DAY 8: How do we Create/Manifest ‘Who we Are’?
Who I Am as Money – continued
In this post we’re moving into the dimensions of the nature
of the relationships of positivity/neutrality/negativity within ourselves as
the Mind and without as the World-System within the relationship between Energy
and Money and the consequences this has manifested within ourselves and our
relationships to/towards existence as what the Nature of the relationships
within existence has become, due to the accepted and allowed nature of the
relationship within ourselves.
Especially within this, seeing/realising/understanding how –
what we accept and allow within ourselves, we will accept and allow within
others as ourselves. Because we as individuals have not changed, we will not
assist/support and stand-up for change within/as others as ourselves or our
creation as ourselves. In this, our existence has become one where – we have
continued within repetitions and definitions of acceptances and allowances, as
the ‘silent contracts’ we’ve lived unspoken towards each other within this
existence within the nature of “I will accept/allow you as you are, if you
accept and allow me as I am”. This has become the accepted and allowed
justification/validation/excuse for each to have a ‘my Life’ (as we have walked
within the previous Post…) to leave each to their own vices of survival as a
Mind/Consciousness of Energy to accept and allow self as all to continue within
their existent separation of relationships defined and valued within
positivity/neutrality/negativity. In this, we’ve each individually become responsible
for the creation and manifestation of our Mind, and the creation and
manifestation of the World-System that that has become defined within
relationships of positivity/neutrality/negativity. The consequence of this was
the emergence of competition – where each compete/fight for their
survival/energy to continue existing as a ‘my Life’. The outflow consequences
of this, has been where substance/reality as the Physical has suffered at the
behest of the Illusion as Energy/Mind in multi-faceted ways – which will be
seen as we continue walking within this Blog.
Instead of us all seeing/realising/understanding the
simplicity of/as the Solution: for each to let go of/give up their separate ‘my
Life’ as Mind/Consciousness as Illusion – to stand/merge with the Physical as
Reality, to stand within a starting-point where Life is valued/defined within
the principle of equality and oneness as what is/will be best for all. In this,
self does not exist as a separate ‘my Life’ – but stand and live within
considering/regarding/honouring all as self, where all selves as individuals’
lives are gifted the opportunity to live/experience/express on this Earth as
equals and as one. Yes, we will still exist as individuals – but within our
thoughts, words and deeds – we will live/express always in all ways – in
considering/regarding/honouring everything/everyone as self. No more
competing/fighting/surviving for Energy – because all will have life/the
opportunity of/as life within/as this physical existence.
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself
to see/realise/understand how my Mind of thoughts, feelings, emotions,
personalities, constructs, systems, fantasies, imagination, images, pictures,
ideas, perceptions, beliefs, interpretations etc. – is/has been the illusion I
have created of/as me, as each part/manifestation of/as my Mind, is in fact a
part/manifestation of my beingness that I have accepted and allowed to manifest
into a separate part/manifestation. This I have done as I have continued to
throughout my existence define myself in relation to others as me, and every
moment I had an friction as experience to/towards a part/manifestation of/as me
in existence – that moment of friction as experience, took a part of my
beingness and channelled/manifested that part of my beingness into an
experience as an energy thread. From where I took that energy-thread and
defined it within/as a category of positivity/neutrality/negativity. And from
within such categories furthermore programmed that energy experience / thread
as part of beingness into and as a value/definition and accepted it as my
‘personal/individual experience of me in relation to another part of/as me’.
In this – I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and
allowed myself to see/realise/understand how I have fragmented my beingness as
manifested substance of/as equality and oneness, into and as separate
parts/manifestations into/as relationships to/towards others as me, where I had
become a being/individual of Energy that cannot exist without defining/relating
myself to/towards others as me. Because as I continue defining/relating myself
to/towards others as me as creating my relationship-lines to/towards them of
energy experiences within positivity/neutrality/negativity – I interconnect
myself into and as my external relationship networks, that become my unified
field as ‘personal world’ from where I constantly/continuously
generate/recharge my Energy-existence as a Mind. Instead of me standing
within/as my manifested substance as beingness of/as equality and oneness,
where who I am - is manifested equality and oneness. Where in this – no
‘relationship lines’ / ‘interconnections’ are needed/required to be
deliberately created to ‘connect’ me in separation to/towards others as me, to
in that connection define me in accordance to/towards a part of me, for me to
in that connection/relationship generate energy for my continued existence.
Because who I am is all as me, here – manifested in/as equality and oneness.
Within equality and oneness – no relationships/connections in separation from
self exist, because who self is – is all, in fact – Here.
