Life and Death Engineering: DAY 10
Who I Am as Money – continued
In this post, in this dimension of the multi-dimensional
relationship between ourselves as Illusion and Reality – we’re continuing
having a look at the relationship between ourselves as who we are as energy
within, and who we are as money without.
With our very ‘self’ currently existing as Energy as the
Mind Consciousness System manifest – this ‘self’ as Energy has superimposed and
so used/abused the Reality/Substance of ourselves within and as existence. This
can be seen clearly now, for example within this world – in how the Mind of the
human-being would superimpose their Illusionary Energy self as the Mind in
their relationship with Money on this world/earth, and use/abuse the Earth/what
is ‘real’ as nature/the animal-kingdom and human beings to attempt/try to make
their Illusionary Mind-Reality real with Energy and Money.
This is how we’ve existed throughout time. Where, in the
beginning – before the creation/manifestation of humanity/this physical
existence – we were individual beings in a process of evolving as Energy, where
for Energy to exist, we extracted/channelled our actual substance of/as
equality and oneness into ourselves through friction generated from our
deliberate separation as opposition-stance to/towards all as ourselves and
created our individualized experiences of positivity/neutrality/negativity
to/towards all as ourselves to maintain our survival as Energy through
constant/continuous friction and experience.
From here, one can see within this world/on this Earth –
where ‘life’ has become constant/continuous friction, internally and externally
which generate experience/energy internally for our Minds and generate survival/money
externally for the World-System as ourselves. Animals, Nature, Earth, Humans –
their physical lives on this Earth, used/abused for the World-System of Money
to continue existing, where the nature of the World-System of Money stands
within the principle of inducing friction in their physical-lives to extract
Money/their survival from/of them – taking, taking and taking. Equal-to and
one-with what we accept/allow to do within ourselves with the relationship
between the Mind and the Physical, where the Mind take and take and take
Substance to transform it into and as Energy for itself. The Nature of what we
have become is – TAKE AND TAKE AND TAKE, for survival: and this is everything
and everyone within existence.
(See the solution of
this Earth/Physical Existence –where we transform the principle of take, take
and take as what each individual had been forced to succumb to within their
entrapped conditions of survival on this Earth, to where each one stand
within/as the principle of giving to all – equally as one. From individual
taking, and taking and taking – to each individual standing alone and together:
to give to All. The Equal Money System)
This is why/how – the Mind/Energy as Consciousness within as
Evolved throughout time, our creations of technologies/systems has evolved
throughout time: but what has in no way evolved is our ability as humanity to
live together/function in this world-system together – with ourselves, each
other, the earth, the animal-kingdom, nature…Technologies/Systems of Money
within the circuit of the World-System has evolved, because they stand equal-to
and one with how our Programming/Systems of Energy as our Mind Consciousness
Systems have evolved within the realms of
imagination/fantasy/personalities/thoughts/internal conversations/habits etc.
As our Mind Consciousness Systems evolved, we’ve been further and further
separated from our human physical bodies and this physical existence. Equal-to
and one-with how the evolution of Technologies/Systems of the World-System of
Money has separated humanity farther and farther and farther away from their
direct relationship to/with this physical existence and what is real as the
physical lives of all of humanity, nature, the animal-kingdom, the earth etc.
This is because we’ve approached our relationship to ourselves and all within
the starting-point of Energy within and Money without – and because of that
starting-point, Energy within and Money without is what Evolved. But, ourselves
and our equality and oneness with and as all…became lost in the Illusion Energy
as the Mind created as ourselves and the World-System of Money created in this
world/on this earth.
Life – is not Evolution. Life Lives. Life is Here. Evolution
only exist from/through Systems as they move through time, utilizing their own
past and simply expanding/specifying themselves based-on what they had been
before. Thus, evolution is not Real Change – it’s simply an ‘upgrade’ from the
previous condition it existed as. Evolution is past, present and future
orientated. Where, the systems utilize its past, to upgrade it in the present
for its continued survival in the future. Evolution is Survival-based, to
attempt/try continued control over/of its continued existence. To exist in the
past, present and future – means, self is not Here; because the past, present
and future is a time-line that was manifested/created in the Mind for beings to
not stand/be equal-to and one with their physical human bodies Here, Here which
is the physical equality and oneness of/as this physical existence which is
where we were supposed to have been. But, we’ve been lost in the Illusion of
the Mind, stuck in the past, present and future as the Timing-Pillars of/as
Consciousness that it use to Evolve/’upgrade’ its own Systems/Technologies for
Survival. In this, we have missed HERE, our equality and oneness with and as
this physical existence, and because we’ve missed HERE, missed REALITY – we’ve
only evolved as Energy and Money, at the peril/cost of reality/substance/here
as this physical existence.
