DAY 5: The Evolution of Survival at the cost of Life
Who I Am as Money – continued
Self-Forgiveness. Self. What/Who is this ‘Self’ that is Forgiving?
Self-Forgiveness. Self. What/Who is this ‘Self’ that is Forgiving?
What one will realise with reading the Desteni-Material and
Watching/Listening to the Desteni Videos/Interviews is that this ‘Self’ is
currently existing as a Mind, as we refer to it: The Mind Consciousness System.
As we as Human Beings have become a Consciousness of Energy that has created
ourselves into a functioning system as the Mind – which consist-of/exist as the
Conscious, Subconscious and Unconscious Mind with all the thoughts, feelings,
emotions, personalities, constructs, patterns, knowledge and information.
With walking this process of Heaven’s Journey to Life in this
Blog with us – you will see/realise/understand how this ‘Self’ as the Mind
Consciousness System we’ve created, manifested and programmed have come to
define and control our very physical living in this physical existence, and
through our living as the Mind – have created/manifested the existence of the
World-System in how we as humanity interact, function and participation on this
Earth within this Physical Existence.
Self-Forgiveness, thus – is Self as the Mind Consciousness
System taking responsibility for ourselves as what we’ve become as the Mind
within and created with the Mind without. Consciousness currently exist as
programmes of knowledge and information that exist within the nature/substance
of Energy, and because Consciousness as the manifested Mind has taken absolute
control and directive principle of ourselves within and without as the
World-System: To take our place and stand as the directive principle of
ourselves and this world: we have to stand WITH Consciousness/WITH the Mind and
WITH this World – essentially like re-inserting ourselves/our responsibility into
and as that which we’ve separated ourselves from as the Mind and this
World-System.
What we’ve realised with Desteni and the processes of
writing, self forgiveness and self corrective application is that we’re not
going to change the System through trying to fight it / destroy it – in
relation to who we are as Individuals in comparison to the extent of the Mind
Consciousness System and this World-System: fighting / resisting it is futile,
because of the extent we’ve separated, diminished and inferiorized ourselves as
individuals in our relationship to the Mind and the World-System.
Therefore, the key is to stop the relationships of
separation towards our Mind and this World-System, realising that the Mind and
this World-System is our creations, representing parts of ourselves we’ve
separated ourselves from. So, fighting it or resisting it – is equal-to and one
with standing in front of yourself and trying to fight and resist yourself –
and only self is the one that gets compromised within this.
Thus, it’s to ‘become yourself’ – standing equal-to and one
with yourself as what we’ve currently become as the Mind and the World-System,
and in that equality and oneness stand within a starting-point of equality and
oneness to see what of self requires changing/transforming/stopping that will
in one’s beingness and living contribute not only to one’s own life/living in
this world – but to all as self. This process of self equality and oneness will
become more clear within the continuation of the Self-Forgiveness process in
this Blog.
The process we walk here, is to through self-forgiveness –
identify the relationships of separation within ourselves as the Mind, and
without as the World-System, from identifying the relationships of separation –
see/face within the walking of self forgiveness the consequences such
relationships of separation has created/manifested for ourselves within and
without. And simultaneously within the seeing/facing of the consequences,
realise the solutions as ourselves as we within our Self-Commitment statements re-state
our ‘Self’ and our standing with this ‘Self’ aligning ourselves to living
within a starting-point of equality and oneness.
Therefore, we walk our ‘Self’ from Mind/Separation through
Self-Forgiveness statements to ‘Self’ as physical equality and oneness through
Self-Commitment statements and then to Self Application where we actually
practically within our worlds – change/transform the way we live in/through/as
our human physical bodies.
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself
to see/realise/understand the reality of what I have become as the Mind,
Consciousness and Energy as the manifested separation of me from myself as the
physical as the manifested representation of my equality and oneness with/as
all of this physical existence – equal-to and one-with how I have not accepted
and allowed myself to see/realise/understand the reality of what I have created
as me as the World-System and Money that separate all of humanity as me from
this physical-existence / Earth and all and everything and everyone within and
as it
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
through Energy as Consciousness – separate me from my physical equality and
oneness with my human physical body, and so this very physical existence,
equal-to and one with how I have continued to accept and allow my creation as
the World-System of/as Money – to separate all of me as humanity, from each
other, the physical, the Earth, the animal-kingdom and this existence as a
whole
I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself
to see/realise/understand how my relationship-lines to myself, others, the
earth, the animal-kingdom and this physical-existence have become defined
within the nature and context of energy, and with my starting-point towards all
as me existing in separation – each relationship has been defined/programmed
according to my interpretation and experience of that part of me, and so developed
knowledge and information programmes that I use to ‘relate-to’/ ‘connect’ to
those/such parts of me. Knowledge as the recognition of that part existing
within my world and information as how I have formed that part of me within
myself/my Mind based on what I see and experience through my Mind/Energy.