I forgive myself that I haven’t accept and allow myself to
see/realise/understand the principle of ‘who/what I am – I live and so
create/manifest’, in seeing/realising/understanding how I have accepted and
allowed myself to define myself in relation to others. Where I have come to
believe/perceive that ‘who I am’ cannot exist/continue existing without
defining myself in accordance to others, when the actual fact is that – ‘who I
am’ as Energy as the Mind-manifest cannot continue existing without the
relationship-lines of positivity/neutrality/negativity to/towards others as I
have accepted and allowed myself to as Energy as me, define myself as
experiences to/towards others as me. Where I am / have become dependent on
those/such relationships of positivity/neutrality/negativity to/towards others
as me to continue generating/charging energy for me through the
constant/continuous “experiences” I have, where the Mind Consciousness System
has become the automated manifestation that regulate/control all my
relationships to/towards all as me within/as the natures of/as
positivity/neutrality/negativity so that I am in constant motion as
“experience” and “living” of/as ‘my Life’ as my Mind.
In this, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed
myself to define my relationship-line/connection to/towards Money within/as the
relationship experiences of/as positivity/neutrality/negativity – as I have
accepted and allowed myself to define ‘who I am’ in separation of that
part/manifestation of/as Money as me. And in that accepted and allowed
separation – manifested a connection/relationship-line to/towards Money as me
within the nature of positivity/neutrality/negativity. And so, I
generate/charge my Illusion as my Mind as manifested Energy with/as my
relationship-connection/line to/towards that part/manifestation of/as me as
Money and in that continued acceptance and allowance of that relationship of me
to/towards Money – I continue experiencing me, generating/charging energy for
me as I continue experiencing my relationship with/to/towards Money within/as
the experiences of/as positivity/neutrality/negativity. And, so – even Money/my
relationship with Money became a part/manifestation of me that I use/abuse to
generate/charge energy within me as I continue experiencing myself within/as
positivity/neutrality/negativity with/as Money.
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself
to see/realise/understand how – my relationships with others as me, has not
ever been within the nature of really standing equal-to and one with another as
me, as getting to know who they are as me. But I deliberately only
created/manifested relationship within me to/towards others as me, for me
generate experiences of/as energy within me of
positivity/neutrality/negativity. So that as I continue interacting with others
as me, I continue experiencing my positivity/neutrality/negativity and so
generating/charging ‘my Life’ as ‘my living’ as my Mind Consciousness System.
Equal-to and one-with my relationship to/towards Money – where I had in this
relationship, created the nature of my experiences with/as/towards Money as
positivity/neutrality/negativity and not in fact stood equal-to and one-with Money
as me – but deliberately continued, accepted and allowed my relationship
towards money within/as experiences of/as positivity/neutrality/negativity for
me to generate/charge my manifested Illusion of/as Energy as my Mind
Consciousness System for me to ‘live’ as continue existing as and experiencing
Energy within the manifestation of ‘my Life’ only.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
deliberately create relationships and manifest those relationships within/as
the categories of/as positivity/neutrality/negativity for me to generate
experiences for/as myself that manifested into/as Energy for/as me as what I
have accepted and allowed myself to be/become as the Mind Consciousness System
manifest – and in this, not in fact had an actual equal and one hereness with
any part of/as me within/as existence, but in fact abused all as me for only me
to generate/have/get energy for me to continue existing within my belief of
‘living’ as continuing experiencing energies of/as positivity/neutrality/negativity.
In this, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed
myself to – in my relationship with/as the part/manifestation of/as Money as
me, that I have established within the categories of/as
positivity/neutrality/negativity for me to generate experience for/as myself
that manifested into/as Energy – not in fact had an equal and one
hereness/standing with/as Money as me. And so used/abused Money for me to only
generate/charge ‘my Life’ and ‘my living’ within/as my Mind and my ‘personal world’
on this Earth.
In this, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and
allowed myself to see/realise/understand the manifested-consequences of this,
where I take, and take and take Energy/Money for only me, to continue
generating the ‘my Life’ of/as Energy/Survival within/as myself/my world as I
continue perpetuating the experiencing of/as positivity/neutrality/negativity
to/towards Money/Others as me. And because I have become so separated within/as
my relationships with myself within/as my starting-point of/as Energy within
and so with Money without – I have not seen/realised the consequences this has
manifested to/towards substance/reality as me, within myself and this physical
existence as me.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
manifest myself into and as separation to such an extent – that I have become
possessed within/as my own creation of/as me as the manifested illusion of/as
the Mind. The Mind that has become automated in generating experiences of/as
positivity/neutrality/negativity to/towards all as me, to
constantly/continuously take and take and take, and charge and charge and
charge my manifested illusion as the Mind Consciousness System. The consequence
of the acceptance and allowance of me as manifested separation as Illusion – is
that all I see/experience/am is Energy and me as this manifested energy. That I
manifest myself into/as the illusion that all that exist is ‘me’ and I do not
consider/regard anything/anyone else as me in actual living equality and oneness.
