been waiting, that has been right here as the answer / key
to Freedom for All
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself
to see/realise/understand that it has in fact been my own accepted and allowed
self-definition of insignificance/inferiority/powerlessness as my accepted and
allowed relationship to Energy/Mind and Money/the World-System that has seeded
the idea within/as/of myself of not having the ability to stop/change/transform
or make a difference to the manifestation of the Mind and the reality of this
World-System. But what I have not seen/realised/understood is that the
insignificance/inferiority/powerlessness I experience towards the Mind and this
World-System is simply because of the extent to which I have created/manifested
creations/manifestations in separation from/of me. And in relating myself as
one point/being to my creation as the Mind of all the thoughts, feelings,
emotions, personalities, conscious, subconscious, unconscious mind etc. and
this entire Physical-Existence, the Earth, the animal-kingdom, the
world-system, humanity etc. – I am like an ant to a mountain of rock-hills that
face me. But what I have not seen/realised/understood within this, is that – I
have been approaching the solutions of myself/my mind and humanity/this world
within the context/starting-point of separation, as an individual/alone having
to resolve/face/transform/change/walk-through all/everything that is here.
Instead of seeing/realising/understanding that I am in this world with everyone
else as me, and therefore – yes, I cannot do this alone in facing my Mind and
this World-System as me, in walking it into/as a solution; but it starts with
Me as I stand as One as a living example facing my Mind, taking responsibility
for me Mind as me, facing this World-System, taking one point within this World
that will be my Responsibility and so all One’s stand in self-responsibility
and take One Point within this World-System and walk that One Point, and so as
we stand together and walk together – we assist/support ourselves to equality
and oneness with the physical, and unite the World-System into/as equality and
oneness through/as we accumulate within our equality and oneness of standing
together.
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself
to see/realise/understand how I have seen the Mind / World-System as a Mountain
– thinking/believing that there is no way that I can make a difference/change
to myself and this world, but have accepted and allowed myself to approach such
change within the starting-point of how I have accepted and allowed myself to
manifest me in absolute separation from my Mind as me and the World-System as
me. And in that state of inferiority/powerlessness to/towards my creation as
the Mind and the World-System I have created the belief of it being impossible
to ever change the Mind/the World-System – because if I accept and allow myself
to continue existing in separation of inferiority/powerlessness to my creation
that has become my superiority/control: I will not see the solution/possibility
of change. Because – I do not / will not see/realise/understand the
solution/change to my Mind and this World-System in such a continued accepted
and allowed state of polarized separation when the solution/change is/has
always been right here: ME. I am the one that is the solution/change to my
Mind/the World-System – trying/attempting to change the entire Mind and this
entire World-System as it exist in its manifestation is impossible, because it
is/has been created over TIME and accumulated and manifested into/as layers and
dimensions. So in looking at it now – it may seem like a Mountain – but how it
became a Mountain was rock, by rock, by rock that accumulated over time.
Therefore, the process of change is walking TIME as step by step by step and
breath by breath by breath in walking up the Mountain and taking rock, by rock,
by rock down to return the Mountain of Rocks to the equality and oneness
position with direct relationship to the Earth. And so I walk myself as my Mind
– breath by breath by breath, establishing my equality and oneness with my creation
as me as Mind, and so I walk myself in this World-System as a living example of
how the world and humanity can in fact walk/live together on this Earth
by/through presenting solutions to the functioning of the World-System that
will contribute and ensure an equal and one life for all.
I commit myself to walking the process of self-forgiveness,
as the step by step, word by word process of me taking self-responsibility for
my creation as me of/as the Mind/Energy within and so the World-System/Money without
that has created/manifested the consequence of separation from myself and
all/everything/everyone within/as this physical existence as me
I commit myself to walking step by step by step, breath by breath
by breath, word by word by word – as an example of the Process that is/will be required
to be walked by each one in the process of taking responsibility for the Mind and
the World-System to see/realise/understand as I have that we’re going to face and
walk the consequences of ourselves and this world individually and together and
the process of changing/transforming the Mind/the World-System starts with Self
I commit myself to walking the process of taking
responsibility for Energy within and Money without, as I prepare me within
myself and this world – to stand as a living example of equality and oneness
and present the solutions to the world that stand within/as equality and
oneness, and as I stand as a living example – others will hear/see and we
become one’s standing together as equals, walking our individual self process
and our one points within the world-system and so come together within and
without
I commit myself to walking the process of stopping my accepted
and allowed relationship of my polarized separation of inferiority/powerlessness
as “experience” and superiority/control of Mind/Energy and World-System/Money –
to stop existing as but only an “experience” and substantiate myself into/as a living
physical substance/manifestation through/as walking self forgiveness, aligning me
with myself as the Mind/Energy and the World-System/Money with self-forgiveness
as taking responsibility for me as my creations as Mind/Energy and World-System/Money
and in that responsibility – gift myself with the power/ability to change me as
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