DAY 6: How did we Create Relationships of Positivity/Neutrality/Negativity?
Who I Am as Money – continued
Here we’re going deeper into the relationships within ourselves and towards this physical existence, looking at the questions of:
Why we as human beings have not been able to change our relationships towards each other and what is this physical existence as Earth, the Animal-Kingdom, Nature and other Human-Beings within a starting-point where all Life in this physical existence is regarded as equals and as one?
Why we as human beings have throughout time accepted and allowed our relationships towards ourselves, others and this physical existence to continue in conflict/abuse/compromise and separation, to where we are now as a humanity in accepting and allowing a World-System of Money that stands within the nature of conflict/abuse/compromise to the very lives of individuals/manifestations in/as this physical existence?
How have we as human-beings come to accept and allow a life in this world, where we’re living in constant fear/protection/defence – taking, taking, taking as much as we can to just survive and secure a life in this world, separating/isolating ourselves more and more and more from ourselves, each other and this physical existence, instead of establishing/finding solutions in giving to this world / humanity / this physical existence a life of certainty/security and a definitive future where all live/exist together on this Earth in equality and oneness?
What is it within ourselves and within our lives that’s been preoccupying/separating us from seeing/realising/understanding how we’re all in fact responsible for and constantly/continuously perpetuating the internal and external abuse/compromise/conflict/friction in ourselves and this world as ourselves, with not considering the solution as ourselves within the context/starting-point of equality and oneness as seeing/realising/understanding that we’re only going to change ourselves/this world if we stand up and stand together and change/transform the nature of the Mind/Consciousness and the nature of the World-System/Money?
Why/How have we missed the obvious problem in this world, that is staring each human being straight in the eyes within ourselves as the Mind Consciousness System that has governed/controlled/directed/influenced/defined/determined our nature as human beings, that is/has been the cause/source/origin of our living in this physical-existence through the human physical body – and that if we don’t stand up together, first starting with ourselves and in fact change our nature and thus living in/as/through the human physical body – we won’t change ourselves / this world, because this world exist as it does because of who we are, how we live?
Why have we not been able to see the extent of the problem of the Mind of/as the Human-Being that is/has been the cause/source/origin of/as all the problems/consequences we face within ourselves, our relationships to/towards everything/everyone in this existence –but have instead lied in the illusions of hope/belief for a miracle/saviour/rescuer, when we’ve been our own Solution in fact waiting/looking for ourselves. And within this, not taken into consideration the actual process that it will take to in fact re-educate the Mind/Consciousness as the Human-Being to be able to change our nature as the Mind/Consciousness to correct/change/transform ourselves, our living and so our experience on this Earth together?
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to create me into a being, that deliberately seek out friction as conflict as the action of separation to/towards all parts of me within/as this existence, as I deliberately created my relationships to/towards all parts of me in separation from/of me, for me to continue existing/surviving as energy through creating “experiences” of this friction/conflict – where these “experiences” have been measured within the definitions of “positive/negative” / “good/bad”.
And so – I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed all my relationship-experiences to be defined within/as the categories of either “positive/negative/neutral” all of which originate from the starting-point of “experience” as I “experience” positivity/negativity/neutrality – when in/as substance as equality and oneness, my standing With all as me is not based within experience or categorized within positivity/neutrality/negativity because I in fact Am all as me in equality and oneness, which is not an “experience” it’s a living/beingness standing. In this, I have accepted and allowed myself to create/manifest my relationship-lines within/as energy as “experience” to/towards all as me as either “positive/negative/neutral”. Equal-to and One-with the World-System as Money’s relationship to/towards humanity – categorized within experiences / as living physical experiences of human beings with the “Positive” as those with the most Money/more than they require, “Neutral” as those of humanity that live comfortably with Money that have enough and “Negative” as those of humanity with little to no money at all.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to categorize/separate my relationships with/as all of existence as me within myself even further – from initially only friction that I created due to my acceptance and allowance of perceiving myself as only ‘one/individual’ within/as existence and approached existence from this accepted and allowed starting-point of separation and in that having the audacity to initiate my ‘own’ relationships/experiences to/towards all that in fact was already me within/as the equality and oneness of/as substance, and from the friction – further separated me from/of all that exist as me with defining the nature of my relationships within categories of experiences as “positive/neutral/negative”.
In this – I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that I ‘own’ my experiences as Energy as I created/manifested them from within/as/of me and in that ownership, my relationship to Energy as Experience became wanting to get and get and get and take and take and take and gain and gain and gain more and more and more Energy as Experience, because for me to continue existing/surviving as Energy, I had to continue creating Energy through experience as relationships of separation defined within the natures of “positive/neutral/negative”. Equal-to and one with how I have accepted and allowed myself to create/manifest the World-System of Money – where, the relationship of all of humanity in relation to the World-System of Money as the Mind of Energy – is/has been to get and get and get and take and take and take and gain and gain and gain more and more and more Energy as Money, to ‘own’ that which it believes it created as itself, and so the World-System of Money as the Mind of Energy will establish its relationships of “positive/neutral/negative” as “Positive” as those with the most Money/more than they require, “Neutral” as those of humanity that live comfortably with Money that have enough and “Negative” as those of humanity with little to no money at all as the consequences of the process of survival just to exist / continue existing as the World-System of Money
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to create relationships within categories of positive/neutral/negative experiences to deliberately generate Energy for myself and my continued existence/survival as the “experiences” as Energy I have accepted and allowed myself to be/become or come to believe to be ‘who I am’; where I use all three contexts of energy generation through experiences of positive/neutral/negative to certify my existence of me as Energy/Experience.