Because everything/everyone else has become my resource that I deliberately
use/abuse within/as my relationship-line/connections to generate experiences
of/as positivity/neutrality/negativity for me as my Illusion to continue
existing/surviving. And so I have throughout my existence – just took, and took
and took to charge and charge and charge me as energy – not
realising/seeing/understanding in/as this Illusion as me as Energy, what I have
actually been doing as using/abusing the actual substance of/as equality and
oneness, that is/has become this physical existence.
Where, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed
myself to see/realise/understand how – I will take and take and take money, to
charge and charge and charge my Mind/ the ‘my life/living’ only with my positive/neutral/negative
experiences I have in my relationship to/towards Money, and to continue
charging as creating only ‘my life’ and motion ‘my living’ as my survival
within this world/on this earth – not seeing/realising/understanding how this
taking, taking and taking of Money only for me/my survival within myself and
‘my world’ – manifests consequences in the lives of all of humanity, the earth,
nature, the animal-kingdom and this entire physical existence. Because with the
nature of how the Mind Consciousness System of Energy generate energy for
itself to exist – it feeds off-of/extracts from/of substance as me of/as
equality and oneness. Where I in my friction as separation from/of all parts of
me – in that moment of friction, the Mind takes a part of my substance and
channels it into itself, from that friction creating it into an experience and
manifesting it into energy. Where, the more and more I do this – the more and
more there is taken from my substance to give my Illusion Energy. In this –
substance diminishes for my Illusion to manifest. Equal-to and one with the
World-System of Money – where for Money to continue existing, for human beings
to continue taking, taking and taking Money – this physical existence starts diminishing
as the Money-Systems manifest friction on this earth/in this world to generate
money from. Where for money to be created, this physical existence becomes
used/abused – and what suffers within this process, as individuals/world-systems
of money continue taking and taking and taking money, and generating and
generating and generating money – animals, humans, nature and this earth
diminishes within contexts of pain/suffering/abuse/killing/murder/starvation
for the world-system of money to continue functioning/existing as surviving.
To be continued…
I commit myself to assist and support myself through
writing, self-forgiveness and self-corrective application – release myself from
my accepted and allowed energy-relationships that I have accepted and allowed
myself to create within the categories of/as positivity/neutrality/negativity.
In this process – I release myself from my manifested Illusion as the Mind
Consciousness System to see/face/expose the Reality as the consequences I have
accepted and allowed myself to create/manifest within/during my possession
of/as Illusion as Energy.
I commit myself to – as I walk my process out of the
Illusion of Energy, into the Reality of this Physical-Existence, stand as a
living example in sharing my process – for others as me to
see/realise/understand as I have and do, so that we can stand together and come
together in seeing/realising/understanding the consequences our manifested
illusion as Mind Consciousness Systems have created/manifested within/as this physical
existence as we’ve been separated into/as the manifested illusion of/as a ‘my
Life’ and for all to stand together and come together to manifest this physical
existence into and as THE LIFE, where all live/stand together and experience
life on this earth as equals and as one
I commit myself to – through writing and self-forgiveness
establish self-honesty with/as me – as I see/realise/understand that
self-honesty is the key to see beyond/through the Illusion as me as Energy, to
face/expose the reality of/as my consequence I created/manifested as me
within/as this existence as me. In this, I see/realise/understand that being
self-honest takes courage – to in moments of writing and self-forgiveness
really be with me, and really look/see/investigate me as what I have become as
Illusion, and finally sit with myself asking “what have I done” and answering
that question for myself as I write and walk/apply self-forgiveness; to finally
face/expose the consequences I’ve always known is here as my responsibility –
but have for too long denied/suppressed/ignored. And I now commit myself to
taking this responsibility for myself and my creation, being self-honest and
giving me the courage to finally face/expose myself – so that I can in this
facing/exposing, see what I have done and become and in this seeing – have the
power/ability to stop/change/transform consequence as me.
I commit myself to stop deliberately using/abusing others as
me within my relationships of experience as positivity/neutrality/negativity –
through assisting/supporting myself within/as my writings of/as
self-forgiveness and living of/as self corrective application, to redefine my
living of me into/as self equality and oneness, here –
realising/seeing/understanding that I do not need such relationships to define
who I am – because who I am is not supposed to be a definition, but a living.
And so I assist and support me to live equality and oneness, first with myself,
and then walking my process of/as equality and oneness with/as others – to stand
as a living example, that – relationships of experience as
positivity/neutrality/negativity is manifested-separation, and that the key to
the return to self to stop separation and the consequences of separation that
has become Energy/Mind: is to assist/support self in the process of/as equality
and oneness, to really LIVE and stop surviving.
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