Equal-to and one-with how the World-System of Money define relationships to all
that is physical within this existence – where the World-System/Money interpret
the lives/conditions of humanity through knowledge and information as
statistics and so the relationships of the World-System, through Money is based
on statistics as interpretations of reality/the Physical, as I base/define my
interpretations of physical-reality based on the knowledge and information of
my ‘experiences’.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
value/define what is physical/real through Energy knowledge and information as
my own/personal ‘experiences’ – in this, not seeing the actual physical
equality and oneness of myself with/as all parts of me, and so my understanding
of reality/the physical became based on interpretations with the consequences
of this – that I will accordingly think, speak and do based on my knowledge and
information of reality/the physical and not consider the actual
physical-consequences for others as me. Equal-to and One with how the
World-System of Money operate/function/exist as the consequences of
relating-to/connecting to humanity/the earth/the animal-kingdom and all that is
physical through interpretations of statistics – what is not
considered/regarded is the consequences this manifest in the actual physical
conditions/lives of humanity/the earth/the animal-kingdom as Money only
considers/regards itself/its own survival equal-to and one-with how My Energy
and My Experiences only regards/considers itself not at all seeing the
consequences this separation create/manifest in the actual physical lives of
what shares this existence with me in equality and oneness
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself
to see/realise/understand the consequences my relationships towards myself as
this physical existence create/manifest with my starting-point of who I am
standing within separation as Consciousness as Energy-Relationships, which has
manifested me into/as a position of survival. Substance is what is/has been
eternal, here, and I separated myself from here as substance and in that
separation, diminished myself from/as substance and manifested me into an
individual energy-containment as the Mind that became Consciousness – not
seeing/realising/understand that Energy in its very nature requires
constant/continuous “experience”, “experience” which is created from my
constant/continuous friction of separation from myself as substance/existence
feeds its existence. Therefore, for Energy to exist – I have to maintain my
constant/continuous friction with myself as substance as my equality and
oneness with/as all to from the friction create “experience” as Energy. In
this, the manifestation of/as the Mind manifested within/as that very purpose:
to create/manifest constant/continuous friction between myself and all that
exist as me as my equality and oneness with myself/substance, to so continue
surviving as Energy as the Mind/Consciousness. In this, all my relationships
to/towards all that is me within existence have been created/programmed with
the purpose of generating friction for me to continue surviving with Energy as
the Mind/Consciousness.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
deliberately create/programme my relationships to/towards all that is me,
within a purpose of generating friction for me to continue existing/surviving
as energy and within that, creating/programming/manifesting a System as the
Mind that has become automated as Consciousness that would exist/function For
me and continue ensuring my survival as Energy
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
become Energy as the Mind/Consciousness to such an extent – that I from the moment
of “experiencing” friction to/towards existence as me – defined my
relationships within/as Energy and constructed/built/manifested the entire
System as the Mind/Consciousness and created/manifested extensive
networks/unified fields as all my relationships to/towards existence as me
manifested into Constructs of memories/remembrances to not ‘forget’ my initial
decisions of who I am in relationship to/towards all of existence as me as my
individual “experiences”. And so my relationships to/towards all that is me
became based within memories/remembrances for my System as Mind to
constantly/continuously create friction to/towards all of existence as me as
how I decided to programme/create those relationships based on my initial
experience/encounter with all parts of/as me. In this – my entire existence
became based on memory-experiences, never seeing/standing with the reality of
this existence as me as we constantly/continuously move/change/transform/evolve
and so I have been evolving in separation from/of me as this existence and
moved/transformed/evolved within/as an entirely opposite direction, where I
moved/evolved into/as Energy as Mind as Separation while the substance that is
physical, that is equality and oneness has continued existing/expressing within/as
its manifested equality and oneness.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
within this separation from/of all that is me – manifest my relationships
within the starting-point of self-interest – to generate and gain energy only
for myself, to “experience” only myself as Energy to solidify/certify my
survival and continued existence as Energy. Equal-to and One-with the
nature/purpose of/as the World-System of Money, that only exist within the
purpose of interest – to continue surviving as a System of/as Money, where
world-systems have become physical-entities on this Earth that only exist to