And so – I forgive myself for accepting and allowing the continuation of such relationships of positivity/neutrality/negativity throughout my existence without change – because when/as I would change such relationships, I have come to believe that who I am will cease exist, not realising/seeing/understanding that the illusion of me as Energy will cease to exist – but who I am as substance/equality and oneness remains/is here and always has been here. But I have separated myself from me as substance/equality and oneness to such an extent, that I have come to believe that all I am is Energy/Experience, and so continued existing as this belief and continued my relationships of positivity/neutrality/negativity to/towards all that is me to ensure my continued survival as the Energy/Experience I’ve accepted and allowed myself to be/become.
And so – I forgive myself that I have throughout my existence – deliberately refused to change the Illusion of myself, and thus why/how my relationships throughout my existence, remained within the nature of experiences of positivity/neutrality/negativity. Equal-to and One-with how we as individual human beings, are deliberately not wanting to change/refuse to change – as we have come to believe that the Mind of/as Energy is ‘who we are’ and so we continued throughout our existence in this physical-existence to perpetuate separation of relationships to/towards all that is ourselves within the categories of positivity/neutrality/negativity. Not realising/seeing/understanding how the physical as the substance of/as this existence is/has always been here as ourselves as the answer to our equality and oneness: being/becoming/standing equal-to and one with this physical existence and so all our relationships, to stand within actual consideration, regard of all as self.
Within this - I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to accept and allow a World-System of/as Money that perpetuate and continue its relationship to/towards all of humanity as me, that categorize the living/physical experiences/lives of individual human beings, the earth, the animal-kingdom, nature – all that is physical, to walk within the consequences of the relationships of positivity/neutrality/negativity as “Positive” as those with the most Money/more than they require, “Neutral” as those of humanity that live comfortably with Money that have enough and “Negative” as those of humanity with little to no money at all as the consequences of the process of survival just to exist / continue existing as the World-System of Money. That I have accepted and allowed – directly and indirectly such a System within this World that govern/direct/control all lives within and on this Earth and physical existence – because I deliberately refused to change me, the nature of me, the belief of me as the Illusion of me as Energy and Experience. And because I deliberately refused to change and only consider/regard my own survival as ownership of Energy/Mind, which I get through experiences that I generate within my relationships to/towards all as me within/as the categories of positivity/neutrality/negativity – I have refused to stand up and change this World-System of Money as Me and in this: am responsible for the consequences such relationships have created/manifested in my existence as this entire existence as me.
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand how my accepted and allowed existence as an Illusion of/as Energy within/as all my relationships lines of experiences have manifested me into an existing-condition where myself and my existence had become conditioned by/through experiences of/as Energy and as I continued existing within that state of Illusion within the physical existence of reality – I had not and could not see the direct consequences my continued participation within / as Energy as experiences as relationships of positivity/neutrality/negativity, but now I directly face the consequences of my creation of me within myself as what this physical existence as my without has become – as each one and all together still exist-as and live-out these relationships of positivity/neutrality/negativity within themselves as the Mind to/towards all that exist, and how we individually and together – directly and indirectly, created/manifested this World-System of Money that place/manifest all of existence within/as the relationships of positivity/neutrality/negativity – for humans, for animals, for the earth, for nature and all other living beings/manifestations/expressions of/as this physical existence as me.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed my relationships to/towards all that is me exist within/as the categories of positivity/neutrality/negativity, that’s created/manifested the substance/reality of me into and as what I accepted and allowed myself to become/exist as within and as it – not seeing/realising/understanding how my creation/reality as the substance/physicality is/has been showing/revealing/exposing the nature of me as what I have become. But I have become so separated into Illusion – that I have not seen the Reality.
I commit myself to assisting and supporting myself to release myself from the Illusion of Energy/Experiences as Consciousness/Relationships to See/Face/Expose the Reality of what I have created – to from within the Reality of what I have accepted and allowed myself to create: stand up and change to live/walk in the equality and oneness of/as substance as me as this physical existence
I commit myself to – through writing and self-forgiveness, assist and support myself to walking the process of no more accepting and allowing myself to accept/allow relationships of separation/inequality that has manifested within the nature of experience as energy manifested as positivity/negativity/neutrality, so that I can assist and support myself into and as self equality and oneness within, and equality and oneness without as me returning me to myself as all, and within this process – gift myself with the responsibility/power to in fact change/stop/transform the consequences I have accepted and allowed myself to create throughout existence – because I have not been here with me in equality and oneness
I commit myself to change – to stop the deliberate acceptance and allowance of relationships of energy as experience as positivity/neutrality/negativity and transform my relationships with myself as all, into and as equality and oneness through writing, self-forgiveness, self corrective application as the process I walk with me as all within self-honesty, because I have to be self-honest as the action of making the decision to SEE and to REALISE what I have done and become, and in that seeing/realisation no more hide/suppress/cower away – but stand up and face me in the seeing/realisation. And in that standing and facing through writing, self-forgiveness I can finally stop/change/transform the consequences of me towards all, into and life as me for all
I commit myself to, through writing and self-forgiveness – assist and support myself to face the illusion of/as me as the Mind/Consciousness of Energy, investigating the nature of my relationships with myself and others within the contexts of positivity/neutrality/negativity as how I have come to define my relationships in separation from/of me and forgive myself as releasing myself and taking responsibility for my relationship creations as me. And in my practical corrective application – redefine my relationships within practical equality and oneness as how I will approach my relationships within considering/regarding others as me
I commit myself to – as I walk within and as this World-System of Money as me – investigate the nature of the functioning of this World-System of Money within the context of how it is creating relationships of positivity/negativity/neutrality to/towards all of humanity as me and establish solutions to all the parts of the World-System functioning in aligning it so that it has an equal and one relationship with all within and as this physical existence
(See the Equal Money System website where individuals are in the process of walking this re-alignment of the World-System of Money into/as equality and oneness for all on this Earth)
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