As we continue walking this process in our posts – more of
this relationship between Evolution of Consciousness/Energy and the
World-System/Money will become clear, how we’ve been lost in Time as past,
present and future – trying/attempting to survive through evolution as
upgrading ourselves as/within Energy and Money; and not been Here Living in/as
our equality and oneness with and as existence as ourselves and the
consequences this is/has been manifested for ourselves as for all.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
make myself believe that the experience I gain within myself from the friction
of separation to/towards my substance manifested as my equality and oneness
with and as all – is ‘power’. When in fact, that ‘empowering’ experience I am
having, is my automated Energy System as the Mind, feeling itself being charged
with its life-source as Energy and that I am not in fact ‘empowering’ me – I am
charging my Mind as Energy with more Energy as I continue within my
relationship experiences to/towards all that exist as me within the experiences
of positivity/neutrality/negativity.
In this, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed
myself to make myself believe that having more and more and more Money /
gaining more Money – which I take and take and take at the cost/peril of many
physical lives within this physical existence: empowers me in this world. When
in fact I am empowering my physical world of money as material possessions and
through that, empowering the World-System of Money as I become but a body
within the World-System of Money that circulate its life-source as money to
continue existing/surviving at the cost/peril of countless physical lives within
this physical existence.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
define ‘power’ within myself as my Mind Consciousness System gaining energy for
its own survival, as it continue extracting substance from/of my beingness and
so I as a being became limited/diminished to nothingness as my entire
manifested-Illusion as my Mind Consciousness took possession of me, my equality
and oneness with/as existence.
In this, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed
myself to define ‘power’ within my world as Money for my own survival within
‘my life’ in this world, as I continue extracting/taking money from/of the
World-System of Money. Where Money has become my possession as all I
strive/live for is Money – enclosing/isolating me further into only ‘my life’
and so diminishing/limiting my life within this world/on this earth from having
any ability to see or do anything about the existential problems/consequences
Money is creating/manifesting in this physical existence as me because I have
become so entirely/completely possessed with only ‘my life’ of/as Money, that I
don’t see/realise all lives of/as me in/as this physical existence.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
separate me from Real Power as the manifested equality and oneness with/as all
as me, that was me standing/living/being with/as all as me within and as
existence and always in all ways giving to all as me as I would give to myself,
so that we’re all equally as one empowered to live/express/create to our utmost
fullest potential and always in all ways honour/regard each one’s living in the
absoluteness that we exist as within this existence. To now, where ‘power’ has
become an ‘experience’ of a charge created from friction within myself as my
constant/continuous deliberate separation from/of all as me within and as
existence. Equal-to and one-with what the World-System of Money has become in
its manifested-separation from/of all within and as this physical existence –
that deliberately create friction in the physical-lives of beings/manifestation
in and on this Earth to generate Money for itself, to empower itself with the
circulation of Money within and through its Systems.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
create/manifest me into and as a Mind Consciousness System, that has become my
manifested-separation – that extract/channel substance into itself and
transform it into Energy. Not seeing/realising/understanding how – more and
more substance is taken and taken and taken for more and more Energy to be
produced. Equal-to and one-with the World-System of Money – where more and more
of this physical existence is used/abused, extracted/channelled and transformed
into and as Money for the continued survival of/as the World-System of Money.
In this, the Mind Consciousness System completely separates me from my physical
equality and oneness with and as all, and has not direct equal and one hereness
with and as all, but only use/abuse all to take and take and take and
channel/extract substance for me to create/manifest my Illusion as the Mind
of/as Energy. Equal to and one with the World-System of Money, that has no
direct equal and one relationship with and as all within this physical
existence, but only use/abuse this physical existence to take and take and take
and channel/extract what is physical/real for it to create/manifest its
continued existence as a World-System of Money.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
become possessed by, within and as a manifested Illusion as the Mind
Consciousness System – not seeing the manifested consequences I have created in
Reality / this physical existence with accepting and allowing myself to only
become an entity that survive off of Energy. That for me to survive or ‘give
life’ as ‘Energy’ to myself – a part of me as Substance ends/dies as it becomes
transformed into Energy and absorbed by the manifested Energy-Illusion of/as my
Mind Consciousness System. The Energy as transformed substance being
used/abused for the purposes of empowering/charging my various
Systems/Programmes of/as my Mind Consciousness System to continue surviving for
a moment. Where I take the substance of Eternity, transform it into a momentary
experience of Energy, channel it into Energy-Systems of finiteness that
use/abuse that transformed substance of energy to charge/empower itself for a
moment and that substance as transformed energy comes to nothing. So the cycles
within me continued throughout time: where a part of me as substance ends/dies
for my Illusion as Energy-manifest as the Mind/Consciousness to continue
surviving on its dependence on Energy as transformed substance.