generate/gain Money for itself to solidify/certify its continued existence as a
World-System of Money
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself
to see/realise/understand how my evolution of/as my Mind Consciousness System –
to only gain/generate energy for me for my own survival, would manifest me into
a state/condition of existing where I only consider/regard my own survival and
the interest of gaining/generating energy through friction – even if it means
at the cost of another individual’s existence/future. Equal-to and One-with how
this World-System of Money has been manifested – where the World-System of
Money will generate/gain Money for/as itself within its own interest of
survival/continued existence – even if it means at the cost of billions of
beings, animals, insects / earth’s very existence/future
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself
to see/realise/understand how Energy through friction feeds off-of my very
substance of/as equality and oneness, where – wherever there exist equality and
oneness, my Mind Consciousness System will utilize that manifested equality and
oneness, transform it into a relationship of friction as “experience” and
define that relationship within a particular interpretation of knowledge and
information. In this, not seeing/realising/understanding – how, the more and
more and more I go into friction with/as substance as my equality and oneness
with/as all that exist – what diminishes is substance itself as Energy becomes
like a veil, an alternate reality that I superimpose onto/towards actual
reality as this existence / physical reality. What happens within this, is that
I interact/participate/live in existence/this physical existence from/within/as
Energy that needs the very substance of existence / the physical to exist, to
constantly/continuously create friction. The consequence of this has been that
I have diminished myself from my equality and oneness with/as existence, and in
this diminishment – diminished what is/has always in fact been real, here,
substantial as the physical, my human physical body and this physical existence
with all/every living being manifestation/expression. So – that, what evolved
was the Mind / Energy at the cost of substance/physicality as what is Real – as
this physical-existence has slowly but surely throughout time diminished within
being abused/destroyed/annihilated for the continued survival of/as the
Illusion as Energy as the Mind Consciousness System that I have come to
believe/perceive/interpret as being ‘Life’ – when Life is/has always been here
with me as existence/physicality. Equal-to and One-with the consequence of/as
this Wolrd-System that diminish the very physical existence as human beings’
physical-lives, the animals’ physical existence, the Earth’s existence through
slow, sure but constant abuse/annihilation and destruction that is imposed
onto/towards actual physical-reality as what is real for the World-System of
Money to continue existing/surviving in creating the Illusion of ‘Life/Living’
– equal-to and one with how my Energy as Mind create the illusion of
‘Life/Living’ at the cost of everything/everyone else.
I commit myself to through writing and self forgiveness
identify the nature of my relationships to/towards others as me/what exist as
me to establish how I have accepted and allowed myself to programme my
relationships to all within the context of interest as gaining/generating
energy only for me to continue existing/surviving as energy, which has
created/manifested consequences towards my human physical body and other’s
physical lives/existences because for me to be able to exist as energy – that
which is real/physical as substance diminished within the context of
abuse/destruction as I had to go to great lengths to obtain Energy – even at
the cost of other’s lives/futures.
I commit myself to – as I identify the nature of the
relationships that I have programmed within self-interest to gain/generate
energy for/as myself as Consciousness/the Mind – reconsider my starting-point
to those/such parts of me, and reinvestigate how I can practically assist and
support myself to realign my relationships to/towards all that is me, so that I
can stand within my equality and oneness in the realisation that those/such
parts of me is in fact me, and so assist/support them equal-to and one with how
I’ve assisted and supported myself to realise/stand/live with/as my equality
and oneness, for them to stop the separation and consequence of Energy and
Consciousness and so walk/stand/stop One by One until we all again emerge and
stand within our equality and oneness with/as ourselves represented
by/through/as this physical existence
I commit myself to as I identify and establish solutions to my
relationships with/as all that exist – I stand as a living example to identifying
and establishing solutions within the functioning/existing of this World-System
of Money, where I will investigate the nature of the relationships between the World-System/Money
towards all that is physical, and present and eventually implement solutions where
all of humanity can function within equality and oneness on this Earth with/as all
other living beings/manifestations and expressions. Because as I walk my equality
and oneness within in seeing/realising the solutions to separation and I live this
correction as myself – I will start seeing solutions to the functioning/existing
of this World-System that can be implemented to ensure a life of equality and oneness
for each individual on this Earth
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