In this – I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed
myself to create/manifest a World-System of Money, which transform
physical-manifestations/lives within/as this physical existence, into and as
Money – and as physical-manifestations/parts/lives of this physical existence
is transformed into Money to only last for a moment to fuel/charge/empower the
World-System of Money, that part/manifestation/life of/as me in this physical
existence dies/ends for the Illusion of/as the World-System of Money to
continue existing/surviving.
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself
to see/realise/understand how I have become the creator of ‘life’ and ‘death’
within/as this existence as me. ‘Life’ which has become the
charging/fuelling/empowering of/as Energy within, and the
charging/fuelling/empowering of the World-System of Money, and ‘Death’ as the
extraction/channelling/transformation of/as my substance of/as equality and
oneness to give ‘life’ to energy, and ‘Death’ as the
extraction/channelling/transformation of/as parts/manifestations/lives as me
within and as this physical existence into and as Money to give ‘life’ as
‘money’ to the World-System’s continued survival. Where - for Energy within and
Money without to continue existing/surviving – parts of me within myself
ends/dies – equal to and one with where parts of me within/as this physical
existence ends/dies. Not seeing/realising/understanding that Life – THE LIFE
of/as equality and oneness has not been HERE; where THE LIFE is/has supposed to
have been where all as me exist eternally here, living here, expressing here –
with/as THE LIFE, there exist no Death/End.
I commit myself to – through writing, self-forgiveness and
self corrective application, stop the accepted and allowed life and death
cycles within and as me, through assisting and supporting myself to stop my
relationship with myself as Energy manifested as Consciousness as the Mind
Consciousness System. Because as I stop my existence as Energy manifested as
Consciousness/the Mind: I stop the processes of life and death within me as
extracting substance to be transformed into Energy to fuel/charge/empower my
manifested Illusion as the Mind/Consciousness System.
In this process of stopping – I commit myself to assist and
support myself, to re-establish my relationship with myself as substance of/as
equality and oneness, through transforming my energy relationships with myself,
as with all, into and as a standing of/as equality and oneness here that will
stand eternal.
I commit myself to – through writing, self –forgiveness and
self corrective application, share my process and stand as a living example of
the process each as all as me will walk equal-to and one-with me, as I assist
and support me to stop the life and death cycles within me, that each walk
their processes of doing the same. So that each can stand within/as their
manifested equality and oneness with and as all, as each stand eternal within
and as themselves, until we’re all HERE standing equal and one within ourselves
as eternity – to in fact manifest/create the eternity of/as Life as equality
and oneness here.
I commit myself to, as I walk my process of writing,self-forgiveness and self corrective application and stop the life and death
cycles within me, and transform me into a living example of/as equality and
oneness here, I see through the cycles of life and death and the systems of/as
the Mind/Consciousness I have become because of it, and walk myself into/as
physical equality and oneness. In this, gifting myself with the ability and
responsibility to see the solutions for/within and as this World/on this Earth
– to transforming the World-System into and as a functioning System that gift
the opportunity of Life to all, equally as one. Where the Equal Money System
will unify humanity and transform the living of each on this Earth from
survival into and as having an opportunity to walk their processes of birthing
THE LIFE of/as eternity from/of the Physical through stopping the life and
death cycles within themselves as stopping Energy as the Mind/Consciousness and
standing/being/becoming equal and one with and as themselves as with all.
In this, I thus commit myself to – walking this current
World-System of Money – to end the life and death cycles it create/manifested
within and as this physical existence as me, to transform it into a
World-System as the Equal Money System as a first step to gifting all as me an
opportunity to birthing life from the physical. Because in an Equal Money
System, we will start the processes of establishing/finding ways where these
life/death cycles can stop/end in the name of Money and Survival, and we all
together can find ways/solutions to ourselves and our living to stand on this
Earth equal and one, honouring, respecting, considering and regarding each
other and everything/everyone else, as we would ourselves.
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